Now... i am no zealot nor atomiser.... I even taught myself to use their words....
As 'bridge' across the fuckin raging flood they put between themselves and reality...
Such as 'witness' .. I've no interest in the last six months but i mean there you are a bit wonky, but of great spirit under her circs...
" i would like you to just be witness" i case one falls of the proverbial perch, and someone needs to pass it on " dad was having a jolly good new energy freetime .... on Loe bar and around this summer"
But no even the van luvvin Christians its as if even 'their' words used carefully to just get one ferkin 'uman to be a bit 'uman.... aren't even good enough.
And had enough of the lot of them forever...
I failed but i don't fail in the truth.
Which...back four years, its time...
A week on .. " we lost...ok i got used to fait accompli...now what...three years on that waste of time all energy gone into it....how the fuck do i pay next month's extortionate single person rent!?"
And two years later..of unpaid rent, and very little bother from Ms Rachman ( i have her games in such poignant pics it is daft)
" well something sure 'came up'... i love this life "
Of no interest, though at least needs weaving into a real poem.. but what is.
If they had a theme song (whatever 'beatitudes' are for.... it was rather funereal.... ALL the 'alternative' 'spiritual' 'transcendental' 'fairy-aware' folk i knew spring 2020.... ... my my they all got very very end-of-the-worldish...and so self pitying its daft.... and NO one said anything positive at all...
Myself in 2020 ... wellthe cheeky theme song i would play on loop..
Even if i cannot find the very best one...
Because it is HER...movement across the stage
Her poise and such powerful grace i have never seen anything as powerful..
Almost like a bear stalking her prey .. her prey THEM... perfect helpmeets 1 +1 = 3..
Not this one i know its there somewhere .. this one not quite the movement..perfect gliding across when its her turn
To Be..
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But i believe in down time
And the Christian(s) - several in fact over a decade, never even believed it when i asked for them to 'witness' - happiness and good energy... as one is not in their self obsessed cult....supposedly founded on looking after the 'stranger'...
A beautiful metaphor for start again