Monday, 19 May 2025

The posh girls of radio 4...

 ...from about 2020

"pivot" ... whist that word was fashionable

As cheap and nasty as their 'fast fashion'

The real version, upcomming..


If anyone knew just how every SECOND counts Roar Tripping


BUt the genius line, from The Lineman..

is about to be made 

...all time..


provisional showing of.... 

BUt theres a much better page to be made to go with this


to get all ten gig here, now...took every second of the last week (there was a typo "gweek" there... funny that as it haunts its always in the background, always.. the true version - that stole and paid back every wasted second for 1/4 a decade..) planned to perfection, pivotal or neigh...

then online forever and a day 

and a man in the library changing his  old shirt... performatively


the Immos really really .NEED... to be saved

And i WANT to..




Yes, no..it made me laugh..

 And that takes some doing.

But it brought back, almost ten years ago.

Presteigne meadow in the sun dozing

A group of late teens, all joy and smiley  afterglow

Jokes and voviality.

And then just like that all of a sudden

I saw what could have never known would happen

Bang rash wallop, and one is lunging for an iron bar

And round and round bloodlust in his eyes

The quickness of the violence (middle class fop haired and long haired bohemian)

 my ohhh my... something has changed, and i am never to know really why....


Righty ho there is nothing worse than being caught with my pants down and accidentally spurting out to the most archetypal walkers i have ever met.

 " i'm just being a radical poet, ignore me ... and well done for asking, of course i'll move, pet" " 

 An actual literal High Court judge

They all retire and walk here

Chameleon, forgotten, 

disguised

"we never met"



Sunday, 18 May 2025

Did i change her life the smallest bit...? though it takes a while to come to terms with it

 all














all the same...

(hence head-on ism.... the only real remedy 

that keeps one the right side of the sandy line; the right side of sanity)



always

and forever

amen




lets have a little look, 

i trust someone able to critique her book

"half way in and not even sure why...."

lets see if this holds a clue





to what may work for (magnificent already!) her

and you


  




..... nothing will ever work for THIS lot
good job i never cared
other than to attempt one
relocation, 
for her own good, back to her daddy's nation





THe copyist

 I trust ONE writer even if she didn't get back to me

(ALL of my occasional correspondence will one day be free for y'all to see 

- there's no private, between just you and me)

Little Miss Jerusalem correspondent 

 

A few days ago....


" i started to cry..... Wellertoo, why ohh why

he condones the violent cuntery

 of that awful band sayin' kill your MP

and a few zionates too...

my ohh my all my life i looked to Mister Sunflower




to have within himself true beauty of 'authtic means ALWAYS' 

real esteemed perennial power)


 There is opinion.

And there is story.

The Fine real  WOMAN from The MAil


No 'piece'


" i raised myself on MAster Sunflower God Paul....

[as did i...]

and ....  he let me down

no one can condone 

supporting these ferkin ejits

even on their phone

https://www.timesofisrael.com/after-up-hamas-up-hezbollah-video-irish-band-kneecap-denies-supporting-terror-groups/ " 


but  really...REALLY how did she feel?!?

and what REALLY did she do


blood  findin' its way into her daily poo?

went out and fucked a fabulous tranny just cos she could

not understand any more

why the roof had merged with her floor


(oops forgot a line earlier on...thats how good my mind is sat in burning kerbside sun

 tents gaza... the moment AFTER  theyre all splatterated...

they would be happier than all the moments of the wellnness vulture elites..

of Penzance Hellstoned and the town she hated

.i.e. all moments of white girls, here)



How dids she FEEL??
what did she do!!??

i shall bring her line to you soon

simple, timeless,  its even in their silly Bible

Pharisees Sadducees...

Weller too 


Tip.

 I don't ever profess

to know how on earth this fetid swap

To quote Peter JA Chapman com

The only one whom isnt a con


" ehh... no art here... for many a year

[i argued withim' " no she.... just ...if she 

just let go....she's the only one in her soul

a true artsit stuck behind her FAkebook HAtesville

 beggin bowl"]

could possibly repurpose itself - i mean nationwide

builder society

of as the Portuguese say "for The English to see"

 - rotten wood only, behind, that white painted picket fence



Right no time for even sprintin verse

as im sat behind their symbolic hearse



Tip. 

I didnt really know even if i kindof  

was divinely  intervented a decade and a half ago

There really are ONLY two modes:


 really...

no middle road


Either, mode 1 you've LIVED within their hell and damnation 

and smiled at every incantation 

of nothing and somehow then remove yourself

put yoursef upon the top shelf

incontinence dribblin

 down every morn, graceful poetical words-have-two-meanings stuff

Maybe graceful semi disguised.

fictionalising the darkest cavern behind their eyes.

For their sake i couldnt care less 

except thank the gods i found more by living only on less

but for that mode you have to have an undisturbed top shelf with nice reliable plug

and enough grub

and coffee too

(there being only one definition of that word, black as a Serbian 

[oops i forgot the Redhead 

she alone has got into my head... no errata those Serbian fillders   7 ot 8 weeeks ago near earwormed me dead

they are so genius ..

 theres gold flake flaotin atop all my piss

takin, mistaken for seditious flow

of no hope nowhere left to go


 

Anyway there are two modes:

1 either you have 20 years of the best material ever all carfeully curated all still alive in my head

augmented by 50km a week Track wanderin..


in quiet (impossible to get almost everywhere in this childman swamp of iboat therefore i am

something i could never be in reality)


just forget one has to exist at the cliff edge


as somehow one has managed to bring in 500 quid a month

a hedge 

against the next  lost out-of-Napal

lying fake " i will hire you on sunday, you are special to me"

 the witchiest of them all.


In other words  fully and finally aside

in which case words can sanely and with orwellian bumsttuckness

head up his often

except when death is nigh,

sometimes flow


Or another mode

The REALLY no way ever ever ever can it be good for

creativity poetry or just quite good philosophy

daily... hating all humanity

 well that which slithers in this pestilent Shopping Aisle

 long ago known as one only of 

genocide (Pilger books 3 - 6) and insanity


Anyway as someone who actually refused other than to have nice chats with ok women (the only one)  to use the word 'art' .. the most overused in this language for certain


The word they could never use

as they could never imagine

(all these on endless workshops and studyin' it)


Is absolutelly so on the cliff edge

not a penny ion pocket ort behind the sofa

with which to hedge

any sure fire bets on whats next

or as usual another lying potential employer' pest

 

It really is the BEST ever mode of all


There is no middle ground... no sometimes maybe ok today i feel nice enough to write my next "film script"

 or Tightrope ode


no mere middle of The Road


it really is




Thank you.... I didnt REALLY know that

til sirened two year'nago down to frankly evil, here



which no one will belive unless all photos recorded chats (most slagging off their dreadful fake 'activist'  childart cartoonist BAnksy and even the rich one down south...  just her and me...

and 

many a film and photo of living on the edge only of

what would cause you to vomit real sick into this little screen ere and now

disgust

 true edgelife.. below pondlife..

i love every second an endless sublime adventure without end


that in fact does create even better 'in the moment' 

new (i shall argue no its NOT art only great literatiure (and some rare cinema) is art my definition, it must  have noble purpose - cause SOME 'change' too

otherwise all must a pile of steaming poo


but i do have a decade of their steam...

 in my camera too


but i cant do anything unless i am paid to get back to mode 1

and no one ever (except for one)

bungs a dime in but me a coffee 


which for me increases magnificent 

all or nuthin actual Art of Livin

sublimity


And every single word is there for sharin

workshoppin' for free 

just you and me

and anyone else to mean to pop their ugly nose in all for free


but even bad writers of the 15th century

managed to scrape together listed 'patrons' 

back of frontispis

"paid for me"

to have the odd Serbian black coffee in assylum sanity





In fact there you go

 (all 650 yesterclicks)

what a load of dicks.

But the very worst insult one could apply to ones so called readers is this:


Its like this, as ask a REAL woman -  for instance any born in France,

40 years ago

" so what is THE number one rudest insult you could give another 'human' ?" 

" allez vous en.."

which simply means no AI could translate: go away

plus a bit of lingua franca nuance every Frog is born knowin:

and you are the worst gaschamber inventor in history  ever  etc


Any British so called "reader" 


(elf #1 get a text out  to my new trainee fast, Reader on The 6.27 as i told her NO English can write ANYthing actually like affirmin') 


IS like Babb's version of The Sublime

(2021)  to me 

as he wanders off to go and die of self indflicted misery

" it recreates itself every day.."


fine great he stopped me in my tracks...especially as i had found a frying pan atop the awful gold painted post box

as if...just for me

which nothing EVER is as i am an ordinary universal lost effete 


BUt if one studies justa  BIT of etymology


English 'sublime' is ohh my nature is a big grumpy thing that will blow away my (lethaly chemical coated)  sexy little 'fly' tent so i should cower under her Golden rain...

and keep a Turner print by my dedside just in case

whereas the European version (as in the Polish Wznios... etc ... theyre not worth copying and pasting in she was sucha  dangerous fake! poor lost sleepless lamb.. tricked me though thisterwinter at formerly best atcjh of all...)


implies LOFTY...living on.... 


(smiling in the face of their sour puss

pissy Golden RAin

herded dementia cats 

sold all the nappies to pay for the latest mindfulness gimmick)

 

No matter what


Whereas my so called readers are just the English version of his " it recreates itself every day"


And thats an insult WORSE than Allez vous ...en







why all these new readers!?!

  I think i need a new better nickname for her..

BeeNicks...

ehhh.... she got the line drawing yesterday in the sand:  " ehh... NONE of you ever...youtoo .. none ever DO ... this....see my little finger has better things to do than get strokin' your buzzy one...   it spent twenty years DOING things slightly over that line there...like had she kept to her word or meant one of them, bless her thats what all the Eckheart heartless scrambled words do to you, in muvva tongue or not..... i said to  her 'well the young semi-adopted lassie comes to your pile of rottin' wood.. with mum 'n dad at war problems... i may be able to ...intervention...' nope never they NEVER ever follow through one false word to make them look good... and then its all about YOUR[pl]   ..feelings... that always get in the way of ever DOing anything all the way through no matter what some  Tolle-groomed  poor lost lamb or cat. herding men.... feels... DOing stuff for the next gen...all that matters..real stuff " 

 OH yes  no one ever says " you were right! whatdyerknow...  even Labour are cutting all that ' my child has ADHD, neuro ....diverting me from being a REAL parent ...'  gravy train cash...

ALL of it  the best ever seaside "bird" told us yesteraft...

from the horses mouth... ohh you were right after all ... so called professor  academic .of horses...Suz to Simon...  2020 or even still two"


I knew 10 years ago couldnt carry on


anyway yes ... the act of reading cannot be done via a screen so a book or ten needs to be paid for 

and as any sane reader since about 2005 or 10 knows that ALL uk publishers only want self pitying confected vulnerability 

(i have interviews 5 years ago within their den of genuinely evil thieves as thats taking away YOUR HUMANITY...  Hay-on-whyinsanity?

because of THEM...

 they wouldnt dare even reading something that may point the finger at them..


this is why 

interview with AC Grayling 2001 me and im he is so thick he had never heard of Thomas Bernhard


 because THEY refuse to teach im even in Oxbridge...

 as HE parodies even them..

so called academe


and throughtout Europe he is well known as the true god of satire and true philosophy

Bella and her maginificent How to Kill..

merely a valiant photocopyist

of the god of, even Shakespeare knew

democracy's based on how to take the piss.

.

(in Thommys case, a bit too intellectually for the british gawper sallow bimbo face)



No it's NOT 'all fuckin right'

And they're all childs...

Espesh the sulky one* who would have benefited
5 grands worth of kiddie stuff


But i've had enough

* = errata 99% so sulky, and discontent
one should uninvented
'mind body and soul' 
and stick all in a North GAzan tent

As i know there is ten times more REAL 'community'
never mind 'humanity' 
never mind 'generosity'
never mind 'dignity'
never mind 'indignity'
(at the right universal real 'causes' worth bein grumpy about)
never mind  not shittin' in your own Hatesville watersuply, disingenuity
(that a mataphorical, spceah figurative
 for every single snide assumption 
and overuse of boatcleanin liquid gumption
and fuck even  she hated my free speach
as i tell every single one on every polluted beach)
 






Anyway watch out cruel world.... of truly so predictable princessly lost 'causes' 

  we.. the A team, know why, its all because

well, there are now in the 'can' 

About a dozen of them


Merely archetypes 

photocopied, uninvented, 

malcontented ... 

so simply magnificats

(i loved her "herding cats" thats widdow NAz 

she's no bimbo spaz)


The ... well put it this way Houerllebecq no, NOT a "Miss Oh Jenny 

he's so nasty about our  new age sisterhood 

must hate us ALL    

write a memo to Herald  Tribune and Rushbridgers rag

he must be smirched

[ besmirched a  true legal term in libel slander

 whats good for the goose

no we cant let anyone have a gander, 

at UStoo so  upon his dick tighten the noose]

and critique ... especially how he kills off his own mother,

 yes we know avaricious money grabbin' old bag

but we can't have even the bleakest truth..

Interferin' with pour never endin' PR job

And as for him, ohh we tried....to depirch ST Bob

But actually good poetry, 

saves you from the harridan 'community' 


 

anyway ehere was  i Sunday is NO MACHINES day


Ehh if going back ten years

even if twenty really

The true real tales were woven into  a reboot

or part two of Michelles true genious Atomised

Real figures real tales

Real stories every word kept true

to type, and digitally backed up

Thrice


Fuckin ell he would get posthumous Nobel 

(meanin' theuy killed his SPIRIT and sent him off to the drugs)

and

Rushbridgers rag  chucked out  

likely indigestible to even nest material desperate, mice


Ok so if Richard Tyce

thinks he can destroy the Tory Party his once home


(the concensus is The Green party should suffer the same fate too

But really it was always about one bloodstained 

Manchester born,  

inconsistent twin 


that thinks  it's too good for even the recyclin' bin)


and as The Guardian turned on the one last great white  hope

(when Zoe the thengreat journo had interviewed him

for them...kindof... " he said i rate EU seven out of ten.. ")


I hope the BREXIT squeeze 

And whole damn project 

goes so projectile 

in a last gasp manner

That someones clever enough to back me to have 

the cross made of recycled Rushbridgeate,

rags on the last supper plate

hoisted upon Calvary, 

So their Nige can touchpaper

both at once... 

JC the second cummin

sacrificed upon the cross that 'suicidality' backstabbed  himtoo

as they had no idea what loyal, means,

nor, were're on the same side, 

of the borderline that separates, 

us from you...


The modern, internationalist

with obvious checks and balance


Two sides only, 

but why....


soon

 

Meanwhile back on the farm. At last the main  "herder of cats" knows there was never any point. each and every one..

I had simply NO idea how one dimensionally all the same they are despite the rainbow colours of ever single 'individuation'  of cowboy hatted 'manifestation' - i have a collection to show, soon...

How every single one is the SAME!

They tome, a simple oldschool student of good art, good books

good philosophy

 (never mind psychology)

Know what neurosis fear and pestilent lack of self esteem

Is, always was always will be:

projected in a endless array of " me i am different!" 

my style, hats, look, and swagger... 

Their endless designer disguises 

And anyone who challenges me for DOing nothimng ever!

off to the Assizes...


Unless....one has the RIGHT '''allies'

If only she knew... 

Just how slightly wonderful some of the PUKKAS aretoo...


If i ever do get the time back every single one stole

Five years now 

I'm not moanin'

(as sisterate MAYBE knows... 

"every single one! ..material.... Empresses, new clothes.."

which of course is a figure of speech for every single one

 addicted to staying in at home  working on their 

chakra, yoga,  her 'energetic' light

dont go at and be REAL .. my poor little soul will get a fright

lost to the greatest ever religious cult,of they have some truth

when even a seagull knows never mind a spotty youth

its all just a game for attention, food and territ'ry.. 

but thats just between you and me.... as the slightest notion

they may be 'material' in respect of what polluted 'THEIR' ocean" 

hahh hahh ..  enough to depopulate the whole damn county via

mass formation insanity

thats already here many a year

and now i kmnow what happened my old gaff too

no hope...unless on believes in culture

to get swiningin' the pendulum..

 and choppin their heads off to cork the sewerage commin out their bum

 metaphorical figure of speech...

no other way i know of one day savbin' our paradise beach) 


hmm im getting quite good at this awake every day always  " i hate even being alive no point not one even has the smallest glimmer of real warmth within their distracted souls only ever carin of their little bourgeois comforts and what foodie nonsense goes in their gob...  and certainly no point writing anything, and i am the olympic medal worst poet in the world... even if i rhymed labia with Serbia thats worth an assylum application waver surely .  and i have NO battery spare to even think for one millisecond..i swear on my daughters life.. i just open and type meaning to write one  ' look i am sane and need to summarise matters in one paragraph' and fifty non stop not even to think lines later

here we are

see you later"..





Re boot....

(post not ready til 0800)




 In the pestilent lands of their only mode

feyfaux hedonism

I know my mode needs to be head-on ...ism


But what a 'haul'...


The more one

(entirely 'free' from thister early spring)

ponders...or in fact lives between their cracks

But i mean 'live'


(There's a development - but noting will ever come to owt

She the siz.... noticed themtoo

The simply perfect dad and lad

February boundin around the extraordinary sausdade bay

and he;s even rit

 a poem, bou it..

and even got it on wireless four!

good job no ine listened and it's still

hardly any of their bay

and it will stay that way)



Now, the super serious version


The sister act

(just borrowin'











Now, every single word for some years

(except to the   sulkine,  Fomers, 

especially chief  Hateside, siren lured me here ...

farming faux fey "community"

has a double duellist 

no not non duality up Sam HArri's buzzy fanny

bet he wants one really

 intelligently, takin the piss

Monty Pythonate, actual liminal 'spirituality'

duel purpose:

"I am DEADLY serious, if youtoo can ever be

one word that comes out your English gob"

nope as usual people pleasing so, lets wryly

play with words,  on the parallel job

(of turn em all into an even  diviner comedy


In otjher words, NO nuance simple straight lace straightface:

ok we ACT as if every serious  word on the dystopia in environment/child psychologies

we care about, and want to INTELLIGENTLY message upon  as a group, comes true. In other words every word that dribbles out of the side of your mouth as if  the chicken soup in the stroke recovery home, was indeed meant  and real as the sinews to be ripped off a  meaty dogs bone..

but when it turns out it NEVER was.... we still have magnificent real material 

One day to  render like the machinery that picks up the slops from the abatoire floor

into so much content material we could start a war!

In fact there is too much

And 95% you couldnt make it up


But its a good job SOMEone is so absurdly organised every day at dawn...

NO matter what wry cutting  sardonicism 

comes out of mouth and  even other rude words

ejaculated

not one moment is ever hated

Its all merely grist to the mill

No not Don Quixes, tiltin at em

We have at last a joint enterprise

or at least on the same side of the line in the sand

as there are on;y two.

And DOing stuff...means tippy toe over to that other side

not one ever knew they MUST be

To ever do anything in the society

they all virtue signal they hate

me its them i berate


Anyway serious simple word version:  the accidental recording of the tale of two sisters.  Being wonderfully 'light footprint' -  having the same ones in fact, and sharing the same amniotic fuid thus makin' max use of muvva earth's limited stuff - wheen they should be sharin the same woodburner, shitpipe....and even maybe knickers..

My ohh my what an extraordinary tale of what society really is... she saves the porpoises

she  the other  decidely unconjoined

joins in in   the exact opposite animal behaviours thats...


("but do you still LOVE her..?")


Just the idea of this unthinakble of movie.... is oscar worthy. And they can't cancel it for bein' too brutalist more brutalist than their silly brutalist..

not "kind" enough...

Not being nice to 'minor' ities

 or only caring about small sexual deviation...

cos its already written up by the only ones allowed to critique

her copied DNA  and whip it on its bumcheek

oops herstoo..


Anyway back to yes theres a paradox as usual.... (next post)





How sad never mind i realised that without tweakin' or Photoshoppin even the so called supersmart Galaxy (knobs broken) ... this one of dozens maybe one will come vaguely close to capturing SOMEthing of it....doesnt even come slightly anywhere close to the 

well you gotta be there..
as with portraiture of the Sis for her 'profile'

It is impossible to capture real feeling or anything real
in any little machine 
 




Saturday, 17 May 2025

 but the MOST 'romantic' definition of all....

(in correct even though 95% the problem and the end of all decent non public school boy, real education.. and true liminal pagan poetry... )

the 'Byronic' definition of romantic....

or anti-silver spoon stuck up your tight asses

is only one of the record breakin' mornin' viewcount

 has ever paid even one miserable little silver dollar


that's why.... it gets better.

Or at least less painful.

I owe no one nuthin'




oops thats a point...maybe we need to start there, the girl from the song...


problem is they can't see they have less than 

nuthin' to lose...
 


But shetoo....

 knows it's the WAY 'in'


"look tart VERY few make it into my notepads.... every word she sells coded seashells 

yes said for... who knows what

but LOOK...'she asked for seconds...'

And then the ..[copyright ME] ..

LA Riochelle ultimate foodie Plats de Fruits De mare orgasm 

i would have em

like when i was mid 20s with my jet set, foul fayre

is an orgasm  as if drunk 

and with the spotty barmaid you tricked back home

it's just sex without love, forgotten the next day... as she had her coat

...all  turncoat' 

all nothing wholesome even slightly remote'


 every bit of their foodie culture as empty and decadent as... 

you are also so good on it your, many year profession

all is as evaporative as some silly balsamic vinegar moment

spilled

a stain on a once  well sanded table top

immaterial"


righty ho.... off we go

If i have three  enjoyable vaguely ethical projects

goers

Now the real multi taskin'

does begin.


But the fey clickeratti ..here

will always be first second and last course.

I just got a lot to stuff in between belches.


 




Anyway back to...ehhh...

The   Beginning.

later.

" no bitch..[ not my word - only a word i would parrot poetically, they all say that of her,

 and apparently even have a FAkebook group dedicated to whining about her in person  using even more Nazi words, like NAzi..] ...... this is MY atch...."

So, the BAbbScott's been told....

 never mind her with her little onion skin problem...


There we were.. two total strangers....


stood at near sunset on the 'romantic' - herein the CORRECT definition,  place on earth

(i always tell 'em who's down yonder river HAtefilled creekshittin Helford Rats racin to the end of their vomit bucket con that's the REAL end of her earth as all that time frettin about the ayahhooasker spatter on your fancy Peter Jones duvet of course you have no time to fix the planet, too)




 

Within three minutes all her onion skin layers peeled open....


" i save them for a living... my twi she  chucks fagends and litter near where they're livin.... "

" so do you LOVE her still... i mean we all know about 'twinflame' shamanistic ESP  bloody, not 'you and me'

we..

are one" 



The reward as if in the most The Sublime (correct version sadly the walking Pole didnt understand.. - its about lofty honour thats the original Polski ... doesnt say anythin' about hissing sourly and blockin' in the etymological dic..) Authentic, never mind best post-Jungian, actual true self actualised therapeutic a spades a spade

tell your truth

and hers too....


 They came... 

(i lie i keep an eye open, occasionally)


You could not have a more 'on cue' cue

in all of her, preferred, ("aww Leo in Titanic my real fave")

 romantic movie  history


Avctually like the far better movie whales of august

Bette's best


like if you were goin' to jump off the cliff

they came...to ...

whatever they will do


(and we even had the silly man in the background who thinks pasties are real food for real men)


Proof: tell all your even most shameful truth.

And heaven is there, even here.


 




A million times more zenny atch than even her perfect little twenny grand gyppo waggon...

 Now, if the world knew...


thisterNOW...





And all the non existeratti with their so called 'hate'

If anyone could see the two long poignant photo shoots of two finest [nearly] Free "birds in my gallery..


Both in the most perfect light..


And that's just lasterweek


Anyway back to the real version, which is all versions in one


Even if none of

" ohh i accidentally gone an' got a REAL 'community' of actual wenches who admit their wenchery...  never mind have been trained into REAL 'creativiity'....  i mean the  most splendid self confessed 'tart' Widow NAz.. yestermorn blew my mind with a texted tartin' VERY good poem....was she being ironic?  

 weavin' in 

that she couldn't write a poem"

all get sacked every other day

Even if in Sargent Major Surrey's case

Every other year

" for GODS SAKE !!! can anyone

be coherent into my ear

just once!

' message received, understood, will do..'

That's the 'pong'  back to the first ping

but that doesnt mean one needs the 

second ping ' great thanks let me know what you think

of my pongy screenplay' 

ponged for a week or two 

im not a times fascist.. oohhh good line the pissin' 

troupe

pissin' me off their endless gotta take a pee

load of UNMINDFUL still not quite zen*, poop"


Anyway where was I...

OK i have to admit Liesel's fascist state

WIll now be part of the full roamin' 

first homing

territory...

Because she changed iot for me...  there is no super model in history that lingered so long

being so complimented by her gorgeous silver oxy thats

every filament 

analised, 

and every impediment 

diarised:

"  in about five years all that chemical ear to ear

about 150 quid a month for the posh tart version

pain and three hours every month

to their weird peversion..

let me tell you about the silver sexy  slim superbabe i met covered in cliffedge  porn-shoot mud

but when i saw her often,  later

I didnt see  her   slimmer younger sexier face

 As his BAFTA  had bought her the expensive darker version

 back. And ... i didn't even see: nope not her the one i liked was maybe 53

shes fatter much older....  yuckeee!!!

But then it dawned! the first one was super sexy silver SPRAYED ON!

for their fancy photo shoot. Something understood!"


Anyway with if required the perfect territory of the best atches of all in the bag.

now i can....


 

Ohh yes ... actions speak louder than incoherent inability to communicate

words.


TO see ...ok bless err...

At our office space yesteraft

a long session capturin' the side of her face

" luv STOP... that light, you look like you WILL live forever its Aphrodite has indeed chucked away the Hateside vomit bucket of madness potion and found the elixir of never endin' beauty for free

..  just ferkin hold it THERE... snap snappety snap snap snap [ yes a profile picture just for HIM... its honeypot time! ]"


" look...  yes i did...  [shuffle of paper] ... look i took a whole page of notes ..."


Poor thing has earned her earplug cash after digestin' my audio notes on...


IT

the first of three...

And i know its good..

" but this one... pimp that somewhere good.... and i am on it 16 hrs a day 8 days a week even if down here at perfect office ...  because.... that 'ism' ... stole my lasstoo ism...."



However ... the problem with ALL fancypants is the truest real zen


i gotta get this 'zen' fixed or somehow understood..

Its when you are aside...

ok you want to be ..inside

one particular one

 you've meandered through a week of MUTUAL BENEFIT... that ain't for you

thats the youmee vesrsion of its just COMMON FUCKIN SENSE

what she needs and hertoo...


cos i havent changed in 40 years and know exactly

the rules then and now


And ... if they have well their bladders suffer the con

sequences... mine is just perfect now

i accepted and knew a true billion volts on my balls and heart

every day a new jump start


its all a con every healin mindful 'KNOW'in ..

con

All that matters is ... a perfect  pre digital 'moment' when

ALL that matters was will she or wont she

or should he...tap in

Is saudade was saudade forever and when they stop thinkin' they changed ANY

thin...

should be brought back into this time

all that matters here and now


And ignorin' all their bladders

blithers and  inabilities to take the next step

A;; that matters is ... well... 'simplify... is still in one pefect song

Which we knew even age 25 was the enemy from within 

conspiring to normalise and gouge out Siouxsi's eyes..



nope...wrong.....   some things are perfect and timeless..

if only they stopped thinking
and start being
DEspite!

de spite... means  bulletproof  armour plated

inpennetrable...

 and sadly it is a kind of...spite...

Not my 'community' tho theyve been whipped into not gettin' any sympathy

when another much wanted  foetus ends up in the sick bucket

uneless, about their real feeelin's they write GOOD poetry! 


It's ALL just MAterial...

and then as the only wise relationship man said, "there is commitment"

even to a neighbour not exactly, liked...


due the DEAL... the honouring ones word


down here, that's unheard

why theyre all so so sour ...  even their 'realtionship counsellor' full of .. up tight

is different to spite, It can be cured immediately


with a Black Swan

pint

Now... she was rewarded

 now....i really do GET it...all.

 " belief" ... still, the bottie line, is .. when the bee comes and threatens to may be a bee stingy ...

does one relax and accept it around.

Or not.. (she did ... with her hornet that eve.. she thought i hadn't listened - i hear every smallest vibration even then

.. and i have to listen to all the rest

 squeaking and  fretting at just a little bee.... the perfect definition of 100% 'belief' in ...SOMETHing... or not....  but dont monetise what it may or may not 'be'...  me i smile at every bee even if it comes and sits on my nose)


(plus reference my ohh my all the new words about even 'time' on wireless 4 ...  attention seeking over educated neurotic person has a baby so thinks a new form of 'time' needs to be wordified... and just knows a totally new paradigm has been perceived by her alone so it can go into another silly book that all the rest of the new mothers measure themselves against and cos they dont quite feel theyre in 'maialogical time'   they of course fret..


BUT!.. especially ...  well she, at the cross lastereve....

My ohh my, talk about proving the point and how extraordinarily  ok somew of the locally born "birdlife" can be,.... 

" love... her me and Percy.... if I wrote your story into a book for-film..... no one would believe it.... so talk to me about it all into my recorder please as weve got a whole wonderful film on how the fuckeratti of the whole of it simply don't get that it's all personal choice and... personal... even if she's lost so do you love her?.... "


{oopseratti thisterbit goes with the video on how you've all fucked your planet bigtime for goodtime unless thirty years ago you had seen through YOURSELF and.. "no i don't need a very expensive new pan with teflon or even ..HMM this new fangled coating on a coat  of Goretex ...i shall apply precautionary principle and but nearly nuthin' new."

.from my wotsup:

.yasmin  note then new info if u still there ....j and i had a v v interesting session live recording the 'discussions'  following on from my first audio i copied to u yest..

she even got  stressy with me at start but it all worked well.

its about archetypal english woman or man really getting to grips with cutting WAY  way back on....stuff... it will take 2 days me to upload the film..

doc attached but read my notes 30 years i am expert of all this:

3 million views in one day v v v good documentary about yasmins unmade nipper's future NOW.... BUT these bright eyed  rather silly young men FAIL  in their'we can fix it'  mssg at the end in 

noting and simplifying:

 " ALL products posh and underclass  have had unexpected negative consequences that got us to THIS critical planet wide poisining...all products..all!!!.." 

but there are other just as bad poisons  also!

1. pcbs as bad as these chemicals, mainly banned 30 years ago, last year was RECORD  high rate  year of pcb traces in environment, pcbs  as bad as these chemicals

2. there will be other chemicals we havent yet researched and realised are bad,  NOW used in manuf processes,  also doing damage we havent started to notice.. til too late  ...urgent ALL manuf processes must be far more carefully regulated .. a massive worldwide political job ...only good culture can spark that 

3. there is ONLY one hope for the world: setting example... india africa pakistan iran china, massive growing lower  middle  classes ONLY interested in same apparent lifestyle of janie yasmin simon etc...

only setting example can possibly slow down their usage of man made goods of all kinds e.g. even fancy dental!, so that spreading of lethal chemicals like in this  doc could slow down

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SC2eSujzrUY ])


" well i... if she were in trouble i would be there for her... but..."

The 'but' the most interesting word in the future of your planet


From the twin age 33 ...


but before we get to her we need to reel back 24 hrs to her exact agesake... exact sameplace

Just one word that questions their  certain knowledge of their new words and overeducated..

" luv the Minsiter of education made a statement laasterweek that we possibly over diagnose your beloved 'ADHD' pupils in your primary eight hundred percent... thats not me saying that, not metoo... but i do have it recorded if you would like to hear a FACT: that she said it!... not me her ..or very close to top dog minster powerful woman same age as your [narcissistic buddah ] mum..."

.. in fact even the juiciest Lucys [ with her not so juicy lesbic loveratti doting on her every word] have been brainwashed that they are the victim of EVERYthing even the facts .... that everything in the ether can hurt them if it doesnt duplicate their perfect sybarite painted on  smile  

Learned in Bristol Kings or wherever else awful citadels of nothing... so called universities.


The true tragedy of the commons is that the 24 hours earlier...

she will be the minister of something in a decade or maybe..

("if you care luv as you perform with every molecule of your costume and look... join the council or have a ferkin baby... errata AND... or adopt if youve caught the lezzie fashion bug... free world you two look very happy bless yer souls... ...as values are in general inherited and petrolheady chavs have many more than us so called goodies..")


When the lastereve 24 hrts later exact same place..

will be nothing as she is a humble born n bred..on the WILD coast

That was MY coast lasteryear...

And been brainwashed that she could never be as smarmy smiley charmy confident as the South eastern lot who stole EVERYthing espwcially the best girls at uni... and all the REAL esteem, attention, and option...to be a Tory just like their mums

But she is however EVERYthing...

EVERY...all


you could not make it up: 

The super UNsensetive full on pukka marine biologist protects them dolphins from the fact that you are too cunt to have taught your children to turn the ferkin plug off at night and thus all these new unnecessary turbines are needed to despoil everything... she in charge of figurin of them dolphins are fucked by em or just about tolerate...

with whom one can discuss everythin'.. 

" i disagree, he is my hunky fave,  i  juice up at every OTHER leo...but Don't look Up made me so depressed as feel its kind of true..

" i agree every molecule matters oops you know of some that even my bosses couldnt care about..

"so.... can we use it?

The story including all your stories....

The twins.... one conserves every ,mollecule even took her own  special little ashtray always in her handbag..with her if goin' out to the pub, or beach party....to collect her roll up dog ends.. the other chucks hers in the water... beaches... National Trust land...  

The one who at the party in Bristol  dumps her litter aside the bins fiull up...'ohh someone else can pick it  thats what theyre paid to do...'

And all the other brilliant stories.... if i wrote them would be accused on Miss Ohh Jenny  personal hatecrime...

no one would even believe.... truth stranger than fiction.... 


hang on i have  a better idea....  you care... you care about Percy you care.... you just... write it yourself... we'll get you mainlined into the   story factory with that one its so good...and no one can troll or even slightly look sybarite bitch... 'you cant say that' because every word is true and about the one every otjher person would say you have the closest conceivable human loving bond...at bleedin birth...  hahh hahh maybe your mum lied to you and she was adopted and added to the pram to trick you  .. two fer one in case one goes bad....  as she did...

" ohh and while we're at it... all my  loves...well even the one over there the only reason here... the only one.. but a subclass of flirty interests while i wait.... ehh they ALL hate me  every single one.. they REALLY do hate me....as i get UP WITH THE LIGHT... thus saving  yet more planetary resources lighting up the dark  and being razor sharp even today at 0500 first one....  that intimidates every single one of their sad little souls...god your twin she would  probably have a hit out on you if you could make that last final tweak hahh hahh..."





and then half an hour later as if to gift her the big one for being her..


" i dont usually bother taking much notice of your NEEDY sea... i spent half the summer Pembrokeshire with my lass anyway ten a penny there...ohh i forgot Gweek bought half of that coast too a decade ago so i bet theyve all been BBQD for drug festival kicks... 

Nope i havent seen any yet....." 


the smiley sybarite the lastereve wouldnt get in a month of ministerial jags

 only truth, earns, real b eauty
(even if i dont take films of tourtist stuff so ehhh...  harldly bothered focusing or capturing)













Friday, 16 May 2025

Now, we all know that Former Sovs are thick cunts with no emotional intelligence, and as for 'relationship counselin'... ferkin frauds against the Trades Description act

 And we especially know that Albanians are the slimiest

(this is now dedicated to Liesel the siulverfox supermodel from the worst place of all coastin' along.......whom, moved closer.... as i told her the Mary MM story... . and i cannot lie " i really did think... 47... 52 max....  and i trust you, you wont get me done for Depardieun  thought crimes if i say yours really IS the sexiest of them all...")


And every single slitheratti who slithered over to The MArches if she couldn't afford an awful love shack down in London-on-Sea 

for her to fall in love with her real 'self' again

in her mirror  just it all day gazin out at me... mee mee me...


Themn one cares not for beyond all hope.

But Liesel my ohh my.... 

" chuck away the yoga mat babe... only thin' wrong with you  fuckin sexiest real  Harmons HAirspray 

model on the cliff

look at min...  20 more km a week on average ... even Nicholson, 

would be jealous (of mine) you just need maybe an inch on this bit

but hush 

dont tell 'em round her4e of our subversive anti hairdye movie

starin' you...

yes a bit more and you get a super sexy one like my tush

and half of one off the midriff...

ooops that shouldv been rhymin under the cliff

i dont go under cliffs for any reason except for

Fridaylast


ANyway... " ehh you Mister Starmer rather presume...  

we Albanians have a  relationship a loyal one with our Iti 

give-n'takers next door..

all the rest of you


it's the difference between a committed marriage  and 'love'..

 

It's amazing how many times i can get figuratively into clifftrack chats the word "drown"


And now them NAzis...  twenty six..

He gets it


" drown em all.. your tyrsutees and bosses.."

Which of course is all just a figure of speech

i wouldnt let ONE anywhere even near a beach

Doubtless can't go out without chemical pollutants


Words you will never here said " ex husband... or even 'dad'....  you were after all RIGHT..... thirty year'n ago stopping buyin' ANY new fabulous new products as....

all of them may have a little gremlin

within.... 

especially if from Peter Jones... and some poshtart'as sellin' it as 

the borderline between me and you

you underclass  ungortexed  and cheap uncoated pan, ..not quite as good as us




THOS NEEDS MY CRITIQUE WITH IT TEMP INSERTION

only cos he gave me the data " even here QUIETEST REGION OF THEIS PESTILANT COUNTY... OOPS ACC CAP im part of the bugs n bees monitorin group... its ... still....NOT good.."

his lovely look saID IT ALL...


THE HISTORY of environmentalism in 3 sentences (as the civil warring English family maybe are discoverin' - i started it of course ..it's called REAL tough love..i do... in a sisterly way... one who makes films with me about shetoo... it was metoo too...)

that bit doesnt count

To stand up even against the NAzi Trust using Roundup Professional in Cot Killywhatnot valley lasteryear you have to be in a solid committed back watchiin' and backscratcin' couple... 

solid..

fact ... singles are ALWAYS picked off or undermined {see sentence one as the memoirs went to a new extra dimension over and above the normal at least 4]


And no green will even TALK about intergreen relationshiops as they all think lesbian marriages are some new found pradise when the data says that they are far shorer than tne average

[context i am allowed to report ONS data when i really have decided that only one pers.. them... did his geious word pictures, actually better than him]


nOw of course what 'happened' ohh i have a decade of data  and films already made about this...- seeing all the i cant even remeber what they were first called theyre so snakely theyve escaped my superb mind...ehhh...... oh yes ' lifecoaches'

had to join the arms race and instead become !'relationship counsellors' or even shmanic ones..

so as to avoid being (LIKE ME im starting a union i have such kingly enthronement creds) 

a cleanin' lady...

But when a mere Albanian can whipe ALL the germs they became away with one perfect sentence....


Italy and us a committed MARRIAGE... us and all the rest [of 'you' but im sure not Starmer that would be a real brownie point too far] just 'love'..


(day before my days are too full i forget until i catch up with many notes and audios and vids..)

Meaning of course there is only commitment...

all the rest is just butterfly brained bullshit


BUt i am angry as now i discover the ONLY great relationship counsellor of all time...

wont be having free holiday camps for assylum seekers...

And its gonna be merely Serbia or Crioatia selling theior beaches to  the fools who wanted to get here...


well that's too much


Unless....


I mean even a Frenchie the kinds de l'amour couldn't ever5 have reached that level of god like "art of relating" is no art just a simple one word


THos lasterweek things... did evolve...to a 'new' level...


Soon.


oh yes dont judge until several really key lines i have looked to see if i remebered to get them in..


this IS 'all' i do..

duel purpose with jhaving gone into super fix mode..


just cos i can...


But i have disc overed that Imoan she is a poet, too...


And i know one thing.... she will be the rudest but best one in history if she can be tied down

Whiplash or not...






 










..  

Jesus christ 'twas tenty year ' ago

 Its time

KAiros time....


" look tell your judgey cunt dad [owned my ass].... me and Cecile

Le GAl.... 

 [her of the 

' ferkin Touraeg black men in perfect swishin'

chifon or whore traded silx...

stage afront of us...

The Guardian would be in woke 'they are gods of the bajo' paradise 

eleven stars Trip advisory

out of five


' C'EST...un... SPEC...TACKLE....UHHHHHH! "

The greatest spittin' hissin babe of all time

(this is not a good, perfect actual critique)

(who had spent two years screwin' arabs as research for her academe..

well ive spent 21 years  screwin their 

victims.... or sometimes lowerin' myself, to

the 'spiritual' elite

 who on seeing the Essouarian Touareg gig

would Gram or tweet

 not wot Cecile alone did  )

 the opposite of the actual truth, heartless Disney in a terndy efnic spoof

of what real culture is and always will be


Real and in the, now...

the dangerous version of it.']


 she coerced and flirted her way

 toleading me astray 

onto her  special peeps elite 

 'only the in the knowing elite are allowed

where the creme de la bud  

swelters in the Riffian heat....

and that night we ... 

just between you and Me

 DAvid

smoked her actual giggle-juice vintage newbud champagne...

and i realised i was a man again...

 dont tell your dad that's in fact why

for once only ever in my whole adult life

i do need a holiday

and thus will delay my return to his awful court

where at last i know exactly what to say... 

i'll forward it tyo you tomorrow of the next day"


funny how it worked!

As if he had ESP..

do the exact opposite of what i did on pains of death, plea


Now if anyone had told me that twenty years on

even my super spontaneous texts

were soarin' with actual poetical sublimity

some fake top  Touareg pospstar couldnt reach in all of infinity


I would say off to the infirmary

with you one way, 

and pick a Liverpool PAthway

on the way, to


Be cont


BUt it really was her ... 

Really...


Not they-them, her




I havent finished yet, in fact havent even begun


( what occured yestermorn, whats occurrin forever on.... the world wouldn't believe....good job i am so stupidly practical i always have my camphone charged and empty jut enough

but WHY didnt i keep it in hand ALL the time.... 

ok its a scene.... 

you simply couldnt make up:

" if i were you i would drop your trendy Nepalese look 

 pants here and now

URGENT .. i think the little buzzer

did indeed buzz its way up skirtin

... dont panic.. slowly now


ohh my god its actually there perfectly framed ...  

if we had captured that no need for BAFTA fame

a billion viral clicks... 

your face... worth another billion, too.."





So, to the 'MAsters of The universe'

Swingin' their 'Big Dix' daily at 37,000 feet

Even i had no real idea just how rich...

how 100% above YOU. they all became


(she came...)

 Forget Sarajevo or even San Francisco


Ok let's put it this way only Ivry can express

The Sublime, in her (ARCHETYPAL!) flowery dress


If i could be bothered and had the time

rather than daily smile at BAbb's "sublime"

"it renews itself every day.."

oops i forgot the're even making THE HAY

(in this aromatic symphony ive never before encountered

even more dramatic and ALIVE .... 

than.. busy bees all in their plastic laced honey hive)


Anyway when was this ...reprise

their stupid little prayerful symbol

Someone... as has i know happened so many times before

gone hungry because of these flowery dressed

To Buddha/ "all we need is love" daddy-fucked up whores


to what though? 

At least California had somethin' to fight against


Hiding from what and whom?

behind their old age ....self obsessive?

good job i know the art of the weavers loom




I do not lie, as so many times before, someone has gone HUNGRY...

Actually 'suffered' ... diverted 

made plans, changed days, changed counties

On the basis of their auto-self celebration

when in fact theyre worse than the genocidal whole Croation nation

put together. 

Except of course behind their mojii prayer pokin' "community"

every single one is lonely and atomised, and thus in "human" to the point of actual insanity


  

ohh yes Ivry he alone somehow managed to have second sight

of another place... now...

only these artistic intonations

could begin to sum up the actual sorrow everywhere

(spesh her place too) ... 

I had no idea how the 'alternative' - well it isn't!

This 'divine' ' shamanic' 'SPIRITUAL'  "the answer is always only love"

Thing had in fact become almost default.

Here in Nigel's tea pot land

Not one, for their  over the line

inhuman behaviour, hurtin' others can they EVER even ponder

is their fault


Good for me 15 years ago i named them and was indeed right

Teletubby land 

Or if one were to be more accurate 

(any actual good English 1970s-80s trained cultural mind, knew the TTs were a supreme kindof parable, update of Animal Farm, MAYBE... maybe their "Teletubbie adjustments" would lead to them accidentally adjusting the gas in their Teletubby-heaven chamber,  to... " uhhh ohhhhhh...  Tinky winky tipsy dipsy... uhh ohhh...we're all dead....  

....Now.. "

cos Eckheart turned off your Power,  

to undertsnd HOW...to be a real "human" in the real world of real peeps,  reality..)


But i also have photographed many of them

Soon... 








Ohh yes reprise

So i had no idea then....

vagus nerve,  yes the absurd astrologicals

But new fangled iterations of all the same weasel wording on the ingredients

How this 'mind body and soul' 
Of course theyre too fancy pants to call a spade a spade:
THE DEATH of them
dug their own graves as sure as ferrits are ferrits)

I read one line of MBS 
Fromm's  perfect wise title
To HAve or To Be
The title. Nothing else.
40 years ago!
Took me 35 to really get ALL the way there
All the 'spirituality' you ever needed

To Bea

Anyway my journey wasn't complete until really i had no idea how 100% almost everywhere this duff  failed paradigm ...is, failing to even help rid them of unnecessary stuff!

Almost every single one
enthral to the 'spiritual' version of Mammon.
And EVERY single one

specially their hands clasped prayerful  Queen

crystal clear as that first vudu mumbo jumbo
it really doesn't WORK...

so off we go.

(unless Sisterbabbs really does know
just how PERFECT our spontaneous  film of IT!
rough copy first draft, is, for Now..
and forever...  thats a lifetime of MY work in that several hours of perfect 'moments'..)











I 'write' parables

6 July 2024
But i cannot write properly just yet.

One  matter outstandin'
 -  in fact the only non-parable, 
livin' in the 'moment' brandin'

Or  rather her 'bodily'
Is the sister BAbbscott at least gets a headache and 
inner discombobulaterated  
up her naturally no HRT needed
 juicy one
(her words not mine)
almost insanity

Just, Being there...

'there' is universal.. was PAul's patch too
many years ago



Now PARABLES!!!

though not quite ready yet
Maybe thisterday was best


Never mind meanderin' MY track aftyer 
(i had no idea and they each pay a thousand quid or so)

The STUFF
The Teflon don
 't dare question me

MY stuff and fanciest showofiest stuff
IDENTIFIES
me


But meander their Rat Race track 
LAnds End n back

a day or so on
My ohh my the stuff, plastic fancy and identifyin'
amazin' how much left behind


(OOPS forgot that bit as i...well it was me and the juicy one
as i was explainin' she looked up and noticed
[as middle of nowehere as you can be] 
" look that seagull up there circlin's 
got plastic  accessories comin out its nose
the parson's one" )


 




But the REAL parable...


is in the day before... their adventure cowboy days out... (to about the best wild real bit of My Ttrack.. i fuckin looked after!!) 




so, as the  Widow NAz .. well she's been slightly brained

well she dont need expplainin'

how inadequate it will be

There is a REAL, sexy, hungry

far far madder cap

version their awful Salt PAth...

(every single one has read!

i can save a lot of time the sexy old "bird" librarian down here

("steinbeck, i would take him to my grave"

 she told me the truth

" i flicked through it... as useless as an expensive pasty bag, 

hahh hahh you're right, only rich peeps can afford them at 

about a tenner  for two 

yes i agree fraudsters liars... you saw through!" [smileything, i miss her so, the sex on two legs older starchy, bristly, only woman who REALLY knows how to entice... 

unnecessary stockings perfectly straightv Auschwitz lines

with her whole bodily language perfectly defined

i'm as hard as  the ice of Stalin's winter gulag...  

until you see through my frosty pain...

if only hetoo read books i'm off home to again] 


BUt my parables need time to slightly brush up

I do have many though

Better than.. the above i deliberately havent quite revealed

yet

 

So, back Trackin'...

 I really did meet them...

On the point.

we-thems....

But 'twas her....

Her stare behind her painted on perfect juicy chic

Not. And tatty boots. Check."agent said that twenty six and down, ehh theyre sick of your

word policin' and utter glycerine fragility

shatterin' every sentence into

doing nothing but fight even me on your tragedy

when we've both agreed

Surfers  against sewereage ... 

may as well be pissin teflon crap into each and every hedge...

at 10 parts per billion a fatal dose..

theres no hope til, you... too 

shit pipe down and self administer a cooling fire hose.

(making sure youve cleaned up the rivers of flouyropolymers, 

before you move on to there's no his, hers

just ours... 

and that beach there's the most symbolic 

polluted swamp signifyin' til you change, its forever's 

testimony. 



And there is NO hope until:

" look its been THE most magnificent dry six weeks, about ever

yet up here so many we see displaying their new sexy Hunter wellies

when its twenty three

degrees and  overly parched

Every single usage leaves a film of rubber on harder ground

never mind wellies wear out so fast these days and 

cant be recycled, fixed, and cost many a pound.

Don't you get it, each and every step, it's

a cost to your kids your too scaredy cat to even ponder

but stop blaming others' us first before makin' it all about who's yonder."






Thursday, 15 May 2025

So, it begins...

 At last i also understand who was the problem....

That day was it 1990ish...  wandering Zagreb, looking for ..her...

A mad cap Road Trip based on only 20 minutes of her in London and a flight to somehwhere i had no idea what on earth it was but knew the [todays prices] 2000 quid every penny of it was worth it..


....And why...i was such a wimp... i knew then she needed rescuing/kidnapping/abducterating... 

saving/ educating away from...from her RAmboesque " landlord" ... her almost his sexy slave...


But i don't blame him...  he was just being what he had seen on his then-still-Sov, shitty  tv ...

and the ultimate Road Trip song of course was only from HIS point of view.. gotta get back to her somehow..

Thats the whole of the last dodgy dog eared century!


Meanwhile the training course really does begin. No one is perfect ... and one can come up with the problem in word pictures, but the solution, too..


oppression is cruel TUTOR...injustice is a NURSE...

But there are multiple forms of 'oppression'....and we are going for the very hardest of them all...


The 'identity' of the so salubrious middle class English ..woman.. to whom of course even JAcqueline their once Queen 

(you were either Maralyn of Jackie - so so true) 

looked aside to, over the Pond...  the whole monolithic style and ..

well its all in Bovary.. but morphed into something worse...as mine elves do know deep down inside..


NOT ME ..i am innocent Yer on 'herr...

i just the ... 

'creative force'... forcing THEM to be who they want to be, but can't...yet




Wednesday, 14 May 2025

"trust" ..i sent it here and now...


now...if IT works?
I know it will


When one has the perfect 9 hours catching up a perfect but rare not 7 hrs sleep...





 


A better than ever 'arthouse' whole film comes into view.....

world record get her gettin' her Oscah...


And i don't hype or big anyone up.

I know who deserves what...


But i also know every unfinished sentence....  here and there and unloaded vid...


and bit-ten  Bob here and there


that needs filling in
























Maybe..in fact

 not that i wish, anything.

Except that...

Homer was a halfway house, loser...user...

half way cruiser..


Moan moan moan, his man makes his bed

Nothing else to be said.


If bein' in reverse gear

can be this perfect Paradise, even here


(i have a range of acolytes

neophytes theyre fully cognisant of

" ferkin Nazis " .. erverywhere 

seeing freedom, in posture, berin' and not carin'

 they really do just stand and stare!

swarms of [ censored] witches judgnemental bit*ches "


at last i have found a few speak me language too:

"hate the sin, never the sinning, 

but dont be coy, a spades a spade

only way they will EVER find real 'joy'.. 

and hiss 

at anyone whiom uses words like 'bliss'.."


Anyway there's me KNOWING The Road trip ended...

And it must

have....



oops REALLY important bit to go back to a week ago on

The Sister beach...

nude, seaweed munchin'... 

hardly any mermaids "vibin"


In fact it may have even been that 'moment'

I looked up 'road trip' or was it 

longest 'ode'

/poem?


But we have to deal with redheads first

and i WAS right....

first screach of her ultra fiddle...

(i knew why... them Indogos wanted her in  the middle...

if i die today of bliss overdosin in the hay...

nobody EVER ... beat Ivry... it's not possible


(and it is EXTRAORDINARY how few in fact NONE of the fancypants immigrants to Them MArches

as they would set up in the Clique grant funded theatres of Presteigne...

smugly parading tgheir fiddles wrapped in velveteen


[ i have a disorder undoubtedly

that was the moment of out of kilter disbalance 

in order...

the moment i got to   labia/serbia

it just simply doesnt cannot stop

impromptu, just for you , mean hairless  labias

jealoius dried up rancid holes

pockets full of nuthin but your dreary woes

and that includes a famous cancelled bishop

476 hours wasted on her hopeless soul.

 18 months, safer to stay on the dole

yes the disorder - auto-i can't even be bothered ever again to ponder

whom the REAL Serb may be behind her flowery back fender

stuck on flowers, painted on {did} content...  

me happy to live only ever in a translucent tent


but it won't stop...poetry, of the worst kind

even championin' Vogon luvstuff

so perfectly used as dangerous weapon, once by a real 

team daughter and dad.... hers of course drove her mad 

but it won't stop

its NOT 'me' 

not could any AI replicate, actually bonkers so called 'creativity' 

it's a madness badness

dangerous to know... the perfect remedy to all sorrowful sadness

it's ... above all bering, new]

in a land where - its all shabby CAlifiornian crap

they're ALL stuck in the 'healing' trap]


anyway where was i i cant stop

badly rhymin'

of course still a Vogon, intergalacically lamentin'

i couldn't just persuade one nature 'luver' 

to wander in it - the best Ive ever known.... 

 and should never have bothered

but i did, because i could...

the only readson for ever doin' ..owt

of that there is no doubt)


 Right to WORK !!! there is so so so much to make saner sense of

to a dumbeed down illiteratti

(the Mong at Dawn she agrees but sttill won't quite listen

I raised myself on the best of subtle surreal  arthouse

Oona even Emir the Serb if she had bothered to help me understand

to busy thinkin' the future will come with a flick of some pseuds magic wand

THEY the great unwashed, obsessed with washin' every otjher hour

lost their natural balancin power

to OCD and trully bad TV

I am no elite i even made myself watch an episode

of 'Gogglebox' so as to understand

just how dangerous was their Road... 

(why America needed closing down

Cormacs more nihilist than even Benny Hill

so called masterpiece made them truly irreparably ill

almost as bad as AC Grayling

tellin' me to my face and recorder

that in his  favoirite story

Omelas girl... the girl needs to be locked in a GAzan death tent

so that there pertains a sane safe world order

she is sacraficed daily to..

smugify, YOU...!!!

And that's the kind of immigrant they let

 teach my kid, TOO!

 the most nihilist sky faery nutjobbery ever extant

And he the unquestionable king of 

well the problem tis these publishers

 sicko drug addicts dont even know..its CANT

And vanity...

appease his poor little towny dose of small dicked, insanity


Intouchables... he kicks away his cage

Reader on The 6.327... you burst out crin' the RIGHT tears

at the last page

(even sourrounded by underclass city

on their Googlebox confected self pity)

 the elites must be gang raped and held to ransomed

THE PACIFIST version, merely out essayed...

problem is no one pays...

for actual life affirmin

any old one can be metoo 

power of now you've really got a problem


life expectancy goin' down...

NHS mass hated...  (officially the data says..

all that 2020 "be kind" doesnt seemed to have a worked

an actual balanced mind knew 2010 it would drive you besrk) 

they'll probably even see sense

nope... not even  smugly self administered  suicide tents 


you're all TRULY fucked

unless ...


Odysseus  not only shows in some future blog

That its all just a very dull job

tolleratin' (the opposite of her "manipulating") 

Is what you've seen here...

but the real story, is hidden whirpools of 

only ever  calmest waters and

how to out smart em...

even Cyclops ess number one..

and two

And three...

just for you...


but i have to get to 100% surefire no gossip sanctuary

as one thing i know for certain, Free Speech of the 

 even 'calling out' with perfect undercover evidence

 stolen wages, burned stuff...

is no longer understood in Graylings bloodlusty land

is was always will Bee

 the answer to a crooked magic wand 


and like WAr..

i realised of late


It's not that there are no 'winners'

Five years of British 'princes' daughters

even the "first ever hippest hang glider on  the Biggin Hill grounds."

they - really did believe they were masters of the universe

those 35 ers to about 47

they knew they had inherited 'heaven'...


But the long term damage that did to them

Then their daughters  most of all


Now i understand why in fact the 

(as any European knows)

Ice Maiden... emanated from the pyroclastic flow

the loins of his 'victorious' afterglow


I've realised that 'winning' a war

stalemate a far better solution!

'winning' anything

is really just as dangerous for Victor

than .... any innocent, loser

in fact there is no loser..

unless you a re a part and go to 'Pradise' (antigua, never was, i lived there!)(

and think


 its full of lovely sweet people who wont smash your head in for living behind a gated community gate on their land...

Its the 100% lack of real education dominates this land


I didnt know until i came here to see just how far that got out of hand.


DAy 1 of the wayy back... gotta get to her somehow

The best ever version is lesbianic AND ginger...






oops no battery i forgot...


nOBODY EVER could... beat Ivry

it was never goin' to be possible!

(the arty farty of HAy and Presters never even HEARD of the true god...but just a few of us knew..





but ... she......did!

 .