note to self...  unfortunately being inverse refugee, or an antithetical one....

theoretically never even here

so in limbo

stuck

My very favourite  abd so tediculously good  sexy fun, Merm.. not a Maggie,  Be ing  dad gave her a few million to actually "fuck off"  Be ing the 4th  daughter to Mason Owen inc .. the katter Be ing a worse rich English  catholic bigot than even the Irish referendum on womens real place is in the kitchen, today

Poor Hanna the personal

 pee drinker...

The would- Be rich Merm Queen.

( even graduated from Merm fraud king Holford university!)

Regular at ( this is nothing new 

25 years ago  Faux Larkman's  nr 

Kington 

ultra inbred alcieHorrorfordshire

rich  Kew women's retreat... own pee on tap,  and goji shakes

all extras,  to the then-money 150 quid a night... 400  in 'now' money had she nit gone bust.

For the ' wellness weekends'

next to Kington, all the air and water  the wirst by far for 50km

polluted  by chicken factory drugs... thecwhile place centre of

 laughable if not true..  Daphne F L the ultimate first Merm Queen

Hannah,  too "human" to emulate,  for all her trying, and lying " i am not married" at my fathers funeral.....  xue a real actual junkie teenagerhood, and dropping first grandkid in the dead pool... dead... ensures

she cannot buy.. Nermqueenhood as some candidates atckeast ..see thriugh every smallest con even if oeer pressure, sadly Be came

All

to all the in..."human" s...

She would love the Bella,  How to Kill... it's basically about her... she knew the reality of her herd of Merms....and would indeed want to find interesting ends

fir every sungle one.

of her so called ' friends'

. ... send her a copy ! 

before  i die of boredom..no one ever to really play with

Mermade ism Be ing  an illness of the mind .. they all think, they arent... but may Be Miss Taken for one,  if in the presence of a good nose like mine

And cannot read: my actual memoirs and giving a damn, about all their sloppy trails of smelly nonbiodegradable Mermogunk from their sybarytine  sliver,  

along pavements and  farmers markets  and fancy dance classes,

 stopped,  

the moment i found the antidote. ...October 2022...

all even slight id hints since then, merely to keep me a bit alive

Just

in case

And furthermore  even if i recalibrated the  start of questeration manifestation ... some sense

it started 20 june 2004

The.. trojan horse...  i met

my my she was good! 

And as the Rimbaud copyist

in his nobel lorry,  ate all his genius words and upchucked em

explaining

"all was just a modernating of Homer's  rather beige and frustrating

 blueprint: 

All cycles .. go on,  two Homeric units

make, 

twenty years.... so over, i thought it was

but having the true target, hotyoga  Cyclopsese 

pungent herds, 

so starkly revealed

at the last minute/ year

... it ain't