Monday, 18 November 2024

The [in italics] "Way"

ohh i wish i could recreate rthe most wonderful lines bubblin' around my bonce at 4.30ish thistermorn

All of them...

But (if you come here i have a CAUSE a woman who really could do with some SS info ..)

Yes...go back there: i wander the streets once a week and see her .. i know not what the score is...

But i know we need good words: "dysregulation" - now a wonderful actual ex hooker mum i was counselling by phone a year ago told me that word.. about 35 years old i so enjoyed hearing her fullest openness...pondering home schooling her  single-mummed 7 year old...  so healthy hearing her   DE 'shame' herself telling me exactly how it all happened - tripping over and ending up in the other 'game' ...for drug cash... ....

she was great but  the words .. that one as she described the rest of her cohort..


but you have to pinpoint real meaning that most may understand...

 now.. as i have known a long time (see the one here titled "this is england" maybe 3 weeks ago...

i think the other one

(LAST EVER WORDS.. thister very early)  links to:

 https://www.simonclayton2020.com/

now the problem is maybe near a decade ago generally a few more intelligent / educated folk would start to use terms like 'glitch in the matrix'..


mainly due to a really not very good movie with quite obvious homo erotic grooming policies ... sucking in the poor confused younger so called 'men' into a  bit of Keanu love...


Of late - just the last 7ish days ive been ponderin' a lot on a simplest way of describing all those  - and i know they are across the board at least a lanslide popular vote majority..

refrred to in  https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/10/this-is-england-wonky.html

oowww that was easy to google as always 1 hr superfast writing limited battery...

so i hear from Agent Z - Az for short though anyone under i think its about 35 in no way belongs to my world of many thesis became undeniable fact

i chronicle...accurately. 

So Az has her world... its not mine.. and vice is versy...

I am the luckiest human alive - i know what are good principles and keep to them. Period..or not.

And it is as if SHE - 'God' defo being female she has such a vicious wicked sense of humour..

And why not

More power to her elbow!

But share the jokes please... 


Let's put it this way - i can SMELL truth a block away

And yesteraft day  on The Way  at last i smelt the sweetest scent of them all - as it happens i have known all my adult life (what it smels like full bodily) but never hugged...

But whats even MORE wonderfully important even if i hope she is..


dawdlin' on.. an hour later (after radicalising a second farmer and her husband in one day) .. i am too conceited to get mny reading glasses out so lose sight of the path on my map and...

dusk: "phew this is a longer walk than planned.." still an hour from my snail shell... 

huff puff slight sweats...

almost 'worry' - "i gotta MARCH to get home... maybe i will collapse up here no signal no one will know... so i better march a bit faster.."


And guess what.. thistermorn .. grateful for it - much needed 12 km long hard hike when i was only planning about 5...


But back a day..

(if anyone listened to last waffle)


Now i truly hate these SW towns one and all... frauds fakes junkies  and ex junkies people pleasing, still... years on...everywhere...i had hoped the one Godsquad for real... but she didnt even say thanks for the two books for her kids...so be it...it is as if all is a matrix..

But there we go...



HOWever.. as i was saying preaching sharing  with the one true fabulous only English ever enjoyed.. fully... "laughter is the answer eventually"

So brilliantly staged a day earlier in junky town...


The truly fabulous old battleaxe bags..

of the prescription medication bags...

tragic ubiquitous ... all you ever see 

especially in that (her) vicinity


" so ehh if i decide to get another box of  anti 'hiatus' stuff...

when shou;ld i come in whats the best time for  avoiding the lines of junkies ...

queing up... ?"

a REAL woman rtakes that - me - as her cue.. to simply supply the one naswer that is the cure

" as long as you have on elbow and kneepads.. protection... .you'll be ok.."

AND all her  fellow Baggites..laugh! 


Proving only in the REAL pits...do you find the REAL princesses

A simple commandment of how to be 'human'

Poor Gweek thinks they're above ..


Merely as they never read any REAL literature... and 

think [ their FAkebook ]

"therefore i am"

When thy indeed are only the...


now glitch is no good to homo-Reevs poor unfathered young men

dysregulation may have only social media connotations...


Thing is i have to admit the truly time wasting baddie SW i met early MAy ..

Her who provided a beautiful scene for a film 

squatting on the kitchen table

eating the [bad] art of her many year Welsh man who had done the big 'welsh' on her - not even for a younger woman...

and shitting it out over the rest of his bad art she is a real woman too

But stuck

Thinking she ... i know not what

even lying ..i never asked: "you can watch me working on my DIT remedy... if you are a good boy" i mean that is the ULTIMATE tease-lie... and she actually goes to court still advocating for the TRUE RIGHTS of young peeps.. on your megga wage bill..


its only, Monty

Python up yer bums


 But nevertheless she did give me the one RIGJHT word: "discombobulation"


And she even laughed at my INSTA-quip texted  back:

" its all those discos  with Bob that got you into this fine mess in the first place "


And then.. ran away...crying....at WHAT? just cos i hinted homo isn't ehhh .... necessarily quite genetically 100%  'innate'

 as all the science actually

doth state

....too

All of em lost except i suspect her on The Way...

 uhhh i know nothing good ever comes back... 

no return ever the rule...


hissing Serbs...

simply gorgeous giraffes 

ohh why not fuck em all landlope.com


was going to stay virginal but every single one a fake!

Coward in fact too...


Except as on The Way...yesteraft i told her 


Or in fact here is the actual more sane version:


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