I realised years ago - in fact about 13, that all this 'title' business, of 'post' or essay or waffle or whatever next, was always the really rather pathetic small stage, for a so conformist 'dance' or confined 'performance' and being confined, limited, the performer thinks the title is critical.
The en...titled...
I know what a REAL dance is - a free, truly let-go dance... all the way.
In fact REAL dance,. really... is the opposite of free-movement - wild expression ...it is defined by the necessity to conserve 'energy'...
'Dance'
dance..is really just something of townies confined in towns. or cities..
Or wild tribes on ye olden days in an entirely different paradigm.
All the so called 'indigenous' publicisers - fakes one and all, i bet they wont turn down a bush pilot lift to some tribe who mainly would bbq him for his return ticket if they knew about all the 'goodies' in the great outdoors, indoors..
35 minutes in i've done that... to eat.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6akiT36NU8&ab_channel=SherwayAcademyofMusic
But they don't tell you it is a DANCE... so many levers and switches to fidd;le with to get it all exactly... exactly! right.... or you die...every smallest movement, especially if alone in the middle of the night and only coffee and rollies to keep you alive... so that requires even more of a balancin' act drink/smoke/fly... listen [for the sound of fuel running low]... smell..[ for the smell of some bearing goin' wonky... ]
All senses all and every ,moment of ones movements thought through split second for maximum conservation of'''energy' and also double-pondered if one may hurt oneself..
that coffee spilled on the lap.. no time to flush it with cold water and dull the pain..
now.. that is one dance...(saint Exuperry failed to bring you)
But an even more poetically necessary and cliff edge dance is...well these are connected:
Firstly when there is so little real help available working in rural lands (see my real story maybe a week ago - they all just run off to do IT for 'show') .. just to get the trees cleared and 'processed' (all the towny girls obsessed with processing their sick minds.. even the rural lasses caught that illness too)
well, over time one develops an even more enjoyable dance... sawing chopping moving... rebuilding... covering damp wood with panes of reclaimed glass....
day after day week after week...
the only way you get through is speeding up the whole operation.... by lightweight footwear and dance workstation to next station..
fast
'flow'....
Not some dilettante hobby... some actual real life, to prologue ones real grown up life...
But then there is the even more grown up dance, to the death...
( a slow one).
To actually achieve any 'justice' or 'cause' - the best ones being a little for oneself and a little for the 'common good...'
Then the 'dance' becomes a whole chorus line where every tippy toe step has to be choreographed sometimes days ahead ..
to squeeze or even kick every last joule..or micro-joule if they exist... never mind every half a penny... out of every day, just to keep... on track
ten pence in the pocket only as so many times before but i don't mind saving 3 million quids worth of fat Tory ...development that would have frightened the " birds" of titley Pool...
https://titleyscheme.blogspot.com/ many hundreds, thousands of hours behind the (webpage0 of derring do.... miraculous success, too...
when i though only danger...to onseself..
Every smallest microburst of energy must be calculated for actual REAL 'ife'....surviving it
in other words not 'dilettante'..
But then the last 'dance'
of that 'tradition'
or even revolutionising mere prancin
around.
July Auguest sept '22
thirty... quite random but thirty 'good burghers' approached on foot
or bike
some known for years .. even slightly like
Rivers Wye arrow lugg.. Teme...
" LIbdem Lucy rolling out in Horrorford one of these... https://helfordriveraction.blogspot.com/
said to me we can copy if we want...
should
wheels dont need reinventin'
how about one at your Bend in The river
but it will have to be you..
or at least youtoo.."
The smiles the effervescent " wow what a fantastic idea... yes i am in.."
But guesss what
Even i was amazed at the death rate, of sanity: 100%
'people pleasing' ...
only lying.
three months of [working for food and vancash] .. earnings lost once again
but priceless. when it comes to actual true stories of the 'land'.. every word recorded
thats called dual purpose.
iF they do that's moral ethical and adhering to a good oldschool credo
if they don't.. it is real gold, too... not fools.
i'm not entirely thick...
Indeed REAL dancin' one becomes so wonderfully supple... almost impossible to wound
Roll deftly around the punches or man traps
i'm always on solid ground
defined by you make it yourself, first
No one else ever will.
why theyre all so addicted to being 'ill'
(companera agrees and she's ten times posher than me)
anyway... the ultimate dance once more
last gasp... last everything certainly last time
meanwhile
I bet theyre all doing the work to sign up for this though
https://www.facebook.com/LeighDayLaw/videos/983543133117973/?app=fbl
(every single word here since christmas actually since before...first draft scrappy mess ...powered by ...xxx
why did she say " hate.".? "there is so much hate in Gweek.." i almost sniggered at the rather vain silly wordification....
not me i wouldnt have said that...as i only have actual pity... empathy....
(never mind i have never encountered hate in my life and i have bushpiloted around warzones.... a bit... on the side of the angels... well thats what they TOLD me goin' to Yugoslavia first time.. tellin' them i am only ever pacifist and right and wrong is usually fairly clear once you learn what love for childrfen is even someone elses....
.... i have only encountered confusion remiss parenting .. ignorance thinking Pretty Woman is a documentary... [ the finest Pole ever 2 years ago - a true philosopher only age 30.. city London banker's legal slave...she laughed and said bang on Mister..]. and bein' too stupid to see beyond the avarice of television ..EVERYWHERE even in 'indigenous; places...fourty years ago in fact 45....)
its not hate its just boredom as they don't know what living or being alive means...
especially in the Gweeks Hays and all the so many wannabe's...
and they're too busy performing being alive... performing only for show
and it - living....certainly is the exact opposite of dilettante
anyway i know what 'free' means and ive never been anything like as free - ALL 'duties' done.... as the truth is one ...silly 30-years-behind us former sovs I am not quite sure understand.... secrets.. onion layers....just use energy which can otherwise be used to....dance....proper.. the real one, only adults can do...always... once they understand ACTUAL philosophy.
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