Even that is an inadequate for ow attempt at something USEFUL...
In fact exactly,
what thus century - cos it really clicked in early 2000s is maybe about more than anything is this awful tyranny of having to perform the 'profound'...
Seeps into the consumerist viewpoint of even 'relationship' - it must be unique and 'work'... workable.... when now that thank god we got sky fairies out of it all 50 or more years ago i have yet to encounter any TRUE philosophical quandary better and more real and (yes HIGHER than the animal) than the most powerful force in the known universe: accommodation between woman and man - reconciling the needs .... and no they arent to be 'feminine' and 'masculine'
And the only need there has ever been since 'higher' consciousness evolved is to at least make a bit of sense to one other person.... And if one is completely on a different page, well that wont happen so go find someone who is... a bit
Consuming the need for agenda i know thats whats gone wrong. Because it is not TRUSTING that some ineffable other reality or force may be on our side and in NOTHING allow something - some good new useful ideas, to arise...
But as absolutely everyone must have an agenda.... its so uninspiring except it is SO inspiring to meet one woman at least who isnt foisting any agenda on anyone ... thats what i call HOPE!
I hope she doesnt wither away and die
In fact that was my waking thought today - what is the weird set of ingredients that her age i gradually stumbled upon and caused me by 55ish to be so bloody absurdly centred and at peace and then even 'HAPPY'...no matter what.
Certainly healthy...
certainly always rosy cheeks
Item 1... movement.... loads...as much as possible...any excuse to gracefully flow and move and exert...
but then some other items...one day maybe i can focus to get the story down as i know its a bloody impossible...not 'profound' story - profound is DULL and not to be trusted.... nope just plodding on and being open to the real silver linings in all hells and all rejection and all assumption
I think it does start with no 'agenda'...
To be continued.....if one ever finds someone to write 'for' ...because you need to have one audience member in mind and everyone so so special thats not 'allowed'...
