PS .. i hate hate hate too short, even if wonderful talks.
everyone always in a hurry...
( neruda said " a conversation does not begin until we have been speaking for an hour")
My own 'art' really became artful or poetical use of words ( saudade a portuguese word is my favourite.. the online definitions are incorrect) i care about them
B genius ONLY of words, also
anyway i was thinking of our talking and i said
" the [local] art is... decadent"
but i was thinking later that was the wrong word.
'decadent' would in fact be in a way interesting....
something worse 🤣... than 'decadent' is: flat...one dimensional...
i think thats what happened, its all become so ...flat
i want to find ways myself to somehow bring more dimensions back to the stuff...
hard, but worth the effort
( we need a 'collective' )
the most beautiful face i have ever seen... 2017... i wept at the utter perfection
https://www.ralphschism.com/2025/04/not-for-tourists.html?m=1
THE END
...I am a 'completist...
job done
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
back to the future.
At last....a rainy afternoon - long planning to catch up - i tried to stay 'awake'
Now, what is the 'problem'? apart from the fact they even said "Soma" / Huxley.... eyes bright and as if it's a good thing!
God almighty that was a parable - warning.... munch it and your get eaten !! or even worse....
Can't THINK for yourself
Indeed a perfect example of words have two meanings, all fairly OBVIOUSLY allegory for not very nice people with malign intent come along and figure new ways to try and enslave...
But here is the real problem: I have read and then listened to these 'development's over 53 years...I can follow almost every word. Even if all that really ever happens is now men on the scene trying to rapidly out man the last ones even faster (physics at least it is accepted, "stuck for 40 years"...wonderful, who needs physics when life is so curiously energised - especially when one cannot fathom why one is blocked...
It gives me a weird little kind of extra 'creative' kick... and i am not a masochist and know that rule 1 is dont waste anyone's time especially my own. and gave up 'substances' 35 years ago when you grow up...about 25...
But what's the 'problem' ? .... Even the awful onne drip of dimensional Wendel Berry got to a 'truth' of "what the poet needs is for the worst thing in the world to happen,. and survive it.."
We don't even vaguely understand the clear minded mind...
And they almost make it compulsory to sup the psychoactive alkaloids, including DMT
In fact we have a new word the Psychomads or something i forget ...oh yes psychonauts
Thing is.... I just know the greatest ever head trip of all is with a clear head, enduring hell... it makes one so curiously 'mediative' in a good way eventually... you do kindof 'see' everything though second sight doesn't exist as there's no predicting anyone in this land ever again...
I must further 'critique' the above...
BUt when you have ultra great zen you always wake up with the first light and get a mindful of it and it sure washes away the sad mad nonsense i do believe everyone is stuck in like swampmud... and 'energy' crystal clear as every day is a new day
Well... dialing up laughing boys above ... with their psychoactive alkaloids, including DMT
P.A.I.D for, high... or rather low down for many hours bent over the bog...i know cannot beat anything ever as add on to that natural way of knowing full well this has only ever been a mad fringe hobby ..i mean i bet there were'nt many Yahoo plants in the Arctic or Tundra or even Scotland... they had great minds too...
In fact began The Enlightenment by...hard long work, fighting the rote... unthinking
(NBETTER CRITIQUE TO COME MY BRAIN NEVER WORKS AT NIGHT ..as i use it to know better worlds during the day...
these cowboys - i am quite sure mainly childless, don't know what 'enlightened' means never mind aware: rule 2 reading others private correspondence or phone messages NEVER EVER ends well... as one silly pretend woman i used to know of course didnt as all she can do is bullshit... found to her cost, and will pay the price all her life, of breeding with a child-man...
rule 3 never cover up an artisans advert especially if in the place where they boast most of all of "community"
rule 4 the science says .. yes in all this and DOnald Hoffman simulation conscious agent theorey - i like too, we are able to do repeatable real science here in this unhologram....that whoremoans all that gooey stuff inc adrenalin cortisol are far healthier - the alchemic mix is measurably less damaging to the standard body .. most are .... if you snuggle up next to another human most nights
thats what 'NATURE' evolved us to be.. indeed argualbly it is not 'a' "human" - twatomised or otherwise, but several at once - indivisible....as that is the 'natural' state, the science says.. (but theres no medicine money in THAT is there)
That...just understanding some basic rules .. called 'morality' in the oldschool days... does make you 'happy.... why no one is any more and they need mind altering universe-next-door escapism strategies..
Never mind those rules and a few others have served well for centuries...indeed likely since the beginning of civilisation...
this one - their escapism... endlessly fascinates me ... and i know string theory too..is likely nonsense as it's inventor said so in the glorious year of nothing-changed except silly men invented more really quite dubious reasoning on computers,,,
(hint, may this be how they think they will bag the girls? seems a bit suspicious to me.... poor them - the men that is... i never met a vudu babe that isn't still only a child inside...)
sending a life grappling with and imagining with a clear head ones own best version of oneself and values.... and how to use them for good with AN Other is the hardest metaphysical thing there is....why it is REAL "human" and not fairy tales on drugs.. it creates real esteem..if you can. Not maybe universes or realities...
But i care i need to improve edit and somehow get these into something real...
I care people waste their time on this ever more smart Alec word-salad..i can plot the growing of every slug munched leaf... and i know what actual 'philosophy' means..i did some audios on it yesteraft too...
https://www.ralphschism.com/2025/04/mindfulness-solution.html
https://www.ralphschism.com/2025/04/zen-is.html
There are some good 'pansych' speakers
but many many bad, and a load of thieves... infotainment lists soon... was my winter gigglin.
https://www.ralphschism.com/p/good-mumbo-jumbo.html
https://www.ralphschism.com/p/good-mumbo-jumbo.html
problem is the ponzi scheme just grows and grows.... why of course so does the obvious sour unhappiness
