The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
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Now the world wants to be a tad careful when i get back out the timer...
The timer. Not 'our' ... even if it was; the only way one multi-tasked through all the 00s.
ohh well that is ok... drifting off with Meg on
and the English one
thoughtbubble: " is the sound so extraordinarily sublime as if one was back there, almost better than back there because the evil empire of Oggle inc., goes and keeps resetting video quality to "auto" which gobbles up 1080hd ..?
nope.
MANually fight it back to 144 lowest setting as no one is worth watching, anyway Meg went in far better merely listening to her...
But back to all that matters, now the timer is deployed... to multi task a whole week of total zen quietitude
Around...
Nothing....
nothing... no one will ever say (not a moan, merely a fact) a bloke especially if he is armed with his little beeper in his pocket...
Now we mustn't get all homoerotic... which frankly excepting, or maybe? the old croaker.... seems to be really rather what the ..
Well it is obvious the techybloke-love of their Musky man... that probably goes a tad further than brotherly for quite a few..
As there was only one bloke who went and wokey-inclusivated the greatest cosingers of all time...
His backin' babes who made it - almost all....
at two hours 23 minutes and thirty seconds of non stop, no moanin'... scarlet revs up...
No Florence and her Mechanical failure to really move anyone.. nor make any interesting point: that the other dimension, where it isn't anything like as good, is without the best backers ever... who are in charge, with most fabulous actual spirited singin' who cares who got named or not even if a gent always did (and what did we have here a yearish back on 4chan...some Cheltenham Ladies' robot programmed to be only a beeonetea ...chhhhh and make nasty comments about a bloke she had never met, and his attitude to women, and I am sure he swore too
In this extraordinary 'twas unfinished 'til after mine bedtime, month
Nuthin' to do with me...
well maybe abit
but The Giraffe she did empower... you will see the Giraffe soon, now she has been thanked
Even if shetoo will sulkily ghost.
Perhaps... though 'twas all in that one sentence of 2009 the (not that I care - the only trusted friend lets you down...seems default... one gives them benefit of the doubt but when one hears endless " he abused my boy.." when the boy is a pretty fine rather tall and stocky man and past 18 too, the girls find rather prettytoo..... well.. ) " i think you may be wrong there in your assumption... almost all women in my [nice backthen before the Stalinite ... how can i forget my new word for Mermaid but i aint ready to go back yet.. power is required to momentum forward to?took over] yoga circle and mouldy old tent as we can't afford 3 grand yurts like the HAy-ones... do not warm up to another one's child in her blokes life.."
A curiosity... and i think she was right which is amazing insight for a Pastylandshire born and bred til she got wise to all the boozy dysfunction, and ran, for the hills...of Llanidloes before Hay bought thattoo...
But what is the little pager in the pocket? perhaps... blokes, powerless to... actually get some likes for ten years day in and out cookin' from scratch; for an actual zootoo... whilst often solo running a cause a bigone... that assisted more women to avoid deathstar injustice than blokes...
ALL the mix..of ten things juggled at once..
THE only helper ever.. that little timer set to " in ten minutes i have to remember to do that NEXT [ not dilettante foodie] thing..as long as i remember you-damn-witch of the three it
will be
Anyway fast forward to yesterafternoon audio on " there are two possibilities, either their saccharine smiles and all that .. all that 'kindness' talk... has sadly driven them all nuts.. or it is merely part of a strategy to gain power...
...and surely the complete ghosting of a rather unexpected turn of events ...is also indicative if in fact all the supposedly goody goodies are also only interested in ..power...? hmm...debate...except you cannot in Britain as the inability to speak clear simple truths about oneself means the Biggie - even if perhaps we need to regender him Sister..."
did indeed win..
... but all that is YESterday...
The past - they must be past-"human" under their chameleon skin tights,,,
In the today and tomorrow..
The bloody problem is,...
'debating'... debate... in a curiously nice way..
Even if total agreement.
There is one elephant in the room.
With the notable exception of Britain quite a few European countries had female chief bossladies they kindof respected and admired a bit which is quite ok going for politicians.. and we haven't heard that Giorgia has banned all but opure white pasta, yet... - though i think it is underrated just how awful Mrs May may have been utterly failing to say grown up things about the big one..
But what.. whom does Solomon vote for?
The more i ponder the elephant it is impossible, because ...
The unwritable and bizzare role modelable inverted real fact of the matter, is that 'coloured' people are no problem so says Coleman Hughes...also...
all is doing fine really...
But the land which gave THE greatest babe role models of all time
Bette Davis Queen..
and plenty of others without her fabulous real-world bussiness acumentoo
on the screen...
cannot seem to also give them power in
That Office
And maybe that is the most important factor of all.. free speech we could get back
wars.. the Military Industrial Party planning arm or that Race...
well...
probably they will smoulder for years no matter who wins...
THE one country who maybe needs a Commander in Chief who may at least get plenty of other commanders chiefly of the female position whatever it ACTUALLY is... into top jobs.
Maybe that is the most world-peace trending moral utilitarian best step...
Shame they got the one who clearly is not that bright and has hardly read any decent universal literature on the human condition, and how to communicate it....
Even if i know not what the peeps want, and anyway it isn't up to my cohort, but it would be interesting in time to have an informer... from within the ranks of those whom just may be able to save us...
On this planet, now...
But all i know is you need (i MUST find a better word! especially having heard a fine mind critique the 'Eastern' philosophies, no disrespect to Vietnamese boat folk but ehhh... they haven't a clue...)
Actual real 'zen' or just smiley Socractically riffing in the street - two on the same side ... " ehhh... your boss....(s)he said look after my garden or else!"
And it's nice to be up to your knees in divine mud... actually looking after it and all the plethora of creatures tortured divinely by sending them to have to tolerate the one beast whom pees in its own waterways... via a water company or not, as the case may be...
But how 'INTERESTING'... the... history will doubtless fail to record, just how easy it would have been to actually use the right (lefty) 'arguments' to get things back into a bit more balance..
Or maybe one day someone will find my 'content' smouldering on a compost heap i hope...
So i better get to work making it a trifle more palatable or at least digestable, to...
Now i have perfect....quiet....
Quietitude..
which is still the wrong side of the 'equation' in that ...two per woodburner or petrol can... sure is a quick and efficient way to .." we will meet nett zero..." and not burn up one's children's' planet... in your dreams.
As is speaking only of the ratio of co2 to hot air...as it is the POLLUTION - all forms of it, that have caused the real Apocalypse already...
And surely if ... i don't get a couple of things: the silence of late, and also that those peeps of the book...s? i know not enough... how they miss all the first bit about all the splendid beasts being created, only to have 3/4 of them (above the size of a snail) polluted out of existence, in 50 ish years...
Surely....
To be cont but from the beginning, soon.
Maybe not here...maybe on the other only 5 were given... the actual walkers...i need a second opinion.
(i find it extraordinary how few ambulate in this region - except tourists on the path or 2km dogwalkers, which never suffices for a good long sweaty walk,... so now i understand ... i guess i was thought some 'eccentric' by hertoo... funny old world being the way to get older and be healthier being older is .. 30 or 50 kms...a week...roughly not obsessively... you can drop a week but every third you have to make up the average if you do.... but you do have to keep it up - for life.. past early 50s...life...it is who we were back in even 500 BCE... read Hardy - loads of walking.... ...or you don't....live on (on average).. and it is even worse than lasterregion here the disdain to the random walker... us islands have very good senses as to what folk are thinking... often...and the great majority - of drivers of course or even tony speakers and gossips... really don't celebrate just that keeping up those kms... not my world i give up)
Kairos means NO new content. Because the best - better than Homer, is in the can..
Except there are a few which need weaving together.
And the weave begineth except i am nobody's saint or anything much...I merely listened to great culture of the 80s, and into the 90s too...and remembered it.
When i wonder if anyone else can remember anything ever.
So, to think...
(that WAS good hahh hahhh; " golf is an even worse pandemic than Taylor Swift... no disrespect if you are into either, but...in the 80s we knew what the first on that list did to the mind.."...but my mind was only made a tad more fruity and funny because of one person " she made me [ hateful of boasting, always], but it is true..Voltaire.." or maybe we should say Mrs Shakespeare and who cares if she had to 'rent' some more well known born into wealthish person... she had a few great lines and thoughtstoo.. )
Anyway even RFKjr... of course fully ex junkies grow up healthier in the mind, as long as they don't spout "twelve steps" too much... but even he - yes ... (IT IS SO FUNNY to hear the world's 'leading philosopher' Mister Harris spouting ... "ANYthing but The Orangeman but..but... but..... my beloved namesake saviour...ehhh.. as she is ...well virtually mute on why she isn't consistent...I ... I.... will have to cut my wrists..."
(if like various beloveds you cannot sleep, get a free 'scholarship' to samharris making sense dot com... because TRY though i may so so many times to STAY awake listening to him as cultural critic which Jesustoo woz.... ehhh....lastereve i was looking forward to his latest squirming...[ and total inability to speak fact; Ukraine lost on day 2 and now it ALL came true.. slaughter and they will lose far far more territory SACing for peace... ditto GAza... except ref gaza he just wants most of them slaughtered in 'absolutely legal appropriate retaliation one Jen O'Cider begats another... ' Mister 'buy my meditation bullshit app....
i cannot stay 'awake' to quote Mister Brand more than two minutes, of SAmuel The Med.... ever..i have to use so much data putting it back on from the start - 2 minutes time and again...
Anyway all i care about is superb rhetoric as thats all that will get us through a seemingly inevitable next round of Mr Golf...
And memo to RFK i do hope is powerful " this WORKS... ok it is astonishing how none of them DO anything...but satermorn her gorgeous eyes lit up it worked on the most beautiful of them all... ' i usually say here ...where is my red pen, and your bible please... top right hand corner pp2.. your boss says: xxx ...and if you don't do what he [ nahh its SHE's turn for the next 2,500 years unless you are a JW they are Teletubbies whom believe their own lies 'women are TOTALLY equal in our church' ... i have years of research on that lie " ehhh....so decisions...about who gets the contract to repaint the Kingdom..of lies... who gets to pick the contractor and sign the cheque..?" ]tells you to do well...it tends not to end well'...
But which VERSION?
ugghhhh..
and which page two of what PDF or ...
another day
But i do know that the penny may have droppeth and she should be Arch Bishop or boss of religion even if it should be entirely aside of anything else
As 'his' planet... won't be saved by Trump whom the 'evangelicals' are responsible for him bein' in
So they better get fully behind the fabulous genius speaker - needs some help still on JOKES...JOKES WORK!!!!
Mister Junior...
As Russ ain't gonna save any polluted planet with all his hardye...
doesnt get it..
Tulsi.. (i go with DAum and her " ehhh.. we know nuthin...she's an enigma [dressed up in army fatigues].."
So.. there's only one sane one left...
God its interesting...
(but also matters as Starmerstan need a flagging... look why Kammy got a flogging... the people really never respected this woke that much.. and it even gave us Trump2.... fact")
like the fraudulent cheesy 'life coaching' that arose from the Yardies (yes at last, 😂😂😂😁😀😃😄 'mermaid' is far too elite coastal living on mummy's inherited cash... 'The Yardies.'.. excellent short cut term..... they started it - all the 'my body is temple' in the WRONG way - making that alone the one 'truth' when in fact it was necessary to get doin' some COMMON GOOD, too.... the gorgeous one Saterlunchtime...she agreed with me.... she is wise..... at last a truly wise one.. and all power to her elbow with her 7 steps to make people live longer down here... i must review her words they were so wonderful...
later now i am at the end...and have my next ramblin paths with FORWARD momentum)
Goin on about fancy cheese when ...
(their reality we must remember is so much for some years on camera... that is reality... no one will turn that back - the 'surveillance' culture... even N Korea has facial recognition everywhere... but i hope they have the rhetoric too: there is a line, and ANY decent enlightened person knows where it is - hitting a man or anyone, on the floor... there is no hope if this is whom you elected in... me i knew in 2017ish ...certainly 2019 .. when the 'people' spoke - what the BBC and the rest brainwashed them to speak against the allotmentist...'when there is no one to vote for any more ...you no longer belong to the muvvaland... and it is time to go' )
I never look at statistics - or rather i have perfect habits that keep to all that matters - jotting a bit... and i avoid the stats pages.
But 'posting' one cannot help noticing the reader numbers of the previous few posts ( or rather, i lie, i simply don't find a solution..)
And is seethat the usual 5 or 10 it shows .. that builds to 30 40 50 perhaps over a few weeks sometimes..
is viral
or by my (UN shared - i never link or share anything much at all almost ever.. other than to people met in person ... never hashtag, nor otherwise 'search engine optimise' - i used to know how but cannot be bothered for .. 15 years... when ... the actual word became religion.... rarely ponder getting online attention - no point it raced you all to the bottom...)
Anyway FAIT ACCOMPLI
means learn not to care
(about one little end of era buggeration i have to now REALLY work hard to find new habits as work around )
meanwhile: define: i got my life back!
And ...It never even occurred to me to look up his lyrics
(i MUST find Louis Almeida)
I heard "SIDA" in there towards the start - Portuguese for HIV.. and had an assumption it was kindof a song of dignified acceptance almost of death...
But even if i bet its still untranslatable and a crap un nuanced version:
Ferk me upit... thats wot yooz call
POETRY
And they sing along with some not race to the bum, seemingly rather fab words..
But why do i only hear the piano for the first time thistermorn...?
The naked moon comes down the avenue
Desce pela avenida a lua nua
Rambling at random, he sleeps in the streets Divagando à sorte, dormita nas ruas
Pretend to be forgotten, mine and yours Faz-se de esquecida, a minha e tua
Leaving a trail that appeases us Deixando um rasto, que nos apazigua
I am a being that you hate but that you like to love Sou um ser que odeias mas que gostas de amar
Like a lost boat adrift at sea Como um barco perdido à deriva no mar
The life you lead again A vida que levas de novo outra vez
The world that always spins at your feet O mundo que gira sempre a teus pés
I am the friendly word that you like to hear Sou a palavra amiga que gostas de ouvir
The forgotten shadow that saw you go A sombra esquecida que te viu partir
The bitch night you want to know A noite vadia que queres conhecer
I'm another one of the men who denies you and gives you pleasure Sou mais um dos homens que te nega e dá prazer
The voice of your soul that makes you levitate A voz da tua alma que te faz levitar
The atrium of the stairs for you to sit O átrio da escada pra tu te sentares
I am the torn letters that you don't read Sou as cartas rasgadas que tu não lês
Your truth, showing who you are A tua verdade, mostrando quem és
Enter through the surrealist window Entra pela vitrina surrealista
The illusionist juggles Faz malabarismo a ilusionista
Light up the sky that devours us Ilumina o céu que nos devora
The cold is already feeling, it's time to leave Já se sente o frio, está na hora de irmos embora
I am a being that you hate but that you like to love Sou um ser que odeias mas que gostas de amar
Like a lost boat adrift at sea Como um barco perdido à deriva no mar
The life you lead again A vida que levas de novo outra vez
The world that always spins at your feet O mundo que gira sempre a teus pés
I am the friendly word that you like to hear Sou a palavra amiga que gostas de ouvir
The forgotten shadow that saw you go A sombra esquecida que te viu partir
The bitch night you want to know A noite vadia que queres conhecer
I'm another one of the men who denies you and gives you pleasure Sou mais um dos homens que te nega e dá prazer
I am the voice of your soul that makes you levitate Sou a voz da tua alma que te faz levitar
The atrium of the stairs for you to sit O átrio da escada pra tu te sentares
I am the torn letters that you don't read Sou as cartas rasgadas que tu não lês
Your truth, showing who you are A tua verdade, mostrando quem és
I am a being that you hate but that you like to love Sou um ser que odeias mas que gostas de amar
A boat lost adrift at sea Um barco perdido à deriva no mar
The life you lead again A vida que levas de novo outra vez
The world that always spins at your feet O mundo que gira sempre a teus pés
I am the friendly word that you like to hear Sou a palavra amiga que gostas de ouvir
The forgotten shadow that saw you go A sombra esquecida que te viu partir
The bitch night you want to know A noite vadia que queres conhecer
I'm another one of the men who denies you and gives you pleasure Sou mais um dos homens que te nega e dá prazer
The voice of your soul that makes you levitate A voz da tua alma que te faz levitar
The atrium of the stairs for you to sit O átrio da escada pra tu te sentares
I am the torn letters that you don't read Sou as cartas rasgadas que tu não lês
Your truth, showing who you are A tua verdade, mostrando quem és
When two actual intellectuals - no quotation marks, because if you are a thinker, can even intelligently sit on the fence, ponder BOTH sides of it - the ecosystems spread around ... you are one. Even if i guess it was when the word 'intellectual' became conflated with moron... or i could use poetically ruder words...
That it began.
What is 'it'?
Always the World Service gives the hint. The four o'clock slot so interesting if one sometimes awakes at that time.
And the 'it'..
If one said (as i did to myself 20 years ago though it was beginning 30 ago) 'race to the bottom', that sounds horrid and elitist and not nice to the underprivelaged who's mum's had Eastenders blaring out from the corner on all day in their tin shack in the swamp..
Which is pretty much the way the ('developing' ) world was.. even thirty years ago.
And of course...OF COURSE! they had no 'choice' to turn it off and think. in the quiet...about life, their indigenous ancestries and some useful life tips they may have had... 'gender' roles... etc etc..
But no they left it on... I didn't. Plenty of 'us' didn't...
But no, 'they' were 'colonised' by really really shit tv which is exactly what i saw meandering the world in my 20s and into my 30s...
And lots of it HOME made...
I cannot remember if they had some bad soap in Yugoslavia blaring out in the corner - maybe because i found the local "birdlife" so so educational - a bit different... they made me think. About back 'home' - even if i have never had one; Anyone who was extremicated by Pilger then Tariq in ones 20s... certainly doesn't consider arms supplier and war stirrer UK to be 'home'..
But at least we could speak about things that are real - like Gwerk airport likely supplying 'logistics' to Nutjob Jenny Cideres..
Greenham Common women camped out for years rantin' against yankee nukes....were - goddesses... honet et droit... brave
So 'free speech' ultimately must be the decider... and i guess only real weapon against the Cideres...
But, what happened?
Listening to an episode this morn, the thing is 'woke' - which quite rightly came out of rational honourable efforts to look at real issues - the Gauchos a bit macho, still.. Indians bumping off girlchilds as they are costly
And Wayne Cousens and his ilk an embarrassment if one is a bloke.
The problem though is .. merely
it is such a small thing really
A truly terrible dialog.
The way that the daughters (especially - sorry sad but true)
Bought up - they were - they were NOT raised in pristine 'uncontacted' Peruvian tribal paradises with no phones or ..soap
Learned language from this shittest tv ever
And then a few decades later go and pollute the universities with some of it... as 'teachers' of the language and thought..
Which all sounds horrid.
But the race to the bottom if one has a mind and memory, really is just that:
the inability to speak thoughtfully and weave several concepts pulling at the great big tapestry of weird old humanity
tunnel vision - as if it is all a soap? .. single issues.. and entirely disproportionate rhetoric.
Just poor speaking. Even if unlike my generation they were raised witgh loads of speaking on the telly all day...
And now feel sorry for themselves.
Or that became their 'currency' as they embark upon their own 'media' driven existence.
As do I.
Feel sorry for them...
('themming' anyone a hatecrime of course).
But don't tell me it is the way 99% of them say it is...
Because only a real thinker should be ...allowed anywhere near communication..
until?
they have learned to read good books too?
to be cont
cos ...i know ONE thinker...
who can even say the unsayable: i tend towards Mister O...
God it's hard... Me i want the fence to wrap me up in its barbs and stop me thinking ...which i must. It's her world..
Except my gen...we need to try and leave behind some actual truths - engagingly communicated.. cos "moan moan", isnt...
you never hear one thing: whether or not there is some divine watchmaker, disembodied intelligence, hologram designer designate
schema...
'Something' more than Dawkins' so binary outdated bellbottom genes, when it is obvious that even 'bodily' there is far more - below and above the waist, that causes, effects...
"human" beings have been given one capacity which when you STOP and think about it is kindof amazing, which is to twist everything into sardonic gentle pun or double meaning nuanced natteration... that can cause fabulous mirth. At no one's expense other than those having a giggle in a huddle.
And i have had more REAL equal human laughing with the Chrets than any so called Newer age shamanic 'spiritual' Eckhart Tolleist or Brandist or whatever rather tyrannical philosophy so many follow ... especially 'Buddhist'... with all those even more painted on smiles and fake laughter
Whatever denomination at least you can have a bit of a joke with them, the Christists... and surely they - jokes.. are some innate thing that was put there or evolved for a reason... the 'spiritual but not religious' seem to have entirely lost track of... almost banned to make real jokes....especially the best jokes always at OUR own expense...
jokes.. that's all i need ...now...well sort of*
The best one, now on me...
* defo my bible reading of it all says if you get past 50 you have a responsibility to...educate..
Thats what humanity is based on. And it's not patronising or patriarchal ask QE1 who was known as the wisest in her court .. bleedin centuries ago.
Well (ahhahhh a 4th saudade i forgot her how could i !!...) it takes a wise Ukrainian to lament the fact that so many older people have no one to even make their cups of tea,
(the death, let's hope temporary, of family - me i need no one to ever make anything for me as i accepted death long ago and it means you have far more energy to always crawl over to the stove..or just keep it next to you organised for first thing in the morning the SIMPLE life... theres always a solution...and no mere 'illness' ever gets me down...)
and obviously the equation is that we as a society cannot afford 500 quid a week in some 'home'..(where so often the owners rip everyone off especially their residents spending their 'food' allowance on something that is not 'food'... as its cheaper.... for so many.
No one will talk about in the UK all virtue signalling they are 'carers' when in fact they should put their heroic Joan of Arc time ( a lot spent getting fat bums on their 'clients' cake) into doing ACTUAL real much harder 'good works' on this actual earth like working tio help the damaged family down the road - all getting each other arrested or using some proxy, called 'authority' to express their inner pain.... help them sort things out and thus saving the future generations loads more 'care' costs..
No one ever does, as thats REAL hard work...
There is no hope - at LAST a Person of The Book... who knows THEMIX - mind body in one... needs a load of good outdoors UV and sweaty rambling in the hills....
on top of actual food.
And the truly great dilemma - i cannot decide now, if i had a gun to my head or even worse was forced to use 'AI' to communicate for the rest of life... The Orangeman did indeed do less war... however in the longform three hours chat with Mister steroids, he let it all out how total petrolhead he is.. so there is only one question in politics which is will RFKjr as innercircle powerman and confirmed " give me your bible please..page 2 top right hand corner it says and your boss says you have to look after his garden...now i have a red pen i shall circle it for yuou so you dont forget... as every church i have ever met seems to... curious as if you dont follow orders from the boss it tends not to end well for y'all... me i did my bit on THAT one at least, i get a free pass through the pearlies.."...be able to temper his hyydrocarbon habits...
Could he be persuaded to be greener? I doubt it somehow...
so ... no comment... no idea, except once a prophecy is made - vociferously enough as it has been by a range of good rhetoricians at least, - that the Democrats became even more neocon than the formerly more neocon Republicans...... I just don't know
SAbine Hossenfelder i do trust as she TELLS HER STORY... mixes in with polemic her personal real journey...and mood changes etc...and she thinks 'climate' change is possibly more serious than the accepted predictions
Impoossible to chose...
BUt i also know - listening to a few facts based modern historians - just the facts... the last month or so, the reality is the unesteemed will always be a bit wonky, fact of life, because the fact of life is that If...as has been the case, a whole YAnkee 'Carrier Group' is moved into a region as they have...and are pondering a second...
That is it.
They have far more powerful bombs and planes and are simply in charge...of everything...
As they slowly move a few planes to that base and a few others to that one they have the whole region dominated, period... What they want will sooner or later come to pass. Might is 'right' sadly is all there is...
No protest or politics or opinion makes much difference having reequipped the US military machine Obama started Trump continued.. even if he didn't seek wars...
Simple reality.
And if Sunni and Shia shake hands, in front of a common enemy.. after a few centuries, that doesnt make much difference either despite all the pundits showing off interpreting that one as some great new era..
So, no personality makes any difference really..
Unless - the only 'hope' for actual change... stories - books, essays writings of such splendid power and real emotion can come back into fashion..
George Elliot her books DID change society ditto Dickens even if he a bit of a bleak user...
hmmm...
And if God is ... well surely having given humans such astonishing powers such as imagination (that causes 'good') that AI will never match as it is liminal and unharnessable and counter ALL the 'rules'...
never mind a great body to use..
surely we should do these things to the max down here before any maybe End Times... hold on to the bitter end just keeping to a reasonable time immemorial plan of good works down on this pestilent earth where no one (over 25) answers any messages any more as if they WANT the end times..
cos solidarity or collaborating on good ideas for books n films is the only way we evolve in my opinion...knowledge....
And the memaids (ohh god her line on yoga - paradise ! she's more second sight than me...sees through the BS !! we need to collaborate on educating... all of them!)
But don't forget it is the oldschool words that .....worked.
All of them i never met one
whom even knew what Mammon means...
And... the man in the old record shop...
But at last even if it is a tough one
Are we here for here or for someone else elsewhere?
Even if it may be a tad cheeky to call the string puller 'one'.
All i know is i want to try out my religious artform in a picture that i think explains so much - as i have a solution
I think.
But others may not.
But it would be grandiose personality disorder to think
Any one would even think twice or ponder anothers' advice
Oh my ohh my...
Another one!
Time ... Ecclesiastes threesome time to stop and ...
Twenty twenty upload something perfectish
I am not sure needed any remastering my old copy worn out and lovingly scratched in the right places.
But how extraordinary 68 million people still respond to the glorious language with all its soft gentle tones and there can be few better examples of all the colours of the rainbow actually making some perfect music.
Even if they don't get the big word in.
How interesting they go and rap it up a bit and stick it in Eurovision couple of year'nago..
As i...didn't say in my message
Ohh my i wonder if 'AI' is not worse for the endless interesting human whatever we are....
"Sodade" is a Portuguese word that describes a feeling of melancholy or longing for someone or something that is absent. It can also refer to a vague desire for something that may not exist or may be other than the present. The word is often associated with a sense of separation from pleasant experiences or feelings that once were.
"Sodade" is often expressed in Portuguese literature and music, particularly in the fado music style. For example, the song "Sodade" by Cesária Évora is a classic that evokes feelings of missing someone or something. The song is reminiscent of the tradition of composing farewell songs to loved ones in Cape Verde.
The word "saudade" comes from the Latin word for solitude.
Is completely and utterly death cultish... wrong.
wow who the heck is is she?...rather redolent of she...
probably wouldn't get it because never mind muvvatongue and shibboleths, so obvious in one word, in real truth, the amount of times I have preached my research into their gorgeous word - completely misstranslated EVERYwhere especially ..
Well the "AI" has no brain so merely repeats the herd... here ... so there is little hope, saudade..
And there is that old rule i discovered 15 years ago: when you wish an insight from someone else into a 'moral' quandary, go and ask the one person whom one is sure for absolute certain will have nothing wise to share
And he gave a great answer.
But fast forward into 2021, sat with the only one Portuguese i pitied, having an unscheduled cup of coffee, poor lamb so so so trapped in Mammon - obviously unhappy, obviously anaesthetising via the bottle and shopping in Horrorford, so she could go and get her sometimes £1000 a week as locum 'care' person - cleaning the shitstains no one else would lower themselves to bother with..... just enough to get her £1000 a week (" no one pays this kind of money back home for 'care' we look after our people until the end - i can earn here as locum, four times the wage back home in my family's modest carehome for invalids with no family left due bereavement or childlessness - of whom there are few...and wedont have locums back home")
But then, " come on .. i have asked the dishwasher in there the cafe.. i love him he has such spirit but not brilliant English,,, what does it mean!! ? .... give me one sentence..i don't trust dictionaries and certainly not your dumbphone..."
I have the chronicle, and her words, somewhere, soon...
"saudade...is not finished yet..."
But i don't find the perfect song, or words... even if i was told the perfect song and words, that rather toastie summer.
" Louis Almeida... you the man of the book, help me.. your top of the popssong you all sing along to..on the trannnies.... one voice one harmony of all us wonkies, here....humming or mouthing .. what does it MEAN!...?"
" Simon..it is untranslatable... but, every man here knows exactly what it is.... "
What is in fact interesting, but unknowable as to why...
( all the Lowland men for some years riffed with face to face, my main schism... i found it extraordinary 16 to 22ish how they ALL seem to think they know Europe, off their smelly internet " how many years have you worked and lived all over Europe ? lovers/ wives, real friends, dead Portuguese fiancees , many months travelling in Europe, have you under your belt? ... " " ehh a few weeks in Italy / Amsterdam ... [ on holiday]..." yet they know the soul and spirit of Europe off their... moronic online gosdip which all 'alternative' journalism became
So they all go and get ' great reset' or whatever other unknowables are in vogue... except they dont even use the good word ' vogue' ...innit
But being a noncarist, non prepper ... i leaned in to death and living in the moment ( The gorgeous bright eyed Brazillian did understand lastereve ... as we riffed upon actual sexism still extant in her actual real Gaucho muvvaland of the real wilds...rather than imaginary wilds they adventure im cowboyhatted.... when they move to their permanent hiliday adventurelands such as the South West...suburb..)
Ayway... knowing 95% something is comming and it may escalate ....
Nutty Yahoo having really got nutty at the UN thisterweek...
oops if Jewish its the Sab....
" well arent we radical ..really MODERN....and really clever catchin' em off guard goin' in on our one day they assume we are being religious.... "
Of no interest except that it was quite extraordinary that no mainstream or alternative ' news' channels except some clickbaity Hindustanies were 'analising' recent paperwork on the imminent attack
Which is the first ' first world' Tik Tockable incursion.... and first, simple, very equally armed ' modern' societies goin' head to head in person....
strange...
though i rarely listen to news for longer than ten minutes looking up: any commentators suggesting when...?. only one lone voice from Hindustanish rather quietly waffling into his mic . is there in interwebland saying " oops... its just started...."
nuthin' to do with me..
But really... that no one, over 40ish ( my only interest) ... even those needing some.... real guidance ... and formal treaty advice, can ever communicate seemingly ever....
Its time to give up, forever....
How wonderful!
And just broadcast one-way
How To Live
despite them.
and them...
There being none...
but i have zillions if photos from 10 years real personalised ....photojournalism... capturing the shadows, of the real peeps ...who really did let the actual wilds and envorinment.. and some rural " community"
.... die...
not here.. 'twas only ever a suburb here
Funtime - grown ups dont mind sad truths... with a little maybemagic sublime sprinkled as topping
plus audio no one will be interested in on yes the Highlanders dont committ bad personal crimes....hardly ever
No Lowlander... academic writer or journo.... of course wants to research that data
that shows its THEIR problem.
. mountain or hill folk being as archetype far far safer
cos they actually DO have real zen and mindfulness .
But even the Woolly man with the latest bootleggin' kit.... couldn't capture a decade later....
the vibration and BODILY resonnance of ' energy' .....
equal to the combined force of a dozen Israeli babe toggled afterburners, gettin' their heads back on straight....and runnin' away ....
at full thrust ...as a certain person experienced the best loud concert ive ever been to..... and shetoo, as no way could those Johnny come lately, Guns ... be all the way.... and know what poetry ..and genius nuance ...is for.. plus soundtrack from the heavens..
'second sight' ... into nothing...as nothing can change it seems...what a dull life.
( the so called intellectuals making one mistake, ommission....in their death cult Adam Curtiss silly boy version of so called history:.... a trajectory began in the 60s could have carried on ... indeed was doing quite well.. scheduled to reach better high and level plateaus of egalitarianism and universal human rightsism.... and still could have.. . .
...the yoof of today need to hear that.... the slide back relative to where we should have ...could have....been by now and i aint no utopian numbty....
... is RELATIVELY ..to that target point aimed for and doing ok.........rather bad....
and no one cares much about The Levant except for their oils.... it's the rhetoric and communication ...and understandin' over ear thats fallen right back into an abyss of the dark ages...
( audio made yest soon to ear)
relative to where it should have been
and i blame only Russell Brand... and those whom.... dotdot dot...
that silly pastiche of factsplease no one can ever know...
it never occurred, why Sarajevo..?.
why...
and it won't Bee in any history so called books..
as usual the lowlanders poor bitter gossipy bitter aimmless bitchy Slobbo lands ( elevation 117m) ... always fear and envy the highlanders Сарајево
550m .... where people are softer and behind their biceps, scythes, and toughguy exterior necessary to wrestle mountain goats onto the BBQ.... more gentle
cos you actually have to be a bit " community" when you need help with the herd..
i know why .... he couldnt stop
..5 years....
cos he fancied kidnapping some real women with manifestly better REAL things to do with their time than wank off to lowlander bitch goss, and people herder.... Tolle
nuthin to do with me...i made my bed, the only one that matters...' job done' .... the only job that matters..... for the last time
Cyclopse .... even if poor thing wasnt binary vision.... one in the eye - his....forever
and in the case of the middle aged, far less attractive...and youthful....
if you dye uour hair just one of tnousands of Mammonesque madnesses....
( i have in superb double sourced chronicle this year - half a dozem wiser ollder birds being interviewed on why they look so so fab... silverygray.... as i started to create an art installation on 15 years ago...i am constant... nothing new: wars for hydricarbons to make chemicals to make people look older and smell poisonous )
unlike eveey other commentariat ( as you can see in The Mayor .. a really scary movie about how for decades the 'aid' bought yet more fancy sofas ... in Ramallah.... deliberate parody Miss spelt... of i know the Koran, and it says " dont waste your spirit and time down there on ' worldly goods'.."...
Indeed a fabulous movie if one can tjink for onesself and has meandered a little around Arab lands....
my my they live their expensive sofas....qhixh always have a price.
lets just hope their "ai" is smarter than Oggle whereby if you put in " battlestar galactica soundtrack" - i have yet to find that Max Webster fabulous heavy metal track in rhe film i wouldnt lower myself to see, along with ANY horror mivie..
into youtube search you get:
bbc apocalypse live
but if i put that in this webservice ...owned by Oggle ... post creation' search youtube' box
it doesnt even list the one with the exact title
but hark what is THIS that doth come up
looks like a copy right royal bullshit infringernation to me....
cos there werent any bongo bongos in the good one....
you could hear and feel through every bit o yer body...in 2006...
or the worst ever version of a fine fable....
all modern' culture' suffering the same fate: when you try hard, to be good or even as good, it's no good...
oh yes it's a free world ish not if you are one of the 2 billion whom wouldnt be allowed to be in lead warplane...or even cleanin' its pee tube.. or in the case of that fine equalacist whirecriming peeps ... femitube is it? i heard dome silly middle aged woman not a van one squeam at using the word thistersummer....
ohh yes a shewee....
the towny neurotic's version of piszin in the hedge
Anyway a fabulous symbolic moment 95% likely....
I hope the first fully non binary ( ive actually forgotten what that means it was always so dull a word)...and will be forgotten as sure as ferrits are ferrirs, when the price of diesel doubles...
.... when woke began, no not James" gig...
nuthin like as good as Blackbushe....
no posturing
no one noticed Joan wasn't as white as Graham Parker or even Junky Eric..
But no one was told they are the greatest, either.....
wonder what the poor Iranian Revolutionary Guards are tjinkin....
i hope they know the truth: mere random Misstake...pisstake... Khomeini got the job in '79.... a gang of others...more ' moderate' imtheir names in the hat for top dogtoo... ...
And by dint of simple twists around fates long crooked neck
The number one fanatic got oast the line first
Irrelevent other than.. you just knowthat 99% or at least 75 of British whilst saying for weeks " i have disconnected from the news" ..
whereas in private caves in their not open ( the more time i spend among the Southern god their obsession with onion layers and secrecy now i know why most are actually sick openness or sunlight cure to most tjobgs in the head) head...
sorry...The ZimmerHook 2006 was....better
die young, of silly drugs...you die way before you reach...your real peak.
Bet they're fuellin' up now... .
"hey girls.... we may be sterilised as a right if passage for reasons of military efficiency....... but someone tweet its only girlybombs ...worlds first wirld first equal war of front line girlies with big ones ...and were all on tbe blob.... that means you dont get the 77 virgins if we ... accirding to your version.of sky faery....dust.... soon"
Thinking about Canadians never does one any good especially if named Jordan
at least Geddy was aware curiously of his irrelevence and quite silly exucation
Anyway yes Aunty seems...
Congo 3 mil
Syria 300k ish...
Quite right to point out " but you pick on us, Owen Jones ....to rant on endlessly...and most disproportionately... about our inability to just .... be a bit nicer in defending ... nothing much"
of course it is almost impossible to create one simple right and wrong line in the
" sand....there it is...... draw a line in it and... move ....forward"
someone once said
Anyway poor Benj.... at the UN yestersometime.... looking a bit thinner as he is maybe rightly who knows putting his side of the'argument'
Thing is i was sat back and tjinkin' the unthinkable.... he has a striking reminiscence to that one who started all this even if he didnt ..
The magnificent Pinkerton Travells
i once owned to pass on, but had to ebay to some local vulture
did most believably chronicle how in many cities over hunderds of years many Jewish quarters were given a very hard time....
So ... I guess no one else can know their ..reality.. that isn't 'trauma', its that far more powerful and real a thing, cultural construct ... story.... history... meme ( Dawkins great cobtribution) ..
problem is no one says " read a GREAT fucking real..modern... book...Painted Bird ... by Jerzy.... for instance"
was a bible to a generation once... that taught us how to grow the fuck up and move on....
Lets hope they have jolly good redesigned superstrength gussets to keep the dribbles in...
At g force ten
As they prepare to reenact their fave porn channel ... well it has to be said simply superb cinema..
lets hope they are ready for it...no excuses or moanin' though it would be interestin' to see the People o' the Book's pilot operations manual and see if the religious bonkeratti have anythin' innit about goin' off on Rag*ead turkey shoots, on the rag...
( ohh woe is us there is a next one coming, 2025, too... ehh may be a small problem.... there being there may not be a '25 left..)
And one is quite sure that the other sex are far better pilots the way that for 15 years they manage to avoid paying bits of a landman's ..wages...
Cos that's beyond 'Maverick' bein' ....it used to be Commandment number one
Righty ho.. cannons aimed and primed...
But who the fux, one - not that i believe in 'one' as silly Peterson tries to 'debate' Dawkins on the archetype...
What a dire so called man at least babes just scream .... tally ho as they
as that's in approved one sentence Fakebookeese...
My my... try writing to any of them in more than three paras one discovered a decade ago...
But i only have one ponderated mergalation...
what will they have on the Walkerman as they head out over them hills and far away...
There bein' little doubt Bonkers Ben... ho had ...
Now this isn't Aunty seems ...anything...
And as aforestated even the 'Zion' department are quite right to rant " you pick on us" being that whipping the soles of PAlly workers for fun as they detrain
.... well no more bein' terms and conditions of bein' labour - cheap, slave, or otherwise got a bit too complex..
Now... Eckhart I am indeed surprised he ain't a Cluck...
If so called 'civilisation' were to end in a big bag of their mushrooms (cut to film of one of .... him and his 'crew' at Clun Green Man so called fayre MAy beforelast... his eyes gleamin' - in exact harmony with the next but one track... with is little cut glass pots of pricey Mush... ' " hey man this is what the smart people now are into .. we sell mountains of it...and under the counter are the slightly less countertop approved versions.. ")
My last thoughts may be how curious in fact there probably is some deep Montaignian or Platonic pattern that could be philosophised about..
bein' a poor neighbour.
Attempting to recreate or claim Utopia up the road..
However art is art... And it must have been more or less the same year as seein' Saint Joan De Black Bushe ... there...
oops I'm not that old...
even if sad never met anyone worth boppin' with...
All gone nuts tryin' to be new when you have to understand you before you can be anythin'..
Anyway... rev it up babes.. i believe my recommended track for some of the greatest loud soul ever would be that moment in about 1978...
oops that photo didnt Artificially intelligently focus itself despite the hype
When they waked out and somewhere in the back of one's mind one could remeberate something about bless err...Ayn RAnd bein' their leader...
my my what a force of 'nature' i still cannot decide who the ferk she was or what she said even if a splendid book the choo choo one...
But when an Ayn RAndist - undoubtedly a dubious 'philosophy' comes out lookin'; a bit wonky and his chaps strike the first loud chord....
In the Liverpool Empire just up the road from Bling central (never ever believe a Scouse ever... Waterfront tells you whom they always were... viscious bi*ches who will do anythin' for bling...)
Anyway if i had the button under my thumb.. t'would be timed to be pressed exactly as ... eleven gees upside down....
I lookin' at their so called nuke bunker eye to eye...
And as for what 'after' in fact i blame the Peterson man for everything...
For havin' nuthin sane to QUIETLY say ever about
just the same ole cant and vanity
so..
" one in five"
And i know none of the not -extant 'mental health professionals' will patiently tell their 'patients'..
" no there is no 'night person' archetype... get a few months of porridge and tell them at check in ' sorry i am a night person so i can't get up at 7 for my porridge'... and they will give you a look... a bit Alexei Sayle... as if to say ' yer gotta be kiddin kiddo..' ... with a hungry missile ready to backup their assertion upon actual evolution.... "
and thus assist the wonky one in five to be not...
Though we have the two most extreme examples... there are many many thousands of tragic people operating obsessively in a lesser but similar paradigm
very obsessively ( i have many times seen inside their lives as legal counsellor assisterate...).... the work they put into their illusion is extraordinary and all powerful
And i know millions of people here are now trapped in less extreme but just as overwhelming to them modes in their lives
but what is almost more extraordinary
Is that most here refuse to acknowledge this truth of this society. I know as i like to discuss where our goalposts actually are... therein lies sanity
nothing about ANY individual !!
merely a pattern in the more visible who need to come forward but i know that 100s of thou in this land are afflicted behind the phone screens usually late at night
:-)
cos those whom over the years i have lay legalled for... naturally are
the common good
what can society DO?
And all we have rather than FACTS is a quite limited version of some of the history - accurate enough at a certain level.
So...
Curtiss as usual... looks at it from the (bloke from Rhyl - i always forget his name, my classmate) point of view...
Because Curtiss (almost all you have left of that fundamental cross roads in recent history that made everyone cross...
misses the 20 or 30% who in fact (before Mermaids from Totty arose) were genuinely 'alternative'.. read Pilger, mocked Klein as " ehh luv.. we knew this stuff several decades ago you're a it late to the party.."
Knew 'less is more' and most important - NOT elitist, as i went to local extremely humble comp and din't know any privos, in fact 99.99% of my school was working or quite lower middle class: ITV and adverts is for morons...
And as adverts became a thing at the pictures.. almost all of us didn't even go in until they had finished and the film imminent..
But BY DEFINITION, a small group often huddled at the side of a late 70's classroom, today who would be called 'nerds' took to the new 'technology' - meaning they ran the school disco for a few quid.. then started to enter the lower echelons of the new entertainment world....maybe started a karaoke club or a business doin' the local weddin' discos...
The privo version of course get jobs as some nerdy thing at The BBc or the like..
AND THEY.. they who in fact always turned their nerdy noses up at the almost majority in the 80s, who saw through ALL this Mamon bling advertorial...
Military Industrial Complex that was so simple - desperate (then only) men want bigger things filled with noisy dynamite..
AND that Saudi oil - sucking up to it London full of Sheikh fixers in the 70s...who loved Black LAbel and whores.... defines EVERYTHING.. then..now.... everywhere ...
And deep down like a festering oil slick hidden in the foundations ... I wonder if anyone even has collated the 'data' as it is likely uncollatable - being a lot of UK money is 'offshore' where lovely 'offshore' just like in any banking system needs to bolster more risky borrowing by amortising in less risky cash in the bank - oil cash..
I think it would be reasonable to say that 20% of the UK (total) economy is or is supported by Saudi dosh..one way or other..
Even if via USA where as we yet again hear but dont dot-join.. many Newnewnew Labour Milindcomplex politicians go for their 'holidays'....
The idea that this can be FIXED is madness - madder than the mad folk...as the money to somehow deprogram .. is all the gold in China
BUt in the Curtiss it is the inability to simply say "the common good" which is not some commie concept merely a utilitarian look at things such that good examples are needed rather than Russel Brand going godsquad ..
really so God is going to fix all the BPDs..all the ? ... people who cannot THINK if their demand for more...( special needs child cash.. Today )
may not be for the 'common good'...
.... this to be developed later but i know polemic doesnt work...hence failed attempt to sex it up a bit...
but stories sometimes do...
plus i part rit a book on walking .. the ANTI Salt Path...on my other thus far hidden site....soon.. videos next)
discussion point, is Curtiss one of the most dangerous broadcasters ever?... as there is only ever one "hope" which is more down to earth people who resist the consumerist "beast" and he pretends they never even existed... when in fact there were plenty around throughout the 80s.. even 90s.. i know they were my buddies... and we werent special
all a waste of time no one listened
but i communicate a bit with the odd one of us few percent who still see through it all