.... Is in winter: last one all those minus ten nights
Two things in fact, rather dichotomous
Accepting, as a middle aged thing
No heating
Not practical in that it would take 20 minutes engine running to warm up even above freezing
And anyway last winter engine dead for near 9 months, no run ing anything.
Accepting entirely, each time one drifts off to sleep
One may never again awake.
But when life became almost entirely by the horrid phone, the big nrw simple essential habit, is sleep with it next to the heart
It makes an extraordinary difference
to life
of the battery
Absurdist to the extreme
in that it never rings