well.....

the silver linings...playbook, of miracles: 

thoughtbubble in the sceptic aisles: "there is no way i am going to be happy downgrading to this spunk all the fake hippies use, after years on the rapeseed,....but 2.99 a bot  is a bridge too far...no more

" £1.50 I bet its fake Punjabby coconuts  just like every other jabbing from there .."

until.... 

.....i meet the most extraordinary woman ever..

because of.....

it.

and..... the bravest too...

none of my biz....   what a brilliant 'line' we discussed...

nope, she  told me the story of how ... in fact she painted a word picture to explain:

where is the 'line'? ... of ...dignity in those things that can only be for our own...

minds eye.

Mine just changed forever.

Hmmm.m...

all new viewers ( mass emailing agents of late, you think i'm going to follow your controlly teee  submissions criteria... you gotta be kiddin....mass mail outs only here...) you gotta go back at least a few weeks here...click bottom right hand corner. ( older posts) 

.... best vids.... best audios and good writing on pieces of paper photod and uploaded 4 or 5 weeks ago....but its all part of 5 or 6 interwoven themes....

i just met someone who...at last.... seemingly gets them all... not that i need to be got ...

 but i don t like acting as its so boring.... 

and what do you call the very best actress in history, at one level...and  at the same time in parallel.... a truly superb genuine...  real .. brave, backbony,  bright eyed  person...?

i know,  silly me, Bette...

and there is no higher compliment 

it is called ' why not me'...my line,  is i wouldnt even hint as to whom.. ....even wrote that

... the private lersons story is theirs alone to know.