STOP
I have a newname.com ...
it came
around the houses. By dint of a rude one with no man ers...
Schism is sort of right but in a way wrong, but certainly a truthful and total BE ing .. 100% me. ..after the only person, ever, my whole life i allowed to do my horrorscope..
i sort if had started ralphsxhism@ gmail.com.. new 15 gb storage but probably will go unused .. as a real name or penname
Sadly she couldnt think, " well if you call yourself Mr Schism, contemporaneously with finding me...may Be he means it! .. no more causes.. i shall ignore nutjob astro words rather than use them as excuse for...no i dont want yo tell my ' real truth'..."
but schism implies not just stopping ( 'causes')... but maybe developing new ones in ones own way...as in .. branching off elsewhere .new scemas or ways to Be......impossible without cast iron helpmeet...
and thus my only cause, just the odd person on same page for several years, in truth ( impossible if they are male as internet rabbit holes made them all silly nery rabbits twitching in the darkened caverns... thinking ... errata KNOWING...the ferrits have been let loose up above and they are cornered... many males many years post about 2016 bored me to death confirming) ....maybe to cross fertilise good new writerly rhetoric, or god forbid collaborating...
even as as guest .. synergy..moral support..if one Be lieves in the other ir even their whole ' world' i.e. nutjob bits, too...
" will you help edit my words a bit" the best thing i ever heard in my life.
So having proven beyond any doubt, silly me was fantasising again... not even ultra notwifeyseeking equal and professional approaches to seeking a bit of two tangoing on better ideas with a few randomly met... . waste of time, impossible in uk.... all webt neurotic or people pleasing
newname. "stop"...
and its very rare....
only problem is ... (" i shall sell mine!")
if on a bus in Bolivia years hence and theyve been lax enough to let religions back in.. and some Sinnaed O Connor gets out her AK from u der her body neurosis robes....
" this is for Hind... you cannot argue with that now... righty ho .. passports please...Peeps of The Book form a queue over there... "
And I intend to be on that bus one day
( oh yes the assumers:
" estelle.. your dad was... in 2010 i had to start getting the bus occasionally,
both bangers engine buggered.. first few journies horrified...
but by month 2
i simply adored the bus
even met last girlfriend on one
i wish above all i could be back on just a tandem
( i made a film of this playing on radio on sunday havent heard for decades... best pop song ever... my first obsession... but i may have lost it... shame, even crackly its so sp much better to hear anuthing on a non digital old fashioned one button turns on with better sound than these stoneage blunt instruments, that dont work... to bring any life into anything))
and the odd bus journey when required... buses are magic, new stuff can hapen just like that...")
is it too Jewish sounding? .. i just dont know.
