means now the exact opposite of what it did before
Ralph Schism
The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious. Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too. Ralphschism.com My permanent one home online started 22 feb 2023. Start at the beginning (first 'post' - click 'older posts' bottom right hand corner ). Themes are developed and then woven together - a series of regular essays. Some in handwriting; some audio/vid. ONLY peaceful nice content here. 07958 5263eight1
Sunday, 27 April 2025
Ono što se napravi, govori više od ono što se kaže"
... assuming Oggle is on Sam Harrises 'psychedelics' which unlock no 'door' to anything..
especially SIMPLE shared lexicon communication, whether 'dummies' or not
i shall translate:
I am a sunshine addict. As it makes you live longer and i quite like life or did until i came for one reason only to this pestilent 'theme park'' (the Swiss know what that means...
A sort of just about losers medal: silver...is i know the beaches the 'locals' don't as theyre too fat and self pityin' to waddle further than some cove they cry into their beer...
Anyway for me to be in full magnificent sunshine spending 90 minutes here doing THIS...
rather than be down on the beach in my suntrap...
is an ACTION - it means, love...
the only one strong force in the wonky quantum universe...
It means even if i cannot find 'her' yet....
The first....i know she is in there SOMEwhere...
December 2017 ... Bolivia... Elisa...
The day my life changed.
( chattin her or rather THEM up... esteem allows that i could never) ...at the magnificent REAL MUVVAFUCKER activist parade...
where the night before i had seliloqued under the watchful gaze of twitchy fingers on their macho machine guns
(ladies.... ohh cos you are REAl wimmin i dont have to worry about if it should be wimmin babes or ladies.... now... 'feminism' yes i love your march and i will be shoulder to shoulder especially as i love the Joan BAez lookalike... [ turns out from fakebook a few months later is South America's ONLY actual lesbian talk about ehhh... ironic] . you yes i am speaking ONLY to you..(a well known technique for public speaking... lasses... before we get into big words like ism.... just make sure HETOO does half the housework....and babbawork too.... or you'll never have equal anythin'.... the goons twitched.... under the flag of [ nasty violent man] Che.... was paradise...i mean utter heaven.... )
until the nextermorn....
I HAVE FULLY PHOTOJOURNALISED AND FILMED
And there is a sequence...
sadly for now i will have to suspend'err gunbelts...
cos THE secret weapon.....all these old bag hag fine former sovs.... even if i only like (that way) post 53...
" ohh shit...i gonna have to waste my limited coffee budget on him and herrrr... i mean what could a Romanian possibly have to tell me...i saw in Pogland two decades ago just how utterly warped consumerism had made absolutely anyone...."
fast forward half an hoiur later: " look if yer a bloody 'environmentalist' [second year in ecogoddess degree at Bolivia rip off university cos Martin Prechtel types.. so small souled i shant bother finding his acute accented name... start them to ONLY look good.. they rip off EVERYone...surprised he doesnt live in a houseboat on HAtesville creekside... .as Elisa knew and spoke of often] well why are you wasting mother natures resources on those horrid plastic things covering the only eyes ever in my life i have gazed into and known you speak ON>LY the most beautiful superbrain..TRUTH...and wisdom"
" shyman ... yes you are right i only had them on because well its justa stupid fashion innit.... lets both ceremonially jump on them now.."
and then over the next week... her bedroom wall to wall Thomas Bernhard..
And lots of Sartre (" dont bother with English so called literature... what you have SILAS by our bedside fuck me i thought Pretty Woman overdose was fatal and ... etc...")
But you... mean readers so mean my 20 terrabytes of terror....
the truth of them all... i need one or two big muvvafuckerxs at about 200 quid to rationalise them so i can find ALL...easily...quickly... even if every image is burned into my head as my pix are only of STORIES... real ones, they dare not tell.
Such as little Miss Romania - 24.... the number one wise actual real "human" of all time...
(until a few years later the English mindful craft beer snowboardin' lot buyin shacks in the alps on mummies spare cash after she's eaten up all the Toblerone with white powders sprinkled atop..)
ruined her.
But thats ok as a fine REAL woman knows that falling down a cavass is part of the evolving process..
Anyway ... ehh no way can Romanians possibly be top of the Pops...
never mind whippersnappers under 53
Until....
well another Romanian....
And then in the last half of this demi-Homeric-cycle...
A quick fire of....
I mean Olivia.. the superrich expensively motorleathery timeless perfect " bird.." (may or June 2023 photod on here a LONG way back)
" i dont normally talk to people coming to this awful neck craning jamboree especially if they prance around on a lovely summers day in 5 grand motorbike leatthers...to show off"
( esteem is NOT being acculturate flattered: " my man ...i have never heard ANYone ever speak so wisely about my tragic venal lost people... and the Pretty Woman as Documentary line can i please use it in my memoirs...when i have stopped being a prostitute... to big corporate lawfayre...head of... its all just a game.. yes i swear on the life of my ...well i know better than to love my motorbike..i WILL get knocked up as you demand...i swear on it... i will write my memoirs..."
So, at last, we are cured of knowing 100% Pogland had no hope poor thing bless...em....
Cos i never met a first equal to the wisest one ever, THE only woman ever who got me dancin' with her a bit at their evening soirees....
Elisa...
Us making up poems and her wonderful Frog her and him " you... from underclass Deplorablestan hicksville Romania.... paid by the EU to be
his equal at Lyons Uni [ there on a placement for a year] ... you are EUROPE... but you are more than his equal as he rightly knows too...
the most superb mind and soul i ever met
Anyway... fast forward ...well tippy toe forward....
Another magnificent pole..(we better leave out the hissy one)
Magda..
Then the Moldovan whos photo i have spent an hour yesterday looking for i know i do have them all....
Anyway.... i was am no Former Sov 'virgin'.. there was the Croat i was so madly taken by i got on (equivalent today about 3000 quid) 300 quid flight to Zagreb to find her after just a few sentences.... best thing i ever did, discovering that some perfect women are slightly 'oned' by the ,local Rambo but she dealt with it with such man LOVING and respecting dignity
Then the Hungarian i kindof used unkindly for...
but one cannot be perfect always...
But ...
til i had met the Romanian..(though there was the most noble men you could ever meet in a Portuguese Gaolhouse 2023... both of them true gods...
fill in story later
" simon i am as you know Lithuanian Mafia..it is my wish to be the best MAfia...and thus tghis is why i am reading every day a book in a different language... you remember the history of this century will be
you have the stuff, and we WANT it..."
i was too arrogant not to trust a few weeks later but even if RAmbo+ he was honourable and explained his hurt i didnt trust the ... most fabulous man i ever met... even if 21..
But still.... until i met Elisa...i never thought, to ask...
I am a true naturalpath intellectual..i naturally plod from one book to the next lost no idea where to go... just grazing til i have had enough
or am sick if reading
or listeningtoo
anything American or British
Anyway.... Romania (oh yes the poor semi fake in the 'pandemic' Ildiko brainwashed into doing 'mindfulness' rather than school-teaching.
lost to the Tolle man essentially but so deeply intelligent in many ways..
I asked her all about her history - not the recent one: they got the STUFF! we can see
on tv
at ANY cost get there...
and ideally one of himtoo...
short version: Romania is an extraordinaril rich and deep society and Ilders she was a 'minority' of the ones next door livving born in Trannyland....
ehh Czechs no battery to get my map out....
FF... Poland the REAL version.... (plus lots of REAL history from biker Olivia.... so deep rich funny funnier than mere Monty Python...or your Black Adder
And then or rather already, before The WOrst Jiourney In The World...to HAtesville on
(ohh yes this morning a middle aged fisher WOMAN serious player.." what we have done to the waters here its beyond a hatecrime its just only....shameful")
...and then..... her Shitcreekside "hateful" [not my word i dont use such lazy word salad subtle words are meat to her only veg] ...gaff...
taking a (in bleak Sam HArrisese...
'deeper dive' into their history... seems they were in fact the PEACE MAKERS of the Balkans.. for at least several centauries..
Anyway ther Moldovan did get the gold medal her 4 hour discourse on the most extraordinary deep and mind blowingly interesting (if you like humans, i dont unless... well)
But here is the thing..... me loadsa FS shags...
cheap (casts piss tasting of) pivo in the old days... weeks wandering (the most unfriendly place in the universe after PAstylandshire) Warszaw late 90s....
Sadly i have never been to Romania even if i know so much about their fine land and DO believe them... i ask the right questions...
If i were a former sov.... i mean what are there 2 or 3 mil here? .. i would demand in fact go on shaman strike " no more dodgy pyramid selling crappy vudu that even the YAnks started to see through about....1922...
maybe eighteen...
"YOU MUST publish books and have lessons on OUR history... apart from anything else its 100 times more rock 'n roll and ... oops you can't say 'jew'
even if Ms 70% was really rather boastin' her own peeps prior a Serbian BBQ
'ing...
Heres the thing ...'we'... especially NAil Ferfgusson and all the dreadful BBC blokes who would transmit from behind the curtain i have many taped chats with that one who came to live in Presteigne 2020... Julian something forgettable..
they KNOW NOTHING...
we know nothing
no one KNOWS anything....
of these fantastically rich and interresting places...and peoples and journies and all of it
Now the girlboys or is it boygirls have been ... ehhmm even Labouristan are keeping quiet know what surrender means
ohh yes errata: i shan't get rich with the truly magnificent ..
in fact it should be Transit VAn Solutions Ltd
thats fuckin Rick Mayall genius as i have NO battery and NEVER think even AS i type...never !!!
Piss Pot ..
Ponzi...
Lts
except errata (but dont tell the bank when i put in the business plan for a phoenix loan) :
cos..... all that noise, was indeed made by such a small wee...few....
(about 4 in the whole MArches fine men with LOTS of friends and everyone would chat to the Knighton one in stubble and summer frock and Knighton is the most violent ignorant dump in the universe...)
there would indeed be rather few customers for pisspot inc....
Anyway there are about 100 or maybe 1000 more minority Serbo-Mouldy-Croat [ i gone off them they are snide about their neighbours].. Poley dancin tarts....
minority Former Sovs than the most recent 'single issue' lot to be....forgotten..
And we did know everything possible about them since JAn Morris rightly wrote her good books decades ago...
If i were a former Sov....
well there is nothing worse than being... as if your whole fabulous history never actually existed....
never mind it is a duty....
ok i only ever seem to meet ones who didnt have the guts to .... grow a big one
and have unborn nippers....
errata ...ehhh...
maybe you know what i ean as it is the ultimate tragedy... fifty something, no purpose...
not even a heart so they may help me with my obvious fine purpose
But i do know one thing: esteem comes from... doing what a VERY 'simple' 'common good' requires...
ask me its worth "warrioring" for....
cos even i have been pretty amazed and thought more about actual reality..
hearing just some too-quick excerpts from 'their' past peoples lives REAL histories
(unlike the false one the book i forget what called Guardian Trip Advisor rating off the scale about 2009ish... utter ,lies and spin...false version of 'them' to please....some dreadful bread-intollerant pumpkin latte eating saccharine inhuman load of nothing, obvious in how no literature in this land has been ANYthing.... for decades
fat publisher who lost her mind infinity ago as she never actually had one..the UK so called literati gatekeepers i mean....so HATEful of women they allowed Emily in How To Kill.. the most magnificent great white hope even if Rushbridgers dodgy DNA....
. be ultimately controlled by a MAN we discover in chapterlast.....)
BUT....who gets the gold medal.... for biggest shock to my prejudiced little Englander arrogant soul...
soon.
I have to get my pictures out first as i dont have TIME for word pictures and metawhores...
later.
(define unesteemed poor little nervy immo.... i would be too if i lived in yankland or even Bolivia takes years to ... well..... unesteemed people cannot LISTEN.....
so they wont..... so theytoo will be lost in the swirls of time and rewritten history...
that's tragedy...
against their 'c ommon good'...
As has been MY DOING ...2 hrs of this in the sun by the best beach ever and i hacvent even had my 8th cup of Serbian coffee yet...
the only way to conceivably
survive them...
Deliberate Misstake i already said Moldova was gold medal...
Needs to be reiterated as a month with a toothless but lovely Moldovan ...i was a bit " ehh no way on earth can they even read books never mind speak the lingua franca .... bless em...poor dow2ntrodden peeps.."
Stella....... of the very very SW tip.... ....
But as if almost an apportion sent from Tranny land to haunt.... and prick my Vaniality.
..
i could never find here again....
I asked everyone around.... but no....
As if she...never existed.... but i never fantasise, i dont really have that kind of too many-drugs headspace...
real life ten times more fun
(what esteem is NOT)
... " ahh i was right all along..... 6 jun 2023 i rolled on up and before I even.... PURE-chanced across the only reason i was there.... I could smell the 'hate' .
.[poor peeps, even poor former sovs, it doesnt really exist created by regional Stalins to suit their nothing more intelligent to say] ..... it was blindingly obvious to anyone whom objectively pays attention to this septic Aisle, especially anywhere younger beardies call ' wow its a lovely community place'... and now i have heard her close friend say she has begun to see the 'hate' there....[in Hatesville] . so of course she was talkin out of her silly little wiggly ass when she spoke of 'community'... bless 'errtoo..."
(that is merely TRAGEDY... as i thought i had discovered the ONLY fine mind in this whole tragic lost cause.. of an Isle - many agree i dont do solo hartecrime i merely report my CHRONICLE'S.... findings .. this is JOINT enterprise, no compulsory Gweek joint in hatefilled gob.... me and quite random encounteresses... 100s!)
And i shall add to this list....
there are many things esteem is NOT!!!!
real ESTEEM for former sovs next
Esteem part 2...
The unexamined life they say - esteemed REAL thinkers (they thought they were' bless 'em) , ain't worth livin'..
Though i do think that is coercive and manipulative very very 'narcissistic' to use Hatesville standard speak - almost the only word they know... copied from everyone else on Fakebook, and quite hatecrimey...
cos in fact you are either born an examiner or not
That's just the way it IS...
(those of us who were born 'islands'...maybe 5 or 10% of the population... the soponer one accepts thats what one is.. the better..)
Anyway i know full well this sceptic tank ... brokerage (REAL men go and sell em face to face ..Hatesville types just sit safely in the 'middle' manning...nothing, but their remote network lists who hate them so much they would never even have a half in the Black Swan... ) .... Isle of nothing (it is wonderful how if like me you can speak with almost anyone there is a significant proportion of the peeps - great 60 year old woman yesteraft.... who utterly hate Britalin and know it is UTTERLY sunk in toxic sludge...(and I.. NEVER talk about the muslims... theyre almost all addicted to.. shame they forget the bit that Muzzies are generally less addicted to the alcohol which causes so so so much of the real crime and 'hate'...)
As in that instance one DOES know the 'future' after an act.... one would feel even more HAtesville..
Anyway to the point for Former Sovs the previous post has been added to with what is actual 'esteem' the long dull real version...
in audio.
Former Sovs should be able to 'get' it surely....
As there is a phrase in there no atomised Britolite could imagine may be the actual key to the
(when silly tossers like HArris and friend start going on about the 'meaning of life' when his response to Oct 7 was and still is...." The Isaeli Feminine Royal Airborne Child Assasination squads are quite within their rights to go around turning children into dog food from their f16s or is it 35s i forget...... as thats the only way the huge amount of gee haddees are gonna be weaned of Aller's tit.... and.. grow up.... but not in this civilisation.... " which if you ask me is rather thick as all previous civilisations with even madder ideas did come to their senses eventually... i.e. i bet half the Britolite population were largely on the side of The Levellers.... egged em on.... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Levellers i dont know if i believe THAT version of so called 'history'...anyway ... basically they lost and sort of became petit bourgeois like everyone else eventually as FACT doth decree... i know only 0.0001% who isnt stuck as bourgeoisie...
especially if they ever went to Glastonbury
Anyway for my very very greedy many readers at earlytime today reader (i only care about one) Former Sov key to being ACTUALLY esteemed...next
last one added to a lot
(create an audio, 'publish' that on Substack..if you think even Substack are bulletproof you are a lost child (Unbound Books who bigged themselves up for years as THE modern hipster FREEDOM lovin', way to publish... i see arent a 'new model' any more... they have fucked off to the hyped-up-beardy-hipster-smug-git.... cemetery dead as Monty's Parrot...
then create a post here or add in to an already extant post with my 'references' or added in bits....
do NOT put them on Substack which still could disappear overnight just like that....
as i would lose them...
and then go back and put the link on the substack audio...*
(blogger dot com which 'hosts' Ralphschism i reckon just about the least likely to go bust we all know they sold their soul years ago...so be it)
And if you EVER trust anyone with a Wordpress site.... you should go and waste ALL your cash on Sam HArris books...or all the yoga mammas who invaded that 'space' with... equally, NOTHING to say...
* they 'big up' we have AI to transcribe you ....i shall now test it... and know it will be as one dimensional as ALL the arts of this whole Flatlands...
only cos i think it is time to get published in THEIR 'Atlantic Monthly'... i know my stuff on your poor thick head is better than anyone elses... i been "paying attention"** for fourty years...
** poor Sam his catch phrase ..... conned himself that if you use a phrase it means you EMBODY it....
i know what REAL "embodying" is - its in the audio this morning....
Esteem
essay here later
But it isn't based on being in quiet and non-places
(i don't like any 'place' which bigs itself up by looking super sublimely pretty or grand...simple suits me ... and youtoo but you've been brainwashed)
substack audio
Esteem, is... (not what your hear below; and it matters. If anything ever in the contemplative process ever does )
reference, bless 'em....
even if they are all ten a penny... 'it' started maybe twentyish years ago, the way that give some bloke (It was just blokes then) a half decent modern record collection, which should never include The Class, some druggie experimentation... and eventually a minor role in academe and a book contract to boot, cos they 'look' the part....
poor things say so so much and sound so so perfect modern uber Renaissance Man.... when they say NOTHING... because they just talk to fill the void, whilst awaiting the Uber to their next endless rounds of saying....nothing
(this is known as pseufdeia.com even if i have been diverted off of that for a bit)
https://www.samharris.org/podcasts/making-sense-episodes/411-the-victimhood-pandemic
Saturday, 26 April 2025
"change the record"
Not til it finished, which at lat it did...
There being ONLY beauty in 'truth'...
(a very Northern accent, all seven foot of him): " twenty five yerar'n we been ear, same place ... coast up towards Plymouth way.... .... a few years ago i dug out and redug in all me garden with a spade's a bloody psade.... i tell you not ... one neighbour just about hello, other side not a peep 25 years like ehh up howdy....and every other p3erson in the whole road it was as if we hadn't existed there them 20 odd year'n.... and as for err she would get £ 12 workin' in care back up North....ear... right back down to sdix and a bit.... meanest most unfreindly place in 't universe...thisun and next..... ohh and as for all them space cadets.... eckerslike i know exactly what you mean... bleedin brain damage.. must be all their 'positive vibrations' .....she gets em in her care home all wrinkled and early onset everythin' ... done in by ikt all..... and yer never guess what most of em don't even have a next of kin when they dead parrot....nor any friends visitin' em... from the 'next' world, or thisun... bleedin shame what all that does to a poor born-innocent as a lamb ... 'human'.."
" and as for their art.... did you know that St ives is owned by one family only...like basically ex London bovva boys money launderin op... they own even every cleanin' lady..... ?"
" i don't care who owns what, except that we may speak honestly about breality rather than fantasy... but the art... my my they wanna get their money back, or get a better class of goons in to enforce actual artistic integrity and standards... "
Irrelevant, except to hear ALL the truths in one towering crescendo ... is better than any performance ever from the artless duff version...ssss....
There is however one artistry that is a masterclass of class and authenticity...
Your brexit " we hate foreign food... so lets keep em out...."
" my religion, never pay for parking, Pasties - the liars - tramp imposters, of Salt Path were as good as livin' off and, and especially extremely dear fish 'n chips....
Unless two magnificent foreign "birds" have had their fill and earned my vowbreakin' by ... being so wonderfully not British.
But her face, when i did the usual line three.. said all you need to know ... wide eyed . absolute disbelief.... and then we got onto horsy drugs.....
"your evenings your A+E you on the needle and thread.... .... so do you see endless streams of ...self inflicted blood?... and ...ohh you don't know what anorexia is.... how cutsey is that... now i understand the stars in your eyes... ..well just for me, could we just pretend...we're at Lake Maggiore or maybe even Leman... oh you didn't know MRSA could trickle out and into... the sea.... ?"
TRIGHT positive vibes only for Former Sovs...i don't joke about former sovs... well unfortunately one very big joke was on them.... but how to get pukka authentic my-gold-star-of-approval.. attention for actually fine words and Fakebooking...
Next....
ART, FOR DUMMIES
SUBSTACK AUDIO
'Art' (no it isn't " just a piece of art") sztuka... and kick out Marina from this sickly marina, she has no idea what Britain is.
if i had a chip on my broad countryman shoulders i would say where, whom.... one of the five fundamentals of journalism....
"why?" only the shamen know the answer to that question... one couldnt make up.
but i have for the moment skipped over a half written journalistic fact, hard fought, EARNED - the truth...which reveals for free, how Former Sovs can make a whole big ethical truly nutritious cauldron of something that not only does nobody know of, IS true, and would have them speaking at lit and arts fests and even on 4chan for many a year..
really...if i die today they need to know... the 'trick' they missed...
That is 'moral' too...
"fealty"
i near forgot
to join
the dot
That one thin blue line the easiest one of all
means something like, paying rent...
unquestioningly
a rather lovely definition indeed:
except it misses out two very small words:
or else
And then there is the extra dimension, which actually ok linguists, and thinkers knew prior to the times of The Flat artlands...
were implicit, there, extra sensorily even a not-too-educated "human" knew
... if you don't suck up to the man (or indeed just as likely these days i must go back to July 2023 the absolute thief woman, bet she stole acres to pay for that facelift...
owns half of Shitcreekside, Southside...me wanderin' innocently .... where the path
used to be....
stolen
no right to roam her "precious"... cctv ...
and spring loaded right foot.
(to be cont)
fealty implies you are not allowed ever to be free
Nor have any original thought
s/he
will think may set fire to their little kingdom - until she gets to False Allegations inc chambers and grabs it all to her precious self
As i said....at the owlside walk " you are not allowed to 'frieghten the horses'.... because they may stray onto their pretend organic lawns and dig up divets... that will negatively affect the property prices.."
which is a euphemism for Stalin didn'
die, it was all a charade, facade, he infact moved to The South West
and clever old lush he was... who are the one people above all who daren't speak truth to power as they got brainwashed, there are neither...?
Even if. tragically, no first generation immigrant ever dares have the real confidence to speak out, truth
( even VS naipaul kindof got that in his Bend.. like a whole lifetime ago)
And even more tragically, some of the finest minds (even if it is SPIRIT that is the only fuel that matters) one can ever hope to randomly discover...
in the very last place in humanity one ever will, as one knows crystal ball clear as day
THE END
They caused it.... sad but true.... funny old world where the one place they wave their pirate flags and sell 'freedom' to .. Bee...
infact is the modern day personification, of fealty
twinflame word: slavery
.
"empath"
Now...
The Chronicles, the real ones as against the silly man-childs....
with his "jelly faced wimmin" ... do indeed record, recorded....
How that one started to bob up in Their Shitcreek of effluent polluting ... all thought
real reality and fealty
oops thats not quite right, it magical thinking came into my thick drug free head yesters and it just 'felt' right
but i hadn't looked it up
fealty.. just bein a sheep and payin' Keyside charges to some (i would fly them down to murder-school central 35 years ago...in his big one....to buy up bits of Pastyland.... but i mean the lowest of the low
Those whom had tricked the 'market' or property bubble into popping so they could buy cheap...
And buy even cheaper where there is no actual 'polity' otherwise known as checks and balances to local law...
In other words see Animal Farm ...
Mix in a bit of Lord of The Flies....and you get the opposite of Paradise, lost before the next wave of sheeplets ran away from London down to the end of the line...
where their creditors might find it a tad less sanctuary
Anyway to the point
.. one needs some occasional "human" interaction... when free (of previous real grown up empathy for onesself time to...not see the same horrizons with that mountain that never stops reminding yourself of.... the past)
But all i know is that in the land of Fetishized Stepforesees...
When someone introduces themselves as "I am an empath, don't you know" ..it is time to get your recorder out as something ten times more Monty Python than Monty Python
Is, as sure as ferrits are ferrits... gonna come along and make you pee in your pants or panties as i am fully diversity inclusive ...
Indeed it is a law of real physics. It is impossible to 'observe' onesself as an "empath" and not be quantumly entangled with the exact opposite of whatever one of them is, in a truly equal bit of the 'universe' over there.... where their true self can be observed too...
spoiler alert: the opposite of empath, is very very angry because she [sorry not to be Missy... it ALways is] can't make any money ..yet...from bein' 'empath'....
Is that where i start? ... that reqiuires at least some form of sustenance stipend because the actual twinflame of "empath"
is not a true artist... who was proud of his sock down the front
A real dancer in REAl dancin' garb... practising the Hatesville hymn.... whilst
(we better not get personal now..... anyway theyre ALL the same..... so so fetishized into one dull tasteless cauldron of ...i always forget their trendy word, without reading any Coehl0...of yes that brings it back the worst writer of all time using women as " run away little 'birdy' to the cult next door where some nicer looking boho beardie will preach a more popular updated version of the Jesus cult his so called 'dad such a sado-masochist he picks from the pops the most humiliating 'death' ever actually designed by the Romans to be just that.,..the ultimate humiliating death-by-moaning for days... yes Paulo his ok book before all the rest of them using women as his cannon fodder " run away the grass is greener over the other side of the hill" ... their favourite non word, good for nothing except to make their online 'offering' stand out of the witches brew i doubt even Hogwarts lowered itself into doing worshops on such a lazy fraud of a catchall word 'alchemy'..... . ..)
being a REAL poet.....
Reprise, well ... like a song verse
oops now i gone and clean forgot what NON drugged up ALIVE buzz of something more real than Sam's " psych-a-dalelk gateway [to the end of 'human' life.] to perceiving reality ...." .... cos every day ESPESH the days when one is ignorated.... i got new original thoughts poppin in and out ... plus the true Paradise of mergolating a drug free life knowin' the marchin' powder is all for free.... if you pay the real price.... no childless person could even begin to have second sight of...
And you don't have to even go to Columbia... as it tered out the thickest professor in the history of lifestyle-humanity...at least Taliss with his Neuromania made GOOD jokes and rants, never mind clarifying the mind: it's kindof unknowable... real ',magic'...
(this is serious when agent Z has been brainwashed by some charmy so called 'psychologist' that pills... in"human" substances - the trendy Metrosexual crowd smart-pills or vomit-juice type 'medication' ... enhance fixin' heads.... i need a research grant... errata having not one bean is the best medicine of all, never mind formula, for actual good thought)
so this was started on a week ago and i forgot what the liminal rocketpowered juicybuzz was on that morn...but it doesnt matter as forever
the same saminess prevails
What a dull adult lifetime, something like almost 40 years ago, maybe 38, if you are going to go to only one gig trying out Columbian MArchin' Powder and musac together...
There was only ever one. That could never be updarted or modernised.... or bettered.
And what has life been, merely cross out "sanctuary" and insert "retreat" or even "dance workshop gatheration of starlings all copying each other as they haven't got their own ..minds.." the poor Former Sovs would have no idea just what a Cult
I mean we knew fourty years ago
"when the world gets me down.."
that means stupid ad sales people selling false solutions
(I GONNA BE RICH talk about CREATIVE GENIUS..it just came thistermorn, in the worst place in the world, i shall start up a new business .. Trans solutions LTD
Its utter genius
A van converted...well you dont actually need to convert anything.... a piss bottle for him, and a shewee for her...
or maybe just a bucket to save labelling and stigmatising...
parked around the corner from the mens and wims...
wont work in France sadly as they became civilised and couldnt give a fuck whos in the next little box...
or whos fuckin' in the next little box)
that's unmitigated pure edgy creativity at dawn most days no matter what
(and i even through through the 'catch' errata..maybe later) ....
Anyway its ONLY the Former Sovs i care about ... i need to go back two years and bring you her...Olivia...
And her bike
She alone, the greatest mind, relative to age ... 29 if my always great memory servs me well... is a Pole
not a pole dancer everyone brainwashed that that's dancin' too when its just objectifyin' babes who practice thousands of hours and like any monkey loads of practice twirlin your boobs or skirts, you LOOK like you are an 'expert' at whatever fetish you maybe monetising...
doesnt mean you have your own mind. As she so brilliantly nestbeschmutered: ...
" My poor peeps.... i ran away 19 seeing how utterly conned they all were one and all.... stuff, appearance, stuff appearance.... and then the fake vudu seemed to creep its way in, too.... hahh hahhh poor you i know EXACTLY what you mean....and who she is.. ten a penny back home nowadays.... "
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
earlier rit
The most emotive image in the history of all of them.. universal and timeless.
8 April 2021
Stepford... thats it
wifely in Stepford, indeed i guess it covers both toilets in that hims can have themtoo...
(i found it extraordinary just how bimbo - in fact that's offensive to bimbos, as bookish babes are meant to have at least one brain cell... but then you can tell i guess, by the plastered on facial layer)
There is no other Lexicon... shared.. common language, for they all (definition: 99.99%, as i know one who ain't) just became Stepford.. ... they 'leaned in' to the centre ground the hipster advert (i bet they are still mainly men) sellers wanted them...
Though the correct Lexicon is Huxley's soma, where the soma smoothies were indeed laced
with microplastic trace
never mind the smell of 'nature' only ever off some factory floor
be it lathered over hair
body
those awful poison things dangling from car mirrors
or even on the breeze on.. my path.
I had no idea the extent of the admen's reach
Of course the "i am different, and shamen-conone... " i'm sure they have a coven of admen just for that particular falsehood. Of 'self individuation' ...
Perhaps Jung the most final solution effluentist of the whole last century
But here's the thing, the real word
is fetish.
When everything becomes such a 'thing' (you don't find in simple rural life
in fact if you said 'lifestyle' to a real ruralite they would look at you kindof funny)
All those 'things'
" my thing ,,is"
Of course no one says as that's not quite de rigeur...it must be something
grander.. " i have certain special powers... you don't"
Be they making juvenile videos about 'energy' or studying many years OTHER people's words on
..art or vudu or dance or politics ...
And the clothing rails to make sure every single person of SWestershire has some clothing no one else could possibly own
or tattoo or pair of sunglasses or stupid cowboy hat
I had no idea that they were all
One and all
Just products of the stuff sellers and dream weavers
All based on mass fetishization (rather than stupid Desmet's 'formation' ) psychosis
i.e. unless you display some special thing almost fetishized on your person or in your actions and you DEFINE yourself by it ...
They think you are a psycho..
Well i know the definition of not a psycho: not needing ANY crutches, quite content with just being plain and SIMPLE
"human"
(in Stepford Wives they predicted with great cinematicness the supercilious Stalinist undermining : you don't want then paradise on earth we have down here in Hatesville ... [ insert any lifestyle as they're all the same, the majority of course being zombie fatties shopping up the road in one-stop-lifestyle- hell sainsburys
As actual cultured English knew as soon as they turned up in 95ish...
... someone needs to modernise Stepford wives, and have it set in
(trigger warning!!!!! remeber this..i don't as we grew out of magic mush about aged 17 3/4.... but this is the big sick.. as every sheep thinks a cup-a-this-soup will 'wake you up' to ... im not sure exactly i have listened to so many utter morons saying nothing about their winter vomiting mix...)
A vomit shack in the 'jungle' - read parking lot in Guatemala where some fake guru who can write " #indigenous" hooks in every bored fetishist from Hatesville..
Where as usual (meaning since about 1950) some super snide initially Yank babe is there coercing via her snakey chief Medusa control act (they are entitled to, its a free world) you to feel less than her if you dont chud the vomit 'medicine'...
Which is merely.. being used...by the admen ...
The culture magnificently discovered with Stepford...
Just how to deliver truth
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Now don't look yet but when this lot invaded my last spot... well they are irrelevant but dominant
Its when the 'shroom admen invaded even top "world brain" Sam Harris brain and all of them now seem to believe happy clappiness (they call 'insight' or 'embodied natural empathation... ' or some such word stew of nothing... is available only via a 'psychoactive' medicine/ portal / .... when in fact the EXACT opposite is true being actual believing-in-you [what they want but cannot fetishize themselves as unique REAL magic as theyve been brainwashed its about the cowboy hat] 'creativity' and with no chemicals at all in the brain for years especially in the REAL hard times.... thats where innate ... something can mjust...happen.... now'n again...if you... actually... to be cont)
so so so much to get out now and weave into ...some sanity
Friday, 25 April 2025
Of course....
oops forgot one from some seven whole days ago.
It had the "message in a bottle" at the top... how could i forget that ...
ultimate bimbo bullshit.
The moral of that story being stick with first impressions...
Anyway, I am doing homework.
The moral of the story - it is magnificent,
so well crafted.
All of our lifetimes almost in it
But mine, is in fact Hupertian...
How can one begin to explain her perfect language.
Unless you have... well, their culture you did
embody, via the ones who were indeed most comfy in theirs
And sharing it too.
and this the one actually great artiste...
No need for Marina's gauche histrionics
And overdone lippy
The true art of ... obscurantism.... never really saying it all.
Because no one really deserves it.
But you believe just one all along, still may.
And thus, you don't even want your only desired reader
Knowing it all. As no one knows anything ...until.
Anyway few works of actual reasonable writing and
philosophy - the first time I have ever watched anything that brings us up to date:
With now.. Cummins.. half of new new labour errata they are too fat to read...
Bannon. But far more germane half the middle management crony fat cats
And almost all Bullingdon club. (doin what Dom told 'em to)
Ayn... talk about an ADVERT for Ayn ...
warped old chain smokin' Ayn
And yet, it ends, albeit lacking in true deep emotion.
The history of MAd Ave... ends with
That's the problem with this sceptic One...
In fact so many yank things the last decade Ive trudged through
Loalty... fielty... actual love, no less...
No one would dare shoot, a real god....
I do hope i manage to stay alive for the day their man
Popes it...
And if they mean what they say do and reprise....
Its quite touching really
But how can one man write the greatest ever "splittin' up on on the docks that night" and "gotta get back to her somehow" ultimate odyssey off we go on road trip to ALL that ever matters...
And the best ever dumpin' ditty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-Y3KfJs6T0
when if these two had had a real daddy, or RAlph..... he would have maybe advised: apart from " no you spoilt little brat sulkin' at sixty something.... you didnt get invited on Jules....cos you are crap and always were and had no talent whatsoever except for sittin' on coattails...."
"and no one ever is stupid enough to think a million clicks for a pastiche as no one could conceivably recreate it bein' perfect then, and forever... are other than pure pity"
As inauthentic as the collectables pimps of The MArches.... always were as i always knew.
But ,my ohh my so so much i learned.... of just ....how.
(part 25 of a whole years worth of eye to eye research with foreign yummy mummies..." so do your kids come home speaking of false allegations, mental health, self harm, Hatesville 14 year olds high on Ket.... genda issues.... ehh i am sure i have forgotten others off the list ohh yes they have ADH by default..?"
" monsieur...je ne comprends pas... what are you talking about..?"
But it is the look that launched a thpousand ships. That says in beautiful frog or Kraut: " are you mad.."
Duz say...
in their stupid book clearly not one of em ever reads
i know better an em....
Pride....all it ever was.
But i havent even started yet as if i say I am loyal...
A cheeky Croat.... aside the needy sea.
easter ferkin Sunderaft
just her and me
" a year of so....
theytoo
will be in the greatest ever peace treaty
extant probably in all of "human"ity "
smugly
" no i don't think so.....
theyre naughty
even hissy....
just not nice sweeties like us [i didn't even bother realtin' fact:
1 all, on the genocides actually committed, croatia first round]
just dont play the game
touch line for 'em
five years more...maybe ten"
if i can survive two hears in Hatesville where they're too scaredy cat to stab you in the eye, all behind your back
I need to.... "warrior" land would be a breeze....
Next to this lot a life of uncynical ease
Anyway i have all i ever needed to know
C1 ..... "bombs tanks and missiles off we go.."
And he even lives and preaches in Hay-on-Wye....
An eye for an eye
All they actually ever seem to know
The actually genuinely sad thing is no one seems to know
1993 four five
There were actually good men here speaking philosophically and fairly wise
debate, genuine fellowship....
" its the judgement of Solomon... no one really knows..."
I have heard not one sane wise philosophical voice at all
Empress ... and they lost the key to her new clothes
closet fuckin madmen ... one and all
Righty ho... i am not someone who actually stabs nastily at specific peeps (unless takin shed loads of public money or thousands of FAkebook 'friends' garnered on public cash, only to cash in to more cash) but hearing how rude the 'podacster' kindof most supposedly 'gentlemanly' in the world is so rude about his competition...
Maybe i am wrong
factsplease time (esti and dad bought factsplease.com about 2008... for notme)
maybe i could start with some emails from a brother who..... (as any shrink standard model would immediately see... ehhh.. tie yourself to a really shoddy apron and you ....well you never grow up, so its not his fault... but facts do have consequences.....con...sequences.... until...to be cont)
That's what I am..... be...came
A Zist
A Zedist....
Even if with reservations... for the 'indians', moi...
(agent Z ... pondering near six months i think probably with reservations she was right)
Cos the poor things, especially Chrétien #1:
Lets just call them C1 as its such a pain to Oggle just to get an accent
Thirteen years ago
Today " i remember what you first said 13 years ago the day we met....[blahh blahh hissy fit] ... giving fact: you were born into a different culture - not the wank versions The Guardian pimp, but a real one ... we merely called 'mindset' about 35 years ago...you think and behave differently.... but you cannot accept ANother Peep also do exactly that.... nor the word of someone whom has lived among the rather confused folk of the Former Sov places... some so deeply intelligent due their fabulous tradition of uncynically careing about factual knowledge espewcially of even her own peeps... and even the centuries long Peacemaker, Serbians even if they became scowly, being depraved...oops errata, deprived of their birth ticket... .... .but many sadly....i WOZ THERE in the mid 90s when Rambo was THE ONLY DVD available in the petrol stations... racks and racks of them.... default.... no nice Barbara Streisand or JAne Fonda magnificent peace treatises... nope... mafia....period....i don't know if they moaned about themtoo but all they moaned about was cash... anyway ... The further afield lands, not so close to Václav's poetry booksops... or i was kiddin' estonia's most perfect classicals.... of all time
i TOLD you about him.... maybe 1/3 of his aggressive horrid Engnglishman life from the VERY rough end of the street..... daggers drawn most of it so he could buy his house near youtoo.... he...not me.... his centre of gravity around RAmbolands.... he would tell you its a 'MAfia State'....and he even loved some of em...... even he...
been in the slammer for agravated something with a stoneageman's club
..said on
day three
... they havent got a hope.....
it'll just be a million, or three
dog meat city....
they should sue....for a peace ..treaty "
(but of course no one can quiote any even wise Greek philosophy in these pestilent lands of sunglassed rabid bands of dog breeders
then healing manifesters thinking animal welfare dont apply
to her factory...
He whom surrenders early, gets a bigger piece of pie... )
Now funny old thing that im sure in their bible it must have something about cant and vanity
never mind hubris and humility
(the ordinary reader will disagree, volubly
well you can fuck off
even halfie Z
not known for injongoism those Polish Samelots
agreed, " Eastern Pogland full of Amaerican missiles and every time my nan phones
screamin through her smoke filled lungs above above the din of f35s... "
"All"! i said
Including the half that isn't even written yet
But youtoo - conned by all the fairies ... rather than godmothers, the former generally bein' too bitter 'n twisted to have any
probably think you have 'second sight' so conned by em all (i only pity THEM as the connER is hurt more than the conNED..i think even the bible managed that bit of common sense) so that will be easy
An ...
actual
artist...
Even if blessem' they tried.... the whole lost-their-way three hundred and fifty million fatties...
(wow she was amazing for SEVEN " mongrels, mum, are the best.... wow your dad from Grenada i used to wander their old spice market ... in the days before it became compulsory to use a bottle of Old Spice just to walk 3 km of the path....mine..... i think that's now official..."
"my new daddy he is from Grenada too but he's ok... he is actually present.."
"when i was vagrant hobo vagabond pilot bobbin between your West Indian Isles even late 80s there was a law: pickup any West Indian Isle and the Islander samelot you could assume it would get airborne or was it a Trislander max 18 seats i forget ,,.anyway if it were maximum passenger numbers ten if we popped up to the US Islands Puerto Rico or US virgin Aisles... we were actually limited to eight passengers as it was assumed they would all be big blobby Teletubbies even back then...and that was the law ...you are so svelte yes i believe you a marathon runner, rather than eater...".)
Bet that was the only time she was almost an artist....
On OUR Old Grey....
Chișinău
And what dyer' know....
It just ....did
Anyway yes... there is no 'art'ever possible when the sad little Sleepless in Flatland (a more one dimensional place i have never known and ive known almost every place)
cannot understand....
'art' comes out of.... hmmm.... well, you are being really nice and thoughtful and rather sacrificial indeed, sacrificing ones always enjoyed mental hertime; and pondering hertime..unable to even sleep
i call that spoiled princesses.... they came to the right country.. that invented them... five odd hundred years ago, and they...bred...
cos no brave Lech, nor fine old ...
whatever back to the point.
Any sane person knew many decades ago all of S America a repressive load of dinosaurs about the only time they allowed their women out of the kitchen to do their stupid artless made up fake 'arty' dancin'
Here is a picture of REAL women who stood up against Argie certain-death squads...
https://www.france24.com/en/20170501-mothers-missing-argentina-march-remembrance
And it was well known that they were ACTUALLY educated by the REAL art....
of 1970s
right i got to find HER picture.... Mrs actual straight back ultra siren....
I mean i couldnt have made her up if i had imagined the second best anti wanker movie of all time...
she was summit only JK could tease you with: Miss Imagination ... real life, Impossible
Especially as this art photo..if you knew the setting and con text..
is even better
"you'll never beat the company.."
Said the ...
G.O.Y. inoperative...
My ohhh... my ...someone must have got up their nose..(another day, very soon,because that really is it..)
But on the wanderations.... of course. Thirty years here, is enough to sourpuss even a German... the only one of dozens met and "human"-to-"human" conversed with so nicely and always eye eye... bright eyed, bushy tailed, tits out back straight...
Not herr...
Thursday, 24 April 2025
Well that [innix]..
worked
" i so so so care about..."
Me i don't care about humour.
As the "chix" have had thrown at them - a daily dose of 'organic'
creativity
(one said " wow that IS good")
Baron Cohen over the line.
But there is one area of humour that once cannot get into
Unless.... Mister BC as Person of The Book
Can and did... candidly check the rudest joke book at his own 'peeps' ever.
But if one were, a superwoman, beyond all confected hurt and
periodical moanin'
If one was that (she has a name! but i am so click-ruthless when i want to be,
no good due her apostrophe)
My heroine.
My creation, Frankie babe
(inspired by her the " fuck my cancer Kraut, met in the Worst Place in The World, on the worst daytoo... told me eye to eye - so close i could see the pack of fags hidden in her brestpocket smocky thing... and just dipped my greasy fingers in ..uninvited
"first they chopped off my boobs, and were adamant: 'worse than cancer...
no boobs will headfuck you so so End Times ,,,life over no more the dancer
' ok well cut out half your back and sew it across all your front'
no.. a few months later that didnt work,
my bumfat next
peeled like a big fat pateater....
nope .... by the time Im on operation thirty Too
my body more Frankie than him and hertoo
I just said no more fuck you
Let It Be,
six months of living death you say left to go...
so what....
and now its year three")
living on, my little van and hissy sis... to the sunset we go!)
But Simone.... is NOT Frances McDormand's evil forgery
of vanbabes all moanin pity pity me
Nomadland ... the comedy
Except.... if Simone and 'HER' Babs...
Are beyond any doubt,
what a hardfisted woman would should and will shout.
Environment, simple livin' indeed the answer to Fatch
The ultimate role model, i can hatch
Well...... just like B-C ...
and unlike me
'her' jokes, could go into uncharted territory...
(copy right me, but ....
that would be telling, )
and i must never, even cheep, from under the hems
of the uncaged freerange perfect foxpproof
mummie hens