The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
Ralphschism.com My permanent one home online started 22 feb 2023.
Start at the beginning (first 'post' - click 'older posts' bottom right hand corner ). Themes are developed and then woven together - a series of regular essays. Some in handwriting; some audio/vid.
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And 8 know ive forgotten the best ones for now but mental health means having a 100% accurate always chronicling system double backed up no matter what
which will be a glorious enjoyable way to spend another 20 year cycle
as its Only pleasure to reflect on every fuckwit and their inability to use any human words
which istoo her ' zen'
knowing you just make a choice
and it eas certainly the only one open to you
As you have a gine healthy mind
And know just how useless all the rest always will be
as you've done the ' work' on universal humanness
you wont find in any ' self help'
ohh thats a point dont gorget a rare look down the library aisles i had no idea it was ONLY angsty horror movie style crime
(guess she was just one, too.... two decades ago i rit on my notepad " all life became was endless intermittent faults'..)
ehhh agghhhhh.....
superb piece about woman gets a bit of cash from being on shit telly gets ill goes and gets 'magycal healing'And ends up in looney bin...
But it was the tone, for the BBC it was nearly dramatic as it should be even if they should have set it where i am now...:
so so perfectly self assured, endlessly on her phone, just the right anorac a 500 quid piped one that looks Glastonbury compliant if patinated with the right kind of mud... "wow ive found this LOVELY radical energy healing LOVELY woman who just exudes perfect energy.." as i am sure she told her wardrobe assistant her only actual friend, paid
And the energy healing puts her full whackjob barking at the full moon it was beautiful!
Almost as beautiful as
I even have the date seared into my higher consciousness 21st May 2026 halleluyah...
even if there's no point going for their fellow 35 year olds..its the fifty five - 65 year olds who caused them to be the 35 year old lot they are
And the 55-65 year old who have the power ...
nobody dare go for them
Where is Lady Voltaire when you need her even if i ned nowt i only give love....i have so much material for her its daft
that is human-loving and lovely
cos it tells their truth
those of the High Priestesses nobody else even dares query...
whom all the other HPs of The Source (that is so genoius - HP sauce but the only truly great mind i have known being immo she would Miss it) hate cos they are like any other corporate vile self serving shareholder corporation that wont share anything!... competing
whist pretending for the no-men-clatter script 'community'
or did i put it up?
It was funny and only laughter will save you from them...
especially (its all in handwriting, soon) ..they get the one word they never ever use - the grants ("offerings" as they would word-warp; in triplicate only if you learned to work in the offices of Palantir or whatever else greedy bigcorp)
the public money ... ( like Palantir lobbying to get the dodgy contracts nobody voted for or would agree to if they knew what went on behind their closed doors...I'm talking about the selkie faerie embodied manifestations of the pushme pullyou.... now, Palantir are dull compared to their supreme con... that has indeed fair dinkum Huxley's soma, worked... for them if not their fare paying, victims.. )
...to be cont lots of bits missed lots of nice handwriting - the purpose of mental elf - they never tell you that the PURPOSE...
is to have far nicer handwriting than ever before despite hell on earth.
And remember what you wrote.
Which means that every 'workshop' bit of 'work' ....
toolkit
bit of 'radical love' ...
is for...
define: failure.
Indeed would not even understand as you have to be an adult that the purpose of any 'institution' (charity / CIC / 'program' etc) is to put itself out of business.
If that isn't top line of the mission statement it's just a Ponzi scheme ...adding to the 3 trillion already in hock
why you will get your Nigel - cos you're addicted to self arm too
Anyway why....errata how... "and we watched on Tito-tv how you all screwed up your children, too..."
Problem is what with the earth mothership UTTERLY stealing the language at one end, (the most ultra PR i have ever seen) and AI or merely a very thick automated browser all it is, scooping up all their bad language at the other
How on earth does any sweet innocent just-joining-the-herd immo learn ANY enjoyable words that actually are deep and meaningful
Now Suzi knows even is she is hooked in too they need a Ragged done on them
To save them from, and heal them of, themselves
(funny how THEY use their kids to beg for large amounts of cash when a law to use kids for honourable purpose, https://www.simonclayton2020.com/ to protect them from those who would pinch their kids they never even noticed.. or in fact too busy planning the next con to even bother to understand it.... )
talk about a cash cow - rates here must be 10k at least if not 50...
a chunk of splurge needs a LOT of work on😀 but if i drop dead with boredom heres a quick preview
to be improved and finished soon - half below unfinished
emergency rope ladder out of your hole (meaning i just know so so many hide away in hermitude for a week with the curtains drawn... and you are RIGHT - the mental elf rescue team if they find you will do far more harm than good...)
Indeed stupid Al Gorrey and the miscellaneous blockers aren't going to know that one they are all so one dimensional that the worst insult ever is to call someone one dimensional.
right why are these here, well to celebrate the fact that it's impossible for even a Southern so called man to go out without it being a fashion occasion that requires a t-shirt telling you something usually in one word; Plus my god, the aesthetic... (i really had no idea but then it fits with the poetry evening 18 mths ago when all they do was present poems about their illnesses...i mean three prostrate poems in one session, of about six so called poets, sums up the whole of their dead peninsula.
But they always have some 'look' that reminds them of their privileged yoof in Bayswater. Which is a non sequitur as all town based rearings mean you are indeed more likely to have aREALLY fucked up ill head, and they don't tell you this on the tin, that i can see from 50m away who is from where as the town or city air certainly ages you far more quickly than bumpkin air.
Always.
No exceptions. And buddhism won't help either
ahh yes here it is i have perfic mental faculties and remember every loose thread ...and SUPERB comedy show, especially when it's about forty years late, being anyone who knew the so called 'Far East' even back then knew that Myanmar - i do believe 90% 'Buddhist' is on track to become almost as Potty as Pol Pot's rather unpleasant killing fields
Pope Leo and President Trump; Buddhist extremism; Gulf Christians
but you can't tell the likes of " ragheads are different they will NEVER EVER not dynamite everyone in the bus with them as they are just born different, so of course the blue team are justified in shooting first kids in the head with drones on camera and asking questions, never........ ohh yes i have a new Buddhist mediation tape for $9.99 over on my other channel the most popular meditation app in the world "
Though the EAst has no interest to me, even if even 30 years ago you realised how the same ole male characters started to hide behind the tai chi fancy dress.... (to be cont well it has been in a long audio attempting to tell tales elsewhere never in name unless.... they take public cash..)
Anyway mentul elf
(walking does NOT 'improve' your mentul elfen wonky mess...)
TEN FREE HOURS OF WHAT IT IS AND HOW TO GET IT!
you cannot make any money off, so it should be free
Though you see here is what real mental healthy self critique is: FOOL me.... even if it was obvious it was the end of civilisation and intellectuality 30 years ago when the internet revved up and one could look up scientific research papers and essays by seemingly sane yanks, sanity one realised was indeed caring enough to put your name and DATE at the top or bottom of the paper.... as the timeline or before silly words took over sequence of things: Bental wrote that mental book then and two years later one saw that mind doctor writing that article, how interesting..is in fact called civilisation
But not any more....
Anyway healthy anything is admitting " hahh hahh i forgot the RULES! i myself established 30 years ago.... before quoting anything [as i did 2 days ago as " wow new info their fey god has blown a fuse"] check the DATE!
Indeed same expensive trendy cowboy gear from BAyswater as the longform one three years ago...
which is FAR more interesting when one factors in that at least 50% of Londoneshirers (all the Swest) talk of their "ADHD" in the first 1 minute of overhearing them... and 100% were conned by GAbors fuck-me looks some years ago...
But three years ago he turned on them (their benefits ticket - far more subtle than just a hand out, a whole universe of handouts when Moonflower-Tarquin gets his pmlace at the special school..or the one by Gwerk... you are special.
(ahh i even forgot i heard out of the actual WONERFUL gay mouth of a chap just in from 20 years in madhouse Central where he propheted from all the modern 'branding' " i was at a party other day gay one of course and someone said 'retard' and the whole room went pin droppy, and then someone said in hushed tone ' you mean....we ...can....say...ree..tard again....??' and then someone smiled a shy smile ...as if he was roomoving the dropped pin from his back passage bored with that sick kick....and we all smiled at each other and cheered top of our voices ' we can have the lovely banter insult back at last we are FREE....!!!!!!!!!" so fuck off i am up with the most leading zeity ones...)
Anyway where was i...
....sue the fuckers...
(25% of the babes, and i reckon 100% of them live in Swesterlands...)
THE ICONED-THE-CLASS
conned for forty years...
Except its astonishing just how they cannot listen!
Still...in fact it will take decades they hold on to their "ohh its biochemical" when even i a very thick ordinary bloke kicked out of school 16 slowly slowly read good quiet plain simple lit books and the odd non fiction - must be 4:1, pondering what future age 33ish ..no A levels THe number one most popular psychology undergrad program in UK, 10 applicants for every place, all 9 others for mine lanyardists, social workers teachers all with their Btecs or whatever ....me nothing, but i wrote some essays about what i knew about mentual elfine nonsense from years of especially Evgenia...and i got the place!
(part time had to work a bit elsewhere to keep Hanning's leaky cheap roof over head)
But ...
... within a few months... one day though is traumatically seared into my below average sick mind
That day she - sorry it has to be a she, as a bloke wouldnt have the same narcissistic insanity gleaming in her self loving eyes... a bloke would have muttered and maybe got his pipe out, but no she....goddess creating the NEW human from her lectern the one that is leading the whole land.... to new Jerusalem that'll pay one day for her £110 grand camper van she too busy to use, too...
" the future [of psychology] is... chemical..."
Now it would be impolite to have stood up and said "shut the fuck up you scary selfloving Messianic mad mentul case, read Stanton F Peel.. that one sentence in Meaning of Addiction where he says ' but there's just one itzy bity thing in the whole thing i don't get' ...think for YOUR self... nobody knows ANYthing except it aint about just the bodily.... i quit.."
which i did and maybe 20ish years later was vindicated when occasionally even if they fight and fight.... one hears " ehh its only about environment.."
And all pills have bad effects
But the problem is that the likes of GAbor can't talk about turkeys. " if you had a batch of young turkeys gobbling about in your front room with East Enders on in the corner night and day..or mum and dad playing out the angsty angst of EAst Ender type stuff or even so called 'reality tv' of course a child is going to have a fied brain and go all buddhist kind of compulsively making dumb noises to drown out the pain!!! ..its YOUR fault... yes you too no doubt unless you chucked the tv out 26 years ago as i did.... or rather gave it to the bimbo knowing she would never turn it off anyway.... "
Angsty environments cause all sorts of UNNATURAL behaviours way way before the stupid smartphone was a thing this is nothing new...
And the prevalence of angsty countenances massively increased by 30 ish years ago DUE only the shit tv.. there is a massive difference between a painted on Londonshire ashram smile and a real one... you don't need compulsory real smiles just a 'natural' occurrence of angsty brows - real ones as kids have superb penetrative radar ... maybe one in 20 with reasonable cause...
WOW exactly how did i miss THAT as a true no-con-classy intellectual of REAL minds and film!!!
unlike the rather one dimensional moaning Pole ..its all about stuff! well kindof...
Primo's only true equal! .. If This is am Man even if his simple plain non hystrionic other books about just simple ordinary life as a worker are better
. (i didnt know she was that gyppo-sexy before she put on so much weight in the camps..)
This is a Woman
who could THINK for herself
In a film whoop whoop rahh rahh
no idea as a commenter said they slipped that one out under the radar
Which i can guarantee will not contain THE ACTUAL GREATEST PASSAGE ON MENTAL MATTERS, EVER...
Even a stupid grand-a-weekend workshop addicted so called new age spiritually conscious of being aware mad one who runs them for 1500 quid once shes got her commissions intoo, couldnt miss except I'm sure they ignored it
"...i noticed.... those of us intelligence schoolteachers writers thinkers all humble...... the kind that Tyce-Lowe-Farage actually would, come eighty or ninety years on, to wish to chuck in the ovens, not actually caring about immos that they are quite happy wash their cars and clean the ovens below min wage in the kebab shops... as we waited in '36 ..'37 for the what we knew was inevitable late night knock on the door... papa Stalin's goons.... sometimes we waited weeks, sometimes months or even years...
"... but there was an extraordinary thing that in the run up period - still at home favourite slippers at night at least some adequate borsch n tear soup life still bearable.... their whole bodily mind-bodily, health, being, personhood, everything would gradually implode collapse go rancid and they would become shadowy retards of their former selves...waiting for the knock on the door...
"yet... when they got to the actually officially worst place in the world, almost ever, maybe except the prisons overseen by sweet Buddhists, or a workshop-retreat in Gweek...
("special guest ladies.... here with us to talk to us all about self forgiveness lives just up the road... THE MORE famous embezzler...Raynor... we can't have her other half and half the crime, Mothy as he would disrupt the 'feminine' energy but he is here in spirit, too.... The Guradian forgot to include" )
.[.oops wrong photo they look so alike
Лубянка (pronounced luh-BYAHN-kah)
or in fact possibly more acurate which means i CARE for your sick minds even if so mean only a nutcase ever put anything in my pisspot..
possibly more circa 1930s?
i havent got time to be really accurate i would like to be
]
"when they got to the place they KNEW they would be beaten to a pulp, smashed in the teeth, starved to death.... no sexy funny stuff as Ruskies arent as warped as other nations we could mention.... but almost every horrid torture ever devised they knew would await them immediately and likely followed by a one way trip down to the basement...
"if they did survive beyond the first day and if one ever saw them again their backbone was more upright..their eyes brighter even if they were only left with one the other eaten in front of them by the commandant to make his point.... their chins up ..BODILY they were transformed..positively despite all the actual real life 'negativity' ..one couldnt help notice .... they were mindbodily ...'healthier' ..one could not avoid ..." (paraphrased but accurately)
And therein is THE only thing you ever need to know about ... the mind....
As Taleb got also into her Black Swan...
cliffjumping is a healthy sport, no parachute..
or as i shall explain later - BEing ..DOing....what next even if hell, is better than choosing anything
And best mental health, even in hell... comes from there being no choice..
NOT FINISHED YET NEED MORE BATTERY.......................
MOT FINISHED YET..........................
But no mindless moron (the one in last post from Bayeswater looked just like thgis one doubtless the last one dead by now) can ever think, wow wouldnt it be lovely if EVERY morning for years you 'awaken' thinking sharp as a razor as always and i never needed any of their silly substances ..
Even if ' zen' is unplanned and her " trust" was as usual, the opposite.
Eureka-bingo! smileyface, no ashram smiles involved...
( i just didn"t know they were compulsory in London-away-on-sea, cos the ' buddhist' class in Kew or Bayswater saw through their facade into the oneness within...... and realised maybe it was just as much a con as Buddhist PR the last fifty odd years.......)
Now being your L’Étranger , is climbing up the trendy charts, be crystal clear that it is NOT 'existential' even if at last that was admitted to me in person.
In fact one has to say there are simply two states or phases or epochs, the younger person will get all wonky over not knowing what it's about....life...
But in this weird infantalised society which reset itself long ago in the 90s to only selling crap to younger people, of course it's not allowed to say in phase one you have no idea whatsoever about anything and even Albert didn't really help...
However in the greater part of life - that over and beyond 35, fourty... (dissecting out the under 25s when you havent even reached fully grown life yet - especially in the brain as the science shows even if Uk has one of the lowest ages of so called 'responsibility' in folklore....). what on earth is the 'meaning' of life?
And even if he was a good trier - worth quoting even, of course Douglas being an ex private schoolboy could only be rather ADHD (no longer an insult or legal defence or even a biochemical thing as even Gabor has said he has had enough! and " its not a thing..it was the telly being on from wombtime playing on loop angsty stuff that a human had to learn compensation strategies to tune it out ...or maybe other forms of angst such as parents who no longer knew the rules of not scrapping in front of young Douggy..." when it came to his meaning of it... fourty two i believe
Nope, wrong question.
All 'it' is is something i realised a few months ago I am so so lucky to have no matter what as its nothing one had, it is in fact merely that one knew there was never ever any other choice as to how one must, be....
So yes i always knew the Fromm was a bit limiting
And i admit even if chanced upon maybe age 25ish i have quoted the front page as the pre Tolle fine place to find the meaning of life upon, rather often, but couldnt much stomach it past about chapter three or four...
Anyway fiction, as long as not bimbo crap (Amis Mckewan etc etc... bimbo being originally a sex free term applied to the male dandies of QE1's court), is always far better for you than 'non fiction' which is usually in the longer run more of a fiction
Than fiction.
Anyway the meaning or better put, the ideal state to have discovered, no money, gurus, or self help or others involved...
I can put it in just a few sentences now. Maybe even one if i had more battery.
It isn't even laughing out loud at the bimbo thismorning on Womans Hr, Hannah so famous for being in only rubbish blesser she's innocent of having to think, who upon feeling a bit wonky went and paid for a chunk of 'magical healing' and bingo it worked magically! ...
reiki/ 'energy' and all that which invaded The Marches, totally colonised the back passage of the Swest decades ago....
IS the one true way one isn't even allowed to make polite jokes about or even SUGGEST it may not quite based on anything that can be 'proven' of course the word proof is a megga or it should be Maga aggression so so evil that ...
well another day
magically 'healed' all the way to the looney bin bless err.... (did she sue?)
Anyway the Have or To Be truly contented - absolutely one hundred percent peacefully centred no Tolle required as he knows nothing, is only possible if one had NO CHOICE of what
to BE-DO...
Even if it was the most wound inflicting headfuck in history ever
To know for certain there was no conceivable other path to take for 16 years ....
Well all this century i am on the one simplest straightforward one that truly did succeed when i never really knew i could...
This...once through the Albert's spotty phase is literally all there is to life except the legal footnote-codicil which basically is that when they grow up they are hardly likely to piss on your grave or stab you in the eye one xmas dinner saying "bastard.... you attempted to have such a heavy footprint, guzzling up all our planets resources but failed to achieve true greedy cunt status and totally destroy it for us......loser.... "
Anyway i have many dozens of little clips from 2009, and back, loaded up months ago still to check through ( smallest bit of flesh the Ai really does blow a fuse)
But there is a point...
And all i wish is to make it artistically...
The purpose of art - yes there is one! being to..... cause change
Thats impossible nowadays, but at least ehhhh.... one great insight in one day is quite enough for the cheapskates who pile in here every day...
I thought this one, that is but isn't 'absurdist' was up already, but then all the souls sold out its endless diversion, into nothing, except everything...
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
But it's the way ...
"...Ohh my soul!...."
. ohhh my ohhh my...soul...
(they have nowt to say, ever...)
The above are "connected"
ooooo we done her but really she only exists in 'The Quest' only one special mind has had access too.
Anyway back to what matters the words... being they never DID any 'actions'.
right...sat there on my desktop yonks ... time for a clean out, so ugly.... oops thats not allowed, but not a very good writer, is, and is all that matters
And one needs a laugh, to be empowered and embodily mindful of REAL strong strength enough return to that one...
That winter. The second. Of this round.
(yes they steal your story that's what i know apart from the fact that 'politics' is dull repetition about what is so dull, that it would have to dial up every crystal ever extant and have them actually do what they say on the signage, in parallel.... so as the message gets through without humour... ones story being passion and rage are two very different things, in fact beyond the 'division' the're all faking .... )
Note to self the chubby black one really did get there to that place they all pretend to seek...her vocalisation of being a "silly girl" is all there ever was...
The first round, at the turn of the century: yes you forget... (reading D.M. yes, he is THE clue.....
i must stop this bad habit of using others fake imagery being i have enough to blow up even her undercarriage...
implying funny stuff between parent and kid..... well try roaming the world, or at least civilisation- he was too parochial to have noticed, in a tincan camper, with a youngun and of course you can, only cuddle up closely in the same bed, upstairs being rather a chore to get up and out at every pitstop... he would accuse you of having a hard on, by default.... that's what happens when rubbish is told it's 'good' they can't think of anything to say ...
wow where did that come from?
proving 'AI' has been used to ruin* everything for some years being the historical representation of actual real culture that some of us stumbled upon even thirty five plus, years ago and almost nobody else had even heard of Joss....
was in fact true shamanism orgasmicorganist second sight of the one, nessy 'truth' and everyone else was just thick or at least took three decades to catch up and now see Jocelyn one of the true greats with her 9 million clicks....
* 'twould have been good to see how she fayred over the years, but a sick little bedroom-bound nerd with no value system which is all 'AI' is, goes and fakes a video of someone older who would have been interesting to see, older, richer, deeper...more evolved
Anyway where was I....
THE one key line is how they all say like parrots with an enema 'healing' their back passage as theyre so so obsessed with total purity, "they come in and change things..."
Nope... this is the ONENESS lying to you....
They don't have the balls..oops errata i have zero interest in three years elsewhere - down in the adventure playground of the ex suburbanites..
What i needed to know is how she could behave like that, there...? Then.
A very small 'community'of drunks junkies and petrolheads, in the middle of nowhere... Borderlands of the county of so called Wales and England.. THE remotest outpost of nothing. Nowhere....
All it's famous for is being on The Path... that all the locals are too fat or otherwise telly-beer, addicted to even know goes through it..
The big one that snakes up all of Le Pays de Galles (thats's nicer even if pretty fake too Asterix and co having become Mongrelised many a civilisation ago, with some or other 'incomer' but try telling that to the last two decade kind of incame..!!.. "Gallic doesnt exist any more luv except in some PR for bad poetry that can only get sold via some Narnia fantasy version of what never existed " )
Anyway.. a really cold damp one - 2020/3 ... even if not in my tincan i had something far far better place/thing to do...
But so as to stay alive, broken down stuck - the actual key to 'mindfulness' - being at the ONEnessy messy dump you long hated as a crime against humanity, stuck...
Irrelevant as 'place' never interests a true hobo landlopate traveller as I was born: gyppo, a real one unlike the fakes that live in bling-mobiles and moan about the council...
Anyway think the bleakest chip-fat befogged place in the universe.... and a pretty cold winter plus of course their bugs around ....
In such a good mood! Hope at last.....
Reason to stay alive....
Not that a real father ever needs one. Even if killed to death by their insouciance and inability
to Drisstoo
Anyway three or four months of three or four times a week heading up the very steepest section of nobody-knows-who-Offa-even-was never mind what 'his' stupid dyke was about...
Stuck 1km from Lardarse-on-Teme...
And over some weeks, one encounters the only other so called 'walker'.... often enough for the 'hello' in passing to be at least vaguely sincere rather than the default performance of Yank language - the words having no connection to whats in their head, the Swestershire only is... except the hottie i guess??
So... yes.... two sometimes crossing paths on that Path.... unavoidable...
not another soul for miles...
And for years, in real time.
An assumption: just a normal person with some health issues all she can moan about - rather than celebrate the fact she is the only one except for me in the nearby state of Lard, who can shuffle up that very steep section... slippymud - the real version, too
and then... a few months later....
to be cont as the whole decade is summed up in that one fraudulent 'event' where we discover that all along she was
buy me a proper Serbian coffee dotcom with 'sprinkles' of real grit from the bottom of a well used stove pot, uncleaned between usages - i aint sipping any poncey lattes...
(which was actually when it started... before the unimaginative girls - all female, of the Marches campfires homeschooling their poor innocent children on them - only their fragile little worldview, which one more than any proved two decades on the reason why she needed to "lean in" to the broken mirror was to collect the sharpest pointy bits even if i beat her with just one REAL letter.... )
Even if i told The Icon a bit of the real story she alone knew we can never know, and anyway ... ahh mustnt forget the Neruda proof - he was wrong!!
It didn't need an "hour"
The wonderful thing about living in a cave by these Miss labelled Mon-strosities (n AN Other's photo - mine too much power to get to) is it.. "represented the lovely reality that NOTHING ever lasts forever ..."
Problem with this last 20ish year 'reality' is that nobody EVER actually pinpoints exactly what it has been...
It's as if they were all blind to the Flies
Buzzing around the Ladies who copied the Lords who started it all and clever them inhabit a parallel dimension, that in fact is the dominant one, certainly in respect of "community capital" ....
Which as sure as ferrits are, is going to end up with someone on the BBQ... most of them you would think already theyve had their fingers burned, the wan looks all around..
And the fatal 1005 DEATHRATE pandemic of 'healing' all abouts....
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