Monday, 8 April 2024

spirit ( no, i dont know what ' spiritual' means)

Audio, yesteraft

As her...rains...  cleared

You just have to check the forecast frequently enough to find a good window...

But all the others do is moan



Spirit. The total loss of it in UK by everyone but me. Plus how backwards brexit REALLY is.


https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/spirit-the-total-loss-of-it-in-uk?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true 


same audiofile   here









all i wanted in life, really... as of the schism, October 2022...

is just one birdy buddy who would keep her pecker up.... always.


Certainly not possible ever in this revolting suburb of Surrey -  the whole damn  county...

until, as always... i meet Sarah the Kraut from Dortmund, living far too long in Newquay....

....walking ..proper long walking in the rain... alone, no problem...just march..meander...Be


My, my,  a  real woman, and how she laughed at my descriptions of the mermaids....

especially as she made her holiday money, from them

but she's leaving....


Shetoo can see


The whole country utterly finished now...

sickness, no spirit no bright eyes ( hers were blazing ..... absurdly swiveleye- the good variety.... just two walkers speaking on the windy cliffedge ... all the rest can go hang... )


on a day like today

there are only two songs


For the East of Cornwall especially Gweek ...who couldnt care less the military killing machine is just up from their creek

and the arms brokers bought most of their showoff boats...

( it is so heartwarming the many i meet who say " yuck evil place full of the worst kind of incommers" ... all love my mermaid song: hymn to them.... explaining who they really are... and the damage they did...even to her)


real culture

that worked for a while  before the mermaids came and stole it



And ... one has to be truly well rested,feeling of pure full spirit  to enjoy the


 


brexit song...

the most perfect piece of art, ever


 but must be the right version...

 thinking of how  the  sultry Belgian  Aniq, would have been there ...front row, that night, wanting him... all ...for herself....  saving him from the chipfat little Englander, lass back home

good plan -  excelent noble rescue mission, consequences unforseeable...

some Black Swan  ' events' ... dont have a happy ending, thats the point.....its a risk

which is Be ing alive, too..


My excellent rhetoric 5ish years ago, began, on random landlopes: " problem with every guru, wellness yoga bullshit  saleswoman.... who invafed The Marches, too....

.is actual wellness ....good ..change....REAL 'dm me for change'. ...you can  never ever get it off a menu.... thats not how it works... not their way, ever....

the evolutions that work, .. none of them you can pay for, or none of it would you chose ...up gront even for aperatif..and thus their menus of their pathetic little controlling curated gurud fakebrighteyed  plans for you....... fail" 

why they all hate me

cos they arent 100% stupid, only 99%... 

they know  deep deep down,  below her last "onionskin layer."...i am actually...right



Serbia couldnt weave  such genius, into its homoerotic marching songs.... 

if it had won, 

and  then taken on The Bear ...next, and won themtoo...