....Now, whatever the ingredients were yesteraft, they worked.
To my surprise.
Define 'worked'.
All very "'simple' stories" ish.
Which really is one thing more than anything, appetite.
Needing; self determination, self expression, self actualisation.
I needed to be within it, the last few spring sort of-here-months, even if it gives me the heebiegeebies, willies, and their smell is offensive in how boring they are ..especially this breed of performing, country lasses..
I simply had no idea they were the majority of the ' middle class', even though every single one in their private mind, knows they are just a little nit more ' upper middle' than the rest of the Morrisons shoppers ... or Southcoast beachlopers....
But how specific it is....!
Finding their top destination.... where they brandish pappoose, and these new ' waterproof' backpacks which so uglily brandish " i am waterproof" as if they of course are on some wilderness expedition, on the walk to the rocky beach 50m aeay, from ( what would have been in the past) their fairly top of the range Volvo.. nowadays just as likely to be a 35 grand type latest VW town/ country van... Rupert claims ( expensive running costs) through the bespoke gin stilling, or other whorespit business ... so as to appease mummy who doles out a bit of the inheritance now and again, to ' capitalise' him....
So he ' provides' for them....
( i had no idea she was so so.... its on the audio yesterday.... even if in one word, boring)
Anyway i had to live 'this' a little even if its the opposite of being alive...
All it is, is ...experience Sloane Suare about 1985... with normal people sat having a good strong black coffee ( my only EVER drink... 7 of them by lunchtime then stop.... no ' hydration' required as that does it i have superb skin - so the Nonny said, and fitness ...
We would sit and watch the new 'Sloane Rangers', or 'yuppies', but SR better descriptor.... not even 1%.... and feel sorry for them... so sad in their stripey shirts and so self knowing quick chatter ..about consuming
FF 40 years... tjough i first saw them arrive in The Marches about 10 years ago.... drip drip drip....
They are just as pitiful, indeed moreso as... SRness expanded into... not only numerically, and i had no idea it was most of the ( uni ' educated' ) ... simply everyone who isnt a thickly made up bimbo ... we used to call ' dolly birds' the other sadly very sad 1%...actually they had fun, even if they were very aware of vlass prejudice against them...8 know as i liked them and made several my friends in the 80s.... in fact give me a simple make-up-trowelled- on dolly bird any day, over a reset Hooray Henrietta SR... who reset herself as .. ( one way of telling is listening, a gaggle...on my larhway yesteraft .... starting to breed they compete with each other to have the most intense ultrasoubd experience and more important truly knowing certainty as to which is best, at what date one can see sex, etc.... not one would stop and think " maybe its best just to let nature Be...and not need to pre-know whats going to pop out anyway ... despite their so so knowing ( just arrogance but based on emptiness, they have no original thought or actual self other than updating mummy.... who inherited the land down here... or somewhere else and bougt a cittage here 50 years ago to perform rustic lass, or DIRE effete artist ( the all are, no exceptions... except one, nonborn.. in this genocidally complicit land ..)
Anyway...
back to that later, as its actually quite interesting and i have a range of essays already waffled
But there i was in ' their' seaside carpark where the updated mummies girls are pappoosing up just to go to the beach 50m away....
beginning my big fix.... and " no way ... there is one sunday lunchtime radio will make me even iller than these Volopappoose lot all around [ though i am genius at ' simple' = my smallest space is all that exists] ... but nothing else comes through on the FM.. no phone signal... just leave it on quietly to drown out their so dull so arrogant chatter....https://www.coastfm.co.uk/player/show/glennsunday
..."
And on ... ' my 78 records hour' or something like that, of course being Pastyradio they cant manage to keep maintained a basuc website/ schedule, comes
the answer
ooops not that...
that came up searching for, tjis, even if its maybe funnier!!
And the point of Cammy craft gin sales tart Rupert .. all of these just slightly ' upper' middle classes ...all just SRs but became genius chameleon
is they cannot laugh at themselves, ever....
why all their pappoosed things will on fact die younger than the average " human"
And thattoo sums up especially Gwerk..on a shittycreek ... .. a total inability to even know REAL history....
before even Monty Python, this greatest then-culture, could ...
indeed knew it was the true key to being " human"
right choreographing, you have bo idea how every step is planned ahead from dawn....battery charging, dodging junkies, ideal reencounters....
because i am" DOing" it... the whole next phase...iscomplicated, even if only ever" ' simple' stories" ... about me the lucky one 1992... learning how to tango-step aside...of appetite.....
appetites= stuff, and also of course all that dire crap mindfulness coaching, or even " art of relating" nonsense.... a xesperate need to consume ...others services... all of which have a varbon footprint even if just 3000 fake Fakebook ' friends' all requires energy in the 'cloud' to keep it up...even when it failed.
i thus have to try not to be hypocrite, and make my 100gb in the cloud... be of some real use...
soon... but you have no idea the choreoraphy to ... get just, here