Now..i do not believe in using computers when the weather is glorious. Even when, as a few days ago, i come higher up into the hills, to get line-of-sight, a mile away, from the best upload mast by far, for many miles...
So......... that is how much i care....about my actual 'wellbeing'...
But i care 'medium term' meaning over the next maybe six months, maybe longer, about a coherent message. So, having a look back at even the youtube channel videos - i discover some have failed to upload - speeds such an issue my way, and thus two hours i may be sat somewhere uploading a 2g video, and whatdyerknow... battery runs flat, despite the most organised existence ever, or some rare distraction, and i fail to have double checked that the upload was complete...
So, a few posts with links to videos are thus far incoherent, the vidoe not yet actually being...up in your cloud.
Then there are a few topics i began video riffing upon, even three or four months ago, where there are parts 1 to maybe 5 in some clips.. but i didn't YET get to parts 4 and 5...
I will... because i am a happy person, which comes from knowing simple truths, even if rather uncomfy...are good purpose. Even if it is for a future post apocolypse generation
Because i know full well this one has absolutely no hope... the spin, lies, inability to EVER mean what one says...
or just call me with requested assistance regarding a sweet enough woman with life threatening issues...so standard
as promised...face to face..
you simply have no hope...and my region is 100% archetype...perfect example, of a region which SHOULD have coherent society / community... rather than be all, only toxic wombles...
As i have known many years, in truth... but i pretended many years i was wrong...and there was a glass splinter of ...hope...
Nope
hahh hahhh
But oi do enjoy sharing my stories... but require them to elegant and brave, so i may take a little time.
anyway here is one... 17 may 11.44 am .. thought it was up... but no
but great! here, this spot, 2.5 gigs = 20 minutes only...fabulous stuff
i do care...a bit
but i cannot remember what i said that day...as there has been rather a lot to say... and weave, for years....
