The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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Tuesday, 26 March 2024
También la lluvia
...I even told her "you are 'saudade' "....and translated it from Portuguese, into Spanish...
There is no greater compliment.
(but I understand, last hour ever with the interesting Indian adoptee, fourth daughter, twice they tried to kill her before she was even born 53 years ago...(and her parents were on the highest humanist education rung of the ladder - they taught it all at India's Oxbridge) even she cannot listen
" all British culture, and ALL British 'grass roots' community hubs .. trade now ONLY on confected self pity and confected vulnerability....moaning and exaggerating things 'wrong' with body and mind ... it IS their currency....is...... the only one.....
"....I am the only spastic disabled lobotomised fool for not joining in...like even you are.....but it wont work any more.. there is NO local gov money left...and the alternative therapists wont be getting their rates rebates and other such subtle lumbar support for theor failed schema, for much longer... its OVER... over...over.. watch the superb Norwegian movie, impossible to make in the uk..it takes the piss out of...US... generically
.... endless timeless Pharisees, Saduccees.... cant and vanity... the therapusts of course can never even think they may Betoo.... which is a form pf fascism.... you at least know that with a whole fascist Kerelan state trying to harm you.... keep you away from your only lass same agevmine, for .... 18 years..... as she inherits their bigbucks....
and they hate you so much, for having a good independent modern mind, they would rather you dead than end up with one of her rupees..."
But now......out of the blue...how come i didn't know about HER...
Tariq Ali, John Pilger... Martha Gelhorn (problematical in that unlike this babe Gelhorn didnt stick in enough PROOF.. not enough " i have 100 pages of notes at the end of my books [ as Pilger did"]", Slaveka Draculic the great thinker....
I never 'watch' videos especially of this slimy wanna be rockstar....
If as occasionaly is the case, being "human" and now sadly marooned in militaryfascistland-on-Stepforditis ... fuck they are ILL...i never get ill but i do get far more bugs now from their water....
I havent had winter flus or colds for years..... a couple of brisk corvids.... thats it
On #3 this winter god these Londoners are unwell....
Unable to think.... park up..... put something LONG on to listen to as i doze off....
Twice.....
6 hrs of her in my dozing ear lastereve from teatime....
back to beginning to ;listen to bits missed first run...
She simply is astonishing, almost better than the great recently rotting Pilger....
In fact a slightly better communicator... clearly as perfect a journalist - believeable.... and she tells also REAL people stories....
fucking purest equality was always there...a GROWN UP woman...!!!!!!!!
makes me realise how i have only ever known pathetic little truculent bitchy infants ... seemingly one and all.
Summarising Annie: its a fuck weird world, FAR more immediately deathly than we knew - [her an expert on the facts, even Lex didnt know about and hes a lifelong nerd] ..10 mins away from ONE person only causing billions to die - and the possibility of that being accidental far higher than i knew of.
Once you take maybe a few decades feeling sorry for yourself (as i did, too - we all did as of the 80s... under subtle subconscious nuclear fear).. figure how to TAKE PART.... that is ALL you have - taking life seriously, even voting...
(being even CIA assassins as she describes infully believable "human" stories, sometimes can have consciences and change their minds.... unlike any woman left in UK... hence they are a less enlightened and evolved form of life than CIA death squads...
ONLY stories, rhetoric, and real persuasion unlike fake Gweek 'I MANIFEST' persuasion...makes that possible - us 'connecting' with REAL "human")
right
THE END
Except only real writing now.... dosh needed to do that, i like my life... or its ok....
AND a few posts from 3 or 4 days ago specifically for The Serb - great words from THE ROMA...and Andrea....for her....
are still contorted and twisted into a bloody mess....
And interviews.... i put up (in one of my private pages) W****w .. and I... riffing 45 minutes
The most intelligent and TRUE warrior 27 year old i have ever met.
(only...works...in Gwerk..)
her and i standing alone/ aside.... on the
freedom beach
" yes mister.... i know ALL the ecosystem utterly destroyed polluted... and yes your whole generation mine must Be honest about...all of you... there does need to Be a real revolution.... "
" lass.... if there is a real revolution, so so so much latent angst and aggression especially even in Gwerk.... it will Be lethal.... but at least you know we do kneed true real TOTAL change... fuck youve changed my life, i had NO idea you could exist....you havent even nervously backed off at smelly old goat looking at you eye to eye...passionately....we ARE the only two "humans " on this beach .. REAL ones...simple oldschool there is right wrong good bad.... and a wish to make some change... no one else can.... be honest about...you alone.....simply are.... PURE SAUDADE.... .... as the Portuguese DO say.... 'its not finished..YET'..."
(above is only the second slight artistic alliteration of a fantasy extrapolation, the first a few weeks back, Be ing i didnt tell the blusher i saw her blushing... but will, soon... all the rest is true though - word perfect; #2 - in respect of the above, had i had 10 mins more... i would have got to add in face to her lovely face... no frowns...no fear.... i would have got in also the last line from PURE SAUDADE.. but would have had to explain it first, its NOT 'hiraeth' - she was raised in S Wales.... Wales is a dead extremely Misogynistic worst of all self pitying [for cash] place..[hiraeth plays into] .. she like me is an ISLAND... she knew of this.... and knew she must Be only her,...she thus left...
she is literally the ONLY 'hope' for the future i have ever met!... ever...in ten years active landloping even the other side of the world....100s joshed with [as in the Andrea interview - i have 100s]..i was never off duty.... now i can Be... )
Good thing i have a double recording
One rough sounding...
i wouldnt usually do so without pondering bleeping
(especially where i was, a few Merms around i had spoken with a bit.... recorder on for protection and also duel purpose i write poetry on the hoof most of the day... but protective measures essential in UK - unsafe #1 false allegation centre of the world ... probably even equal with USA nowadays...)
but she is too important
and is worth it for standing her own, with great rhetoric
" you are preaching to the choir" alone.... a true true saudade....