oh shit ..reprise

For the paupers

and i know Hind's mum wouldn't mind

 https://xprime.stream/

( all popups are fake and can be batted away unlike all regional SWesternshire projectionistas projecting care... who i know cant be batted away unfortunately and don't even respond to " in smelly tincan in the most wonderful summer ever there hasnt been one single flie this year i needed to bat away.... ehh you gotta problem" they are in charge dominate  all ...purest acedia - i have a new equation today on what causes it in my can .....soon)

imdb 8.6 and not for projectile Totnes compulsory woo woo virtue signalling reasons ...

but because cos its your fault

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt36943034/

( unless you donated to Pilger's true bastard worthy son, the ginger  at https://www.declassifieduk.org/ my chief Mong babe ... and agent Z swear by only him) 

What is Europe?

Especially the 100% effete of places like The Source for years have said whist shopping for alpaca womb-wraps (pics soon) that they don't 'do' politics. 'Twas known the effeteratti became only Disney-on-mudbath  Glasto-tolerant some decades ago where infantilisation was hidden behind... fluttery bits of flag, too...asitappens...

which is the ONLY reason your sceptic footbath of a mucky coasted shithole will for 100% certain spend the next decade with Nige, or even worse ones like Tyce, in the news..

they  - the effeteratti, do listen to if only to check what may affect their pyramid .... supplement conjob sales operation

or shamniac 'guided' tour dreamjob guiding peeps to the puke bucket under pretence of 'enlightenment' ideally to  Costa Rica as there are fewer machete weildin' local cops there ...for a reason... a delightful brand of consumerist tyranny lite...

.... and whist they are in fact THE POWER  - they run the third sector and have the posher houses... and even the likes of Gove will come and have a shamniac mud-bath therapy  now'n again within their garden grounds....especially if a 'boutique' sauna is on the menu ....to humour them or more likely the Missus if her Mail is payin' for the 'retreat'.... to Dooneshire, or for the actually power, Horrorfordshire who bought 'intellect' by being seen,  at a dreadful Yannis talk at Hay 

And pretending to allcomers theytoo have a second home there .....

Anyway all i know is that for 40 years Europe was my work and 100% existence even if only latterly battling to rescue a halfbreed one who still is one

but i NEVER ever hear any Britisher ever even know the first thing about what Europe really was and still is as supertankers take decades to turn around...

And I know for a fact as sure as ferrits are that only by knowing the real Europe, do you understand the real perverse outlier...here....

BUt you dont even have to waste decades reading bad books on it or even worse the completely wrong internet on it..

or go there

i went and lived loved worked there for you.... with a Primo Levi (non deathcult book)  in my bag as great example: how to be objective.. merely notice the REAL working and personal lives of those he encountered as many year professional  itineranttoo.... 

 

Free substack audio

What IS Europe? Until you know the real true version of Europe (over 40 years) i NEVER hear, you cannot know what IS the UK. Nor your real future.

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/what-is-europe-until-you-know-the?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

And if you can find ANY sanity on the most popular supposed mainstream  'heterodox thinking' channels -  Konstantin , poor Alistair the only British PM i recall trading on his Christianity,  Tony's spin doctor lapdog,  and even poorer rich snivelly Rory, i shall eat my pondcast.

under construction

not ready til come back later

NOTES AND BITS FORGOTTEN WILL BE HERE LATER

 IN SPONTANEOUS AUDIO MADE PREDAWN 

WHERE I AM SURE PUNCHLINE FORGOTTEN, TOO...

BUT IT WILL RETURN...always does even if months later

(in drafts since 12 non 2025 FIX later) Actions speak...

my ohh my...

At last! a neighbour in a lovely green van

( the 100% fake #vanlife stickers

stick at home

and on their sillyphone 

the only one spied actually  overnight)

" gosh you look absurdly happy you foolishly absurd man...

" me im just going to the laundrette then back to my land ... 

"biggest mistake i ever made a decade back ... this county too pestilent for any mere magic wand

"horrid place.... back to base"

" sir you are wrong about onething there

 

soon, edit in a bit this has been in drafts 2 mths i forgot

righty ho 'failure' is being updated a tad

 https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/01/failure.html

but thats all just treading water...under a very wonky bridge.

Now i know what them GIBS gotta be renamed...

and real 'diversity' is for....

bless errrr....  so so so blesserrrr.... 

dont dare criticise or i pull the plug.

...... and why she is an actual 'hero' and heroic "warrior" ...well its in the canyest but..... 

gotta go West

first

bingo!

 i have the Iti on sude rahh rahh

🥳🥰🤣 ( i only use em as even her brain wat rotted by these awful little ... well they dont deserve a word as theyre just cartoon...)

Now begins the crusade ..

( not 'cause' and certainly duell purpose purpose)

But woe is us, even if its not me..i inhabit a mental island way off thisland ...and i DO! i tied and failed over 2 years  to chat up at least fifty EU passports along their polluted Path.... so as to marry them..

little red books

just to forever get away from the BPD ( my very senior schoolteacher buddy walking buddy agrees it's pandemic) infection that gave you your MR and Mrs Winn...

and fifty times smilingly rejected ... all with great cheer!

but what a story verbatim could be recreated     as we spoke of philosophy and otherstuff ... the REAL EU...not your false webversion

 or Faragian perversion..

One cannot even say the word " diversity" ! why did i ..?

the rhetoric dealing with any lanyardite is millisecond sensitive. 

Does one have EVERY time to preface, so urgently before auto-asumption : "the last five years my two only true and enjoyed  friends  even if the blokeone ruined by his Che t-shirt are full pukka 2nd gen mongrel brownies ... THEY...both are classic modern educated on Siouxsi Sue and Pilger  and Alan B'Astard....full on wouldhavebeen Corbish.. . and are sick to death of the bullshit of even mentioning colour  dick or cunt ...    cos they know it did not WORK..."

and makes everyone mis

and libraries The Temple of fat ill moaning people who are just lonely and haven't read any books about anything real to talk about ... so talk about the unreal matter of their endlessly imagined ill health issues    rather than do 30plus km a week walking come rain or shine 

ohh shit...

 ...now someone saw ....i was happily at work on all my material all day today.

And a day performing for her is a double edged one ..

( the greatest silver lining of all time.... as the culturatti still cant stop talking about it ..moaning nblaming it for everything...still! .its kairos  time for this one too...soonish... and even if a day uploading and or trying to get old ext hd  discs to work is agony    ....

this year was always

sublime2020.com

so kuch so i never had enough time to riff anything like as much as i would have if it werent just do much black swan fun to be so utterly alive)

anyway when one is in this such perfect mood and multi taskate 

its time

the supreme pirate that does a real mans job of piratin' unlike any childman of Pastyshire with  especially Gwerk way his absurd little flappin' flag..

if this dont make you get as blue monday as its possible to be

xprime

Hind

and her mum,  a REAL woman with a real soul unlike every snivelling moanin' Nigelfodder nosoul, one and all ....in this awful sceptic aisle..said " i cant watch it...maybe never will.....but  do it luv.....and go ALL the way....."

xprime

https://xk4l.mzt4pr8wlkxnv0qsha5g.website/watch/1480382

oops not working yet.

it will soon some pirates can be relied on to have great stuff to share that you learn from

and i believe not much but do thatone:  its so pure they gave it half an hour clappin'

come back tomorrow

Failure

Last in a miniseries over a month of or so

but one is missing

Free Substack audio  - quite serious, about how to REALLY live your dream... having moved out of your city or suburb (both have exactly the same nett effect)  as all i see is wan wan wan .. rather  fizzy peeps.

There is a way!

The 'philosophy' of how to actually be centred and feel great, always, and stay not wan, despite the REALITY of real rural Alice and her Looking glass (and 95% chav efnix - its racist not to accept)

 https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/the-philosophy-of-how-to-actually?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

all the nasty stuff far worse in UK schools vs European

(MANY teachers have said to my decade long chronicling operation)

refs

 i was wrong, the pukka brand is £379

whereas the imitation not even an 'undred

search results "dubarry imitation"

even more refs - i think it was in this one or if not the last - don't expect me to listen to hours of waffle to remember exactly what was innit when you the so called reader are even more nuts as the context is in the audios....

 the very silly Norwegian (as against 99% of Europeans are all 100% balanced and sane and all European economies especially Kraut are doing very well thank you ) who came to fame telling you daft things about 'prepping' for the 'pandemic'

https://www.youtube.com/@BjornAndreasBull-Hansen/videos

right time to get serious

loads of uploads in the can 

new vid not ready til 1130 21 jan

BUT

as everyone else but me seems so miserable they are pondering the theme song to MASH

time to go back to the beginning of first equal best summer  ever and summers are my thing

Bees and things.....

Her river

 

yuck, stuck with abysmal underclass camera for a bit

i care about my appearance

even if only she knows my eye to eye energy

Of course a silly fabulist

whilst quite right

( 30 years back i flew the rather manky Kingair

 of one water company swashbuckling privateer

Nomura head of ' debt'

so much backshee went in his back pocket

we got a very fancy million quid of fixin up

so as to commute back n forth to his twenty mill

new jet set yacht

tailor made)

i couldnt care one jot

( spesh his gf such an unhappy lot)

but Fergal and his endless clever dick newwave moaning

can never dtop to USE his platform:

" take one small should- be-pristine feeder stream

National Park by prime appointment  to king or Queen

many fixing  billions will take decades to feed in

to what they never ever can

provide a sewerage ring to where the wealthy incomers came

nouveau laptop clas or retiree high court Dame

And since my rather good number one

What ends up in their drains

hairgel prozac now even chubbie jabs

never mind peroxide madness

she told me of mass ivermectin invasion so its the bloody naglot too

its whats mixed IN the shit, not the lovely useful poo

you .. will have to take control!

what goes down your bog

or carcleaning toll

... 'twas all never designed to cope with five or even ten times

the 'consume'ables ... now

over what went down the loo

when dreams were safe and naturally wet

wipes, sprays,  johnnies too

keep it to ... 

pharma free piss n poo

yes that means your deodorant!

none of this was in the rural drains

back when a man or babe

knew best art remains

to guide us back to all we ever needed"

no undertones of Brut or L'Oreal

all ruin them fishies day and put them off their maybe last meal"

no politicking by the masses  is ever heeded

Only story ... or " me i'm the problem,too

i learned ... and at least try and pot my own prozac flavoured poo" 

righty ho nothing to do with me

I don't exist

job done

A real "warrior" ..bolstered

Mine guns holstered

Lets see...

( and dont forget the River Wye's diabetic 'medicine'

traces extant, in the first main lasteryear testin'

down to, me)

((((( unofficial fabulous interview chat to ..yes, to, not with.... learning from ones own hypocricy mine too in 20s  needs to speak TO not ferkin "share" ... 40 year old new generation environmental man up high in the feeder streamlands of Dartmoor few months back...to share soon..

. " yes i see ...hadnt thought of it...as you say most households even up here..leaky crumbling old  tanks and ancient pipes . ... will be using ten times the xenobiotic molecules  probably even more...

  than in times gone past 30 years before ... ... ")))))

 i have never been quite so guilefully organised

And territorially wise

When even that particular Christian Queenly Castle boss

About her slaves and oral contract

she couldnt give a toss

No more society

merely their  me me me

( " theyre all so keen, until 

i dont know .... i guess they run out of Prozac supplies

at The Source never ever even believe their eyes".....

is the definition of liberty 

and the default gibbing; 

only a backprotectin' Lorna wifey 

could conceivable allay)

So, they truly do despise...

 which does not even amuse.

I persist, but only by two modes

Walking out, 40km a week away from them

And the dullest  ever simplest neuro divergence:

claiming nothing wrong with me

no problems, no issues no cares 

even about their so rude stares.

But what wounds them so much,

each and any simplest eco or community need

from day 1, the example of pure methodical methodical methodical

( i don't even day " thats how we succeed")

as the nondivergent diverging from their default

scatterbrain chaos

knows that even that's a need

they must exist

and seeing any other mode - the project so much bigger

than their tragic small minded precious parochial identity

and merely  maintain that  methodical

always. will their deathly insecurity, so trigger

as the batleaxeish  ally says ( mole within the compulsory flounce)" i no longer care ..its their problem"

 

now, running ahead with so much on the pipeline

 audio made on 'living' non DeBotty 

toiletphilosophy

 and tons of other crap,

tomorrow

but one matter of  REALlife philosophy no anodyne little toe rag with his fancy 'smart thinking' pile of toilet paper clogging up Waterstones great big ball of superfat in that useless sewer

 would ever dare to mutter:

If a woman.... says in front of her lass... not just with her finest  gob but superbly bright burnin' eyes... as her lass did see and dash for the shades it was so supernovan

" i care about mine river, born ' n bred to"

errata 'our' 

 then unlike ( not my words sister Babs a yearago " ) "the utter emotional vandalism  of yet another childless woman causing mayhem ...when nothing left to do but get older so they cant help it" ...

she will have meant what she said....  having total "bodily" said 

what she meant

and will indeed be true "warrior"

sad but true real philosophy .....a love of KNOWINGS.....

facts

phew i can give up caring 

even if i act 

for the kids

i do i dont

20 years of that 99.999999% of English women just piss

something like this

 behind your back

( but i have 3 in place tested who...dont)

i only rarely very rarely send something to someone else before you disloyal readers ... indeed only the second time ever

 

tons more to come

Righty ho

god i wish i had had the time and digitals to always chronicle:

How someones mate has his mate invite up his loser mates up from London

If female exempt from checkin' for pervyness, so in they breeze

(full photoshoot soon)

Days we spent gangs of us around large tables in their marquees - theyve always got some Rupertmate who gets marquees on the cheap so he says

caring the meeker kids would be part of the floatmaking gang of course

(even if long ago the London girls be it at Womad or (no i never went to) Glastonbury, one knew they couldnt look the kids paid for their busfare up by looking eye to eye into theirs...

they dont teach that bit of 'recovery'

at their Priory

But then have a few of us - the wholesome homespun

on hand just for that: actually caring about the kids you show off you're off at HAy workshopcaring about

Our table, Est dad and a couple of the less popular meeker

all day for days they put all their wariness into THEIR dragon, too

To be rolled out the evening of dragons in the town

(i forget what nonsense excuse made up myth

any nonsense fantasy Priorites only 'safe' on disreality

and made up 'hiraeth') 

   

We saw our  new little friends that night

of only one of the three dragons made to process

one little one the tears all down her dress

Her dragon.... left crumpled in a corner of Ruperts great big marquee

unloved, finished, but too much effort for Camilla

and her Kensington-on-Wye posse, 

too much to ask, to recall each child

each dragon made, 

and each word to each child about where each is in the precession

 means plural; all their draggons.

I declare 

on their trade,too

20/09/2008

i have a long memory

I bet their (f, plural, fluttering in  from down South to be Missiah) victims dotoo 

our seat

theres a whole book on that too

and where it's only one and only successor ended up

if only she would

(next audio inabit)

 

24/07/2008

my records are perfect

what was in here that day one day i will see again.

Even if i am writing the update

 Their Vicissitudes

But theirs are so much more interesting, even if they're just a silly religion, too

Stick a few Glasto style flags up and they are automatically worthy, and thus don't need to do anything else to really guide the kids...

"blue monday"

 the silly man and his neuronutjobs can say

off you pop then, 

cliffs are for being used

Don't be coy

Eckhart didn't work

drove you berserk

(just don't forget to hold your nose

the seas so full of Surfers Against it, caused even more unwellness)

real, not imaginary

 like all those all allergies

so one drop of it up your London snout

will be an extra for your coroner to moan about)

But if you did find the way

despite them all

live to waste another day

It just may 

end up bein' happiest so called "blue"

 one it's impossible to even conceive

soon i shall prove, not make believe

(all three faves seen unplanned in one day

there are some, 

and my protective armour, no not amore

....at last she writes THE essay

on just how .... her neighbours are never what they say)

Righty Ho 'their' Vicissitudes... soon

 If This Is a Man

well he is... but is forever infantalised so could never be one, a real one...

Even if an even slightly scary autodidactish one...

I avoided for a few months him being a tad eccentric in my direction, stuck with a broken down tin can by histown three years ago

NOTHING worth ever even for one millisecond pondering as useful in histown...

Nothing, it is not possible... and even if there were anything,  my only purpose, to get to Pastyland so as to... (not Bea continued) 

Now that alone the 'struggle' with the worst ever fraud large charitable trust is soon going to be fully published every word...of their lies and deceit 

i beat

("heres the trusts's credit card....abuse it as you will....but dont tell the BBC consumer affairs program please ... we wouldn't survive the flack" .. that one by Royal Charter... ) 

anyway that's Utterly most irrelevent even if fun. And the reality of this sceptic aisle.

He however... is what you will never see rit up in your dreadful 3rd sector lanyardheavy Guardian or Novara mee mee meedia...

The truth.

Of how each 'individual' is indeed one.... 

and why (substack waffle 6ish weeks ago on the third sector) 

Not even Nigel and his wrecking crew will have one smallest chance of  cutting the disability/ PIP / 'good' causes, bill...

Because someone who was a goody goody Uni prof, musicologist... all round superbly good 'egg'... 

even 'beloved' in his 2k smalltown community

Even sharing the bed with the number one power .... and moral authority, in a whole region....

When asked " he ...you must know...has the most genius talent timing and act  i have ever seen.... better than his [mymates]  dreadful fake Stuart Lee...  and a few days ago i sat with him, filmed [but its chunky and takes time.] ... therapising him all his nonsense about being coy and shy is fake, for you... so you can nown again fill his begging bowl...and be his paid friend....   he has a gift that only the greats have Cooke, Dud...  Cleese evemn....  and he told my camera that he is aware he only has a few years to at last do what HE said he does want to do.....  and is now able to..... all his demons are locked away and his longterm girlfriend agrees.... he has nothing to lose ... by attempting to become, what he is.... a genius... and get off these pesky cagelike benefits....  you need to help him, i can help.... so easy hes already said he wants it....  consistently.... forget the music, he can do thattoo... its his words...his  simply unique spirit.... Mayall for now and he has something in the lacuna between his twitches that.... is god....  we both know dont exist .... and a reference of just slightest leg up now ..kairos time....  just being his driver around the village halls perhaps.. it makes me proud having tolerated his other act and now seeing the act isnt an act its pure and it is the real him.... with timing you and i could only pray for to some non existent sky faery.... and be left waiting til the end of time.... and never be gifted.... and the shy thing is an act ... he actually loves the camera i know we filmed the real him yesters..."

guess what, he's already pictured here  a year or so back, the one tasked to save the poor and crippled and whatknot.... : to be cont, but you may realise by now there are patterns...

and the camera hasnt lied when i can get back to all that....

but proof soon.

Tomorrow by the grace of...no more interuptions!

(even if her the youngster,  my ohh my perfect timing  just when i had nothing to do.. all done....)

1 of 3...longer ones bringing you a real genius that you'll be paying a disability chunk for...til he dies...younger than he should because...

the fire inside has to be sheltered from itself sometimes and only one man could have done just that... but of course that would have been doing the task which all English goodies cannot fathom - how to put their needy above being .. their pet.. they look good, administering scraps to, and doing the actual job of enabling him to no longer be needful of the scraps..

the scrapchuckers with their lanyards.... get their pensions from, and thus.... of course don't understand that the purpose of being a goody in the 'community' ..is to put YOURSELF out of business.... 

So, the wonderful frenchie speaks of 'love' on her BBC slot...

 

bless errrr.... as like the Reithman, (to be filled in later - Socratic discussion around his fantasy version of future demos,  i've been full time on the end of the chronicle for six weeks and its a miracle with so little battery) no hope....

All fantasy.

Unless 'love' is indeed defined.

And...off to the lions den....  knowing 'community' project number 1 utterly fated to be failure, not my business! i merely pass on the words of a true battleaxe

project longterm, 2 as if to jab me up the bum with a bishoprick

kairos just in time... there she is, for whom it will be created:

"An extremely well funded  temple to ....critical thinking [that only the likes of Primo, Herbert Bates even if he's overlooked... Faith Bleasdale... Wendy P.... and the Rachels..... i need to know what influenced their finest finery .... and it will be replicated..... cloned.... .who knows they may even assist.... its just about the best booklist there has ever been...but thats part 2 later].... " .... 

the definition of love.... if you know who is worthy of it.

sorry back to entertaining my voyeurs ...soon...

pheww.....

 Now, the only thing i care about is not to be thought 'fabulist' off with the faeries...

And thus will have to prove to such unthinkly numbty retrads that this is not so...

And when, not if but when, the latest fun crusade is indeed publicised.... 

There will be no doubt in even the lost-mind of the most internet sickened one..

But 'twas never the 'internet'.... the preciousness begqan i remeber the exact moment walking up Preciousstown  the one that was WAY ahead of the ones round here .... 2002 thinking " my god it's become so precious here.."

But now as all i am interested in is tomorrow even if i have the most Monty Python meets Voltaire riding 100% on Mrs Mills' coattails...

And a load of Simone power, too,  of late

And of late 'suffering' the worst gib in history, no suffering ever only silver linings as had that ferkin mad clearley all her dull life spoiled old Chret bag not kept to her "yea" being "yea" i would not have been at liberty to go to the next stage...

And at last i have her propper!

As 'shared' oppression' even if nobody oppresses me ever, is true glue

And either you fight it ALL the way...all the way.... or end up being burned inj the furnaces for glue somewhere down the line  ..

(and there are NO 'enemies' as we meandered the hills Sateraft not even mentioning her former, hump... nope " i hate the regional snobbery sick to death of it petardate the fuckers" in ones inbox full noncon, text...is sublime..if you the measly meany, shamed by Mister Walker and his 100 Euros.... knew full context...you will soon... )

... the poor Greens never understood, there is no ,middle ground ....  why their whole party became pondflife stck on the flimsiest raft of decaying plastic  fake penises and quite inadequate 'sex' aids for a load of neurodiovergent (who cannot understand as was the case 13 years ago " ehh if every single littigant i help prepping for a truly life-event court thing wants to call their ex a 'narcissist' doesnt it all rather cancel itself out .... perhaps we should keep that word for poor Myra or the bad ones in Broadmmoor..."  ) ... i met a new goddess yesterwalk " ehh every single 40 something yummy i have met for some years now claims neurodivergency and theyre so retarded themselves by just terrible culture so it aint their fault... they can't understand if ALL are neurodivergent for free council taxis and extra benefits or in the case of the slightly upper middle class, attention - something to talk about at the family BBQ and put themselves at the centre of the burning desire to MATTER! ..i mean you can't have ALL neurodivergent or it just becomes all are not as if everyone is its just the norm....  so its comedic...even if it matters as even the wonky ancient Greeks will have known if you tell a  kid they are a princess and 'special' well you do end up with rather a lot of Caligulas perraps.... it never ends well, ever..... and whilst every retarded eejit of the bbc now parrots 'history doesnt repeat but does rhyme dont you know arent i clever one for being up with the trend sayin' that....'  

some things are constant.

princessiness is almost always fatal and almost impossible to 'heal' ever...

and becomes grotesque as we can see from certain recent video events in respect of another actual one.... but they shouldv been Russified a century ago in any civilised MODERN society so pretend they were ... headless...and lets concentrate on the ones next door... a lot of them..

anyway where was i... my ohh my what a non Machiavellian pure phase of  impossibly successful regrouping with a few in lead chariot

JUST! for future proof-to-you,  and cv matters  not that i have ever had a cv..

and with UTterly nothing ...and the bleakest month ever at midwinter guaranteed from mid December til now....

And living total DSM 5.3 every single conceivable risky factor for two decades....

it all results in the most plenished possible  midwinter month

With....actual ...ehhh ... 'results'...... soon

   

gobbledygook nearly over

 .... 

full time all weekend on

it

but what is 'it'?

certainly not his approach ...

Simone ❤❤❤❤❤❤

rahh rahhh!

but she was inadequate

even if true goddess ( to be cont,)

thing is oops this should be called ' Even the Northern Micks are takin the mick too...' with fake ' social' farms like the original Paul started 30 years ago and every private school ed St Trinnian  traumatised lass wants to be a ' trustee' of

( we shall come back to the glorious real Saints soon..bow i have to tolerate the bad smell of unused equipment under their hems so as to get them to actually not piss on the actually pisspoor... the supremely dull  but untold story of Dooneshire is who are they?... and i didnt know that all 150% of the 7% privately educated   ended up hiding here... still not over the Trinnian trauma .. .  of course the clue is that them fine Mr and Mrs Ridd did fail and the republicans lost .    over time... them Trins  are still stuck in that battle... in their heads 

)

bow yes it occurred to me thister 530am...

just how many of them died very young .

and i know why: Grayling  the prominent uk miral philosopher and Donsaid into my chronicle in person 2019 he had never heard of the one greatest European moder writer Bernhard ... real bookish folk are gradually admitting 

.... but the even more Teapot tragedy is when fighting as usual with the arrogant Hubrite tribe...

" a propper library should be based on basically whatever caused Rachel Cusk to develop her fabulous critical thinking knowing all her schoolmates were off on one... however...a true non Teapot scholar knows that the sick Engliterate are so ill and iterate only Primo"s Death Cult one  is ever spoken of as  just as Paris and Berlin are not full mainly of hookers who have upgraded themselves to sweet little Domminixes .. 

( 1995ish..ive always ben George Borrow  " so what do most of your customers want.... straight sex ..?"

' dont be silly  you pathetic normal cheapskate man...all these nursies and schoolgirl cosies in the closet arent for decoration you know they cost a lot!!   nope the majority of my ex ovt school traumatised Trinniata  dont even  want trad sex they just want yo do something pervy with a costume involved .. most dont even spunk up its laughable..." )

being whist If This Is A Man is a glorious wise non judgemental ' record' of Primo's wisest calm soul just as Mister Oz's beautiful regular bloke next door books are a true record of when Israel was a dreamy truly intellectual avant garde artistish paradise ...

but keepin it Primo

nobody...nobody EVER in this whoop whoop only Mad  psycho Cathy  being abused  and never mind gaslit by Heathcliffe  is a book when

Other Peoples Trades

The Wrench

Periodical ( not a book about the steps towards  perimenopause so of course Babes Hour wont be featuring it in that great big moan ALL my 10ish right hand babes over 55ish all agree is a sick madnes gone far too far and i have many recorded philosophical debates that arent as we all agree its a neurotic madness for MONEY ... all those ' conscious menopause' and 100s of other nonbooks 

yes Primos superb  comon man philosophical observation books of his meandering during his later work life  having forgotten he was once ultimate ' victim'  are ttue writing

not blaming anyone just wry observation about his fellow man   . via true story

but nobody EVER has Even been nade to read them! 

made ... as thyre better than any Woolfe babe or  every single british amis barnes mckew and the other two just as forgettable and i have temporarily  as all uk male lit for 40 years a weird pervy Hubric boys club

from whom one learns nothing

nope....

what a nation of only Teapot addicted philistines who still think they are yhe most erudite in the world.

laughable

 ralphschism exclusive not on youtube unless i remember later

warming even the free nanas

now You may assume i am nanas

but nobody has managed in five years to get the free nanas in  here...

And i dont like snobs who were so shabby even their ex Oxford college thought they were off with the Narniacs so ....eased them on bless your ridiculous little projectionist ....soul

All Souls ... will get free bananas

or i shall ...

well is not me

i don't do 'causes' any more...i promised.

But i know who' winkin' down on us from her best ever neigh rather tragic ... failure,  of a story

... to think..... she still matters, even now.... four centuries l8err

 indeed 'twill be named after her.... they seem to almost wish she had never been extant...

i on the other hand know the power of a true story...

( liars " church attendance up quite a lot of percent" theyve been peddling several years...  if you amortise out my use of them to steal their sparks to turn back on them ...They're even bless attendee and less worthy of their 11 billion in the bank...up from 6 in 2019... about the same multiplier as the amount of new testameners to lies and bourgeois meanness, us roofless...  in the same 6 years ... 

bbc factcheck recently clarified as total load of pants on fire .... ) 

3 more live in here

later

Hubris

 

 blessem.... 

everywhere all of it all of them....

but soon, only to.

....define

temporary INDEX to be worked on inabit

now all i know is that since the worst dire new bearded and baldy 'philosophers'  came along (every other nonword "narrative") from De Botty via Lawson and especially Gray, and we won't even bother with McGilchrist, there is no more any real useful what-next, philosophy and anyone who merely felt sorry for the private school uneducated knew their god Nietzsche was sort of groovy at times but often  problematical  

and the point of philosophy is that it does the 'work' on yourself  - the bloody thinker of it, and causes consistency...

by dint of  your fancy  showoff cleverdick (Gweek compliant just so risqué)

theory

and i know NO good better than 50 odd years back philosophy ....that works

i know mine on the other hand, works

above all causes living consistently. To values. Be they Ayn Rand (they still all secretly love) or something more actually human.  But at least Have some! none do...

Unlike clearly Whitehall's next philosopher king, Hilary Lawson who didn't even know of the public right of way going through his property (next to our peasant farmstead) others will have died  fighting for,  in real life  - laying it down, and  politically in days of yore, to have it exactly there for the common good...as the national database of common pathways the OS confirmed to even my then 7 year old lass.... 

well he did but denied it as thats what being at Oxford does to you: turn you into a hissy little  princess

soon i shall list and even edit a bit so many wonderful long waffles on substack and landlope.com

and index my code words... there have been many

general persistanceism

 https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/01/now-all-frosty-mornin-does-is-sometimes.html

JOBS

seem boring thusfar the far better bits to add in including 'guest' appearances  - the very gibbers themselves

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/the-job-butters-gibbers-if-pastine.html

"what do you NEED?" .."liberty" (for HER!!!!) COME BACK AND FINISH THIS!!!!!!

yesterday clear forgot what said maybe valid

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ON it - as if for her....

Mill, onnittoo,  was Mr and MRS Mill

Misha and his guests discuss the landmark work On Liberty by John Stuart Mill, published in 1859 and the increasing recognition for his wife Harriet Taylor Mill's contribution

https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/m002pqnc

meanwhile come back and finish thistoo

I am better, especially now theres an angry little teamworker

"Anger is an energy"

as someone once needed to say

not me

i know the useful energy that is the exact opposite - harnessing all the nothings.

To be cont by going back soon into ..it.

friendly free substack audio

A friendly Pondcast on why all your so so so many "friends" cause an effect: you're as ineffective as pondlife. (part of the 'failure' series for The Queen of that)

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/a-friendly-pondcast-on-why-all-your?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

not ready til 2030

ONE MORE NEXT BIT OF VID STILL TO GO HERE may be ready today maybe not

may not upload until 18 01 lunchtime

the real only fee substack audio you ever need as you'll need it one daytoo

much more zenny and 'divine' than dodgy divine alcoholic Alan Watts or even Siddhartha (on wounds how to ACTUALLY 'heal them)

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/much-more-zenny-and-divine-than-dodgy?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

Now, do do doooo come back...

 Full time the last seven days on material for here...

and somebody else.

Out of the blue.

So just when it gets really exciting; i can't lie 'n charm. Fact. 

Other fact: laptop charging routines have been fiddled with just a tad...

But back the right side of the curve tomorrowaft a rainy one ....

And all 'delay' is for a 'reason';  even if exactly the opposite of their usual positive energy nonsense version of 'fate'...

Nope.... she knows who the baddies are, too, at last.

one last fabulous pondcast on what THE problem really as been - it's about all of them youtoo nodoubt, who have so many 'friends' they can't ever be real friend to anyone never mind their local 'community'  - cos that takes very very feisty realwoman hard battlaxes attit, work...has been in the can for a few days ..

And it's  most apt... 

soon

Now, really!

 A Big Siters Master-them, or rather past tense, i have, class on.... 

well, it's always the same "I can't"...cos of cant and vanity

except my will, be done....

As it's simply utilitarian obvious best bangs for bucks...

Right, later on failure.

But far better than my note to Mrs Famous Failure

And thistereve and all tomorrow the grand finale

ish

Socrates was right and wrong about "happiness".

It's a lot more complex than learning to be happy with less, but io have at last simplified it into something even some lost bimbish ...

(as someone who has never seen your vile 'Strictly' (nor any mainstream or any at all tv for 25 years) nor would want to be in the same room as what do they now endlessly go one about.... ehhh.. some program about lying.....   deceiving ...two faces....) the bible will be recorded as it already is...on how to always beat their 'system'... they don't even know is the OS.... but a real aside-living, alive. yeoman....always did.

And now i can show all the proof....

for the whole next decade

And there are loadsa vid clips already up..... but this time there will be poise grace and fewer typos...

(just for fun whilst all is on lowbatt 'hold'

....blessim.... that's what religious parents do to you even 65 year on .... 'ocd' before it became a badge of honour..

then, really.... this really did start the heralding of of course if their whole aesthetic is wasting resources on fluttery flags even in an "eco park" by Hay...

one - a genuinely compromising person who knows it's making them all sick, will sometimes use as his lasse's party backdrop if it can be got for free....well...

but there's something in here then i wanted...and spent two now-years sucking up to, to get....

And only one woman also got my passion, in her fabulous NONelitist true temple to the book

THE BOSS: she alone was bright eyed " ferk that sounds stupendously good fun lets find it for you and get petardin' em .."

(later) 

 (girly bikes for blokes save TIME gettin' on and off)

anyway yes a parent who compromises on it ALL.... as one has to for them..

essay soon

our "zoo"

But i know who has truly a permanent 'sacred "wound" 

blessem for they know not how they jab themselves 'pon their own petard

back to now-now just a few days ago and a week ago there were only two...

and now i really do know what it became (series soon)

a real man just makes do with their outcasts

even if its time to assist the "poor" (not my word as they aint no real pauper wastes gazillions on ugly non-ferrit tattoos, and all the rest of their mammoth of desperate look-at-me... especially plastic seastuff... ... series soon)

but then.... there is a sequence - he has to be thanked....

soon

now.....

 ' positive vibes' only, here ....soon

so much has, but hasn't, happened

and, inspired,  ' on failure' ....

two big failures are already in the can, but the can freezes up at night whilst i couldnt care as i usually sleep nine hours..  

and have no problems 

So, seventy seven percent wowser smileything whoop whoop...

 

The act is done.

Way before dawn. 

Even if one of a few.

And it's a few i need.

But not for me.

So, all i know is  there are thousands, in fact hundreds of thousands, just like me  - even me! five years ago thinking.....knowing! even if from late 2009 to spring 2013 over two minus twenty winters -  the first so cold that it caught me on the hop even if i had a rather good excuse, rather enedtimes distracted, the old "farmers car" as they call the Peugeot 205 diesel - as bulletproof as they come, froze as i hadnt the cash to top up the antifreeze... and two months later when the permafrost unfrosted... the ferker started first turn of the key. 

Even if other 'issues' made it  no longer MOT viable...

Anyway even me five years ago fearing and a few nights bad stressin'...

Knowing, even if three earlier years went...well....

knowing: there's just no way i will even tolerate having to live in a tincanvan car or the like... gentrification or rather thievery 

and skips of tenants' furniture  funerary

pyres, all just the fires still inside her sad little Hemel Hempstead, frippery

cos she wasn't one of the girls that got the attention, you get if fully flouncey

So she comes and takes it out on all of Western Herefordshire - the 'most deprived' region of the Southerners regions...

Even if i was the ONLY one who never ever ever reacted in any way to her 

thievery and weird ...infact even if a word i never use as one of their silly words that merely clouds time immemorial actions of the sad little footstamperatti

she is 'gaslight'

and loved to spill her aromatic oils  over into a nicely preprepared bonfire ready to make it clear who is

 'boss' even if the 5 grand personalised numberplate made that clear before she ever alighted

BUt only one person NEVER ever reacted to her ...ever...

other than as only Rachel Kushner second-sightedly knew,

you just wait.....  and at some point down the line their sad little acts; in their mind great big bullygirl, oppressions..

well you peek a little sweet smelling glade through the fires of their tormented souls 

(in her case claiming even her Hemmel Hampstead 1980s Snickers against VAT  - i know as she left behind her accounts in s a skip did Skippy......  she probably got caught out with her knickers down and bossed around for legal reasons ... "tut tut tut, we won't prosecute THIS time but you're on notice!" and spends the rest of her life seeking revenge and as so many did from the mid 2000s - thats the one real pattern i saw, if you were a small  cheese - one of those pathetic little plastic triangles of the stuff,  relocate somewhere  - especially The MArches, where there is no 'community' nor friendship (audio soon) to call out the fact that if you are now pretending you are a big fat cheese rolling down the hill and squashing all resistance with your not very cheesy actual tyranny that hurts real small people,  then you end up the fattest fishie in a  small pond... some people, not me, call that 'bullying' even if everyone else called her one of themtoo.... but nobody ever managed to use 'event's Kushneresque ... such as i had the world record arrears

 of spinning an eviction out, one and a half years!! 

(i mean this woman had a troupe of 'heavies'

 that kind always do)

upon knowing i shall no way be  able to survive the winter (2021)

for a week 

as maybe hundreds of thousands have in the back of their mind 

as i write this and as i have written the rest over three years

But every second has been not only purposeful

but now i Kushner-live, fabulously useful!

And as the most self contained person ever from the age of 12ish

-orphans are, especially when they have to hide their orphan credentials

I needed nothing. Never do.

But i knew

there's no way i am going to almost a lifetime later

wish every second could be lived again as so thrillingly actual 'mindful'

of stuff that's more than invaluable

Anyway there was one more word left to ponder, even if one i needed to forget

As its The Southerner way  of merely gettin' their 'dopamine' hit

Even if they dress it up as something far more, 'elemental'ly

fundamental.

And my always at 0533 mind in peek new condition thisters

It came back nasty word

The number one that a perraps successful Sov

or even  first rate Bolshie

would have wiped out permanently

for the COMMON GOOD: 'ceremony'

Later