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Thursday 22 August 2024

proof

 A whole year...

Though to express the delight and meanderation celebration...


There we were.. really really middle of nowhere..


No one can hear you scream, middle of no signal, nowhere...

" hey i would just wild camp if i were you.. that looks a heavy pack... the perfect saudade thing about this route.. is many many solo European women and the younger ones often do just camp out in the bracken - some boast of their religion, as mine...never pay a penny... and they know that on the paths there is only equality, and respect and honour...the real versions, not some self regarding FAkebook crap shared to make the sad little Fakebooker, look... 'human'... "


Fifty one

And despite being the " you are my perfect woman sleeping on the straw of your horse shed with them... and i know you arent a nag to your dogs , either...as 95% of the rest became as of course displacement activity from 2021... "


" i think we are at the end ...i just hide away with my nags now..... i see the environment...yes itoo on my long walk noticed hardly any insects..its like a Wasteland... i dont think there is a way back...i really dont see ANY 'hope'...  we have done it in the planet..never mind the minds of children ... "

" so what do you teach...?"

" English.." 

" ehhh... some years ago a few of my wiser minds in communication we decided as all the environmentalists FAILED as they are space cadets and ... take the gates.. they probably sit around their fancy Habitat incomer dinner tables, planning how to cash in on fake lawsuits over the River Wye....  when they did NOTHING to hold back the greedy polluters... now bleet we want money... we deserve money..... and  tell Ethan or Flossy  how when they are READY they will manifest the  mindful skills to close a ferkin gate behind them, always... there is now ONLY art - good literature...all of Britlit becoming confected vulnerability...something WRONG with the hero/ine.... whereas please believe me Eurolit...Ove, Reader on the 6.27.. Pereira Maintains.. High Mountains of Portugal..Elegance of the Hedgehog to a certain extent...is about sharpening your spikes, head down... move forward......and living ON.. and finding new life... Intouchables vs Me Before You the simplest obvious example... . and having better things to do that flounce around in the prom dress for instagram... and madness of the crowd affirmation of ones suburban habits nothing to do with nature or the land... nor in fact Bee ing...'human'... ..."


 ( before witch and afterwitch a whole day of REAL film for my few actual real people... new channel of actual real human truths and what to DO.. for those rarest 'birds' who dont peck at you for feeding them with wholsesome grub which is based on ... well someone once said ' you really fuck up your kids..as i saw when i came off the banana boat..'...)

" and you... out here there are no lies...no cheap people pleasing charmy lines... you alone, the first Brit... who actually GETS it....  but dont give up, even if i have.... your lass 4 yerars younger than mine... her new superyacht galleysalve in fancypants career..look its little more than a form of hookerism...modern day serfdom....  be strong..if you want to...you will find a way to change her course...mind.. .  and i believe only GOOD culture can do that now... 

"at least i have met at last the ONE who my whole years in the same constant mode... my own mutteration, and bad essaying, is ...FOR...

" no we dont need pictures...let me tell you from years in a superb 'natural' state - almost experimental model... how the mind works.... we meet now, at teatime...  i will want to remember you forever...i will go back to my cave and  your facial features when i doze off wont be accessible...you will be a blur... 

" but wake up after 7 1/2 hrs sleep i always have no matter what.... and immediately your features will come back to mind sharp as if you are in front of me now..its extraordinary this mindbody... if you have space just to be, natural...


" my real lament....almost every Brit i meet for years... they all say they have terrible sleep issues.... there is no hope until thats unWastelanded as you cannot do anything or even have good dreams being sleep deprived...ergo.."


  .... chapter 1 maybe in the making..

chatting with many Europeans on the SW coastal path ( my joy the last 6 months)  - the great majority being European, it is a gorgeous saudade ( hiraeth, plus the possibility of ' getting it back' that is implicit in that Portuguese word)  how all Europeans are still so much more comfortable in their own skin, at ease....  wholesome and  feet on the ground... easily meet one eye-to-eye as pure equals out walking; and i wish to make some filmed project speaking with many as i have been.

Just to ask the question, how have so many Brits  ended up in a less easy mode.

For example if i ask European mothers ( it almost entirely is women walking) " do your children speak of false allegation [ against teacher or neighbour], self harm, eating disorders, mental health issues,  'gender' matters,  addiction-   especially now ubiquitous ketamine horse ferkin tranquiluser, everywhere!  causing havoc in the secondary schools of even this region, or  their parents ' hoarding' illness  that swept uk..."? their body language speaks of not really knowing what you are talking about. As these things are far far less common in Europe.

UK went over  the cliff in respect of our childrens' social environment. Not EU....