bursts of pictures in last post...
i cannot see my screen to pluck and preen them...i just send a blob of them, you dear reader figure which is best
i may if i don't die of terminal boredom NEVER EVER meeting anyone with any backbone....
And art... i have loads of film of the Blowin' in The Wind...plastic production acre ...over years
May as well watch Lilian's The Wind (oops that really needs to be on leftovers, i forgot...even if contentious a man sort of 'taming' the greatest actor of all time, Bette Davis a close second... hahh hahh...and i would believe what came out of B's gob...as she actually DID do what she said she would...)
Many many many far better artistic performative videos of The Road... (allegorically speaking) ... quite a few properly composed, a sunset or dawn...
And every opinion expressed here - or hinted at, as i haven't even begun to start yet, is from at least ten years observation... mulling, pondering... then 4 years - well since her (the not narrator) smelly BREXIT in fact, seeing all the true versions come true - total disdain all around, no solidarity... not much simple basic sanity...and a hell of a lot of cant and vanity
until i saw some simply stunning paintings of just nature just a week and bit ago...
NOT TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT TO THINK....
(I should put a pic up of them.... but i follow rules - doubtless she just fears reality, too...and i am real ...and can say and mean "fuck em all...i got the sheep way up high here all weekend....to 'cuddle'... " )
which is the true key to great art (almost no one since Kushner seems to know any more..)(and i only just remembered now what to think i knew that years ago but fully free, i am freed now to critique correctly..)
and all i myself have to ponder - how to stick it all in fables... (all backed up by years of extremely accurate chronicles) such that i reach people despite 'me'...
BUt then i know what emotion is, and is for....
I spent the winter riffing on that with the ghostly one of 22 Feb...and it is the very best writing i have ever ever done...
But she can keep it to..her'n...
I had enough of ghosts, forever... when they are - or became, the one person above all you gave every second of 25 years to, that is true pain...and i survived even that...in fact the worst poet ever to have existed our Wendel (of the 'green' movment) said the only wise thing ever..
"what the poet needs [except him clearly, except he also mean writers other poets musicians and artists] is to have the worst possible thing ever happen....and survive it.."
he was right.
And i trust no ones words, ever... unti i have lived them myself, too...
And i would not have one second of my weird life - otal headfuck pain.. all sorts....
one second different ever...
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As i have rit many times in ten years of chronicles.... and also spoken of many times
so guess what, it is true... i am bulletproof... cos i learned at least what The Sublime is for....
And the event - moment...is recorded...and since a 4 year old child was maybe even dying...
it is no made up joke..or other persons words...mine alone....
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lots to do
not quite yet
when one has the truest sorrow of three weeks with a truly innocent lamb so damaged by standard English (ok one Pally - they can be ruined too, if abducted over here age 3) parents...
And not one of actually 7 or 8 'good burghers' - according to their Facebook and public discourse...
would even lift one little finger to assist her... (NOT any artist - artists are exempt i long ago discovered..100s closely observed, one or wo even naked in bed....
...nothing is ever clear about what they may wish...sadly)
I deserved a weekend 100% off running wild in the country naked and.... no one to even play Bow Wow Wow with...so be it...i knew years ago...all so damn precious...
SO, be, it....
Don't let the buggers grind you down...
i got a video of me saying all this paragraph...- camera assistant at least she had one useful 'moment'.. at the stately ho,e of a Herefordshire family that is so so lawbreaking it is daft!!!#
For 20+ years...i know i was a tennant once...and they deliberayely evicted ANY child even in the tum,.... cos they did mine..
And nowadays their spin operation is that he - ED...is world eco Messiah...well i got rather a lot of interviews and film stating raher the opposite...
Anyway maybe one day...
probably not
performance art can be to NOT tell such glaring newsworthy hypocrisies, too (i fear no one and have FULL slander charge protection measures in place, always, for a decade..)
so yes....
"nope, wrong.. they will..
"....that is the way of humanity...
" but when they do, try and collect the swarf.. the grindstone dust mixed with the lovely little curly bits of metal that falls at the base of the grindstone...and one day fashion them into some beautiful work of art... or book..or whatever.."
As long long ago...i began.
And thus am the only happy person left in this silly Aisle..of SHopping and..i know not what ANYone wants any more... your funeral...
Mine
hmmmm..many a funeral song
But from one of the few great FUNNY movies...
And such superb art it is daft
even with an hour of such pain and misery (i near turned off) ...until
