I took " news of her..." " down the line", for a year...
Despite...
My fuckin business whom i use as example, face-to-face, as.....
I still don't really know... whom.
But i do know one thing for sure... i wish 50 or 53 or 55 year old women, could actually meet their 'elders' by only a decade ..... even if Jackie near 70...
Looks 63... because ...some, get to that truly wonderful free place of simply telling ALL their truths, no ' onion skin' layers, no coyness no isms, no unmindful pretending they ever could control or their dance was anuthing other than dilletttante..
... ( at least i told her as we parted how my continual real 'dance' of my 20s in my work, was in fact a matter of staying alive...no dance of my body as i demonstrated... itoo become a deat Antoine...)
old crones...
I have never been ' myself' in the gossipy square...
Eye to eye... " hey Mister you got a sexy skin colour" ..
"i adore personal comment from a woman especially random...so prey continue "
within 5 mins becomes " i preach to The Preacher man in his pulpit Just there.... above the muddy pool i was Christened in... Mister... your message is NOT with the people any more ..it does not WORK...you gotta be REAL Mister .... "
I also know Homer was wrong... and there is third phase...
I dont want....
