her 'mindfulness'
bold, itix, ....
her = the alien / giraffe / ibex / ehhhhhh ....
that's a
kosewort !!!!!!
( my deepl.com now knows that... well....it cannot help me with one aspect of another human i guess..)
It is impossible that anyone warrants, bold...
it... the worst word ever invented by the fake spiritual nazis of fakery - it being an excuse to never DO anything to stand up to nazis who pollute or tyranise, ' mindfulness' .. is this: even if i shall never ... even get a further smiley
Now i must write THE Hesse+ book... infact the Saint-Exupéry+ ... not an actual ' hero' of mine - of his time, a little overblown and almost conceited, though at times beautiful zen ...
But all my shabby dwarf life i never met ANYone who had read any of his not-Little-Prince books ( almost a bit like stupid JK Rowling bullshit
.... fantasy is so dull, when...)
There i was, lasterfriday... ( earlymorn - the timeline is critical) bereftly ignored by a seemingly enjoyable English walker ....
Thursdayeve good talk..
Would be nice to walk a little her way..
fux off, not even "goodbye" ( ohh there is so much more behind that... not saucy not sexy not intimate, merely the true honour of pathway rambling folk.... seemingly few English understand... indeed only one! )
But the Kushner principle is ... what happened next, then next....
Then the next day...
The happiest day by far in a year of dervish wanderation of the path along the coast of their sick junk, sunglass, cowboyhat and miscellaneous bling infested SW ...
i adore
as I live in the EU
once more
Unlike their pity piece of dying
something ' wrong' with someone
Salt Path
( to be cont)
In fact, face-to-face, happiest for... ... ever. Adult to adult.
Which was impossible.
No way, ever..
Good for me....
Thing is...
ACTUAL ' mindfulness' ...actual ' letting go'
actual living in the ' now'
I never met anyone worth trying to explain ...
near 15 years ..
I know the real version...
Saved my life.
But i knew 'it' saved my life for no reason at all....
Until
Fridayaft...
Or on fact Sateraft...
I discovered once again i was wrong.
I never thought for one moment i could be 19 or 20 again...in that
SIMPLEST
way...
There....
But ... i think maybe it must be a secret impossible One Day forever...
Even if i know what ' purpose' ...is - the real version, and what for, and she needs to understand it too, to live on...as long as her legs
