Now, there is a part one from a month ago...my record keeping is superb but just to get to clearing the desk is ... the first job.
Pure acetic.
simplicity (do they still Miss Translate it as having some 'spiritual' content like they do everything else..for attention? well get back on the nana boat, or at least use the good bits of metafizzics like drink too much and you may just go to hell... UK was splendidly sceptically 'secularly' no one knows.. in the 80s.)
cleaned up desktop
Thing is i do believe her _ The Booker deservee...(for the FIRST one - denied as they are just too pathetically cowardly every single gatekeeper here)
As i have found the same myself, though in my own case there was for years a bittersweetness... rather more sour than sweet.
The cult of self.. and nothing else, who took over actually stewarding the environment to a polluted seam of golddust strewn around to make a prophet from their clicks and nothing else..
were kindof my 'people' .. sad to have to even think of what a disaster they were.... but meeting so many fine Europeans it means i can give them up, as far less preferable people...
And yes its FUN - really great fun having them in my head these real life characters you dont have to make up... pondering how to write them or just copy it all out.... i often a mentally dance a little with them and never get my toes stepped on..
but only in non summertime
Bceuase he, Ralph the first, never even stood on a fly without tellin' me " ... ehhh lad every single little thing we do in nature has a knock on effect somewhere down the line...many of em' we will never understand never mind see" and thus the only teacher i ever needed as most perfect gentle giant role model, ever...turns out he was right...
Fifty years ago. Him and i day in and out building our fences...him recycling every splinter as useful for something... often being teased by the few local spivs he would let anywhere near our woodshed perfectly built with care so it would keep the wood dry for years, always
Anyway he would despair as in fact he had exactly the same 'spirtuality' as me .. "there must be some..thing... all this beauty and astonishing complecity.. but eckerslike we'll never know what it is.. "
And would laugh at the endless new industry of trying to make something of that which no one can know anything of...for money and the usual slavegirls to his honey pot...
so many all over the place over the years as previously mentioned.. i havent even starte don performance art related material about
them
https://www.visitwales.com/attraction/theatre-or-performing-arts-venue/bleddfa-centre-1831093
The Bleddfa Centre in the Mid Wales Marches is a place to explore creativity through a programme of exhibitions, workshops, meditations, talks and retreats, using the visual arts, music and philosophy.
why has it taken in this horrid font??!!
no time to fix...yet
just for fun - you wouldnt get me wasting one second in ANY fancy hotel ive lived in the best in the world..none can spray themselves with chemicals that recreate.. the priceless eau de freshly aired bedding