Thursday, 15 August 2024

'be' ing....

 

saudade.

Full, THEMIX "bodily"- mind... 

Being 'present' ..[ vomit] ... 'holding space' [ even more vomitile] ...


In "human" BEing language: having got off the hamsterwheel years ago .  ... deliberately, because it traps parents heads

 in the support structure

and thus they cannot be parents..


so one has such an ultra simple  permanent state of being for years...and thus time, and metaphorical ' space' for real things to tippy toe into the THEMIX of body and mind are one...

Having the room, to perceive saudade come over you like a fine mizzle of breathed in fresh air with added real energy supplement... ( not that i have evrr used any suplement nor ' energy' drink except 6 or 7 cups of strong black coffee every morbong for decades...and when the world went " latte" with or without gojjjjiiiiberries... thats when the queues became intollerable


Having existed in a saudade state..

Now what? As something must.....

No! errata, thats the point, saudade is mereley... because you can... never because of any other reason..

No advantage, no brand, and no words on a t shirt i feel so alien here where i resided years men grew out if having to write things in their chest, decades ago... here in kiddultsvulle-on-thames, its compulsory   


Why, no one talks to me.... why the knowing, is mutual...


Benefit from a real sense of 'saudade' ? but how...