Est....

 ...eem two and three

I reckon i got just a few days left in.. it

Fair dinkum ten year'nago....

Anyway...now, i am bamboozled....

Like ehhh...was that the underpant event? With whom i though i was speakin with one my age...but unhatted the daughter of almost....?

I have no idea except I don't know if people CAN listen..

"  i do not exist.." 

To the one dimensional and that's not only the 'artists' i just don't think they understand language IS to perform, life too....and life is very weird especially on Surrey-on-Sea so i do not WANT to exist...

But you just can't say ANYthing to them.... " i don't have a name.." 

Maybe I have leprosy or I ... i know as ALL their children have 'dyslexia' i will just start to say I got neuro divergent specialexia so i can't REMEMBER my name or any gossip or in fact what i 'do' or in fact who are you...

Soliution!

As "i am not for one second interested in your not-quite-as-it seems in the tourist/property guide....dull little county, so all opinions accidentally expressed will never get in my chronicle...as i am too busy writing up a FAR more wonky load of actually interesting frauds ...and stories of their 'spray on mud'in the last place over ten years [hers wasnt i respect her thats all she needs to know, period]  whom were at least 1.5 dimensional as against the Flatsville ones here even Hatesville is so dull it was predicted, neigh depicted, in the Beano or Bruce's dire Withnail about three decades ago....  .... you are just a footnote" 

How emotional (real) 

Kate one of my very very few approved schoolmistresses....

Her original infact THE bouncy song....

A perfect word picture too

Without tellin' ANYone what to do

or think

Just..."oh my god it's....." a true artist can paint a whole lifetime in that one nuanced sentence...

Much more fun to spend a whole lifetime  rattlin out 500 sentences a day...

And even then i shall never finish.

I have too many gorgeous unbelievable word pix to paint

Especially now the men.. the money men.... have picked up their ears....

(cancel Wikipedia: bring back woke! how on earth can they not have a page on the greatest feminine position writer of all time Maggie...Roche....   and yet have a page on her bloke without even mentioning his "bird" a million times more effective,  than his failed 'environmentalism' and just as failed 'journalism'...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_McCarthy_(journalist) in country even more CAnadian than Canada... )

(i have at least a three week backlog so do come back..ohh i see you do its almost like clockwork, quite conformist....  stewed pumpkin spangly cuppa pop tart for brecky and pop in here.. regular as clockwork when i get a rantin'.... .cos your actual dull little consumerist life gives you no stimulation ever, and especially no esteem

Well far more stimulation to come as this is just the  doggie paddle phase...

Proper making waves...soon.

substack audio

Esteem 2 (i think -i may have missed one and theres a big 3 hr dollop missing too). ONLY listen if you are a Former Sov (dont worry its FREE) as only one inspired me to ponder her sleep...

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/esteem-2-i-think-i-may-have-missed?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

substack audio

Esteem 3 ... (this aft) (being very Sammish: index = how even Trumtown boys and girls can make friends after the worst "Nazi!" hissy fits in history.. around tomorrow's good 'cause'. ...cont below

unless you are infected with being in Britain 10 or more years. Bless you..."Heterodox" their smart Alec word, proof I am the only heterodox one of the LOT of them. Plus...who is 'agent Z'

AND AS USUAL bonus content wont fit in to their neurotic need to limit your words: at least one of them admits its all rather not-very-hetro, indeed rather homo...

not my words, his...

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/esteem-3-this-aft-being-very-sammish?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

Jee whizz Emmylou looks like an actual whoremoan pulsatin'  teenager with her Platinum medal award winnin'  silver mane....

stupid old BAFTA (piggybacked) rude bad mannered cow with her ...

so predictable dull show

where she looks OLDER than she looked then

(MM)

(pic soon... there's a sequence) 

(studio version so much more thrillin' due the ... thing they do..... 

only artists true..... shake their hair,  let their nicks down and 

change

 it cos they feel brave and go all the way.....)

As am I.... but i wish I could make it as beautiful; i shall try...

(the quality of my solo work....solo as no women will ever help any man of the land.... especially to fix their  once top-of-range princessey horsey houses.... they let rot...years and years..nag the rotten booze addled dad, but don't fix the rottin wood.... .. thats what telly in the kitchen and ...well i may get back to her, one day...)