but one has to recover from near death, first :-)
"STOP"
and then start another day, doing it all properly.....
But do not forget, that third 'one day', the nice man who offered to help and refused the offer of payment. But the one would have thought 'nice person' - being for some years we had supposed shared interests in wildlife, doesn't even offer a cup of coffee.
Therein the schism. Rit as large as can be. Time to just be...