It's just that their disastrous MORAL
yes it exists
lack of education
Didn't even send them to The Tube and not even need to go to the pirates
And find for free when American culture was the best in the world
Two hate crimeing each other day after day
And 't turns to violent struggle
Penury starvation wife envy and fuckery
But
One day a shared enemy
The River comes along and tries to kill
off the worst enemy
And only the CHRISTIAN (that may be fake news, or rather life saving propaganda implanted in my fingers by the devil, herself [ i call their 'god' female as give them 3000 years of their turn in the boss seat and maybe we may have abit more REA;l solidarity in the cheap seats down here, so she needs her Real EQUAL enemy].. as every single Chret i know of many is so stuck on saving the personal soul rather than good works on this earth as i thought their boss required) members of Oscar judging 'community' blocked it
as
Actually better and more real life than their first draft
of the book of how to Bee a better human
despite the cant and vanities
But all that is simplest culture which was always available.. To Sir With love dealt with the black lives issue in that Sidney all those years ago everyone knew was the greatest actor and role model, almost ever, regardless of skintone..
There was something bugging me - just one small bug...
why?
Why the Big Brotheration of the face..
Never letting any REAL emotion out into this fetid swamp except my territory..?
And then at last... one of the beauties (chief among them, really... no makeup ever... such a superb natural complexion)
Actually told me her
truth
And i think its important to ponder
As it was NOT "the phones"
I corrected her a bit not educated enough to think
1992 for several years even if i hated the place in central London truly entangled in the lives of a couple of great fully engaged fabulously intelligent mothers and one sad but very real man ... me so thick i didnt know he was an addict ... for a year but he was so apparently functional... i mention as in fact between them - my Oxford grduate of medicine superhero mum friend Katarina..and the now dead Kirsten, dead of herself...all bases were covered..
No one ever spoke about a toxic mad terribly sad can of worms in childhood and these two or theree ..four of us were only convcerned with children..and near some pretty dysfunctional slums... and NOT 'elite' at all...
92.. 3.. five even...all was still just about ok...
But your youth, only 100 or so km away...
turning teen 95 or 6...
by which time i had fully dropped out ran away...
way out as West as can be and back down south in 3 hours if desperate for work for food
or a bit of culture never findable in the stix
But even that i realised was a false way to be so stop all Southern ..
.... well i guess it was when 'road rage' first became a thing..
So, your teens.. thats when it started self harm, built on top of already started upchuckitis and starving onesself to death
i do think the self harm thing the real rubicon i mean 5 year olds are FAR more aware of whats going on around them than we credit ..
when a five or seven or ten year old hears of a cousin or classmate cutting
I think that was the point of no return or at least REAL 'trauma' widespread and quite irreversable... it never existed thirty years ago..
And dint get to my hideway in The MArches until about 15 years ago i first heard the local tales..
Poor you .. real caring poor you.. now i get it.. the painted on smiles to hide in facat real trauma and a new harder way of being..
thanks the only one ever told me her real human truth... just as a no agenda real human history