TO DO

" but what do you mean if you say dsm criteria rules

everything in uk?"

employment tribunal

teacher sacked by head  lanyardist Head Bossocrat  for hugging 4 year old pissed his pants came out of toilet crying uncontrollably " i NEED a hug...."

cos its against promulgated rules to hug a nipper and was promulgated and dtamped on 5he back if every labyardtoo (mytoos are no typo .. all a big sily ode to  what has not worked nor will it ever...)

teachs brief  " my client believed the psychological wellbeing of Eric who cannot be named for legal reasons  overruled the rather pedantic approach her boss took.... stealing his humanity..."

county council weasel wording  " ahhh...hold it there meelud ....psychology isit!?... well as the small print says on your emp cont...and more importantly my client's insurance which will pay my fees when you are bankrupted with a costs  order against tou..... states that even in UK even in some mad so called Freedomania on Helford .. or dire Llanigon run by racist social workers sad daughters who persecute the ' English' with the worst ever subtle mindfuckery about they are so ' sorry' that someone is English it must be awful ....'...... all facts pertaining to big psych  the second you mentioned psych will be assessed in accordance with Madland's ....DSM....  the only and final arbiter of whether or not Eric may or may not be harmed by your client's act or not thereof.... this hearing is now only about psych interpretations in DSM....did like it or lump it... it rules all...legally even here "

as a fine young new recruit to be a teaching assistant i knew very well .  

saw on about day 3 of her wonderful new job ...

hugging a wet tearful  Eric.... and then handing in her notice... in tears.

And even Jenny E Holland the one last great sane journalistic  hope is going on about an " immigrant crime wave"

she should look at her own half life ...

Madder side

whom the real criminal emigres really are

proportional in respect if real harm done, statistically speaking to the actual real numbers of real people  harmed....

unlike Rupert's bare minimum of actual crowdfunded fact ....

even he admits in the small print is.....based supposition

( ooops missed that one out an audio ...lots to now plod back through all very much of...Now)

The needy one to add in audio later

 And they were all the same putrid shade of showoff...

anyway ive no interest in sad attention seekers..

The " i need nothing "thing is the ONE thing that one heard slowly but surely that entirely destroyed 'community' from the ones who came to seek it (having been sold a pup via the Guardian Colour supplements.. and later on only managing to hang on with overpriced local shops by selling themtoo..in working class areas that's illegal or will be soon) and advertorial it for their own house price inflation..

" i don't need your advice about which is the least worse primary school in the region"  funny thing is they learn what you wanted to share with them, the hard way...
and their kids are hardwayed too....

And all their as they ALL do it all from Jungian selfimpalation to Oracaline ohh ive forgotten his name Charles Eisenstein poisoning....

They all come so so  'enlightened via their practices that they are too enlightened to know that the one thing those who have had to tolerate redneck racist cunt hinterlands especially if they are welsh as any parent knew the day the very black girl arrived... for years, love to to from their heart..is help out the newly arrived nice person with caring thoughtful ..information...

well unless you are some local who merely think in terms of profit from em inbound...and the firesale when they are outbound having wrecked their own marriage  her being too far from the shops (usually  generalising is what civilisation used to 'grow' even if its illegal in their world ) and a few local lives too in the process...

As even Rachel Cusk never managed to jimmy into her pretty good stuff..

sad when it IS the 'rural economy'....

 

which is ALL... 

entirely 'connected' to why even their mental health

HERS.. my lovely new friend 2020...

with two perfect lovely so engaged kids...

is so shot to pieces so as they cannot be human 

Equality in a bit of needing  - ping pong even made up rallies so as to keep normal needing back and forth...especially when the pubs are full of racist dinosaurs and theres not much else to do for human kicks...

. is what SAVES you from your own swampy quicksand 

and every single one for 15+ years doesn't 'need' anything..

I was world champ at but it doesn't work

A bit of needing....especially if you don't really have quite the same values as your opponent at the table...

is whats needed

But  their dreadful Eckheart .. And guru Alan.. and then so many facilitatin' acolytes... brainwashed them otherwise 

Anyway FAR FAR more interesting and more dangerous 

As i see so many now copy his look

(tattooed and bit more clevr-beery in most others) 

and will also copy as he has his book

Just yet another "hmmm...how do i lure into my Notty loft the Nottin Ill girls (druggies being so more 'interesting' ) who love a bit  

Alan Wattie..?

ahh yes make every other page something about the 'universe' may just help / align / what the fuck ever..."

yet another excuse to do nothing... except compulsory meaninglessness 

designed only to impress

to be cont (them its now default

 the ONLY language they can ever spout!)  

At least Mister MArquez the true king of 'Magical Realism'  had a sense ...

something original never mind a ....

well he could write in two d....

And cared... even for a Melancholy Whore

without a doubt his very best

He brought to actual life an all her complex finery 

and miscellaneous ingenuity

in terms how to live a real life of peace and centredness

..in times of mixed up values 

all a wonky mess

with actual dignity

ten times the needed mindfulness

than in ... every facilitor's facile fearful posh van filled with only their preciousness and STRESS

put together

Now... once again one of these says the end but it is NOW...

 But i have some chunky longer ones especially upon the hills after an actually alive chat inspired me to do the big last chunky which will take ages to upload thats not the prob the bleedin battery is...

But then it is my 'small things' pleasure and also always mentally elfine  really great thing to know where the better bits of signal are... best breezes sadly not in the same place

In short i potter here and there on the job and ..

it will take time to make it appear coherent "connected" and even useful... but i know that none of their words ever cause any of those effects all they seek...say they need

And the facile titillators are here and more importantly invaded back there... to feed them titbits of nothing at lots a pop and... I am your " we never say guru" but guide.... into absolutelly nothing that ever does them any good ever i know its been the story of The Marches for 20 years...

Which is why none of the middle class so called enlightened ever saved any river or even my badger sets from the mass murderers...

But when at least 50% of the POWER in the community, say by the damaged seas of roseland.... the women with performative wicker basket swagger all deftly tiptoes ... tell you actually no joke that youre not being Oracle Girl enough..

usually quite snidely..

Or even.... now as a proven Miss oh Jenny its your faultist

I always forget the FULL list of the worst blokes in history they copy...

HIM top of it... 

This is now full emergency to save them from him.... 

He too thick to know people like Sam Harris bought his video collection at least 5 years ago and turned him into wise very very popular guru despite him drinking himself to death...

in such a 'spiritual' way...

Him... Alan the true god of  watch some Jaqueline (as they call her -old Oracle who shaves her head to look 10 years younger and so so 'pure' ) vids  - all they do... between talking about how nobody does anything to deal with the housing or seashore crises...

which is why they go to the facile titillators for healing and other wombwrapping type plenishy stuff.... 

because they cannot deal with 'reality' in their own expensive Pastine seashores... forgetting the fact that they gathered the (soft at least) 'power' in such regions via being very good at conning councils to get the grant cash... which should have 'facilitated' them to actually do something environmental in the environment in their expensive back yards...

but its so much more 'abundantly'  radical loving to sit and watch an Oracle..or Alan...  the sick fake she merely copied...

batteries always last longer when warm

Fridgeism

Now being a fridgeist saves money and more importantly the annoying hum at dawn if one values ones dawns to be pure...and silent

And as someone who would NEVER even dream of one in a van (RUN lass make those curtains and escape..)  nor a house ....

it's astonishing how you actually forget you ever had one or may have needed one..

But thats too radical self-love for the fancy flouncy 'psycho" therapist-culture of the SW that practices here..(but dont tell their so so many 'friends' who get mates rates as long as they never mention no mating here too messy and it interferes with the performative solitude.... )   before they go and dig their talons in back in 'town' .... on the pop stars bankers and their dogstoo...

having of course spent all their life here errata in The MArches  preaching that the root of all worries well its chasing after Mammon except they can't even manage that such ineffecualates eatin nothin but even my Queen Imoan's one good original thought....

Anyway how worthy never needing a fridge but the one that really is the big one is i have the same sized waist as i had 14.. 16... 26...and always.... and only landlope 50km a week on average and take loads of time to stop and have a siesta en route and would even natter to passing walkers if there...were any

Now the last few months there is a sort of interesting rabbit in the headlights only the OLD bags dare just occasionally mutter..as per thistermorn

" fuck me... 1930s even if i wasnt quite born yet.... [ " no please at least manage one fact... UK pays higher interest rate than Greece on the international bond market.....which also matters as even say France borrows far more of its national debt from NATIONAL banks...whereas UK the source is mainly foreign dosh no matter what the swivel-eyes may say... and the foreign shylocks as sure as ferrits are fuzzies arent going to be quite as amenable to say perhaps a  pretty pleaswe, mortgage holiday in the sun...or even a MAcronian NON!..its not hard you were a boss of graduate education for gods sake" ] .... "

Merely on the sudden eco-HALT - hardly any tourists oops errata vistors and adventurers... and explorers...

Anyway being fairly slim does NOT come from diet...at all... even if mine is pretty samey for 40 years ...

Slimness as i well know over several periods of 'giving it softly, to the man..' comes from taking part - NOT in some cakefest of standard 'volunteering' but from sometimes doing small causes that are a tad risky such as even if absolutely THE end..

And i am happy for her reply...

communicating with a council official who one thought REALLY really was 'one of ..us' 

So i shall now send her the true full version in a poem...for her only... in case she was worth caring about...

The brain uses 40% of your calories they say..

And that is scientifically proven by McGilchrest's blubber...  forever thusterating just how little unbrain power he used to rip everyone of for the hundred quid book never mind the 'left brain' right... yet ANOTHER excuse for doing nothing and drinkin' yourself to death like his Guran contemporary Alan De Nottin Ill tarts whom fled to him like as if ...well only cos Terry reid told em to fuck off and get a soul like Linda....

whom... the thickest ever so called musician has only just 'dicovered'..

Anyway if Fatty Mcg had actually tried to save the badger set next door .. the Laird a lookin askance at it in such a way Fatty MC waddles back home to write about how more would be so like him if they used the other side of their brainless voids...

He would be thin... cos its the endless figurimg who may or may not be ones ally that can be simplified into nobody in Fatty McG..illLands..

and why bother that keeps you thin as at times i eat ten rustled cows a week and if on previous last time manoevres cant even keep my normal weight on..

or even writing slightly cheeky seditious plan simple truths...

keeps you on your toes..

and there one uses SO much energy as that takes actual brain power figuring the balance one step wrong and you break a real ankle

TO BE CONT

 

So the real number 1 fake of all time

even if he once gave us the very best wordpictures (for Maverick - a once "funniest man in the south west... [ who also said their Gweek one love bullshit was just that as about the only genetic darkie in the whole region he knew racist cuntery when he met it, and left due to it.. never mind the fact that the kind of Kew or Chiswick runaways who ran away down here and bought it all with Mummy's L'Oreal shares.... are the kind that only faked their desire to sleep with the darkies of back there ...as they don't go in for antique landrovers and Matt's busbies...  - oh my god hers today!!!! performative beehive, i had no idea it was THIS bad... i can't stay here any more i am only L'Etranger  ] " and all the rest 

in respect of Mister Mormon known well over a decade ... the so called Chret ... my actual pet bishop i saved from ...dying of nothing...

but her own self pity... ( 376.5 hrs on that job) 

and all the rest of em laughing on the way to their swiss banks  i figure of speech for their bijou  idyllic country pads they would never ponder selling at a  bit below the going rate

so their own kids may have a house one day....

All of them cept Queen Joan and sadly dead Maggie, so always hubristigant  in their ridiculous muso nonentitude.... knowings...

all musicians, ever cept Kev..of The House on The hill..... and... prob one or two others. . retards as soon as theyve made an album or so

But the worst even if first equal in the fakery stakes, (with she whom probably once saw him as her head so full of Owen Owen bling she Miss took it for the Beatles...or lied about it at Liverpool 'Arts' polly.....) 

" hey man thats all gone.... you cant do it when youre older... fourty.... certainly five, . it goes.... its impossible..."

And of course they lsyened as that's all boho unmen can do - listen to some one a bit more up the Sarah Lowndse stairway to a car wreck but Ess Ken style...

And why they never ever bring newer words innit and duel with them to the death or at least sharpen the point of The Shrewsbury lance and stick it up where they aint protected...

And all songs by the middle aged are dead.... 

(now you have to be there... the whole Swestern swamp which started to invade my previous swamp and as sure as ferrits are will drown that whole region in the same ... " ohh who is the 'faciliatory' then...? oh her wow she studied with Guru Alan and then ....."

And as - i do have at least four fairly well trained acquaintances who whisper me the truth when theyre sure the theme park human resources dept is no longer in earshot... " god theyre all so so sour and fractured and..unhappy.. even sick" 

But so yes....as it spread, one had to just have a look at what poison they had ingested (even if Houellebecq managed to sum it all up in The Possibility of an Island

As never ending well....

But there is a big bang ending that Michele took us to.

Or the slowest jostick burn ever - Ive monitored its foul smelling smoldering for 18 years... and noticed how in the 'medium term' - a splendid 5 year plan kind of length of time..

It always never ends well. One way or other they crack...always..

(now this is serious as the very tearful mother of a fine lass the other eve...nothing to do with me i decided to merely speak of an overpriced comic for her lovely lass ON MUMS SIDE vs evil COOP....  " bet that'll be seven quid.."

I was wrong, eight, for the flimsiest plastic crap ever...

But that wasn't why mum was so welling up inside..

Anyway one sane line i forget exactly her wording but the nuance was perfect... and she is very intelligent (not the same as knowing much and needs some help) but .. " ohh and this thing they ALL need ..healing.... "

PURGING

DETOXIN

SUPLEMENATARY BULLSHITTING UPON

...FACILITATING....

Thing is it really is nowadays default Ed Readon only did 3% of his show by magnificent Christopher Douglas on ... Kate's 'Spiritual Home if Brian was a man he would shut her down rather than his innocent fine hardworking homo adopted son!

But they treat it as if its only worth maybe 5% of any narrative when walk up even Presteigne high st  - not known for attracting intelects... and its 95% spouting spiritual and healing keys to everything...

And the really expensive girls (all is nowadays) on the top table heads down in vats of snake oil with smiles on their faces...

arent even Big Girls theyre 'facilitators..' 

Fuckin ell its MORE thrilling and hilarious than whatsit ehhh....i forget the title grotesques all gathered... there we go take a  Heironymous BOSH drill to their heads and make a little hole  and maybe spoon a little brain in... (this is MADE UP INSTANT as i go as i have no battery not could i be bothered to think as my reader is so mean) 

or teach them age 5 to USE said drill to build ferrit cages and maybe they will be immune to the bullshit in the first place....

..and sadly even serbian "warrior" armour wasn't strong enough to keep the bullshit from tsunamiaing in and drowning out even a once fine brain...  

"simplify" for 18 years theyve all been saying...

 to look good.

But never can ... 

nor do they know the super simplifications that work best and why...

......

And then what are the " small things" that give biggest bang per buck....

I do and have been collecting together the  team that really cannot be beaten, ever... because ive lived it 20years and never met anyone so reliably...

bulletproof bouncy... never panting ..

Never fretting ..

and complaining about the fascism lite is only enjoyable constructive critique...

never mind when there are few visitors left even to swestern polluted ' jewells' ... my good the shockwaves coming ..

more boredom as they take 3 years of moaning to catch up on how to live wellest always on next to nowt ..

and nobody ever  even slightly reliable in what they say they may well be...never mind do..

Its a gorgeous browned Wasteland i only adore ...

Fifty years ago you had the head god  godhead to swoop in from nowhere and prove who is boss ...

and give you"hope" .... 

as great 76 culture was about we can do better and did work...

even if she didnt quite reach peak realart  headfuck til eighty ...

and nobody would have offered her an armed guard for her politics... every  squirt ...in the  decidedly well used  drippin with the fishnett result of real ...art n genius ... black guss...

and no rival genre  such as some silly skahead would  have even fared to go to the REALwimmins if siouxsi was  in there having a well earned drink of bogwater to give her a great new venomate mix of what beeded pukin out so as to purge

...them of

them

purre venom....  the curative kind even failed in The longrun...as did hero John De Ridd the fuck off and leave me to shepherd my sheep in the deepsnow( she would never understand having only the fantasy version of the immigrate here withall yer monied laundry.....)

But when Mrs Stepford and her ' friends' 

from Truman Heights or in truth only ever Loelands.

And their currency is performative pricey acupuncture...

en clique

unable to recall what dastardly deeds  they did to be able to pay the price .  

never mind whose fog they kicked to get to the front of that Pradan pride queue

never mind that performative public pettin' of Wombles, Tellies, ... and pliant Andies...

( tho they all look like Matt, wait til i get hoing on him, whom is all around everywhere)

 their only bankrupt currency..

As no one ever did care about their competatively labelled gobbledygookian complaints...

formerly,  all they ever moan about

... but Then when even Imoan blew a fuse...

Leonism did got her in the end telling him  her so called professor in counselling degrees

a degree more Goebels than the balls they need to keep juggling to keep themselves in business...

" leon This an essay about how your whole modality....fails and what else we may  attempt.."

"one more anti Gweek original thought.. for yourself love,  rather than how to get fingered by some ashram- smiling cult leader  or should i say 'facilitator' ..facile titilator you said... thats nearly .. nearly it love.... one more  strike luv...and you're 

out"

... 

 which is what education became i mean even bimbo Rita saw through all that  tutor is god nonsense decades back....

and at least she had the self honouring of blowing said fuse without even suing... 

before he did Indeed do his editing deed which is all small people ever can do ...

righty ho.... at least i know one of them .. the oldie...

will..... smile and wink....

" as he said..... or lead metoo into knowing what i always did but didn't dare to say .. fuckim that was fun......" 

"it's the small things.."

 Now... twelve or thirteen years ago someone older said that to me; and i know she was merely parroting some memeobullshit..

But this time as it's linked to 

HOW to ... persist the worst, 

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/2026/07/i-would-like-to-know-of-worse-one.html

And of course that's also at the root of   how to actually guide someone you may love in certainly ignoring dodgy Carlism.. (full grown up critique of their god has been in my can at least two weeks but i've been.... full)

https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/07/i-should-have-asked-her.html

In that if one wished to advise anyone one loved what are the real steps to take to not become a De Botty victim and addicted to hius seventy books of his buciness model to have you in his  waiting room forever..until his last plucked hair no longer grows..

(all headshaving symptomatic of smallthing neurosis the other variant)

Anyway the above is incomplete as still its about what are the truly great little 'small things' - the 'moments' as in part 1 or maybe part 2 audio of the above   how a really horrid boring thing comes along out of the blue and oppresses you and as it suddenly evapourates you just feel lovely and energised - real energy not the fake reiki or Oracle Girl nonsense which anyway they can never describe..in story

But i can at last describe the small ones....

For them.

And have been hard at it for some days  however it takes time even when on it full time not to 'think' i never think i just rattle off without thinking, but its to be in marginal places uder threat of at least opprobrium - endemic pandemically in their fantasy lands... but then you just persist and the little small bubbles of goodstuff come but only when THEY want to...

Even having a wonderful hour long chat with an extremely rare (" i could sue them for trauma ...you have used the f bomb word three times in a public place that defines liability insurance and you're wearing the lanyard that says BE NICE!!!" ..." well you can f off with that.... you wouldn't dare..." )

Anyway i am ageist....

As she knows.

As i told her: " look Mister Russel the one who tore up his Lordship...age 80 he told the judge exactly where he can get the fuck off....you.... have no reason NOT to write your book ...about how truly apalling british universities became.... as you knew within...now did you know the dodgiest of them all...MAureen..? " 

however.... the one conversation with which 100% to end the road...

And now they most be woven soon.... even if a patchwork...but it all always tells one simple story...

(" we know history has been rewritten..... starting with your old job....and then, yes, THERE - the seat of all fake evil..... cos theyre too busty being fake to have done the real evil they actually always intended..as was superbly shown in the 30s movie waterfront...and their lusting after.. the pressiossss es in the Harrods of the North.."
 ")

My my .. they simply can never even 'listen' out for truly SUPERB Information....

 Never mind stop for a 'moment'...too busy off to write posts about moments and how to monetise them..

" that noise... hmmmmmm....  umm ... dont think its metal grinding metal but maybe the power steering fluid check it but want to know the best ever van advice regionally... babe.. skinny like you.....runs a breaker  your way.........  she does whole wheels with half worn tyres on them for fifteen quid!!! ...  yuppie Exter they rip you off for sixty quid there....  you call her and ask for a price and don't even say i'll be there for sure in case you sell out and she has  the item there waiting in case you did mean what you muttered..i lied to her and said  ' are you after a ten star Oggle rating or the like... I'll be giving you eleven [out of five] ...'  but then i thought i can't do that as i may need to return or almost certainly will and she only had one more fifteen quid wheel and tyre left...  but since you're ina  noisy vanbabe i'll give you the INFORMATION as honourable sort of van peeps once knew was ALL there is... " 

" I dont want to break it..."

Ohhh my....ohh my....  not surprising bloke mechanics take advantage

Unless you've got a bloke with you upon entering their nest of adders... which everyone knew in rural lands forever..

But no.. they created curated something else... that never existed. Other in their minds...

But the splendid saudade of it all.... " yes..you're right...its all STOPPED...it's like it was in the seventies or eighties..... before the flouncy hoi poloi realised they couldnt afford Totnes  all that fake crystalline hype ...so theyll have to make do with one of the commuter towns...  "  

Anyway last time ever here ....

And the last bottom power walking by... 

What a story that one is even if .... it seems no memory

Now.. the truly purest curation* slash conservation of every excitable electron

As Mister Mccawber maybe said...  is money in the bank as long as i have fifty percent of a morn, left in the laptop all is well even if it bankrupts me before Ive even turned it on only to turn you on...

(* as i was attempting to riff with the self so called  'journalist' yesterearlyeve - wonderfully foreign, even if rather gut rotten by her years in Narnia,  ... i noticed the inability to stomach the 'truth' even if she was selling her story of traumatic fuckery... or rather no more fuckery... 

" and the stupid literati have a sport of adopting a new word every few years and endlessly showing off via it without really pondering its meaning...... we had 'curation' a decade ish ago,  everything was 'curated', then liminal and not one EVER knows the actual definition of that gorgeous poetical word..it means what Yevgennia did she rode - surfed even,  the empty space up there where only the Sputnicks could perform their stuff... that 'boundary layer' between life and death one slip, foot wrong  upon  her  magic carpet  and fucked.... no tailwinds merely energy of trying to say what needed to be said despite them....and only momentum of a jolly good pathway ahead there's only ever one not silly roads less or otherwise travelled....    .then 'pivot' come their bourgeois Apocalypse of 2020.... they got bored of that one after a few years even if my my when the newsagent confirms to me..." I'm on strike, no one phones me up any more not even to book a dirtiest ever job, i love em but ......i would have been entirely at home in Ivan's gaff....  picking the undigested bits of sweetcorn out the poo trough as fringe benefit of that 'dirty job'.... ... ' "    " yep..its all STOPPED..")

ohh i completely missed that series from February or march...

i must go back  as there is a sequence

Nobody tripped me up from my twenty year one way pathway ....

Not even her.. (i mean what's a memo colouring for the devil in disguise... I guess in short, her Biba  addiction, trumped a brain or a soul ...

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/2026/07/i-would-like-to-know-of-worse-one.html   only shared as in these times of at least  7 years of performative metoo my trauma my wound my itchy skin my whatever out trumps yours  - down their acupuncture club... i know who is top of the..... Pops... number one... and also how to survive it..

)

where are my 1/4 mil a day 'page impressions' gone?

 just when...well if she wrote an essay on ..

even her "small things" ..i think it would be worth reading..

Even if she won't have the guts to send it in..

she'll want to think about it....

Nope.. that was my mistake for 30 years and i was a true world expert thinker....

And i was ...wrong...

you just DO it...

And 'maybe' who knows we never ever can 

(see video to come tomorrow) 

you may get a little bit of 'help'

and maybe that ;'help' to some lovely next step thats so manifestly abundantly radical lovey...

and it turns out you picked a wrongun that chopped your fingers off with your own axe..

its IMpossible ever ever to know....

what you may need... or what may work.... until you've DONE it ALL the way.... 

oops whats that

 i have so so many little fill in audios and video bits that havent got here,  yet..

some say the (NEVER for attention i dont care) unsayable...

some are jokes you aren't allowed to hear  - and i am left of Corby.... 

as  .... well....

ALL sorts is missing for now...  but i know know why 100% its the end....

If only she could 'take over '... as its her future, especially...and few actually have them.

Even ultra guru magnificat Imoan of The Nutcracker method...  blew a fuse and gave up..

and she was THE one and only hope left...

and i do have skin in the game....

Shes too busy sending me collages every other day of the one who would not exist without my "TOUGH LOVE! GET DOGGING WHATEVER IT TAKES.....OH YOU LOST A SECOND DOWN THE BOG.... Well...be British and phone Womans hour and create a new trauma label orf get DOGGING IMMEDIATELY.... as tick tock...and if you ever arent such a loser you lose em all down the bog... and one ever actually works....you will forget...ALL your past imediately and she will teach you daddy....oops better not refe to me as daddy infront of the Iti mummy's boy daddy... but you know who is ALWAYS right...."

anyway.... ehh... well... i kindof got a responsibility.i doubt i will ever be able to afford to meet it....

but...one mum (who agrees with every word i ever utter here) knows she may just be a 'solution'... for the sake of her littleun...

but needs such a massive kick up her arse to.... mean what she has said...

and you can only do that face to face

And she won't slap mine as she's already had ever even worse sin told to hers... thats what REAl friends are for

Exclude performative "solitude"

Righty ho.....

and a second half written one started yesterday up on the perfect hill all day...

To finish tomorrow

As is the 'critique' of why you must give up on all English writers...

The ones - all European who actually give you space to know they made space to THINK before pumping out the same effete formula of acedia  that they have ever since Amis... who's new teeth via his first bit royalties cheque they crave ..or some other 'healing' to a sickness none of THEM could ever ever be cured of...

is part started here

https://leftovers2022.blogspot.com/

To be made sense of  soon i already have it in voice and filmclip

voice 025 made yesternoon  also lives in the one on your whackery...

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1nGCBwRlqvjyHidjveM4gjSkjOORWljQ3/view?usp=drive_link

I should have asked her...

 As it is ' the' one performance that is...really is... the best example of manifestation of symptomatics...

proof

But what a superb chat....

Only one person knows I was  where the chat happened..... such a true precioussss....

But i never even slightly riff upon anyone so face-to-face randomly encountered, and wonderful... if they are a bit older.

Other than 'notionally'

I rarely come here.... by van, often by foot....

Anyway even if on the job - this...all that matters, since 0545...

And the most incredible fairy tale fairies MAYBE helping all day... from sunrise.

But...  even if at last i got THE critique of Mister problem, and his Carlists... 

And talk about frig me theres a right Cock up a brewing i did get it ... like get it 

That will have to wait until tomorrow

As i can never write at dusk as i spend half the day at it always from  5.45.... then need to charge near impossible.... then   10km by

 foot.... the more likely one may die of something like 'dehydration' the better but it never works! 

oops one of those doesn't really fit here.... (bulk superfast upload here due as always nobody even invites you to plug in to their solar pannel.... there being NO honour ever among the British #vandeadsouls... when there sure was even 20 years ago BEFORE SM...

and anyway i's all about the same thing

as i said two years ago " if you love your kids no matter what age they are... assist them to establish away from this land.. whatever it takes... .among other things the 'mental health' issues at least 5 likely 10x worse here than any other EU spot..."

and there is no hope of any change for decades.

None.

And as i told someone i am an Ultra stupid CAndide the fool optimist...

Anyway i said i had made a box of new mental health tricks but so much moore interesting especially if ANYthing gets you '''down...  and i always do what I say....

For now only half collated and terribly presented for now... as i said 

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/your-not-my-mental-elf.html

 unfortunately as Pablo said a conversation doesnt begin until we have been speaking an hour.."

And not even enough time to answer that unasked (actually irrelevant question)

"but what do you mean if you say all is ruled by dsm labels.."

That will be answered here too.

And i didn't need to 'ask'  even if i should have...i made alone the awful little film of what...the 'problem' looks like...

TO BE CONT

now...it sounds to me like...

 even if thisteraft is perfect...

it will have to wait

In one word:

 "don't"...

believe Mr "Beliefmaker" ... his nose up De Bottie's one...as all of them have been.
As they haven't read the Einstein...

I do, in that even if for selfish reasons,  i wouldn't have believed just how 'lonely'  so many are... too lonely ever to actually just have a little 'go' at

Something real. 

 is that the right way up as it's random: select three sequential in sequence

snaps...

And usually it puts them in upside down, the wrong "order".. in the court of i couldn't give a fuck what the public opine....

If one truly is at ultra even better than ever zen moment....

I mean, there she was masqueradin' as Amish....

ohh yes whats the word of the day,  whatsisface on wireless sunday morn

Todays's Sunday - news of the religious screws... or never

And often very good, rightly on the so interesting thing of how in some OTHER land a whole Jenny Cider is not even spoken of...

Even when they chuck Franco out of his last resting place, just over the aisle from his sworn enemy

Which i guess explains the magnificent Anna's use of her proto Carlian ""shaddow" or was it shade or in a cave or some other useless allegory for the human condition they show off thinking is to be found in their dungeons blessem...even Anna the first new love after ..it

 spnish flying off but we met for a coffee the day of the biggest moan ever i shant forget the paper out.... 

" now we wone the footie argument...now we can sue for millions... "

"ohh Anna ... this country.....dont they know that a compromise..pact... we got you by the balls now pay up before we go and pay all those silks.... half ... now and spend it on yoof clubs perraps or even new footie fields bein' Hillsbro's a tad tainted........" she understood.

(OK I ADMIT..her  BAFTAN film  thus far is very very good, well if you think that Vudu is real and mummy's mummy was Queen of it.....  even if she is out of date that the Missus i KNOW wrote some of it alltoo......

dont even know if this is the right one so quick one has to dart over the bridge to nowhere ever theyll cut the ropes from behind, behind... your back

 but whats the  much heralded special artsy twist at the end thats meant to have you eating your own heart out of your chest it sums up all of human tragedy... in a comic.... )

gee whizz i shall report them for not 'copyright' striking this for a bit of  only the fourth greatest Queen Soul.... 

 

which is hilarious as they make such a  song and dance - like endless truculent  about " THIS VIDEO IS BLOCKED IN CERTAIN TERRITORIES"  when what they mean is only Russia...

(compute shutdown and restart due the plum job old thing lost with no manners to notice i was busy.... writing a bout her...type...)

hahh hahh my mind is sharp as a jagged fingernail stuck up your nose

rancour

old Hennesy speaks of rancour times

but like the racist pigsties they are they don't even mention Aretha withnnit

what was the one word?

ohh yes 

DON'T

Never mind real tragedy, in another

None of them can ever Bee...

Even if first equal

Now i hate drum and bass... and love only Minnie, and her bigger sister,  except...

even Minnie was a tad confected... 

And the greatest tragedy of all of culture is she can sit there humming whispering in ones ear... in thisteryear 

to her 1990....

Not one even her believes you can get it back....

Better....

you don't need the perfect high notes, nor scales....

I know exactly what the formula is....

And it's the opposite of 'freedom'.....

And the proof is that few numbers make me a little Je Ne regret rein....

yes but it would have been nice to.....

just have a cup of even Yogi tea.....

With the only one who really did so utterly perfectly in every note sum up all its ever been..

class.

And she knew what hers was .. or at least one assumes .... . and thus transcendentalled it..... 

In one sentence..

same camera same node same angle held ..

the stupid thing doesn't  Interfere this time...

which is allegorical of ...  nothing as them Botties  think they have you all covered....

when in fact in nothing but their bottled ...  fancy shit.

I can defo prove....

If i can just stay in this perfect ' groove' ... 

Which never goes away...

a decade... two really ...

Every day

No matter what.... 
 

Well it was until

 you touch the stupid thing and it thinks it knows which way up....

 

A fortnight later, Epilogue, footnote, acknowledgements, REFERENCES

"Auf Wiedersehen.......... Pet..." winkyemojii , mutual...eye to eye 

In front of her very very brown hubby, unseen, checking out the architecture...

...  flip what a stunner same age as me...

AFD discussed..

differences explained

Those embezzling Wynns as allegory for the whole place now works a shortcut treat. 

Even if it hasn't yet made its way to Krautland tv...

Best place for them to strip off in them hills and bathe, informed

The short version, it's always a pleasure....to stop and chat...

 to even get caught chatting someone's Euro-honey...

No 'indigenous' 'upward' bounce that ..'look' in the eyes... even suggesting soundbowl healing may in fact be very frequently

not the best 'alternative' cure to what they dont even know theyve got

I mean even " " your  little AFD  problem youre all fretting about; believe me

the only three year tragedy

is that you all have been just a bit Goebbeled that its really the beginning of the end..

here the end began long ago....

Friends telling tales on friends

(no idea their healings drove THEM round the bend)

never mind 

L'Étranger

even... at her ...Bend in the River 

as your lifelong rivals say... read that one, plus ca change.... no matter how they reinterpret 'reality'  " 

now it's kairos time to go...back.

So, poor chap....

 ...as of course the reality is, as there is one, he has to spend his days around the likes of little miss early morn at the toilet block..

Who are all after the lanyard jobs, too.... even if over several decades fried their brains into endless chipfat 

spattering and they have to spatter something out of their endless sour chit chat

 even on a lovely cool morn...

Not one of them ever managed to even ponder how all in the fringe lands are after the same scant resources. 

And especially understand that just because all you can ever think of is you, some of us aren't you... 

as we did the 'work' over decades to know why not to be...

Which was the 'it'

Brainwashed into "give me my sovereign self integrity" 

when even a keyfob will have someone's thumbprint onnit

Now.... it's necessary to move if nothing else so as to be forgotten.

And remembering one last unvisted place to have a nose around that was always going to be even more awful than the rest...

Turns out's the best.

Too busy to notice, all those chem trails to monitor on their devices

And that is the end of their Road.... 

"the beast"

 Now there is no hope, as I even trained myself to sometimes use his language...

Which starts with their 'chem trails' even if it started with 'the man' and one wades through all the us-against-them stuff such as the 'beast' and what does one do when even an 'archetype' to get all Carlian, doesn't know his tribal word so one has to revert to the worst film ever " ok as you say the 'Matrix'.."

All this Babel they have sat around for several decades merely looking for new words to make THEM look good, picking fights with those beasties, sadly which causes one to forget where one is but all i know it's so boring when you can't really say anything due to triggering the next visit to their bridges with a rope ..

Which is endemic and i do know why..

And have for yonks. 

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/psych2025.html

So, the uplands....

Don't matter it's only the Middling ones... even if my my they love to boss you about on their 'charity' money. 

And a really meek one knew decades back avoid the 'honeyspots'. 

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Lof7hIuw2xxF2OHpD1QSWXV7wuNdQkGY?usp=sharing 

So, the 'it' what is it?

 He sure helped define it; not him.

Now...i never even ask anyone to "subscribe" to https://www.youtube.com/@ralphschism

where i have no playlists; as it says " to augment" here...

 where very very first draft playlists are...

And i have no idea if someone clicks on a video here it shows a 'play on the youtube in fact i am the ultimate pure true original ''hippie" in that i couldnt monetise anything as one needs to give ones address to 'the man'  

But it really is a very involved act of memory to list them here, as some must be left in draft in the channel for reasons of nobody has a sense of humour and could understand in fake rasta lands that nothing is ever personal and all is merely whimsical notional and anyway only to rev up prior to get back into the really far more edgy social realism of lastereion 

So certain clips bulk-uploaded have to be left unviewable..

for now

and its only possible to do so by remebering the filenames of those set there

to you can see and those only i can

and remebering which are which as here it shows them all as all can see prior to selecting

And its so tiring and time consuming one at a time

so dont subscribe i couldnt give 12 monkeys but there are often clips there that dont get

here...

and the feat to remember which have been set to 'publish' so you can see 

is so boring....and i dont know if you do see..

As it often says many thousand a day peer here

but hardly anyone there

and that is the purest form of pure something or other..

i literally have no idea, if pageviews are 'bots'  - thousands of you

or peeps... only really provable by bought coffees...

link in above link 

only 1  and a half 1/2 people ever did...

all that said  as there is a sequence and im only half way through and anyway fairies were defo proven just a bit ago...

it would save time if people just clicked through any new youtube splurges of video and i am only parodying all the rest who certainly have nothing to say....ever!

and only occasionally may have something wise you need to hear, to piss off the bots

who havent yet proven they are human