Wednesday 14 August 2024

'mindful'...

 On... 

errata, not 'on' any 'path'... 

Meandering a way forward....


Only a few weeks ago


" i noticed .... i saw.... on the beach when the big noisy ' bird' descended with its bladefulls of baleful cluxkery......... everyone else.... starts to go into hyped up  fluffed up mode....all so concerned to be seen evacuating and....  i watched the whole beach emigrate aside....  all xpuld not take their eyes off it as if it waa the fpur horsemen, Bruce Robinsons wifey in her  10 grand kill a fox gear out front.. they gawped...and photographed... 

"  but i couldnt take mine eyes off you lying there ... reading your book as the turbulation swirled... you didnt even turn towards the concaternation and see what it was...."


" i notice, your  sexiest undyed olderbird hair ever and one of the few who has favulous longwalk legs ..." 

But one cannot day anything to the English....

One can smile and share with Annik....

" ... ohhh lahh lahh...discipliner ses enfantsten, c'est tellement plus poétique en français..."

I know Ian didknee get a look like that .... even when the original marriagewrecker  front row jawdropped at real art  all them years ago...... 


 'Mindful' is...

Only one did i tell one ultimate  story-reality,  to: ...


" i can still sleep 100% always no matter what

... a Gwerkpoisoned emigree will call you ' narcissistic' for being ' bulletproof'...  

I could have on as bedtime musac the great bumfluff one ... Estianddad would dance in our lounge in the hills and 


" and many a time... she had perfect dancer poise n grace ... holding her whole body in.... coiling up ....  every atom and the sneaky dark matter hiding between them.... vibrating with actual real  potential ' energy' rather than the fake reiki the perverted currency if a perverse tribe who snakely oil the pockets with others fake woes.... 


" tiipy toeing ...living in total bodily.. the   lead up .... to one of the greatest tom tom flurries in history at 4.20 ish... where her head would swirlyhair  headbang ...  as if  status quo were going to change the world...



" thing is... i became mindful 7 or 8 years ago..... no one at all, except me ...will even remember a perfect  decade....   amd no its not trendy ' trauma'... its.... life itself.... lean into permanent unwitnessed  death, of even the  best life,  and you crawl out of the hole one day,  into real life.... " 

That said if there is one fake who methinks takes actual responsibility for emotional  buggery of a whole generation....  the curated pergect ' empathy' words... everyones friend words....

smiley vibrations ... compulsory....  when in fact no one knows any more what sane propriety is.... or real emotion or personality

its ..

im....  Mr Bumfluff always in a designer bobble....


Which i bet he takes off in the G5.... just like another Bruce i knew...


But in fact, these pity tunes.... now i think about it... 


Because the poem ( eg of whatsisface Clare) ... became the song...

Almost all ...( listen to CSNY of the 70s and most if The Bard....even Joni... never mind 

the most magnificent genius REAL artist crazy bint of all time proving Germans do have a sense of humour, too...





....and ultra life force....

... almost all modern British music became moaning and not about how to tollerate the ... paucity of imagination in consumerist show off  utterly artless ( non REAL naturelands) ... suburban places...  

except one