Subtle....

 Now, the problem, and REALLY 'letting go'...

Is that all my content, is just a first sketch...

And if i didnt have ultra perfect superpower zen mindfulness, i would be extremely discontent about appearances... and lack of evidence data point trails....  and sequiturs

(one in audio - the other hidden site only special ones i meet 'face-to-face'... about just how up the 'enlightened' levels of patinated sludge upon their foul waters i am...

but i shall not be telling her... the Foulmouth born writer-walker, within 5 sentences "you are opiniated arent you.."  and its not her fault as she then after i learned to ignore her rude personal comment every white, Britblood woman utters here....  she related via my genius art of relating to those whom i really dont want ever to relate to.... how from age 14, 17 years ago... they're overdoing it - the ket...in the bogs of the local secondary schools....  actually she did have one good line: " ehhh..look...... where i dragged myself up, with really NOTHING to do for 50 km all i ever hear here kids have nothing to do where you have 8x more population density, and great cliffs to sit and watch, stoned all day...all i ever hear is moan..... no father figure around at home, but a wonderful one outdoors... we also had the propper oldschool hippies  -  just a few ...and they mentored us, so maturely and beautifulpeoplely... ' never ever ever  go chemical..'.."  ..the lippy one:  " we didnt  get thjat memo down here.." at least she could laugh at herself a tad...

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And i have so many little vidclips rom MAy this year and June to weave in to a collage of  patinated rusty appearances need to be just right..

But that means sitting for hours and tabulating... when every day its a brand new rasa one every dawn...

However the themes i meanderlope around are all 100% fixed in stone from 15 years ago... 

With the added regular enough anti-narcissistic prick element of one may sometimes be proven wrong...

and enjoying those moments.

Such as yestereve he.. i really had avoided him - boorish boozy...

But as we vanchatted at dusk 

(having met and been VERY nice to yet another Londoner lost in the lanes... " ohh i am looking for best sunset...". having waffled for hours about illnesses and dying old folks...  he MUST..it was so interesting, George Borrow, and Mister Orwell 120 odd years later... has now been officially usurped as chief chronicler... because to hear a rather pathetic man... many years back and forth from Essex to the SW - the standard folk around here....  lost and unable to listen to basic directions explained to him very slowly...and best sunset layby too....

 it was pitifully sad, how its as if he MUST tell....   ... of a world nothing to do with us meeting in the most naturerich  and quiet valley ... " yes state of England..i was involved i belted around the country a month ago [ never getting lost i bet]...  i am ... [without even a blink] a rather pasty quite sweet very lonely middle aged man... ' FAR RIGHT' dont you know..." 

As f 7ish years ago i would meanderlope the hills of 5km up from Titley, Herrock Hill... muttering " even here" as the lying so called 'nature' protecting massive left-alone-for-decades...  became no longer left-alone in the MIDDLE of the bird breeding season despite the PR .. notices everywhere ( for the only 3 of us whom ever walked up into the hills) about how they so so so so cared about nature... 

All they cared about was inviting the Royal patron to come and smile his smokey mirrored smile  ... and not chop off.

further grant funding for fully ILLEGAL criminal acts... that continued three spring and summers in the one region of there, ("even here" in the middle of nowhere..

And then 2020 evil badger assassination - burying them alive  -  dozens...... a member of the council actual 'environmental spokesman' ...church elder... married to Mrs XR PR platform... on  not only her Fakebook but actually in their local very small 'farmers market'....  selling almost entirely sugar high tat to...

With him lastereve, i had avoided...

 us, vanwoman old one: " yoghurt knittters.." .. 

" nahh i [born n bred looks like a pirate] call them   'bought bohemians'...  they buy the patina they apply to their vw vans compulsory to have in Gweek...  of course a  metaphor to the whole fake theme park of the whole place..." .. 

" hahh hahh i sat and watched just that... you can tell 5 grands worth... they jacked the prices up... oh you call them Tommy and Clarissa...i call them Ruwwpwert and Camilla.... hahh hahhhh...  of course they are all the same...all from the same cartoon, funded by CAmilla's mummys will... mummy having drunk herself to an early grave once the facelift failed...... and its almost as if they deliberately retain exterior rust so as to look boho... maybe we could start a business patinating these  more expensive ones for them....  but the Tom pauls are dangerous.. they will backstab as under the boho they lust after every single 'discretionary spend' piece of gold down here... especially if it may be at their expense... "

" anyway vanbag...you are no longer the most interesting around here.... a few hours ago i met the ULTIMATE.... we nattered an hour over there on the cliffedge........  they PROMISED they will come this way tomorroweve... and despite being the exact opposite of my religion...so so so the opposite they are apostate deserved of the lance... .  they are in fact The Answer....  although from London, as usual....  i have been ultra pimping, being i would only want to work for true seditious spirited folk...  in fact the plot ended with ' i will be your unpaid galley slave...if you do do what you say...'...

to be cont

and even if yet another rude one..if i say something, after pondering a year....  i mean what i say

(plus...so so actually genuinely interesting, my parting question: " so... did oldschool pirates, like oldschool vanpeeps..and most still at school by dint of walking for many miles mindswaying if they can forget for a moment about the EQUIPMENT theyre all addicted to...  have a code... a manifesto...?" 

And then even 'pirates' whom prior to then had made me even sicker and hermite.... ...  took on a new real life.

He doesnt think the region is 'ready' yet...