if being alive.
Back to the kissing clifftop in august or was it late July...?
Literally the only woman i have spied, dressed ' normally' .. ( not to show off..i still remenber the stain on her cheap work trousers..)
our 8 hour chat dealing with her troubles, sexist pig nasty cunt 'good bloke' ( in local hostelleries, ) so rudely undemining her.. despite their 12 years... and her actually suicidal son age 17... all so dull...
But she gets plainly dressed ( and thus for 52 true beauty) queenly status for her truth, the opening one
" ...jm sitting hete sad... sad enough yo even chat at dusk with fidgy geezer like you....as my NAZI health service local practice had me on a course last week... 8 years i have been community caring dispenser but now they wish us to dispense for only maximum profit...even here" ... a woman appropriately sad and moaning, in fact she was shaken to the bone.. crying when i rescued her from near the cliff edge [ he spices it up for fun] later on at midnight...deserving a hug
But... i know she alone would get this:
women a TRUE asset to these manchild fake bohos... oligarchs shitpipe builders...
of the region....
so so valuable a real asset...
Especially in the nighttime community halls ... despite being only pets to hadbeen stupid old men who think they can still make music like Wyatt or Coyne they never had the talent in his little finger up his missus on Sunday mornin ( he remained married all his life to her)
theyll never write songs about how as these shabby men emigrated from ... essex london wherever ... [ add in Marchant, reprise] .
or songs about actually themtoo working lovingly for years with the genuinely ultra wonky
so as to remaon feet on the ground all his life, as they were
yes if they can stay sober or off the drugs long enough to retain their ....asset...
ohh yes she reall does have a place in the "community"... lard processing factories, child centres... doctors surgeries... like Donna pimpin pills for profit..
the whole of the provinces ( horrorfordshire literally the epitome) is merely an old folks home or sick fat locals home... where asset woman largely incommer...boss and administer and exist only to be modern day old peoples homes bedpan slaves.. ( never ACTUALLY caring as the magnificent truth teller age 32 one i met a week ago at Rinsey atch...u der the lightening... confirmed " the bosses ..my bosses at work in care ...are even using hard drugs on the premesis" .. more important, too lazy to wheel them outdoors or take them for a cliffwalk )
but their women... to these London hobo songwriter types....
so so so are a true 'asset'...
one saw time and time again the last decade... as private and part private ' medicine' got grants all throughout the provinces to be lazy and fat... and put out ' we care' expensive brochures
at "community" places...
except... not only will most of the ( 90% coquettetoo) blokes not pass the CRB checks.... and anyway the ' culture' is he has too many atrocious uncreative songs to write back home, so she can go out and do the ' care' jobs... he hadt really the time ..
... well it all comes down to..the one thing they will never admit..
she may be a care slave...
but he aint entirely stupid.... he hadnt amassed much pukka pension time workin in the Morgan Stanley mailroom or as " youth leader" in Peckham.....
so all she is, is yes... asset..
secret weapon
asset
in that ( not for long as its unviable)
.. in that her often state gold seal pension from all those years of ' care' ... NHS even if lucky....
is in truth all theyll have, so as to keep the rusting 10 grand van just about on the road... as he still does one bad gig after another....
or even eat... no one will ever give some broken down old towny bloke with no rural skills...a job out...here...or The Marches .
As Donna ... knew too.. why the only real woman english born one i have met for years... truly my equal .. valuable... real... enjoyable...
... . was so so sad .
( "and none of these Tony Soprano fancying coquetterific pumped up menchilds here , love, will tell him your lad...like a man may..... you fell him...look mate if you must take hard drugs for gods sake buy them from the most gold seal pukka place you can...as the doctored stuff now is the main killer.. [ even got Perry we hear at the end if tve year].. ")
