soon... in fact this is the ONLY bit i hate - too strong a word for quietly lament

The other site does need filling in a bit...

especially when my only easy friend she i knew all along doesnt care.. just performs her jokes and the rest...

There never was any 'hope' 

But she knows one thing   - as a mother... a careful but tough woman i adore despite her lack of even being able to read... i never ever get even slightly angsty. SHe saw as several sick mad middle aged woman did sabotage my beautiful perfect so so happy (no charge ever) girls riding club summer 2021...

two of them...greedy fakes who had never cared about our girls - despite one of them mothering a few... 

but even greedy is far too strong a  word for lost sad bitter people.. despite us gathering in the most lovely quiet nature filled  spot.. 

sad

But my farmer/mum pal she knows never ever do i react...and try and find a next happy step..

she also knows being the only 2/3 of a real [English] woman  i know, and essentially parents DO know this: its about what you do NEXT...tomorrow...

make a bad situation better if possible ... and then you forget the last bad phase..immediately.

she knows i am like that. Always...in action...

But words (are of course 'actions')  as one perhaps due the need to help future generations (books have been doing since the enlightenment)  getting the truths down...on paper...

ALL (especially females) will assume one is angst filled - me exact opposite never been more zen and at peace..tranquil...

but the other one simonclayton2020.com i have to get that done a bit - make it seem sane...

or ... well certainly English, love to assume one is not

that one - person, did a LOT of real crisis 'sos family assistance' when no one else would... and every second recorded for own protection... because no one else would help me helping THEM...despite even some promising they would.... in your 'crisis' years from 2020... every single one a lost 'liar' - is that too string a word? i no longer care... but i do know the line of the civilian  -  the lost ordinary person  and some English whom take money or (many) facebook clicks... passing themselves off as something they are not and never were, for profit (even if just 'connections' .. ) 

some could be shown.... so dull to ponder what real benefit there may be ever in hinting at any

identity

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