100 years of solitude or even duetting the tango

cannot teach you anything about " desire"

I  know as i was tempted... last July, 

But knew 'automatically' ( the polite version) ...just a few real values such as " truth is they all  fuck their kids up" is 100 times ...

more....

 in fact its another universe of real " desire"... that owns your mind and body as it should...

 mere bodily  desire is for kids.

this my ' authenticity' hinted at for months was waiting for best pure zen mood to handwrite,  but no point living  ( the last ever 7 hrs of my life wasted on pretend writer... mo more)

 clear the desk spit it out....

Authenticity. 100 times more truly desirable than bodily "desire"

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/authenticity-100-times-more-truly?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true 

or in google drive

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1auFQzhzAQ5NLvw62ziGsnnLXM0WjxL60/view?usp=drivesdk

in other words " i know someone who i desire to Be with due her unique values...  which is a different universe of desire ...  than merely just a stupendously sexy and bonus content ...... other lesser form of desire.. and i dont even have to think about it... thats ... proven in my actions and bodily response.. "