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Friday, 12 April 2024

well, now.... inspired...

 ( SO SO typo rich, now...'now' glorious summer here...all screen usage is hated and cant even be bothered to reread..yet)


... by yet another impossible one ( shared 'oppression' ) even if married to Hollywood


i forgot to mentiom, yes i was the homeschool ( NOT 'alternative' as they  the ' straight' majority horrid pwtit bourgeoisie ..would term it... THEY do alternative childraising/  educating


All sane pweps and much scjence said by 30 yrs ago,  gentle freerange organic learning but only formally from 7 is best.... chuck em in the mud age one...month.... ot IS tbeir ' immune system' a humans immune system REQUIRES loadsa gobbled dirt for the first 18 months  to set itself... boot itself correctly

No shoes better than shoes.... blahh blahh ' hippy' kid raisng methods ( ref Captain Fantastic, plus loads top science)   ARE  the archetypal ideal..

fat bourgeois toxic  majority modes  are the actual ' alternative' ones, to the quite sane homespun fluffy organic shoeless eatdirt  ones we knew of 30 years ago...


( i have a perfect memory , #1 reason of about 99 why all Britishers, even semiMerms really

dont like me, cos of course i will remember their little ...inconsistencies.... they are superbly intellegent ( as even bimbos are deep down, not a sexist yerm first coined for male dandies anyway most blokes for abput 20 years are bimbo too what with all that deodorent just to go to the shops) .. to work this out even when performing, 'bimbo'...


 now,i know (fake) " warior" woman is above that, as being a single  child from tough nut family... well ...they never let go...

.

Cannot, always must Be bossy princess know-it-all....

must distrust,  even if online guru of ' connection' and pretending they care about 'relating' ... for cash

I know that particular ( fake) " warrior"  has no real fear....i do remember every moment ..furthermore there are various standard behaviours so obvious in that case,  its daft...

of the over compensatory " human" for laxk of control in childhood = fake overcontrol, afulthood... fake cos it doesnt work..

just leaves you sour and with rotten floorboards...

In other words sadly as it is the key to always good mentals, never mind the perfect 8 1/2  hrs a night i have been getting last few weeks...as if i needed to ' sleep' her dull little useless cowardly  soul out of me.....


an intro to, i even made a video, im SUCH a good mood due one honest open woman, Mrs Hollywood...qho passed all my standard ' i have no more time for the  preciouss uptight ..fakes' tests... she didnt know were underway from sentence 1...


but the JOB ... the ... sad (censored) ... is always above feelings or assumptions... the body labguage at the peace  parlez... is all that matters...if it can be  manifested... and i am the best there ever was...


 the headcases i have ...forgiven (   and bitten my lip, you fuckin  child abuser by your own 1000 page diary..Zoe  ...  and acted as her counsellor directly to...  for simple good... in another pseudonym... even if waste of time the male parent died anyway ... without seeing his ' abducted' kids ever again) ...so forgiven i wouldnt email in my own name and tell her i was with him holding his poor shaking hand when i 'reached out ' to you.....  on fact it was my idea..to help him...and those kids... 

she will never know who Mark Williams was....unless ..  her best friend co dole-fraudster ...oh i forget they call it tax credit.... ( they forgot to tell DWP they hadnt lived

uk

some years

chief Hay-on-wye yoga healer goddess...  she was told as last resort

my letter a year ago....

oh i must publish it beautiful fountain penned, a5 so she can't miss it....

" one more zen hoddess bullshit word ... ill get you fone for the fraudulent 2020 crowdfund faking ' charity' ..uou really think we fontbknow how you satvtherecwhile your best mate Z illegally claimed 250 quid a wrek your address afyer abductinh em kids to set up a yoga healing retreat off fuckin shore im Portugal...well i do as ibeas her counsellor...she doesnt know but i know.... trying  to organise payment to her to  come back to uk for a while...stipend / expenses...  and signed promise NO POSECUTION...

 so he could see his kids a bit before he  full of cancer  kicks that final bucket.... i know every word...and every lie from your gobtoo.... as i was her counsellor and go between...she doesnt know... pay my  6 mths overdue promised 6 mths ago in front of a child

expenses

' now'... 

Queen of all the  'healers', and  yoga,  blisspreacher, steineremployed....  maggie 

( so  far from the sea the ' mermaid' wouldnt

travel')


anyway irrelevent, only i matter now...i hope the   JOB  of philosophical  futures  post Cuskian madbitchery.... may happen

But i never said the ultimate " zen" to myself, yes she is right, but " so so so  thanks....  to you.....". i am better off... today proves

the movie, soon


( but wow even if i am above lore... i am still more famous than i thought... Saxon, age 30   who returned  and is not such a bimbo clothing retailer surfie as  he performed.. in our second long chat...... told me he was qualified layer,  and  long studied law as a personal writing interest too.....his thing ' human rights law' .... and clayton v clayton was in his textbooks just a few years ago he said he knew it well.. ....   hahh hahh...the Mormon was wrong!)