But so be it.
To get here...i even put aside a 20 year habit.... treble back up everything, always..no mater what
But i ran out of external hard drive storage...and internal too, so i have to load onto tha Tube my larger video files.... so as to clear space of the phone..
Because here are many infill bits in video clips these last six months..i like; i know are good. Maybe even useful for others. But giving away even ones most many years proud to have as habit, habit for.. ?? ...a purpose, a new odyssey one wishes... thinks may be good. Is truly being human, too
NOT being me....
Maybe one day i shall fill in he bits from the last six months that make it all make fuller sense...
Maybe that is what poetry is for? getting to he nub when one doesnt have all he time in the world to write he full version of he simplest forever story. Yes we need someone to "watch your back". Because not only o quote Sandy are 'friends' so often "fickle" and always have been... saddly people do battle and undermine - only of one is serious (and they know it) about real change - maybe even just saving a river from human crap and laziness doing something about it...sloth...acedia...
I would rather now forget them - already have..a fair few wish to sick the knife in my back - several may really do it..if i were back in old patch.
There is always a solution...always....
Not running away, never having found any truly wise people here in he first place
"your UK should be first in he queue a he Hague...before you pick on my people.." is enough for me. Forever.
Especially when he UK did play with soul of the one for so long she was my odyssey - that lass, and harmed her so.
there are more harmful wars than those just with tanks and guns.
Never my war... surviving happy as can be. I winning. In my book.
