.. cos of the ticks, as if we hadnt had them ever since " human"s were invented...
....great interview chat justa day or so into this year ..i must get here .....super new year mood, no matter what she may assume, me firing all cylinders...mojo 100% ... merely seeking just one of them... to have a good walking chat
But the best, the young water environmental engineer... agrees with, knows every word i say true " yes all their chemicals ... hahhh blokes cant live without deodorant, too...i test and attempt to find re edues no hope...... the systems simply never built to take all tgese products... .. and never will Be... "
" so given a bosship of the whole damn thing.... as you alone impress me..what would you do...?...bright eyed sat up here in the windy wilds after your hiking up here... ..."?
" ehhhh welll.... you see i cannot really be at work Be cause..."
thing is Mermaids dont have 2 year 'longsniffle'.... either...
no hope
meanwhile i dont look at my 'stats' for me...never would... no interest. you just send off your buttrrbods and maybe lne day the butterflies may just get it... dont Be like me... fluttery bye bye every other day ( Londonitis) gets nothing ever done
And i so hate all messaging apps as ( she proves, the one to show the stats, to) they never work....
( unkess you have the only sane one kmleft 15 months ago.: paragraphs out... paragraphs back, actually in tine to keep the conversation going, and a few oatagraphs ger an actual few paragraphs, back... in coherent close aporoximation to a conversation... one lost " " human" to anothrr.. and thus ' connect' and Be "human"
but for me ( years ago so many "human" life real life saving nessages ehhhh.... god only knows) every opening of whatsap is a personal agonny never mind irrational as it never works ...
( my case only got it 2 1/2 years ago when being roofless i was liberated away from the roof never ever any phone signal...)
such that every second on it only pain....i never even bothered discovering
a not blue double tick....
is not what i had assumed all along: unopened, unread
hmmmm.... oh well i gave up no one can ever just accept invitation even if its writing dosh ....only for them
I hope i die qujckly before my funding funtine delivers a penny...
i only write anything if i at least know or guess its going to Be scanned by ....
one half a brain Nonny ... and i do know for sure theyre only a born USA-Brit invention... and i doubt the Mermogenes infect...even after 30 odd years
yes... stats...i am constant, never look really
but it may be duel purpose to show someone.. else
let go 100%....waffle and... you never know......... its not my unpaid job to know why...its mine only to do
what i never intended
( and only about 5 Nonnies have ever been given my adxress in fountain penned ink on notepad... and certainly none in rat-run hercreek .. i knew day one no other "human"s there...
twas a repeat of 15 years, nearest ciffee and coop town, somewhere else same dull showoffs...
big fish small pond
is a thing.
not one bit of real talent except " they all just think im the mad wild foreign ' bird' in the corner" ..i doubt it ..
but i know they dont know... the only good mind there...who wont even dare Be the only one she..has...
but if one person can see ... let go... aim for the Heron i saw one morn fly above her creek at dawn... worth living just for that
and you may just end up in the gutter.. at least thats not marooned forever wrong side of the road... where silly boyracers may squash you as sure as ferrits are ferrits and not flattened roadkill hedgehogs...