so..... what do i ' have'?

Eric Fromm and his cutesey

To Have or To.....Be

3 1/2 decades ago a first 'bible' found just in the title.

But you do need to ' have' at least one ferkin  true "say what you mean, mean what you say....'

ally

not on drugs, or booze or  ill with their illness of  self pitying and moaning avout things wrong rather than walking 50km a week which generally sorts most of it out in time...

20 years ago at New-Merm-on-Wye i wandered up the street mutterin

" god. this place is going so so so precious...." 

nothing changed

Except ' going', Be came 100% 'is

And the same is  ...all of the SW

( except the Blusher... she has been tested "As you say....despite being paid to pimp her  saccharine deathlit........ Jo Jo Moyes should be sent to Zurich on a one way train ticket... too,  with her Me Before You

 herotoo.. but a flight would waste valuavle emissions on what is merely moaning hot air so... train only  

 Intouchables, roughly same time, similar story....  he... lives the fuck on...the ultimate in 'life affirmatiom' culture

...and made 40 x..thats fourty times investment,  on  making the film.... 

and he, based on true story   has three new kids in real life! ... 

these two compare and contrast....THE one totemic cultural clue as to why uk is dead....  and there is only life, in the EU...[ a  Be spoke, provate speach i have given roughly 100 times in 5ish years.. but by far the only enjpyed person to person  on her face recipient... will Be last.]"

..

so you do have to have

a few

actual warriors

to wade through this Moyenatious death swamp

and i stumbled across a new one yestetaft

" ehhh... art.... i  ehhh... ... these 3 grand pix of fantasy..... for tourists from Crouch End wouldnt know art if it was thrown up by their bulimic kids into their River Plate..... ehhh... all the environment being fucked... down there at uktra Merm healthy  honey stores... ask Roger Dewhurst ultra science man of the Lizard.... so says he

his organic Bees

collect it for the Natural Store or here and there...all a performance..... even her i guess.... its full of microplastic..... 

so ehhh......  do you know any artists in your 3 grand coven.... who know what art is..FOR i knew British superrich aristos....you ALL  fail to understand....  they did the classics at prep school between bouts of St Aubyn's dad fucking him up the arse....regularly... as Nazi as Adolf......as his GREAT  memoir books we had  30 years ago told us....  recent mini series, too...i watched as i am literary...curious how they would do it ... god it was a horror flic so disturbing....

the superich LOVE to be fucked up the arse ... . they NEED art to stick a knife up their sphincter... then  Be twisted to hurt even more...  thats what they ARE ... and narcissistic Mermism is not inlusive of themtoo...  Be cause they want that... as its who they are and their identity... and tbey pay bigbucks for THEIR identity...

they need to squirm at the knife twisting.... 

and its  so prejudiced, superrichist..[ i must get that on Womans Hourtoo] ... to not also recognise their real needs... ... . they get ill looking at fantasy  safe pap.... they thrive only on anal blood..."

she actually knew....

its dad

but true

 her face said so.... and unlike the rest,  her initial  hesitation  so so rapidly bleached away ...

into reality

eye to eye

all seeing, the real "human" version

of what art SHOULD .Be...

( not for me i dont evenjoy much visual 'art' Turner fine...  Potato Pickers great....  all ratger overrated compared to the WORD...liminal.. mad ... " human" ...anyone almost has a gob...to refresh annew  tboughtful arty thinking and poetry too)

and we communicated.. for real ..

hmmmm....