The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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Start at the beginning (first 'post' - click 'older posts' bottom right hand corner ). Themes are developed and then woven together - a series of regular essays. Some in handwriting; some audio/vid.
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of her woodman hulk JOBBERman.. (she saw my hurtle-'dance'
down her plank and said "what skill!" )
Thing is.... now if anyone were to think about one's 'reputation' or even identity. There is one woman in the whole of Dooneshire County....
That nobody can, or would dare, argue with!
How on earth...!! what evil faerie magyc is this!... when her, technically my lifelong 'enemy', as i am always on the side of the little man, or fox... is my main regional champion! What bizarre twists and turns life took..
Even if all i care about is 05.30 to about 08...
that thing... which is far more pronounced in wintering,
when there really is NOTHING
especially coldish morns of truly no hope
Life is no joke
And the groovy philosophy comes as if..compensation,
..... well not only to PROVE the theory, neigh FACT
...at last
yesteraft
but i have real shamanic second sight and know what the future answer is to the only question:
" so....ehh...so....such an old one..... sixty four hey... and so fabulously skinny.... so ehhh.... do you have anything WRONG with you...?.."
twas her look, of : 'what are you talking about..'
" ... well..... every single other one i've encountered here defines themselves usually in sentence three as having some... health or other mental deficiency....funny that, in the wealthiest place around... "
Never mind a sense of humour at LAST!
Twice...
But the first proving my 'theory' - not telling!
The second my friend... " your dangerous....you remembered! you have a memory even at your old and stooped age..! i find it astonishing the mass narcissism theseereabouts most cant even recall what one chatted about a few days afore... too busy listening to only the sound of their own voices i guess...not you......so sha;ll we go to the ceiligh...? ... or maybe not unless i have protection... ohh you know of the over-controlled sad little one.... "
" ohh...you KNOW him!! wow.... his real photo book of the region i saw and almost weeped its like rather than tell some theme park version all ... errata ALL the younger ones are addicted to.... he captures the QUESTIONS in his photographs ... you know that there is more behind the camera or some scrap with the farm next door in the eyes of his subjects... .. REAL country life.... god how funny as soon as i mention a problematic illusionista of a promissory note really caused me serious winter hunger, due the games the lonely old rich ones are addicted to rather than simple trad 'man managemen'........you guessed immediately who or is it whom....?"
.." and the nagging.... god.... i mean youre a lonely sheepherd or woodsman up in them ills and you want real conversation politics or something real to pass the day around and all they can do is nag about things they saw just the day before, are always dealt with such as tools always not only stowed away but like Ralph taught me as a child OILED before you put the sawblade back in its sheath.... nope.. theres no hope i just pity them...but not you.... you know Jesus even if non existent invented constructive critique, its ferkin civilisation..... you are THE answer to it all.... and as for the 'Green' i was chatting with yesteraft...my god she got the best personal compliment ever about her new stiff brush...... but as soon as one mentioned reality ' the rivers and streams here are fuckerooed baby...' she actually started screaming in a public place about how dare you with your negativity ... if i had a babe sat next to me she would never have dared even disagreeing... same as at the JOBS:... if they know you are in a secure couple they treat you with respect.... if they think you are a solo bloke [ONE fab exception] they chip away at you, and so so gameplay... funny old world....not quite the one Kings College, BBC and all the rest project.... ahh yes but we realised we both knew exactly whats gone awry the first time we met...i remember every single word.. when they are so so such a relief! .... "
NOW!
I have three in tghe bag. The proofs of the pudding
NOw i can write what i know is THE only possible 'answer' - solution, to the flurries of slurry....
Not into their rivers, thats temporary
Even if they are megga majority
There is only one kind of 'fascism' ..
call it 'lite' as i do...
same old cant vanity conceit
Not one would ever stop to think:
"an extraordinary combo.... bridging across forever
meetin' Mid pond....
when i watched it my my it hurt me inside
as it said " careful...or this will ALWAYS be youtoo
youtoo
youtoo
all of us, even proven self appointed goodies
have this in us, every single word
never mind act, especially unseen unherd
must be treble checked: am i not just as bad
in nett effect or unintended consequence
as the last baddie i so piously and ....
whats the word, censorious you know
my memory superb
a few days ago i got the wrong word
not Camus as rit,
Kafka.. not lit
they teach FULLY in our universities
quite deliberate
as Kafka said, youtoo,, always"
Fascism is when one projects education, and some or other goody goody ideology
and yet suggested:
" all humans almost always end up just like Donald
in Land of The Blind
so history has always said
not my opinions, nor unique thoughts from my head
i merely do listen, and do what I'm told
by sages, afore me... no matter how old
with just a little contemporary spice...
fleshy as thats modern, UV and IR nice"
So, me and the ONE and only MOUNTAINbabe...
we linger
If there are actual selfies faeries or fuckwit gnomes with an Ai chip that lights up their dumb eyes
like them 'ashram smiles'
(the REAl ones all three of them, all love it "copyright me one day my tracts will be.... Nunanised likely long after im rotting on the compost heap!"
they will be looking down up on us.. the way she smiles a real one
and lingers in the lanes as we riff...
("fuck me bit of an a age differentiation but anyone would think them two are in love.. recon she probably knows there's two fekin effs in affinity, too...and how they sit aside each other the back of the second one takes the stabby little horizontal part of the first one....as if its only friend ")
" i wrote to some arts org the other day..... you're not even allowed of course to suggest if Nan Goldin had done some REAL perfart a year or so earlier about how i wont blame Sackler for myself becoming a junkie as only I can stop being a junkie... well a quite good siger with some soul wouldnt have junked herself off out of this life..as only she did it nobody else ...but of course they can't take that even as an opinion to communicate around...nope.... ghosted forever "
" problem is yes they are 100% responsible for all hate crime - just self hate as finding new solutions, by thinking for onesself as we do... are the opposite indeed almost love.... but just now and again ..
i mean our yoof or in my case young mannery
it all went a bit hairspray wonky
problem with her Sarajevo....
no one wrote a great song about it...
and sadly the fact of life thats not allowed in Gweek or
especially Source places...
THE great spirits souls and intellects
silverliningistas...
fuck me listening to that Roula the other day....
made all the other 99 days of plattitude crap attitude
just ... not exist."
Next time will be:
" poor things.. Dwayne's Prs clearly should be sacked... or shot
(OOPS CANT SAY THAT STATED 'PACIFIST' OR NOT - for 'shot' insert locked in a cage with Mister Change-his-mind for ever)
nobody told him, every single every other one except the real woman from Beirut
for months indeed several years...
every single one now, by default,
claims that their child or someone else close
has ADHD or some other neuro whatnot
Funny that when even the Labour Sisterhood Grandees
have basically just said all that extra schoolrun taxi cash
brought us to our knees
And its going to STOP
No more.. gone...no point even going to the disabilities shop
pick 'n mix...
see what extras we can find for you livin in the stix
(first seen in leominster about two thousand and six
or maybe ten) "
Alas in the ultimate desktop cleanin phase
one operation only the next few days
she will have to go
ahahhh but there are two last sort of essays
First upon how the smart arse newclass have to come up with all sorts of irrelevant fancy words about at least half of country lads in all day with their curtains drawn
and
I used to almost always love Mister T
no more, sorry
The 97% of us chaps well even if about 80% who are dads
care that our daughters of course only ever meet that half of blokes
inside all day strokes upon strokes
until its red raw
and even if they think they MAY have found one who isnt lost to that tragic sickness
never again will they be able to know he aint...
but that's not the real issue
funny old REAL 'sociology' in action
Only three chaps i do declare, observe
put half a talk on The Tube
and against the decades long understood ethos,
the rest is pay-as-you-go
Sam
Thinks he's handsome
Freddie's op - only there as he knows he is handsome
as do his Freddettes
And Hilary who despite being really quite old-old wears stage makeup
and dyes his hair
pretending he's just as handsome and young as Freddie or even Sam....
Sociologically, male bimboism is even meaner than the other lot
Right the END of not even bad poetry merely just a slightly more flowey way of writing the same ole that ..
(god she lit up... " five years afore...
Utopia by Thomas More
god he figured it even then....
'JC youve been hiding for ever over there...
not puttin' YOUR all in...
well its your bloody turn!
no hope this time...'
was the leader we wanted,
the one whom didnt want it
.... as the membership did in fact 'data-point' ..vomit.... prove ... with their cash "
THE END...until she joins in... errata all three....
" wow... that silly posh princess preenin herself at the balcony opposite all these months .... for her profile...... theres no way she would ever even speak to a not so handsome or hip neighbour ...like me..... "
FF to beyond the End Times, 2027....and
" god... there she was... and there was only one seat in the basement left next to her ... so i could hardly avoid her as she had me all these many months....that would be as impolite as her....and then she screamed! ...had to hold on to me blubbing....as the one big noisy bang happened and ....well the rest is history.... look at the picture she just posted on her Pantygram ...of the ultimate silver lining ..... whats growing now... in her inner lining .. and now she can even get her own tits out on OUR own balcony cos ... ... ! .."..
wow thats good... the ultimate lining ....
It's regional battle day i wasnt planning to say a word and i dint think of that one i just finger jab
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oops to Yasmin, half raghead ...
And she told me of her third time lucky, maybe
womb lining success at long bloody last! before she told her own full rags dad ...
several years of extreme ' bullying' and offence and manipulative coerce the fuck out of her!
Endless as scary in delivery as siouxsi
" tic toc body clock!... tic toc i gonna chinese water torture you til you do what YOU spent 3 yrs tellin me you want...."
" luv...you want one i know you really do! .... last year or so of wombtimes...whatEVER it takes ....dogging ... anything luv.... any thing.... your either in the club..or not .... doesnt matter how you got there and what the membership criteria are....."
( 35 weeks in..
told her silly younger smartarse fidgety doctors to fuck off about 15 ago with their .." we think you should go on insulin maybe that will make this one stick" following daddy's advice.... mine)
As the bombs reigned down where 'tall really started..
The political scrap between 'religions' having 'shared' out roles between them....
But.... as even certain commentators believe rightly that so called 'Christian Nationalism' is one in their 'toolkit' Sam so loves, so as to grab a few percent off silly Starmtrooper who never knew where the front line even was...
... now i know they need me....
As only one person in this ridiculous little aisle where no commentariat can say, in the times of the Gayest Icon nobody actually gave a fuck about who listened to, the one and only Greatest Queen...
And why on earth did i pinch her double from Woolies as a lost young woollyback...?
Other than i had taste even then.... which is a bizarre claim to make, but...
Even the religious bigots long sidelined, in those magnificent pre-them times, had it, and her, licked....and nobody can say " we had an almost pure SECULAR state.... "
And even the local priest nothing to do, no con-gregation to con... would have tapped his toe dutifully to pure real soul.... and smiled
unless you were the Bishopprick of Brecon
sane men as Schlink said in Flights...
want to get their child away, by whatever means necessary, to a land where almost nobody had that nasty little habit
ahh yes... the pepper pot video is real NOT a skit...
when even the public transactional someone's paid friend wastes at least 7.5 hrs of your time too, art is merely figuring every second you can not spend on something that will waste it so as one has time to have spent it on them..
paying for so much 'material' up front one day better get it refunded who knows doesnt matter as the art of not caring despite them is not even to spite them as they actually aren't even fit to be known as 'them'...
and work to do!
long in notes ref my sequence
i have a perfect memory
and remember not to bother with unnecessary weighty matters be they full or empty
And have been waiting for a break in th weather for months to be forced to stay in and find this clip, still havent found it yet
Was I a fool or not to try to protect your real identity?
you google it ...
I shall never name her as sadly only remained a civilian...
when she should be so much more!
An actual honest one.... the world needs
source/ ref "The Dean of a famous Oxford college" - 20 + year famous professor of medicine and very busy twenty years in operating theatres including in the pauper hospitals, from a WORKING CLASS family, background and education; and Dean of Oxford Uni's second largest college, and married to a GP for 40 years.. her very close colleague for several decades... so great to hear it from the actual nag's gob...
(plus tales of daily corruption among the Florrian Nightingale lot ... my my they rip you off with what goes in their back pocket...Serbian mafioso would be jealous of their most successful grift!)
Yet would ANY artist - dozens spoken to, last summer, suggesting such REAL life projects based on some of the many wonderful TRUE stories of 'heroism' ....even consider this for art... nope only self reverential pastiche....and as for Banksy only blaming 'authority'....
Cartoon... a cartoon nation ...ooh i quite like that
Even if sadly there is rarely any real solidarity,
and thus one must always assume no "community"
either, which is indeed not going around for tea and hemp cakes
but doing the really hard stuff, in others lives
young men child blocked by so called wives
If you are expert, do that down the road
or next little settlement, anyone can make hempcakes
pretend 'charity' to pay their rent
Anyway i MUST stop having badpoetryitis especially as i was in some same-ole dull little arts huddle and just saying " ive concluded of late poetry is part of THE problem.." one gets that auto-look as if one has said that one is off to Nigel's for Teapots later ..
Which reminds me, even if known of 20+ years ago and anyway it's in one of the GREAT books and my copy back in my stored library that will i guess rot away, too and end up ioina skip (the amount of so called educator parents its been OFFERED too, for free...and even they ghost you!)
which had actually been in the BBC library some decades ago
they clearly never read it either
"THE one natural product that really really DOES damage the body permanently biochemically....sugar"
and that means ALL products that have high glucose-type sugaring ...
bloody honey, too, other than in irregular small servings
But what really is the most interesting unexperimented is the way that without a doubt it changes MOOD.
(as i expounded in my copyright theory last summer whilst attempting to educate one lostish one, and as i would only ever joke or riff upon 'copyright' except maybe regarding the ONE private buildlingsite, story site .. which would be not private if anyone ever paid their way, say regularly... as ....well paradise!! is... a clearly extremely intelligent woman who has been abroad seven years stating " my god i can really feel a difference...[ and it isnt good, compared to her fine EU home] " so there is no hope or as Camus said "there is hope, but not here" and thus its time to find my exit fayre... thing is the same encounter and a superb young man, thing is i was pondering just an hour ago - sane civilised people like me and her can always manage a siesta - as long as i can still do that...me i cn always sleep and sad to hear that my one GREAT hope in this territory even she can't and has crises...i am a different species obviously of notEast Enderstimes.... which sugar brings on - rumpus external or internal.... thing is silly me i saw a 'future' yes so iof many many more somehow accessed INTELLIGENT sedition/rebellion or at least constructive critique...but it takes years of authoritative input that must never ever preach or demand it is right, even if the proof is EASY!... maybe there would be hope... but then if 99% use 'dyslexia' as excuse... and this cant read the paper " no more cash for SEND [ indeed this was an exclusive to this site 3 ish years ago as a welsh school head teacher had told me thats the secret plan and not only no more cash ' We in Pays Du Galles are gonna tear up your labels and pretend they dont exist even if of COURSE they all do even if the science a bit 'entitled' shall we say... which is what even Starmerstanistan has just actually said, too....but as they can't read that on online moaning sites as of course their dyslexia will FOREVER stop them like me from even knowing if 'if' has one 'f' or two... they wont ever read that - no more cash darlin! and will continue to forever campaign for even more labels and cash for their own next generation do they have this in America notes #2 there will be many )
anyway yes sugar but the really interesting heresy ( i have had a role..) is that in fact the pauper pantries - i LOVE.. really do find funny characters in them...
Thing is..... (heresy - i hope she doesnt read this she knows my name and i like her a lot!) ... sugar... the way the poor and frail and even splendidly swivel eye are mainly doled out high sugar scraps....
this really is an interesting Orwellian Big Sister matter than NObody dare even mention....
anyway thats for another day but at last i have some PROTECTION!!! which merely is ONE (i arranged for her to have charity) tough nosed " i was abusederatti.." quite normal woman in fact who knows SHE is being utterly marginalised and treated like a pet... cos i have bolstered her into at least opening up about this....and SHE is in the very epicentre of The Source of ALL truly moronic snide bitch gossip for many many a km....
but i can't stay even if...
****
really.... i am serious....as it has been the central thing of life for 15+ years...
the TOTAL inability to honour ONE simple HUMAN request whatdyer call that !?
(as EVERY English woman and loadsa blokes now every other word is 'narcissist' even the one seemingly sane one... maybe we do need a new word for the actual 'narcissism' that matters...
seriously! ... spread the below video on all their "'s/he's a narcissist sites - i am so narcissistic i wouldn't read any comments or 'pile on's if i was paid VERY well.... and i know i am right
as this is the one of their as yet unlabelled labels that matters )
plus super-fans, whether narcissistic or not i don't care but make your rediculously waste of space heads useful and remember where my scythe is kept if i accidentally chop my own one off....
thing is..... i do love a true fait accompli and when Ms Regional Transactional paid friend-maker can't evern mean what she says
well, it becomes totem pole for a supposed community that is so the exact opposite of what they signpost they are
Indeed the problem: for some years (yes about her SEVEN) the once great educational depository (acc typo, i did write re4pository but its helping today, lovely word!) the radio 4 afternoon play or even the small 15 minute 'shorts' they do every single one is fgake about some wonderful 'self actualised Ealenor Oliphant type gaily tiptoeing through life as a sort of latent 'kind' person just innocent faery....
when in fact their endless 100% fakery
really damages all of society
good job i wasn't on the edge of some abyss of loneliness and pondering which way, up, or down...
And as this is a paid 'facilitator'... who can't even mean their off-duty chumminess, well...
if i just printed out and posted the 100% unredacted [excepting email/phone data] actual real life correspondence it would make a REAL afternoon short story - and a GOOD one too! poignant whatnext? almost a life encapsulated in a few pages of A4.. two lives of course .... that tells the true story of why there's no hope whatsoever at all in this fetid Aisle of i no longer no what anymore even if i knew that 5+ years ago.....
.....unless
BUt of course when all the Eleanor's mums (i.e. the publishers and the agents) are only addicted to sugar coated Elanor ....
it became the ultimate not only bad taste, but cannibalistic zombie filled black hole WORSE than Mr McCarthy's Road...
As i knew a decade back
why i set out looking for the only solution
One to perhaps sometimes watch your back
BUT there's no failure
when such magnificent material
in my can copyright or not
All i ever really cared about so....
what was all of it the extra gifts (even real love) all about?
..... " i only spoke with you as you're not in the bourgeois [Hunters/etc].... uniformity"
we shall see.
Being NOTHING actually changed from twenty years ago
simonclayton2020.com and all that....
the number one failure of all time
How.... ever... what really did change was then - as all law is based on people being able to tell some bewigged toss pot, their stories....
most of my victims - real ones not made up for attention, mums and dads who wrongly had the "Maoists", to quote his LORDship.. Wall, sadly dead, being very Maoist, could tell their story in at least one dimension, but then that changed...
as of maybe ten years ago its all sort of by ESP they would think just by picking UP their device to call the willing free lay legal advisor, moi,, that was enough' they didn't need even pen and notepad out to take down the advice they had called expressly TO receive..
never mind actually write out the STORY first....to save my time...
No hope but a crusade to get a lad maybe one day over to Portugal - as long as NOT the bottom third all taken over by ex Horrofordshire and Gweek junkies and their 'retreat' ing trustifarian operations...
is a fine thing to hope to do ...
Now...my territory is rather superb but i need to hide from it... because an action must be done.
Soon
cont....to be constructed today
as i am so organised its daft and can do circus tricks
Now.. here is one of many 'things' i not only ponder but also do... philosophise upon what are those i encounter and get to know non judgemnentally to be fully Narniac complicit;
But as one encounters SO SO many who are crushed by a bit of non-winter (even a local ally a goodun!) and obviously it aint the actual winter that crushes them its that they dont know what it is for - as a pure bodyist in that i am in far more bodily sync, harmony 100% consistency for at least 3 decades - same habits diet every day... not ocd merely as i grew out of needing to care about some special 'food' it being, fuel...
its for adjusting to splendid longer nights and getting a jolly good 8 hrs almost always ... and then when you've plenished a bit...
figure what insane things to DO - in their "communities" not what i think is right but what they say is rightfully needed.. a bit of winters nothing much else to do with the spare hours than do something...hard.... from calling out cant and vanity to even calling a spade a spade and knowing which grave to be working on just making it a tad shallower...not for me as i roam even if i can't afford the fuel to go far..
(nor new tyres needed to go anywhere quasi legally.. other than at shoulder times when the fuzz are likely having their tea and cakes)
winter is great its when you figure what really is what and neecessary...
and learn the way to get through
and DO
is there aren't 'difficult times' its all just a rerun of The Odyssey..maybe
BUT this language truly did become the self fulfillin' bleedin moanin' prophecy
which of course to query it becomes merely a bit of dull stoicism when in actual fact i got one better...
(there are SO many lonely bitter middle aged women in Swesternshire who having ripped off the underlanyardists - not as sharp lanyard edged as those above, to buy their shabby 'dream' cottage - which of course never works as you can't run away from who you had to be
come
but i could earn a fortune with a whathey called?, Onlyfans thing stripping off and jumping in the very underwhelming hilltop rivers all winter and giving them a very expensive pay-as-you-go thrill - pandering to their dreams they were sadly never equipped emotionally to ever follow except in the estate agents catalogue... cos clearly nothing else thrills them the wan looks and bowed shoulders as they get into their compulsory 25 plate ... or take a walk in fairly ok countryside, and spend literally half of it looking into their phones"! ..)
But i don't do that kind of pay-as-you go or infact merely samey old sameness real revenge will be if the other 'stream' of consciousness actually achieves something, fiscal...
It's so real-life good
it could
And is SUCH a pleasure to begin to put into writings up and a few different videos audios which must not ever meet these here as its propper incognito...Belle Du Jour style incog...
Thing is alternate audios and videos are on the same theme... but you get the far less elegant format...to piss you off.
And they the other recipients the elegant... but they must never know of you - or not yet and thus material must be google firewalled to perfection...
videos here must never go there, ditto most audios..but not all some will be teasers like below....(due even they are supposedly finable )
free substack audio
American Notes (#1 are yank cultural critics so completely morally bankrupt as UK so called arbiters of intelligent culture became from 15 ish years ago?)
So yes remember while it's in my thick head, "censorious" that's the real word of the century..
even if they didn't really rev up until 21ish so as to protect their over-lanyard-class 100 grand bewaged status ( real man with real values having GW 1 realised that the only values here are " turkey shoot em in their backs retreatin' from Kuwait " when push comes to shove, never pays any tax so its YOUR striven for conned cash cow wages that get taxed to pay for...them..)
Censorious... i mean how on earth can someone's actual disability be turned into an 'event' it beggars belief in nowt ever...
None of my biz merely to have been ACTUALLY 'witnessed' over some months is all that really matters in life ...
Anyway it is impossible, really impossible, not possible to be in such an 8-hrs-sleep fabulous balmy dawn mood...
errata as (they dont tell em in disability victim school) the definition of 'mood' is that they change
Mine never do although i do have to admit lastersept i did lose bounce-energy a little pondering a DEFINATE wintry death this lasterone
And i was not only wrong but the most opposite of second sight i have ever been.
(BACK TO HER LATER WELL SOON AS ITS IN A VIDEO CLIP WITH CIRCUS TRICKS - OOPS ACC CAP HAVENT DONE THAT A WHILE...)
anyway the definition of your shrink or guru should be sued for libeling a worthy truth is that nobody tells you what the end result should be, never mind a great definition of being 100% happy or at least centred : to know exactly where one wishes to be at some future moment; in this case, today, later on in better-signal-land as i only hate having to charge up (unless the one sane schoolteacher distracts me from the pain of it) and every smallest bit of power that can be saved is not just a bonus but life itself rather than charge in places of 99% only death...
and thus if in better signal all 20 mins of very fruity video taken thistermorn will go up more quickly thus using less battery
Anyway back to yes the Sunderafterwalk - not 'performative' unlike all the rest of this so absurd region, who must be seen walking....and attired appropriately in the kind of attire that doesnt need any price tag showing as they know just how pricey they will have been in PJs...
Mine always to get away, aside..never ever 'hide' just not be where they are...
Full explanations later today. Not because 'truth is beauty' but because it is indeed actually 'energy'... eventually if at least privately
one can turn it into a good joke every dawn
quite remarkably
Anyway yes sudenwalk... "what a racist colour blind cunt i am..!"
There once being the only great white
soul
singer of it
But hmmm... now the problem is there really are two streams of consciousness going on in parallel that need for reasons of hijackery, to be kept apart for now....
This one is the one I like and is about to get better despite all but 3 readers over 3 years being cruel tramp-house turnkeys, as George rather well described in his Down and Out - you think I'm all mouth well last two years i nudged very successfully three or was it four fine maidens into that book and they all said they really loved it
... especially due to really the ultimate one of late, who proves, there really is no hope.... none zero...as video described, soon
But only the real Gay-icon-Queens of it, ever actually turn me on - and need deploying, soon
and why 'science' is so spikey and disastrously British Public Schoolby who have to have it all just 'so' as mummy kicked em out so young and they need to grab any old nanny's bib
ohh yes and.....who is beyond 'rebelling; against as they hide themselves so superbly and furthermore are a virtually 'protected' species... despite being in charge of your tax cash.
ohh yes and the American invasion NOBODY ever speaks of...
refs
As of early 2025, women hold...... national parliaments, with Sweden (45.6%), Finland (45.5%), and Denmark (44.7
'twin studies' dodgy. my my the AI is learning and gets it half right, thing is it misses the so interesting drama of it, still ongoing, how the majority of most science careers is in a wrestling match to the death unable ever to accept that they are naked too... endlessly so much still referred to 'its in the genes' when so much of genetics is so dodgy as it was based on dodgy...'twin studies'
From, it (not my yellow why does it have to highlight itself?)
Twin studies have faced severe criticism and partial discrediting due to ethical breaches (e.g., forced separation of twins), questionable scientific methods, such as the flawed "equal environment assumption", and fraudulent data reporting, most notably by Cyril Burt. Critics argue that these studies often overstate genetic influence while ignoring environmental factors, leading to claims that they measure environmental similarity rather than genetics
REF TO ADD IN LATER
speaking about experimenting on the pre pubscent ...ACTUAL experiments...
Kings College at 37 minutes in imply they are miffed they cant experiment on pre pubescent CHILDREN any more!
Emily (sounds rather American to me) and her English buddy, the ultra protected species who own your ass and are beyond rebellion as nobody speaks of them as a class (ive no interest in the transition wars except that Transition Town Totnes "twinned with Narnia" - where he began, it....should have been put out of business for squeezing the balls of the rest of the eco movement....oops errata thay are out of business...they failed.. as they were charlatans, too....and 'divided' those few actually dedicated to your shitcreek of a planet... on chemical castration The Nutzis would have rubbed their hands at - curiously i have never heard any man eulogising upon such frankly evil stuff
and last summer's ideas on exploring FACT, there...fine thoughts
nobody - no pipsqueak British writer or journaliser, dares even have
( do European whorespittles communicate fully through the hierarchy layers that exist in UK - funny that...from the horsey's gob.. you wouldn't think UK was stuck in Victorian times unless you do hear it from one, unable to actually go and DO that fine questioning as querying is what civilisation is
and a few others, splendid things to attempt to query)
so can any American actually live better - FAR better, without a vehicle and i don't mean metropolitan metros sufficin', i mean in the booneys.... old bike wjhatever the weather and you just don't go out in the worst theres always some excuse you can muster..
like does America have a fatal (it is as bookreading is the only way you actually grow up) pandemic of dyslexia such that any somewhat more privileged region - as The Source lot arrived at Horrorford Steiner funny that how the infection crept in like sepsis - we never even heard mentioned in public 25 ish years ago, all became parrots - Green ones please! " my little boygirl has so totally debilitating dyslexia don't you know..."
and plenty more to come, maybe..i hope
Nobody else ever asks such actually real questions in the 'public conversation' - i know ive bored myself to death listening to it...
Furthermore lots in the can from the last month or two...
One is even the 'answer' ... i know and a fine woman - well and truly in her 65 year old no more bullshit prime, also said so...
who's trying to get 'in' with her half time mayor..in Italy...
"there's simply no way I am staying in this madhouse i made the mistake of letting my six kids be born into.."
" go for it girl!!!!"
And he will be very happy too as only truth talkers (to be cont shetoo ehh sees through something...) are ten times sexier than their years
thats a point is THAT known of in Youessay...??
even if i do believe there are only about three of us here i do share my opinions in person oft enough, and learned to say the right things to all of them...
all very magnanimous and not at all Miss Anne Thrope..
BUt i know they're beyond ANYthing ...working
ever....
good job its 'taking part' just trying..
But no more
(at least she agreed " god so so many extremely lonely 60ish year old [ well ypou can't use real words like 'sybarite' to the faery class - 99% of em] yes mainly women... bought their 'dream' after years of slogging away in the SE whipping at the the lanyards under their level..... and.... well.... they were sold a very expensive pup, too..." ... problem is you can't actually talk to/with them...give advice, as you only GET to be top sybarite by never for a second ever having pondered other's knowings or livings.... and i guess dont even really notice how someone else isnt as lined and wan ... and only ever moaning... between compulsory 'have a nice day' kindof utterly baseless affirmations even the ST Trinnians teachers wouldnt have been quite so cruel as to have spanked into themas compulsory behaviour. and it aint stiff upper lip, as sadly your Kisin-Lowe-Starkey-ALL OF THEM! types dont understand, the 'Utopians' like Stalin or even Adolf were a long long long time ago.... we had this rather wonderful thing called modernity and some semblance of real advanced liberalism and universal human rightsism... and a t least a nod to egalitarianism.... the counter culture wasnt some aberration it was proper enlightenment+ modernism+ a few other modern things.. not one of them CAN believe in as they were the miserable little overspanked boys who could only ever hide behind their toys... )
(maybe " you love him so one day you'll find succor in knowing no more choice, if you don'
t take part you will be part of the prob.." might one day work)
But it's the 75% third sentence, just when one is about to pass on some splendid useful information, for the one not even one at her tit
" I may not be able to read your reference...i'm dyslexic.."
Funny that, 4 or 5 million in a region, I must have heard at least half a mil of them displaying so rather proudly their label... or it feels like it...
Wonder if it'll sink in by the time he's seven... it's not innate
its dan 'n mum failing to inculcate
some things take a while but you just gotta keep plugging on
no idea what the rules are, just get your eyes and head out into the sun
("and don't trust the performative ' wow ive a woodland school..' brigade, unless they get em out from under the trendy trees... and day after day too... as one little session here and there will never do")
especially months like these
All that matters in life is a February or March sun trap....
Perhaps will wake me up to grabbing what i need
merely to pass on some things from time, back there..
not here here's just hilarious theme park Disney bear...
And now i know why 'twas almost as if they back then had their heads in his grip
ill, sick... all that cash and the opposite of free
perfectly good buymeacoffee in the link at top thing that steals 10% or more..paypal less creaming a bit off, ...bank account numbers in link above which remarkably steals no percent
some silly chaps did a few months ago and went and made me think i was onto something.....really did bugger me up that one as i ended up putting a bit too much energy into attempting to really get under the bonnet of it all and went and bleedin well wasted time on all that rather than looking for the next (DEFAULT except for one no-nagger infact she proved ehhh just how thieving all the rest are ) landowner to be illusionista... so its starvation time soon if i were a yank i would sue those donors for false hope or false something or other or just being known to me ...
yes GROOMING! (do they have that one there ?) grooming one to be their little dancin' lapdog forever just cos they donored 185 quid in total ...and then lose the leash...
but what i REALLY want to know is would an American know (one is being consulted as i speak - one formally connected to British terrible art) that NOT being in any way appreciated at all ever is THE very very best thing ever for ones.... creative energy
though ive had enough of that now such a 15 year expert i could write that book and it would be real unlike every book on Wintering or MCFarlane's Rivers are Alive
but i think you need to be in 50s ..to truly get full nuclear fusion effect i.e. something very much more than your nothing much at all....
..when you know your bloody well right
especially seeing how everyone in the 2020s went utterly Stepford Wives/ Huxley Somatic... indeed as good as metaphorically Cormac's The Road...
And that BAFTA movie....to think, one scene only of any elegance when the young brown woman elegantly creates a car crash otherwise bang bang and car chases and stupid ex army morons ... thats what its come to....
and cos of the Teapots i can't even google " can a british person seek assylum in some EU country " or ok you can but to find actual useful info all you are going to get is this as the AI KNOWS you are Teapot stir crazy
Asylum applications in the UK hit record highs, with 89,500 applications (110,100 people) in the year ending September 2025. The system
And doesnt know people with a brain, even if they wish every immo in the world to come and have coffee here KNOWS that immigration is unacceptable to the majority, and thus is over ... electorally a liability as they say...
And nobody has mentioned it either ehh Nige/Rupe... Tommy... THE TORYGRAPH THE TIMES THE GUARDIAN
something HAPPENED a few months ago.... EU borders, far far easier to police than say USA due lots of ocean went and put in electronic visa / identity stations for EVERYone who aint EU...
And it's surely clear to even a Teapotist that this rather large investment is for a ...reason.... to gradually fairly swiftly indeed one must assume make it rather harder for those economically migrating or even the mad ones who think they may be happier for other reasons in UK or safer ..here or anywhere else in the EU, which is between those other countries and this one..gradually harder and harder to transit on the way to get your rubber dinghy
I mean you can't get a dinghy over to Malaga and then hop on a plane over to London just like that no papers... especially when the EU border forces gradually actually make their investment actually work which obviously they will have to or they look rather stupid... and EU borders become far less porous...
how....ever....soon a few days ago an audio made that io know nobody dare even mention why the Teapots have no chance...
soon
and i wouldnt have the time free to meander muttering pure thought if i had to do the roughly ten minutes per payment inbound it takes figuring when on earth one clears and checking endlessly as you cat trust any tech bro or sis... or any of it...so i win
SO when all we ever hear from the so called intelligentsia is "permacrisis" there's only one crisis in my world which is when i for the first time in three years i slightly lose track of a few themes bobbing around for a few months, that get into my videographic dictaphone, and i cant get a quiet desk for long enough to sit down and methodically write out each video timestamp that is up on the waffletube so as to keep methodical track of what is up and whatnot
But one day i shall.
Especially as ....
saudades have to be worked at getting back
++++++++
like i want to know is ONEKEY life known of in Yankland? as the key to life
zen in a bit = live on no matter what
and prove you feel like it to yourself
on your terms
which is tidily
especially as its all very well Henry living 'deliberately to show off with all that erudite grand thought, when it's in fact the super SMALL miniscule thoughtful stuff that no matter what makes you actually 'happy' and tells you why bother living on..
Anywya to be continued symbolised by
oops i am so out of sequence gotta go back a month but there we go zen is showing your very worse side and not carfing a bit even if i do care as a message is all there is
when one is utterly drowning in this Utter bullshit EVERYwhere
in fact that chat three years and a bit ago ... affinity is only one thing: " god and my ohh my they spend all their time at workshops to show off they can afford them.... do you.? ..no i thought not.." ohh well there we go but i had no idea just how OCD they are about it, which also became something only to make money from.... if one gets one's 'send' certificate ... i bet my van they won't any more cos they spent all the cash on sends and theres no more cash left
and the SUPERB lovely honest teacher i met in Lorna's gaff a week back she said..." i have two in my class... nobody tells the thick media.... they dont actually get any extra teaching ..!!"
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