Wednesday, 24 July 2024

27 june

But it's  not really 'balance'  - i have to wait...kairos-wait...  this one key word is not yet here.


All i know is that it is so interesting to have been a year meandering and seeing the postures. The postures of what is in reality a non rural, not at ease in nature, people... i had no idea. But then there were clues... so fool, me


Having heard only once,  "posture is political" - and being impressed, as a virgin into that way of putting it,  i understand that it isn't quite that, it's something about everyone... 

You don't much see in hill people of even The Marches - there there is not much choice if you mean 'be outdoors' as the best bits are a fairly long march up into the hills and back straight, eyes front, no mobile signal or fake 'friends' on Fakebook to fake a selfie-smile at, is more the norm...But that's for pondering, as i have been... 



bloody problem...  when i knew years ago all is 'connected' and dots are to join, when you quite deliberately reduce your screen use from not much at all, to almost none.... but like making video memos to augment the wandering audios, even with a great memory i lost my momentum, and course, and forget where i got to










Oh well how sad never mind
(i think she the finest kraut would get it: "part absurdist; in a sort of absurdist response to the earnest nonsense i have seen sadly EVERYone else lie through their good teeth about online suggesting they are happy, in balance, or know what on EARTH they want....i do as you saw.. just to remain with that good energy into great banter") 



oops such a m3ess and now Oggle changed the system at my end all the habits are mucked up and the momentum needs to be rechoreographed and theres loads of these still in 'draft' now to find







inremittant fault