... assuming Oggle is on Sam Harrises 'psychedelics' which unlock no 'door' to anything..
especially SIMPLE shared lexicon communication, whether 'dummies' or not
i shall translate:
I am a sunshine addict. As it makes you live longer and i quite like life or did until i came for one reason only to this pestilent 'theme park'' (the Swiss know what that means...
A sort of just about losers medal: silver...is i know the beaches the 'locals' don't as theyre too fat and self pityin' to waddle further than some cove they cry into their beer...
Anyway for me to be in full magnificent sunshine spending 90 minutes here doing THIS...
rather than be down on the beach in my suntrap...
is an ACTION - it means, love...
the only one strong force in the wonky quantum universe...
It means even if i cannot find 'her' yet....
The first....i know she is in there SOMEwhere...
December 2017 ... Bolivia... Elisa...
The day my life changed.
( chattin her or rather THEM up... esteem allows that i could never) ...at the magnificent REAL MUVVAFUCKER activist parade...
where the night before i had seliloqued under the watchful gaze of twitchy fingers on their macho machine guns
(ladies.... ohh cos you are REAl wimmin i dont have to worry about if it should be wimmin babes or ladies.... now... 'feminism' yes i love your march and i will be shoulder to shoulder especially as i love the Joan BAez lookalike... [ turns out from fakebook a few months later is South America's ONLY actual lesbian talk about ehhh... ironic] . you yes i am speaking ONLY to you..(a well known technique for public speaking... lasses... before we get into big words like ism.... just make sure HETOO does half the housework....and babbawork too.... or you'll never have equal anythin'.... the goons twitched.... under the flag of [ nasty violent man] Che.... was paradise...i mean utter heaven.... )
until the nextermorn....
I HAVE FULLY PHOTOJOURNALISED AND FILMED
And there is a sequence...
sadly for now i will have to suspend'err gunbelts...
cos THE secret weapon.....all these old bag hag fine former sovs.... even if i only like (that way) post 53...
" ohh shit...i gonna have to waste my limited coffee budget on him and herrrr... i mean what could a Romanian possibly have to tell me...i saw in Pogland two decades ago just how utterly warped consumerism had made absolutely anyone...."
fast forward half an hoiur later: " look if yer a bloody 'environmentalist' [second year in ecogoddess degree at Bolivia rip off university cos Martin Prechtel types.. so small souled i shant bother finding his acute accented name... start them to ONLY look good.. they rip off EVERYone...surprised he doesnt live in a houseboat on HAtesville creekside... .as Elisa knew and spoke of often] well why are you wasting mother natures resources on those horrid plastic things covering the only eyes ever in my life i have gazed into and known you speak ON>LY the most beautiful superbrain..TRUTH...and wisdom"
" shyman ... yes you are right i only had them on because well its justa stupid fashion innit.... lets both ceremonially jump on them now.."
and then over the next week... her bedroom wall to wall Thomas Bernhard..
And lots of Sartre (" dont bother with English so called literature... what you have SILAS by our bedside fuck me i thought Pretty Woman overdose was fatal and ... etc...")
But you... mean readers so mean my 20 terrabytes of terror....
the truth of them all... i need one or two big muvvafuckerxs at about 200 quid to rationalise them so i can find ALL...easily...quickly... even if every image is burned into my head as my pix are only of STORIES... real ones, they dare not tell.
Such as little Miss Romania - 24.... the number one wise actual real "human" of all time...
(until a few years later the English mindful craft beer snowboardin' lot buyin shacks in the alps on mummies spare cash after she's eaten up all the Toblerone with white powders sprinkled atop..)
ruined her.
But thats ok as a fine REAL woman knows that falling down a cavass is part of the evolving process..
Anyway ... ehh no way can Romanians possibly be top of the Pops...
never mind whippersnappers under 53
Until....
well another Romanian....
And then in the last half of this demi-Homeric-cycle...
A quick fire of....
I mean Olivia.. the superrich expensively motorleathery timeless perfect " bird.." (may or June 2023 photod on here a LONG way back)
" i dont normally talk to people coming to this awful neck craning jamboree especially if they prance around on a lovely summers day in 5 grand motorbike leatthers...to show off"
( esteem is NOT being acculturate flattered: " my man ...i have never heard ANYone ever speak so wisely about my tragic venal lost people... and the Pretty Woman as Documentary line can i please use it in my memoirs...when i have stopped being a prostitute... to big corporate lawfayre...head of... its all just a game.. yes i swear on the life of my ...well i know better than to love my motorbike..i WILL get knocked up as you demand...i swear on it... i will write my memoirs..."
So, at last, we are cured of knowing 100% Pogland had no hope poor thing bless...em....
Cos i never met a first equal to the wisest one ever, THE only woman ever who got me dancin' with her a bit at their evening soirees....
Elisa...
Us making up poems and her wonderful Frog her and him " you... from underclass Deplorablestan hicksville Romania.... paid by the EU to be
his equal at Lyons Uni [ there on a placement for a year] ... you are EUROPE... but you are more than his equal as he rightly knows too...
the most superb mind and soul i ever met
Anyway... fast forward ...well tippy toe forward....
Another magnificent pole..(we better leave out the hissy one)
Magda..
Then the Moldovan whos photo i have spent an hour yesterday looking for i know i do have them all....
Anyway.... i was am no Former Sov 'virgin'.. there was the Croat i was so madly taken by i got on (equivalent today about 3000 quid) 300 quid flight to Zagreb to find her after just a few sentences.... best thing i ever did, discovering that some perfect women are slightly 'oned' by the ,local Rambo but she dealt with it with such man LOVING and respecting dignity
Then the Hungarian i kindof used unkindly for...
but one cannot be perfect always...
But ...
til i had met the Romanian..(though there was the most noble men you could ever meet in a Portuguese Gaolhouse 2023... both of them true gods...
fill in story later
" simon i am as you know Lithuanian Mafia..it is my wish to be the best MAfia...and thus tghis is why i am reading every day a book in a different language... you remember the history of this century will be
you have the stuff, and we WANT it..."
i was too arrogant not to trust a few weeks later but even if RAmbo+ he was honourable and explained his hurt i didnt trust the ... most fabulous man i ever met... even if 21..
But still.... until i met Elisa...i never thought, to ask...
I am a true naturalpath intellectual..i naturally plod from one book to the next lost no idea where to go... just grazing til i have had enough
or am sick if reading
or listeningtoo
anything American or British
Anyway.... Romania (oh yes the poor semi fake in the 'pandemic' Ildiko brainwashed into doing 'mindfulness' rather than school-teaching.
lost to the Tolle man essentially but so deeply intelligent in many ways..
I asked her all about her history - not the recent one: they got the STUFF! we can see
on tv
at ANY cost get there...
and ideally one of himtoo...
short version: Romania is an extraordinaril rich and deep society and Ilders she was a 'minority' of the ones next door livving born in Trannyland....
ehh Czechs no battery to get my map out....
FF... Poland the REAL version.... (plus lots of REAL history from biker Olivia.... so deep rich funny funnier than mere Monty Python...or your Black Adder
And then or rather already, before The WOrst Jiourney In The World...to HAtesville on
(ohh yes this morning a middle aged fisher WOMAN serious player.." what we have done to the waters here its beyond a hatecrime its just only....shameful")
...and then..... her Shitcreekside "hateful" [not my word i dont use such lazy word salad subtle words are meat to her only veg] ...gaff...
taking a (in bleak Sam HArrisese...
'deeper dive' into their history... seems they were in fact the PEACE MAKERS of the Balkans.. for at least several centauries..
Anyway ther Moldovan did get the gold medal her 4 hour discourse on the most extraordinary deep and mind blowingly interesting (if you like humans, i dont unless... well)
But here is the thing..... me loadsa FS shags...
cheap (casts piss tasting of) pivo in the old days... weeks wandering (the most unfriendly place in the universe after PAstylandshire) Warszaw late 90s....
Sadly i have never been to Romania even if i know so much about their fine land and DO believe them... i ask the right questions...
If i were a former sov.... i mean what are there 2 or 3 mil here? .. i would demand in fact go on shaman strike " no more dodgy pyramid selling crappy vudu that even the YAnks started to see through about....1922...
maybe eighteen...
"YOU MUST publish books and have lessons on OUR history... apart from anything else its 100 times more rock 'n roll and ... oops you can't say 'jew'
even if Ms 70% was really rather boastin' her own peeps prior a Serbian BBQ
'ing...
Heres the thing ...'we'... especially NAil Ferfgusson and all the dreadful BBC blokes who would transmit from behind the curtain i have many taped chats with that one who came to live in Presteigne 2020... Julian something forgettable..
they KNOW NOTHING...
we know nothing
no one KNOWS anything....
of these fantastically rich and interresting places...and peoples and journies and all of it
Now the girlboys or is it boygirls have been ... ehhmm even Labouristan are keeping quiet know what surrender means
ohh yes errata: i shan't get rich with the truly magnificent ..
in fact it should be Transit VAn Solutions Ltd
thats fuckin Rick Mayall genius as i have NO battery and NEVER think even AS i type...never !!!
Piss Pot ..
Ponzi...
Lts
except errata (but dont tell the bank when i put in the business plan for a phoenix loan) :
cos..... all that noise, was indeed made by such a small wee...few....
(about 4 in the whole MArches fine men with LOTS of friends and everyone would chat to the Knighton one in stubble and summer frock and Knighton is the most violent ignorant dump in the universe...)
there would indeed be rather few customers for pisspot inc....
Anyway there are about 100 or maybe 1000 more minority Serbo-Mouldy-Croat [ i gone off them they are snide about their neighbours].. Poley dancin tarts....
minority Former Sovs than the most recent 'single issue' lot to be....forgotten..
And we did know everything possible about them since JAn Morris rightly wrote her good books decades ago...
If i were a former Sov....
well there is nothing worse than being... as if your whole fabulous history never actually existed....
never mind it is a duty....
ok i only ever seem to meet ones who didnt have the guts to .... grow a big one
and have unborn nippers....
errata ...ehhh...
maybe you know what i ean as it is the ultimate tragedy... fifty something, no purpose...
not even a heart so they may help me with my obvious fine purpose
But i do know one thing: esteem comes from... doing what a VERY 'simple' 'common good' requires...
ask me its worth "warrioring" for....
cos even i have been pretty amazed and thought more about actual reality..
hearing just some too-quick excerpts from 'their' past peoples lives REAL histories
(unlike the false one the book i forget what called Guardian Trip Advisor rating off the scale about 2009ish... utter ,lies and spin...false version of 'them' to please....some dreadful bread-intollerant pumpkin latte eating saccharine inhuman load of nothing, obvious in how no literature in this land has been ANYthing.... for decades
fat publisher who lost her mind infinity ago as she never actually had one..the UK so called literati gatekeepers i mean....so HATEful of women they allowed Emily in How To Kill.. the most magnificent great white hope even if Rushbridgers dodgy DNA....
. be ultimately controlled by a MAN we discover in chapterlast.....)
BUT....who gets the gold medal.... for biggest shock to my prejudiced little Englander arrogant soul...
soon.
I have to get my pictures out first as i dont have TIME for word pictures and metawhores...
later.
(define unesteemed poor little nervy immo.... i would be too if i lived in yankland or even Bolivia takes years to ... well..... unesteemed people cannot LISTEN.....
so they wont..... so theytoo will be lost in the swirls of time and rewritten history...
that's tragedy...
against their 'c ommon good'...
As has been MY DOING ...2 hrs of this in the sun by the best beach ever and i hacvent even had my 8th cup of Serbian coffee yet...
the only way to conceivably
survive them...
Deliberate Misstake i already said Moldova was gold medal...
Needs to be reiterated as a month with a toothless but lovely Moldovan ...i was a bit " ehh no way on earth can they even read books never mind speak the lingua franca .... bless em...poor dow2ntrodden peeps.."
Stella....... of the very very SW tip.... ....
But as if almost an apportion sent from Tranny land to haunt.... and prick my Vaniality.
..
i could never find here again....
I asked everyone around.... but no....
As if she...never existed.... but i never fantasise, i dont really have that kind of too many-drugs headspace...
real life ten times more fun
