wow...
I know i packed a lifetime in, especially November to mid March.....
For the first time in nine months i get 'legally' up to one of my high up perches....
But then,true zen, or rather Blackswanniness - the grown up real version is, well, i still do not quite have the words for the most important four months of my life for many years.... and that talk as the New Years eve fiireworks were in the background..
Which reminds me. Yes, back to the many many year rule, for good now: NO machinery or screens after lunchtime...
Believe me it is the one best habit for 'mental health' - if that is where people must 'live', well walk them 'off' in the afternoon - process their angst and even saddest rejection... digitally.... no dont process it digitally! process it with returning to being a normal human being... as we have been for millennia - looking up, around, at real horizons not imaginary ones in a bloody gizmo...
Or an assumption about someone you see (i saw your neck crane) in a street full of junkies and mad people..
By my standards as ...
They too could be up here - its only 20 miles away....but never are. Unless to perform. Never to just BE...
Seems out of left field....well, hmmm.... maybe they read my material too, or google....
A good parable ish mind you - fess up to ones assumptions and maybe foolery - the problem with the cheats is they so like their cheatiness, and have become so good at it! one will never know... quite possibly they turned down my upload, and now have turned it back on... one person this month she did the 'just' thing, based on a PAST habit of mine - fight for rights and be rather good at it. And VERY...public...it is called the court of public opinion...
(just been interrupted by.....one of THEM.... Mister knows the 'divine' - anyone who says they do even dressed up in Jungian cleverdickness, is a cheat..otherwise the big nine gig would be also up by now)
Maybe in a bit
Where was I...nine months... seems like for ever. That is because those few months yes all of life was there, even if not here
