Monday 6 November 2023

Exactly!

 "the cult of trauma"... it does no good.

They all have Stockholm syndrome ... kidnapped, and parentally alienated from sane  good words and ways of Be...ing... because Wittengenstein was right that the way the words live in us, are us...

and i was right 30 years ago pondering all that and thoughbubbling  "but even Wittgenstein is too fancy pants clever boy ..its just the 'vibration' of the words.. e.g it is impossible to smile whilst saying the word 'trauma' .. whilst if one were to insert 'wonky' [ as i taught the 'depressed' woman and it WORKED!!] ...or 'rumpus' ... wonky NAzis 

went wonky 

and got silly with their Uzis 

and some were caught up in the rumpus....fatally' oh well nowt as queer as folk

 - all those words one smiles whilst sing except perhaps nazi as it should be "

cultified, stultified, free will stolen  by these bad bad no good words

like "intergenerational trauma"

these bad concepts  - of good to no one ALIVE now who could be REALLY helped...the bad smartarse words (i have plotted their arrival i knew it would not end well) need shooting in the head


(as per always my words often have about 3 ongoing daily interwoven  themes and..as sent out to the artist woman this morn:  ....well, Don was on wireless 4chan this morning at 08.55,  and sorry no he is WRONG " my art made not one jot of difference..."  the cynical weirldly masochistic martyr to gin and tonic and moaning English lineage, nothing but a cynical dead people dying... Mr Don McCullin's pictures changed my life..i AM NOT A CYNIC..I  celebrate his magnificent humanity and attempt to help us understand it ALL)

Even if as Sarajevo was ongoing 32 years ago...and i fell in love with three young children that actually CHANGES you...from a previous 'normal' London region driver speedwise....  i never ever for one moment after that time ever drove even within 15 kph of the speed limit...i am him ALWAYS at 50 kph even in a 60mph zone...always....i.e always slower than the limit./...always...and only one person ever has tried to kill me in a car a woman as it happens...expressing her 'emotion' with her right foot..then expressing her unexpressed shame with an arrest myway...... meetoo... the whole world can fuck off as at that speed it is very hard to ever have a crash, very... and the moment i fell in love with life through children the idea of ever having a crash where even some enemy's children may be sat in the back seat and even be grazed dropping their games consul .... meant CHANGE 

real change

no "DM me for change" ever changes....only love changes you.

 


anyway....hmm.... someone she knows my secrets.....all of them... even if i believe in  secrets

no matter how sill the truth makes you seem...to selfish people who must drive at 'normal' speeds


But its time to get super intellectual and nuke these hackneyed scabby... word cages like 'intergenerational trauma' .. they are for the dead who cannot take a risk to live in the ferkin now.. and use their extremely superb  red blooded fingerly writing to change the now

now


some of us have real 'traumas' .... and wouldn't have it any other way. Because you do evolve....life is even 'sweeter' because of them... the REAl ones that is.... not the ones that sound cutsey in Fakebook or on the wireless