rarely gets this bad... but i just got used to it
anyway THIS... jotting eaffling.. is all i care about.... and all it is used for
It's aimed at someone else... but failed.
So Bee ...it...
I am happy if i drop dead, even now, as i know what doing your best, IS...
usually also it coincides with taking a bit of a risk ..in any way of Be ing
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( but you MUST have time/ space to be in that mindset sometimes... be in an unditracted state to remind onesself of it....
one can discover it, then due aggro, people, people wasting time with fakery....liars even....forget it.... its not wanky ' mexitation' back to some centre, its THOUGHT... training oneself to keep a good minds eye bodily knowing the good things mindbody discovered...)
