The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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Here i am deliberately at a very remote atch... no houses or vehicles for some distance...
sat in the average temperatures, door open headtorch on obviously here...
And some performative dogwalker comes along performiing LOOK at my pair of flouncy two granders no doubt...
But it's the way when the stupid caged animals (which is what a lead is) decide to sniff at something just by my snail shell so mister walker has to allow them to smell and smell and smell right next to someone who obviously comes exactly here to be as far away from all these utter lost needy ALWAYS ILL wankers .... but then thats almost the whole SWEstershire its not surprising their seas and waters are full of MRSA and all they can all do every single one except Ms 0.001% speak of being ...ILL
Anyway back on course as i have been all day putting up with the loudest gobbiest loudmouth librarian I have ever experienced...and all the " ive got OCD inmates"
But theres a lot to start rolling out, all deliberately up in The Tube awaiting the right moment to ponder captions and philosophical things to add in far wiser than the childless rather effete Henry.... ohh yes that was the name of today's main kid... he could have heard in a whisper too..
That's a point ...(the Henry was deliberately useless audio we get to how Europeans dont sue for pavement toestubs or in fact anything much...unlike every Yank and YUK.... whoever was in charge of Remain the usual one dimensional spastic never told you that did eeee... errata had he well i guess it would have been 99:1.... for being yank.
That's why your kids are even mpore fucked up than thems as pretending one is above being yank is even more illmaking...i know i encounter the illmakers endlessly with that ashram glaze in their eyes....
never ever able to even ponder constructively crits around their own little bubble of perfect Narniac space, maybe not quite so Wonderland as the brochures told them
Anyway ... at least three live performances all albums bought .... and it turns out she died young of being EXTREMELY bitter psychospiritually about everything, especially her real fuckup dad.... she never got over even into her 60s... every smallest sweet NAnci sing 'n smile...
fake
I'm sure they have trades description acts in that Youesaay... and one could say something else about the queues lining up outside the courts regarding one very very dead sad old man... just as he may have a bit more in his bank than the surely now Shabbiest Princess... in all of history..
It's pure poetry
Anyway now...
there is something which goes with this new page (just where i put some sort of sideshows)
so yes a thing that goes in that page ...that really is the ONE thing above all - lived experience so often... that sums up not just the ignorance but the complete and utter insouciance in every single person i have ever met for at least ten years (i guess except her - but that's a hard one she had a lot to get off the chest too...that's what loneliness does you when your only friend is Eckhart)
But it's so poignant it needs a short handwritten thing symbolising.... that even that so lomng endured thing.... didnt make my handwriting shaky when in fact what one should have done is jab the pen in their eyes or gobs ....
Now this is hard hence the waffle starts as really hard work. Hard enough to attempt to begin and very hard if you are nuts enough to listen ....however I think an hour in it revs up to what it's really all about...
free substack audio and i do get 'likes' from serious book sites it seems ..i dont have battery time to browse their output but they find the time for me
always free
so you may be missing out somewhat ...
Living "deliberately" a bit more deliberately than Henry at Walden. Hard to deliberately describe. See notes below
And show em... difficult times which if you paid attention to a few of the simpler oldschool gurus who wouldn't be seen dead In a guru costume, or paid for their sagely advice, aren"t difficult in that once you know the purpose you plod on no matter what and in the nonsummer periods plan your day around DOing time and mould away time zenmeditaviley watching drops drip
and not making the smallest bit of difficult difference to one jot of your day.... as long as one is organised and has endless fixing to do WHEN the energy is supreme...
And it's even better if one has spent all morning preparing the next phase, which was only ever a continuation of the last phase as one didnt need any new phases three decades ago knowing exactly what's what and what matters... and how to continue it no matter what alleged ,'difficulty'.
My only d word too much to enjoy spinning up into the air and smash holy cows before spinning them like plates over the head of dome clown who cannot ever look into the eyes of the kids she's paid to smile sweetly at....
Unlike the ones i sought out twenty years ago...who still could.
My chronicle even then collected like A Lomax on a truly historical mission to catch them before they all shattered into unfixable shards of litter
And i know it would never be possible to smash through the modern moaning just because domeone is daft enough to go hiking on a forecast rainy day and not taken off Monday instead due " long corvid..." they'll be claiming forever..
Anyway the most productive inside day for many a month. So do come back now i am bloody well obligated as some suckers have at last paid up ...
Now.... i am so organised only very rarely is there a technical 'difficulty' and i KNEW something was going wrong but...
didn't want to be distracted
Not revving up as all or at least 99% of material is 100% spontaneous..
And i don't think YET it is possible to make out the words...
Regarding this really quite homo aftyernoon radio play listening to whilst meandering up into the hills...
Bacon in Moscow
How Francis Bacon became the first major Western artist to have a solo exhibition in the Soviet Union. Written by Stephen Wakelam, based on the memoir by James Birch.
and if anyone can guess the content before i get them out of the recorder if it was on which will take yonks they can have all the £185 monies paid in to ralphschism.com the last few weeks.... just to show up the rest as such meanies its daft...
but theyll have to email or text i never read comments couldnt care less what conspiracy may be ongoing or fishing expeditions
i know whats what and strangely enough and of course v philosophical almost all i knew for sure for years but little true lived experience of theories confirmed by experimental evidence; it keeps coming out exactly as predicted...
I mean even Henry the not-really-woodlander yank figured a lot of it long ago..
And i know as a result this afternoon's play wont be anything like as good indeed as usual when they know they have the ultimate smug natureman to so easily roll out to you, they'll make it Dysney
The one earlier today is the one you REALLY need to understand... which is all ive been about for 20 years
as the weirdo dull little men whom wish to measure it as they never met the pukka Rosie under a hay rick....or arranged it with her into a nice bed, or see through net..... of real grub.....
Is the ultimate in arousal no matter what and enemy of all their big words nobody could ever keep track of i mean what the ferks sexuoerotic .... ?
*A state of sexuoerotic disinterest; impaired or deficient in sexual and genital responsiveness or frequenc
So yes these very lacking chappies with their 2020 or was it the nexterspring rather funky hymn but it's so so towny....
And in towns you can't smell the hay on her.... or ... Christmas thistereve last one ever about as good as it gets.... I scrutinised their faces....
And was full of certainty
But anyway back to the beginning ...
I mean Ed was fine ..i bought his books and filtered out the towny neuroticism...
and he clearly had a sense of humour too...
Even if his books on "lateral thinking" over time about as useful as a fancy hat in Hatesville
As they all get it wrong... fashion is all there is and it trumps any attempt at lateral sanity
But then
all that happened thirty dully years
t'will have to be hypocriphilia - Edward would never know and the gallery of rogues wouldnt even be able to imagine...
Nor would he know i get a pro Bono boner from their hypocrisy
and 100% tyranny..
of only ever meemeemee
but it's the hypocrisy, love of it,
that's the one and only solar fuel that is sustainable no matter what.
Now as oft said even if nobody reads a word even the most energy hayrickfuelled email in history ever....
(and i know neither drink so it'll have to be the other form of intoxicant.... tickbox, done)
so yes they all Them Sourcies started with him... the Jenny came latelies..
so called 'philosopher' not good enough for him to just stay in his posh part of London neurotix garret but no gotta become all telly vangelic only because there's nothing in any way 'offensive' about him, not even a hair so neurotic they have to be surgically removed ... like having anything to say that's not in any way offensive (especially on stuff like fuckin under hayricks; so talk about prejudiced little bald git, and leaving out 99% of the history of humanity since it started to grow its own grub...)
now this is far far more interesting than the mere casual browser may think.... i shall return to later if the retitling it for here works
And i do hope That Bush still noses in well here's a double dose i hope you get iller...
As only after at least a few months in the real abyss do we start to emerge sane... all three above should do it...
plus her bloke...... whom of course will be supping the BBC free coffee as we spoke... thistermorn
Which was a perfect ending of the lesson - all they all ever wanted was to get their slot on 4chan one way or another
(as is also the history of the whole 'environmental' movement along the river Wye and even her Teme.... for twenty hypo filled years.. but its not nice giving it a greek sounding hype word when the lot of em were only ever an insult to the fine real thing
because there is always a silver lining in that really good camera unusuable died dead.... means i have to use the shitty one and at least i can get a file off it and then actually SEE if it is the right one the good one stopped letting me do so why ..last 'summering' takes so so long
However unlike inhuman made up words like transhumant, (i think it is a tenner) when i am a nomad all my life in every single way possible - and even really did do transhumant things with my flock of sheep as a commoner on the high hills shepherding them around to places where tourists wouldnt see transumant things being done...errata no tourists in them hills so one could do a whole flock of transhumant nomadic pasturalist things and no one but them would care...
except ALL so called innate things must be immediately stopped 199% when one has a child to be human with 100% all the time from birth (she agreed nobody can do anymore)
And only then when every last agonising 0.00000000001% of time twenty xeven years on, is given to them, only.... is one free to
...to what? At last i am done in for words.... as whilst everyone else is pretending not to be plasticbagging their own inner head....
I have never had such a sublime perfect territory, AND full on saudade
in one day
And i knew i should ignore someone...
But now i know i was wrong.
Anyway far more important if one were to wish to roll out some slightly more proper writerly writing..
As i am quite sure even whatsisface that wriote the first one ..Gilgamesh... i wouldnt bother a tad too taking itself too seriously...
not only do i have in the nosebag a ten times better tale of epicness ...
But at last am sure, exactly...not mainly, but perfectly
Who it would be...for
And the word perfect is there for a three dimensional reason it would take ten volumes of Proust to just maybe sum her up...
figuratively wrong word allegorically still wrong... just perfectly.
The really sad thing though is so many ...errata a few okish ones... still don't can't understand that constructive critique is healthy and what the fact that they didn't buy their little palaces in downtown Plymouth (i.e. "its full of junkies and more clap that Bill Gates may have got in this operating system and the other posher one for rich private schooled tossers") and chose thisterregion based on cosntructive critique but if one constructively critiques here of course by default its " why are you here then ..?!?"
well one may be stranded due non payment of verbal contracteds ..or other reasons ...or just know the walks everywhere else are more noisy...
to be cont
if i recover from saudade
and saudade is not a word you throw around to make yourself seem good in prep for a workshop...
sauade is the only thing there is between life, and death:
life itself
and what everyone else is dying from and caused to look very old from, not living it, as they believe their perfected version is the pinacle
If you just persist a little...and dont believe your own constructive critique...
Even if all clips only for philosophical reasons and i aint even started yet ... that shall (correct use of a word the 'dyslexix can learn, even if takes 40 years for em to grow up and rewire their own brain no tolls needed except just DOin it) - meanin' it WILL happen.... over the next glorious decade
As its so much fun to go back now i know all the reasons
....even she Mrs MOO merely full of illusion
And all clips (unless the very few baddies taking public money over long periods of time in their big con whom never even said quietly in the woodshed " im just a shabby conartist like all the rest of us who invaded
and pretended..
but at least i shall give some of my extremely well public funded - i mean Queen of the rip,
'ABUNDANT' vegetables from my HEATED!! walled ancient garden .....
to the poor stood outside COOPlityerally starving as could be seen from their man faces....
that xmas eve 2018ish you saw Simon ok.... .
but only if you continue rubbin me there .... yes!!!! THAT way "
had she said so one could have been 'bought'...but only if Newport Jen had admitted her true Queen conliness...
the rest a fringe benefit...or had the email even been acknowledged ...well that would be a free pass not to be even slightly hinted at whom....
they all had their chances ...
to be whom their FAkebook said or rather marketed themselves as
ARE
But all innocents the camera is angled to never even hint what county, within
And merely part of my long dull lifetime philopsophy
to do
next soon
as one is basking for several days in the total warm plensishment
at a whole day of full body
ultra deft every foothold a matter of life or guaranteed eath
or sprained summit
doin the job
ANF diuel purp
every singleone must be saved and a little later she fluttered her way off BYE BYE
errata if human ehh whats the word for allegory, mustv been one of em non 'binaries' or a rare one as no men ever keep to their word and just butterfly off, and only 1% of the babes are worth saving, before also butterflyin' to the next, what exactly i never do know?
yesters if not date time stamped
i'm not THAT much of a perfectionista
meaning ...three years ago almost to the day i must check for all the super sticious numbties..
And me..i sometimes like to mark a date, overdue, due..or symbolic
only as there's nothing else to do as none of em ever even believe their 'fates'... or even 'coincidences'...
Now all i know is that i told the teacher woman, a definitely right word for her super sexy gait and the truly most beautiful thing there is - you cannot buy filigree lines emanating from eyeballs which seem to be a bit honest and truthful..
I first stopped dead in my seat sawing them December 2012.
(false alarm we would discover a few years later oops the year of 2020 "oh lord even HER!!" sat outside Horrorford cathedral on her device so stressing out ... and she was a so called 'steiner' school were are the zenned peeps, teacher "sorry i can't talk now I'm in a crisis in here" the one and only woman better call her a girl stuck in her horrid decices showing off she was stuck in her horrid device when the whole point of that love was to sit across from her at the cafe and celebrate we both had very basic same-steam-driven-model Nokias ...)
Now... there may well be nothing better than hearing " gosh you are siklled" upon seeing my truly fabulous balance walking - neigh running... (going WITH ther flow of the hill and the wright ) with the weight of my heavy load - her plank..
yesters
But really all that matters is yes i told that teacherwoman near twomonths ago the truth
But why... why say as i said " nope i wouldnt now want one.."
Except as a fascist bodyophobe so many years from the fine sport the only one i have ebver engaged in, of people watching to pass the time in dusty hinterland smalltown squares in midspain, ye olde Portugal - still the one last bastion of some sanity as long as its the top half away from the bottom half infected by the "English ("to see... " how obsessed they are that even a stray pubic hair isnt showing through their bottom half and all the rest)
The most interesting thing of all about The Source lands apart from even HE seemingly is an illusionista... which beggars belief unless he died after my last roundup simple todo list email...
Is the gait. Plus posture. To sit and what is life if full of care..... thistermorn one of many just waiting for the laptop to warm up so as to harvest every loose joule of energy, slowly and surely more haste less speed dont waste a loose electron ...
And across the car park there is the best ever example of the local species as per lasterregion but i didnt understand...
why my 2020 best new real 'friend' and companera... and almost coparent of hers... they getting so much of metoo, only for them... could not keep to her pact...
And a farmers wifetoo (even if due PC reasons i always say equitability farmer person - truly"! and she would laugh at least..knowing who wore the trousers or in her case sexy leotards in her kitchen... ) even if with a several grand personalised numberplate MOO...
But i didnt understand how ... her "yea" meant....nothing
Until observing fully all the sybarite downsizers who once were some "human resources development systems engineer" in other words fuckin office worker, i know you unlike me will betoo
when they crawl up the slimey ladder eventually making enough cash via Thatchers home rip off economy if they win that game of roulette and cash out on top...
Ended up in regions indeed 99% of all of Dooneshire, saying, speaking, of their lovely plenished rural existence - and they have far better uniforms - literally every patch, perfect, especially if they got off ebay a new one of those little Maoist cloth green handbag bags you saw as default at Portobello market 40 years ago...
Image 100% - every smallest item must fit in exactly with the image that says especially if bloke " i am a rustic perfect zenny calm and truly naycher plenished man who has done ALL my 'soul' 'work'.. got over mummies drugs [Bard phrase] been at mens circles in the hills only drinking three bottled beers [the day the world went crass] ... and beating my chest whist crying when i really just want to cry about how much some Charles Eisenstein type selling 'personal development' courses from his Gweek whoresboat infact was a pyramid scheme i ended up mortgaging mummy' horsebox to pay for and i cant go to the fuzz and report the fraud as they'll giggle at metoo.... "
But it's their gait... I mean here you are (ONLY occasionally now having realised Utterly no point) at 'Gateway' drug to going up on the very underwhelming Moor to perform I am Indiana Jones too, (NOT ME i wear the same clothes all day day in and out for meditation in van atnight very long 'adventures' by foot up and down dale, work in the day )
..... In the number one ..well imagine the sales brochures ( i hear there's a rather a lot of nimbyism at the next tranche of shitpipes being developed around the less people-watchin-fun carpark.... " come and realise your deams of a qiuietr naycher abundantly plenished rural dream quiiet life and slow down youve earned it all those years as privateer rippin off the taxman through your suposed consultancy to the Nutzi Health service or Monsanto, same thing...now at last you can breathe... I did it..."
and - well him thistermorn, all togged up to look like he is a perfect sweet little market gardener even if a rich version who can afford those absurd 50 quid 'workman's trousers tailored and a pocket on every kneepatch and small ones for your tweezers if a splinter gets through your health and safety protective kneepatches, and threatens immediate death by said splinter... off to scythe a little patch of brambles or even dandelions for his morning coffee...
BUt they all hurry....superfast they strut and powermarch as if in the opening of the what was it Six Million Dollar Bloke ...through town and byeway... even moreso if female
and oif course as soon as they go for a li'l old jog theyve got to strap on the lastest micro heart and ...i was going to write 'soul' monitor...but that would be a tautological impossiblility...as you can only glimpse it if you have so slowed down its daft
HOW!!! ever... there is a philosophical matter to deal with being yes slow steady BUT as i said yesters" no its not strength.. [ when faced witha massive amount of wood to move over very very obstacle course land] its far far more the dance or yoga to a factor of 10 .... as every smallest step at least ten in the future must be pondered swiftly for angle mudslide factor and most important of all time and motion.... or one never will get any JOB done.... as for 30 years none of em ever helped i win i had 30 years of free yoga/pilots and mindful ballet dancin tango classes for free... all on a tightrope"
AGGHH YES REMINDS ME all i care about is my image and it was so sad when even JP a few years ago goes 'conspiracy theory' and even Orangemanist .... as he had such a goods start being above all 'politics' but at the same time sharing the only 'politics' we needed - parodying the neurotix with such skill....
But i am (in substack audios) above ALL silly modern politics as all modern politics especially if Green is based on being a phobe... and even if for a few weeks of youth was part of the gentry i knew even age 12 or 13 that a greart divide or difference top and bottom means in fact many of the toplot die far too young also....so communitarianism is good..
except bnone of the aforementioned even European yoiunger men so called intellectuals have the first idea about how impossible any of that has been for 15+ years as the ones who go around bleating "community" are the worst Thatcherites of all merely spinning something they may entrepenuer their way into making a tax loss on
so they claim the vat back on the range rover bought with Mummy's L'Oreals...
Anyway ...
Philosophy.
Now for some years the exact opposite of a nihilist as i believe there is something worth remaining alive for even if one cannot ever know for sure even what
But then once you have spent a whole adult lifetime peepwatchin (no more its bad for you they are 99% so so nervy and projecting... they know not what but i bet they stay up putting it on their FAkebook) ...and AND! are a philosopher more aside ..and above... than even SAint Ex was...
In short before maybe 50 or before you realise every word coming out of every gob here is false....
be diligent and methodical and do ones annual (self employed but never ever above the tax threshold or you are just paying into the Jen Oh Cider fund and i mean from Gulf War 1 which if you were a spotty Iraqi teen conscripted to be cannon fodder or else - "run away and we pull out your mummies toenails and make her eat them without garnish!" so as the fine British Military could turkey shoot many thousands whilst retreating from Kuwait up a road theres no way of tricking anyone you are runing away as its the only narrow road upon a whole rather open desrt so no double crossin... thats if you ask me against the 'international laws' which should be simplified on day 1 of Gaza or any other such as " against the Geneva Convention" [ too starve civilian Gazzans as them fine Israelis announced they would do on Oct 8th a fgew years ago ...and this writing was correct that day stated if you care about PAllies protest ONLY for one thing: they be helped to leave.. cos theyve addit GC breached day 1 and no gov said " sanctioned if you do" thats the day 70 or maybe 100 thou died..persiod....
walk away... we will give you jobs cleanin our bogs if you are lucky even if at some island we have 'protectorate' over still like the CAymans and that way no vat on you either ..... as they are now doing today i believe ] ] )
so.... in short not for fiscal reasons but for theres no point e er trusting anyone here for 5 years known reasons
ALWAYS .... this year one of those Blue Peter "and here is one we prepared earlier" ... fakes but all the other last 5 years in fact probab;ly 10.... past fifty OR knowing all tyoung people are so useless ruined by p;arents to not even KNOW a fair deal..... leave your tax return until the very last second - 14 hrs from now) before wasting one second on it ...
AND dont bother to even read the questions ...
(in 'more info'
HACKERS - if you go REALLY slow you may find data to hack and even pervert nothin innit though ever, i won you wasted your time furthermore you're only unparented lost kids... google frank Abnigail his Google talk he was chief lostchild cleverdick lost kid and..grew up...superman! hack your useless mum n dads bank account first - as if they had parented your proper you wouldnt be hacking in the firstplace ....and clear them out as revenge )
i go ALL the way
which may sound reckless especially when you film it and have passwords showing as above ...
however is ten times more Solomon than you may assume - infact as aforementioned the silly man dying with several 18 year olds in his bed if thats to be believed... he cannot have been even smallest bit wise as they dont get " if i could have one wish" (walking hills talkin to self) until 53 at least....
.... very unfinished piece on philosophy - includes err below one of my very very few goddesses...
especially now production ' values' of recording are so so so unwell and ill ...
but thats the point, unconfected rough and ready even if the truth is the SWestern babes only like London DeBotty heads they think they can control with their spray on polish...
( wow thats a metaphor word picture)
should in theory increase discovery and perceived authenticity
.but how do you get discoverated who knows ...
some like it though
ralph substack post
but you have to start at the beginning bear 3 years back....
and then i shall really say why...in writing
IF YOU LIKE MY WAFFLE YOU SPREAD IT PLEASE... OR TO USE THE CLEVERDICK WORD GET ME SOME 'DISCOVERY', AS I LIVE 100% OFF GRID - NO SPARE TIME WITH LAPTOP TO EVER FIGURE HOW TO
but theres a sequence and stuff in the shitpipeline
far too much but why not
The cult killed all discourse and all ....
or maybe not....
what's her woodshed story?
out of the blue
we shall see
Now this may look nothing but if one puts together hundreds of little clips of lived experience of the aforementioned Kushner Principle even if i figured it two decades back and it was so splendid to read a woman actually understood the reality of real life without moaning just expecting the worst of EVERYone and taking baby steps to ... get a little back up front
and THE most important thing of all about JOBS is to only take them on where you get a bonus none of their stolen Southern loot can ever match
always...
righty ho now just how many 'artists' approached from July 2020 said they cared and would do something to commemorate the largest by far for 100km badger set extincted by Mrs Extinction rebellion and her mad church highup ex miliary creep
none ever followed through so one day i shall..
its all in the can
right loads more maybe tomorrow and it hurts as i only like writing rubbish really
Now to you... all, i guess; well i know as i am a people watcher have been all my life which includes listening....to moans and subtler forms of endless self pity that are your fancy currencies...
and the postures so bowed down so continue and the moaning is even louder...
Except i now have no pity whatsoever as i get it now meandering the real 'wellness' central places ...just a little whilst uploading many biggerbytes still to do for my hypochondriac viewers - said as i have yet to meet anyone who isn't so prove you ain't!
BUT yes its the body language the postures you see as they pile out of a range of very 'individuated' expensive performative vans.... at the SPECIAL gathering places where the special workshops are held ...
And i really do 'get' it now it is a 100% full on cult...
Just a dull cult
of complete obserssion about every smallest made up ailment thing wrong and of course joining together for the healings, cures, and ...well you can't cure the ONLY thing that's really wrong with them (the men you see follow them in if coupling up to be ripped off, adopting the posture of pliant little pet.. ) that nobody cvame up with great enough real literature about how ONLY women who have got over themselves a bit which only starts at 53 are indeed the only desirable ones of the lot
No exceptions.
None..
But they all believe the ads and endless Woman's Hour moaning about not getting enough cinematic roles past even fourty... when you havent even begun to begin your real womanhoodf so why should they!
Sorry the true sex machine Isabelle Huppert ...
fuck me even i am shocked i had no idea...
is 72 and that was probably her latest photoshoot last week...she still gets yearly big parts and probably daily big parts too....in super chauvinist Frogoland i wonder how....
and she knows EXACTLY why we watch every new movie with bated breath especially her superb intelligent 'R word' one.. to see if you get a look at the old guss... she loves to tease us all will she or wont she
she is better than all of Pornhub put together... total 100% sexbomb no questions and quite capable of dealing with any 'handsy' old Gerard too one knows for sure... not that i waste my time on Jenny D's (basically Horrorfordshire's camilabatmanghelidjh except Jen's fingers in the till were slender and lovely from all her 10hr a day yoga wokshops...why she never had any time to actually admionister to the poor and mad of the region as her charity advertised so so brashly for years it did - still putting up her wall back safely with Mr Swiss banker back on the ski slopes... safely clear of the extradition treaties too one must assume ) successor
Anyway ... the cult yes and i really resist lowering myself to even once refer to the most magnificent year for many 2020 and never use the 'p'word as far more people die of complications due being freaked out of their silly heads watching the Sky news tickertape that spring as my fat neighbour would shoutin about 'n*'s not wearin masks when there werent any in Kington and forgetting we werent in a 'bubble' when he got lonely and needed someone to moan about "its the immos innit" even if ...to be cont
yes this 100% perfect and completely inpenetrable bubble they all entered - of small things wrong with or need fixing in my body... starting 15ish years ago...
And when you randomly encounter them at an off the beaten track expensive gathering public amentity paid for with council funding ... it is like that scene in an old horror movie - the fun ones kids watch when theyre mystically alerted to some ceremonial culty necessity to obey and obeyingly silently converge at cult central
And i am not stupid you can't beat a good ole cult...nor the real cause - just dull grief for their perceived loss of bourgeois existence 2020 was to them - a replacement vintage patinated camper or shepherds hut every five years ... maybe not quite so automatically any more with a bit of a 'downturn' on the horizon and when there is nothing else at all between your ears except your look, wellness, look, and pretence at staging things like the worst culture ever in history if you con the council to give you a leg up and can also get the charity credentials......of course you grieve if its lost or seems so...
so they were all just in grief
couldnt give a toss about any bug or supposed healthy options.. grief
and people in grief can never be spoken with even by a rather good counsellor like me of peeps with real life changing probs such as their itzy witzy little bit of BPD is in the way of winning the legal case to retain their own children...
so yes a cult
Nothing to do with me long planning to go and hide in the High Mountains of Serbia or even Patagonia no not the brand
However.... the 'inside rail' on 'activism' which is merely truth to power ...and thinking FOR oneself when the rest are being silly one of the firast greatest modern proponents the other Simone....
BUt it matters in that this absurd neuroticism about the small things of course meant that every single so called 'activist' who may have occasionally done some real activisting ever since 2020 all they do is bleat on STILL about some maybe medical treatement nobody in a million years would have forced anyone to have and anyway if they get close you just swivel your eyes snort and you can get lessons on how to do so any day in a library in britain for free..
and even with armour plating no way is even G4s gonna come anywhere near you... its TOO easy to make the feds just pretend you are not there " i am homeless is a superb opening strategy" after all they can't really check
but no... its as if they wear it as a badge of honour
The 'resistance' .. ehh not really; for several reasons the main one being the CULT of little things "wrong with MY body". ( Masterclass on how to resist)
main reference now i am A a farmer of the hills that didnt have any lovely Lornas in them so loneliness sorts the men from the boys, B all life very self aware thank you, of the reality of my quite nortmal body even with a few birth defects... and if some Southern or MArches invader woman approached me especially in summer when my come-and-go elbow psoriasis ive had all my life was in an uppity phase and she would always with the same brochure-look say " i can get you a cream for that you know... you dont have to suffer" with that LOOK in their eyes ... i would then autorespond..." gosh until you mentioned it funny thing we've never met and if i had made a personal bodily comment about you i bet you the fripoff price of your little cream you would have called the Keystones by now bleatring personal offense invading your space cadet bubble.... and furthermore and far more important as you can say ANYthing to a real human and they dont care....i had actually forgotten it was even there for the last decade furthermore when i was about 30 i looked up best dermatologist in Harley st as a birthday treaty for my own plenishy self carfeing wellness.... once and spoke to his receptionist saying ' i have a bit of psoriasis maybe i will waste some time coming to see if your chap knows the actual cause as ive had all sorts of phases of bodily being and ferk me its random.. living in W Indies went away in my addiction daily sea and sunshine no sunscreen ever ..but came back when i was still there a few months later brown as a splendid fullPak's bottie... ' and when he did see me and said 'ahh yes defo psoriasis ...which we dont understand ANYthing about why it comes and yes sometimes goes no idea cause effect or actual way of curing it.' i said splendid i knew that and you could have told your secretary to tell me that before wasting a day coming here so i shall not be paying your 60 quid bill either..'..... in fact is me who should be billing you for wating my time.."
Dull little Bret at Del Bigtree... on 'medical freedom'
on spotytfly where theyre so against freedom you arent even allowed to copy and paste the title of their fairly intelligent discussion...
but there are three discussion audios to add in here ... and it pains me to include Europeans as its almost always Brits like Rory Stewart all private schoolboys attempting to be Charles Eisenstein with a real degree and have great insight into society...
bUt these two i am quite sure are both endlessly at every 'salon' in Hackney Notters or Hay of course
problem is.... some of us have known TWENTY years the notion of ANY younger or even middle aged british so called social democrat even understanding the basics of for the common good, and that solidarity - working with a small team FOR SOME TIME without finding narcissistic traits to moan about and run away crying from in ones fellow team members are as possible as ... well them reading a ,load of good literature or jnust novels as a start which is the only thing that makes you realise you are nothing and just part of a maybe rag tag band doin what such bands have had to do since mammoths were invented to sit on humans...and thus sadly the greatest fantasists fabulists narcoterrorists ever... but above all children with Disney wedged into their heads
a fair dinkum analysis of some data: on the amount of tossers who took the wrong turn in a drugged stupor getting out of their Hackney or Snotty Hill pad, and instead of going painted-on-bohoing at Glastonbury ended up on a 'justice' 'march' by accident, so thus never DID anything...in record numbers
but its not smart alec-neo-anything its just the soma..
and then the real problem and the way they fawn too
BBC Reith Lectures 2025 – Moral Revolution
Rutger Bregman (Photo: Maartje ter Horst)
This year's BBC Radio 4 Reith lecturer is historian and best-selling author Rutger Bregman.
use winscribe if a bloody foreigner as the fascist-lite BBC as they are too stupid to figure how to be full bodied, have blocked all but people stuck on Teapotland.... but if you are European i will swap all my raw data for your hand in mine...as long as its got your passport innit...
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