Life is just about 'intermittent' faults...

It's working*

......miracle. About the third in a week or more.

Although in the great  dot-joining, you the consumer, won't see much sense....yet..

 

 .........Am 20. Juli 2019 kehrt die mit zehn Grammys ausgezeichnete Sängerin Chaka Khan in Begleitung einer zwölfköpfigen Band für ein Konzert in ihre Heimatstadt Chicago zurück.....................

*life in Britain also became about the inability of ANYone... except my 'enemy' ** ijerwpiojoerg.... intermittent fault....

to understand that words ...if one has self educated, rather than via the self harmed pandemic here..(NOT present across LA MAnche...).. .especially educated onself via actually GOOD 'culture'.... words... language... is not just for speaking and that there is a performance that starts with showing somehow that words may have several meanings depending on.... what the 'thought' is...and you can only appreciate the thought of you contextualise to the person.... in other words hardly any words SHOULD ever be taken literally... unless..

Another "human" has been experienced living, BEing their 'manifesto'..

Been seen; been felt: " i can feel you have no angst in you.."

And i am expert at... in words - written... attempting to duel through that absolute disaster for humanity...

That in England i know is permanent. And i lost. Though never fought anyone. Indeed twenty years ago, knew the fight was beginning to be over... and by 15 ago...

**Thister lunchtime, and it is EXTREMELY rare i use a phone for anything... i know what they did to everyone, years ago.. " Suzi... so yes you know in the last instalment 3 or 4 weeks ago it was ' faux spirituality has i think been the truly worst development the last 20 years in the UK... its a plague of an excuse to never be an adult and take part in real things like dull things like actually REAL environmental 'politics' which is hard work/... writing real letters to MPS.. applying leverage via writing many making it clear in good english that if they do not persuade Cargill to build their chickie sheds elsewhere then they the mps will find even a local new political party arises to take their votes, or enough to ensure they are no longer MP ... and starting a new local party is REALLY hard work and it means no time to read crappy 'mindfulness' or shaman books... or posts by yet another middle aged pretend boho from the cities, like ..Martín...who has learned . a language guaranteed to attract every fey fly girl to him like flies to his pot belly from too many 'cervezas' or gallons of ayahayunasca or however the hell you spell it........  - exactly what he really wants... rather than to actually TELL people as an 'elder' what the fuck's what NOW, and that enough people actually doing the HARD dull work in this spiritual fuckin dimension, rather than the one they make money from ... could have saved the bees, here and "NOW"... nope so much easier to care about bees no longer buzzin around dead Red indigenous Indians especially if ...[ i did an audio a month ago but theres a sequence]...

..

**

" so, if i stuck a gun against your forehead and made you tell the truth and there was another referendum... what would you vote this time..?."

To the soundtrack:

FF a few hours... I never asked her how she slept... seeing how the drink addled her head, too....

And all i selfknow... no mindful books required: if i sleep at siesta time as well, as with EVERY morning no matter what i always wake up feeling new splendid energised day, and a siesta as per today... means one has that magnificent few minutes, twice in one day...no matter what

But it doesn't matter, because when a fair mind - none being perfect, also knows only one person can always make her laugh... her 'enemy' on that topic at least... especially when i get onto certain topics.. "Suzi... ok you gave me heads up on your Gurdjieff habit... and his mindfully healing shocks ... big bad nuclear bombs do you good... but over the years i have pondered thats not right...it is the long long periods in the figurative 'deserts'... i mean drowning in your own bile.... I mean no point healing as you know there will NEVER be anyone to be healed for... NOTHING.... absolutely shitcreek marooned forever in a cravass.. and mobile phones were never invented to fuck up 'connection' so someone can ignore you... "

" i AGREE... yes... well, its all very narcissistic..."

" i dont use that word its a sheep word; you know who with her fine immo mind even copied..."

" its simplistic.. its an EASY solution they are conned into.. they are seduced by the easy fix.."

Anyway... the sequence: I don't do 'paths' 'pathways' or indeed any signage in this land...

#2 miracle really did as soon as i told her know its at least the PERFECT word..it cannot be taken unliterally as it has perfect neutrality - it has no other resonance that could be Miss Interpreted...(other than as usual i simply despair at how so many non Europeans rely decry attempting to speak in intelligent cleaR WAYS) as not what it is: simple; pure... indeed the antidote to pathism..[ i must remember that one in the intro - definition: a rather desperate need for the safety blanket of marked pathways )

uhh ohhh i am going to have to go back and find that poem was it or only good meme ive seen years about if i had a boat it would have no rudder..

ANyway to start at the beginning, a few years ago at least... the amount of times i have given the little speech - usually only to walkers, mainly for years on the hillpaths... as Ralph Rurally discussed real life with walkers on Herrock Hill... from 2016.. real walkers know morality and also honour "what is said on the hill, stays on the hill" , and once more on Monday : " if you wish to know the difference between here..and over LA MAnche.... more or less same year ok 20111 ..2016... not an acident that latter date, same plot sort of ... not literally, obviously. Jo Jo Moyes' .. feyboy out of Brideshead with a holiday home by Prussia Cove or some other only fey-boy fophair hideaway... of course he ends up in Zurich...

"whereas.... in the Frog blueprint five years earlier.... he

.... starts three whole new lives and ... finds love for life ... despite knowing as an intellectual, he must die..."

BUt it couldnt be found - pirate wise....actually wise pirates... until ....now.